A/N This chapter was beta'd by OoJasper'sAngeloO, my friend, I love you girl. It was pre-read by sinfulroad69. Thanks to both of you for your help and support. this chapter will have some light hearted fun. Hope you enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Bella's POV

This morning the girls kicked Jasper out of my room early, and pounced on me waking me up. I got up and got ready quickly as they seemed to be really excited about shopping. I couldn't really see the appeal, but by the time I had eaten and we left, they had me hyped up as well.

The morning flew by and when we got back in the car, we all had new outfits for tonight. I couldn't wait to see Jasper's reaction to my outfit. Rose, Char, and Alice all said that I looked really HOT in it and would drive Jasper even more crazy than he already was.

I wasn't sure that I really wanted to though. He was in so much pain right now. I could see it every time I looked at him. Of course part of it was the fact that he was keeping his distance from me. I guess he could see the pain in my eyes. I hated that I couldn't wipe the memory of him willingly kissing her from my mind.

I hated even worse that I was causing him more pain. I finally decided that maybe we should just stay home and let the others go without us. We needed to be able to heal from all of this, and to do this we needed time alone.

When I suggested this to Jasper he told me that while he wouldn't mind spending time alone with me, he had a surprise for me and it included the need to go tonight. I told him fine, but I would want some time for us tomorrow. He quickly agreed.

The day flew by and before I knew it I was dressed and ready to go. Rose had fixed my hair so that it would match my outfit. They made me promise that I would make sure they were next to me when Jasper saw me the first time. They wanted to see his face when he saw me.

Edward's POV

My poor brother was going back and forth with his emotions and at times he was projecting. He was mostly nervous, but at times he was feeling so much pain from being unable to be with his mate. I was doing my best to support him.

The thing is that with Peter and Emmett I had a feeling that they weren't going to make it any easier on him. Actually, I knew that they weren't. They had their own plans, and I was forced to promise that I wouldn't say anything. While I didn't approve of their methods, I did agree that it could help my sister-in-law help her mate.

When Jasper had come to me with his idea I had to smile. He somehow knew just how to touch a woman's heart. Of course I would help him and the end results was something beautiful, and I just knew that she would love it. How could she not, it came from my brother's heart.

Right now though we are waiting for our beautiful ladies to finish getting ready and come down so we could leave. Jasper was going to drive me crazy if they didn't hurry. He was pacing, and projecting again. I saw Peter walk over to him and hit him again upside his head, telling him again "to knock that shit off". This was going to be a very long night.

Peter's POV

Finally, I hear the fuckin' door open and knew the ladies were ready to leave. I was about ready to strangle my brother. He was nervous as fuckin' hell and projectin' it. I knew that he couldn't really help it, but still he was drivin' me crazy.

The ladies came down with Bella in the back, and the girls in front of her. Every eye was on them until they reached the last step. They stepped aside to let everyone get a look at Bella. I have to admit, even my jaw dropped.

Her hair was braided in one of them french braids, she had on a cute little denim skirt, with a plaid button down top. On her feet were a pair of cowgirl boots, and the cowgirl hat on her head made her outfit complete. She was HOT as fuck!

I looked at Jasper and he was lookin' her up and down. He didn't say a word just stared at her. She on the other hand started to blush. He was shakin' and I could tell he was fightin' to keep from projectin' the pain he was in. He was also fightin' his other instincts that were screamin' at him to take her.

I knew now that it would be so fuckin' easy to put the plan that Em and I had come up with, into motion. Neither would ever know what was goin' on until it was too late. I just hope that Em is right and it will push Jasper's mate to help him out.

Bella's POV

I barely even remember the ride to the club. Jasper was sitting next to me, just staring. I was allowing him to hold my hand. The need to touch him was becoming beyond comfortable. It was like I was lost without touching him somewhere. So I didn't mind holding hands with him.

Once at the club they checked all of our ID's and then everyone ordered drinks. I knew that they wouldn't actually drink them but they wanted to let me have a chance to try different drinks to find one I liked the best.

After trying several drinks I found that I loved the one called a margarita the best. So after ordering one and settling in at the table that was closest to the stage, I started on my drink. Rose explained that this was a karaoke club and then explained that people got up and would sing.

Once the people started getting up on stage I was beginning to regret coming here. One was a girl that sounded like chalk on a chalk board. The next was a guy that obviously couldn't carry a tune if his life depended on it. He thought he sounded great though as he said he would be back to entertain us later.

After a couple more people got up and showed us just how fucking untalented they were, I realized that Jasper had left the table. A minute later he showed up on the stage. Now, this was going to be interesting. I didn't know he could sing. Of course being a vampire I should have known. Vampires can do anything.

He did a few cords on the piano before setting up the microphone. Once he got it to his liking he cleared his throat. My eyes were glued to him, but I noticed that a few of the females in the crowd made their way closer to the stage. That just fucking pissed me off. I was about to go and tell them as much when I heard Jasper's voice coming through the microphone.

"Hey everyone! The names Jasper and I was kinda hopin' that ya'll would let me say somethin' before I started singin'. There's someone special out there that I need to say somethin' to through the song I'm about to sing. You see, the lady is my wife, and I love her so fuckin' much. But somethin' happened and I hurt her badly. Now, she's forgiven me, but I can still see the hurt in her eyes whenever she looks at me. What I did, I didn't do it on purpose, but it still hurts the one who has captured my heart. I would have given anythin' if it hadn't happened, but it did. So please baby, listen to the words of this song, I wrote this for you."

He started playing a beautiful tune on the piano and I could feel the tears already. His voice was deep, and very relaxing to hear. I decided to listen with my heart instead of my head, and this is what I heard;

When the rain is blowing in your face, and the whole world is on your case. I would offer you a warm embrace, to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows, and the stars appear, and there is no one there to dry your tears. I could hold you for a million years, to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet, but I would never do you wrong. I've known it from the moment that we met. No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue, I'd go crawling down the avenue.

No, there ain't nothing that I wouldn't do, to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on a rolling sea, and down the highway of regret. The winds of change are blowing wild and free.

You ain't seen nothing like me yet. There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do. Go to the ends of the earth for you, make you happy, make your dreams come true, to make you feel my love.

By the time the song was over I knew my make-up was probably ruined. The tears were flowing freely down my face. But apparently, Jasper wasn't done.

He came off of the stage and pulled me up to a standing position and then got down on his knees in front of me. I had no clue what he was doing.

"I love you
Not only for who you are
But for what I am when I am with you.
I love you
Not only for what you have made of yourself
But for what you are making of me.
I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
I love you for putting your hand into my heart
And passing over all the foolish, weak things that you can't help.
Dimly seeing there and drawing out, into the light all the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked quite far enough to find.
You have done it without a touch, without a word, without a sign."

"Baby, I know that we are already married, but we need a fresh start and that wedding lacked what we needed most, our family. Will you do me the honor of remarrying me, with our family present?"

I was crying so hard that I could barely talk. This is what I needed, what we needed. Since I couldn't talk I just nodded in a way that he wouldn't be able to mistake that I was saying yes.

He then slipped a beautiful ring on my finger and kissed it, then kissed my hand. I wasn't having that. I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him to me roughly. I whispered that he could kiss me on the lips, this was our new beginning.

The kiss was quick, but so full of love that it almost knocked me over. I know that my toes curled. He pulled me close and was smiling so huge. Everyone else was clapping. He then told me that we would talk when we got home as he had plans and wanted to make sure that I was alright with them.

We went back to the table. Throughout the evening several people came up to ask Jasper if he would please sing some more. He always said no, he didn't want to leave my side. Besides, I didn't like the way the other females were looking at him when he was up on stage.

I kept hearing Jasper growling every once in a while and realized that apparently there were some men feeling lust towards me. I had eyes only for my husband though. I couldn't believe that he had written a song for me.

I found out later that Edward actually wrote the music but all of the words were from Jasper's heart. I realized then how much I loved him. During the night, neither one of us realized what Peter and Em were up to. Jasper was either busy growling at some guy lusting after me, or staring at me.

It wasn't until I had to go and take a human moment that I realized just how much I had been drinking. From the way the room was swaying, I think that I'm drunk. As soon as I started to walk I almost fell over nothing. Apparently, it takes more for me to feel the effects.

I was trying to get out of the fall and ended up in Peter's lap. Of course Peter being Peter, he just had to make a joke, "I knew you would fall for me Bella. My knower told me!"

I could hear Jasper growling. It seems though that being drunk is not good for someone who is trying to stand up. The more I tried to stand up the worse the position got. I ended up with my face practically in his crotch. Char realizing that Jasper was about to lose it grabbed me and helped me up.

Once I was more steady I slowly walked to the bathroom. At least I think I walked, it might have been more of a stumble. I'm not really sure, the room wouldn't stop moving, even when I did. I could vaguely hear Jasper cussing someone out.

Once I made it out, Rose was there to help me back to the table,but I didn't sit down, everyone was quiet and were ready to leave. I got in the back of Emmett's jeep with Jasper, and ended up on his lap.

We kissed a few times and while I started to try and touch Jasper's chest underneath his shirt, he kept pulling my hand away. He told me that he wasn't touching me until we remarried, and then we would have a "weddin' night" as he called it.

I was disappointed of course, but not too much, as now I had something to look forward to. We would have to do the wedding quickly though as I could see that Jasper was in tremendous pain, he needed release and soon.

We got home and Jasper helped me up to my room. I made him promise to go get ready for bed and then come back. I needed him close until I fell asleep. I wasn't feeling tired though, I was feeling frisky as Peter called it.

Peter came into my room to talk to me privately. He told me what I could do to help Jasper without actually having sex with him. While I was shocked that he was telling me what to do exactly, I was listening closely. I decided to do it, I was feeling bold right now.

As soon as I was ready for bed, Jasper came into the room. He told me the family would be leaving in a bit to go hunting, but he was staying with me the whole night. Once settled on the bed, I could feel Jasper's body shaking with pent up sexual tension. That was what made me decide.

I had already made him take his shirt off. Now I started to try to remove his pants. He kept trying to push me away. I finally got fed up with him fighting me so I cheated and used my shield to hold him down. I got rid of his pants, and then his boxers.

He kept yelling for me to stop and then yelling for help from the family. I got fed up and finally told him, "You are going to get some relief whether you want it or not. Now, lay there and take it like a man!"

He finally spoke up and quietly said, "You know this is rape don't you?"

"Fine, I'll let you go. Just please, let me do this for you. I need to do this. You're hurting so bad, and you have done so much for me. Please, let me take care of you for once."

"I shouldn't let you. Its just not right for me to be pleasured and you don't receive anything back. I should be waiting like you for our real wedding. But, how can I say no when I see the tremble in your lips, and big doe eyes. It's I who should see that you are receiving pleasure beyond your wildest dreams. Not the other way around."

"Thank you, now lay back down and just enjoy yourself."

"Just so you know, I plan on worshiping you all night on our wedding night, so you had better just plan on taking a very long nap before the wedding. Also, Peter and Em are about to find out why it's not a good idea to do what they did."

"I really didn't mean to imply that you were trying to rape me. It just came spewing out of my mouth. There's no way in hell I would ever turn down anything from you. So, go ahead and rape me. The thought of being held down by you while you had your way with me, is kind of hot!"

"Now does this feel like rape to you?" I asked him as I brought my mouth down to his very hard cock.

A/N Please let me know what you think. Please don't kill me, Jasper made me stop it here. Next chapter will have a small lemon in it, maybe lol! A huge thanks goes to everyone who reviewed, and added this story to their favorites and alerts. I have read every review but again I have been working a lot so I need to use my spare time to write instead of answering reviews. I'll try to answer a few this time though. Thanks for reading this story.