A/N First I need to say a huge thanks to OoJasper'sAngeloO who did the beta work on this chapter as well as my pre-reader sinfulroad69, without them this story wouldn't be any good. I know that most of you were wondering what was going on with Bella, and where was the smell of blood coming from. Also, why was Bella feeling down about herself? It will all be answered here. Oh, yeah, I'm warning you, Emmett is up to his old tricks, with Peter's help of course. Hope you enjoy.

I still do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Jasper's POV

I was planning on making sure that Bella drank the coffee and took the aspirin that Esme had brought up along with the coffee. I could feel that she was in pain. I heard Carlisle tell me that her head would probably be pounding, and noises, any kind of noise would only make it worse.

I told Peter and Emmett that I wasn't finished with the payback for getting her drunk. I was actually blaming myself at this point, I should have been paying more attention to her, instead of being so fucking worried about the human males who were lusting after my mate. Once again I had failed her.

Suddenly, I felt her emotions cut off, but not before I felt her embarrassment. There had actually been more than just the one emotion but that was the main one. I would have to make sure that she understood that she had nothing to be embarrassed about.

She has given me a very special gift, and I was going to make sure she knew that I loved her, and that I couldn't wait until I could give her back just a tiny bit of what she has done for me. At the same time, I felt like a selfish bastard. I had given her nothing, while she had brought me more pleasure than I ever even thought was possible.

After a few minutes and she was still in the bathroom I started to get just a little concerned. She had never taken this long to do her morning routine. Of course she was suffering a hangover is what I believe they call it, so I just waited.

Suddenly I could feel her. She was feeling inferior, like someone who felt like they weren't good enough. I could also feel that her pain had gotten worse. Then, the emotions were swirling around so fast that even I couldn't get a handle on all of them.

I decided that I needed to stop whatever shit was going through her pretty lil' head. I had a feeling that she was upset about what she had done, and I got up and went to open the bathroom door. She had locked it.

It was then that I could smell it. Blood. I started knocking on the door and told her to open the door. I knew that I could easily break the door, but I wanted her to open it. I felt like she was trying to lock me out, and I needed her to open up to me.

I could hear her starting to cry, and then she was mumbling something about getting a female vampire for me. I started banging on the door then. She was quiet for a few seconds and then I heard her saying, "she would find me a female vampire to fuck and then I would forget all about her."

At the same time the smell of blood got stronger. I busted the door open. She spun around so fast that she must have gotten dizzy and passed out. I was able to grab her and quickly took her back into the bedroom while calling for Carlisle.

I only knew part of what was wrong even before Carlisle got up here. There was blood running down her legs. Apparently, she had started her period. The problem was, I have known about human females having periods, but I have never seen one bleed this much.

While the smell of the blood would normally have been too much for vampires to be around, the smell of a female's period was not appealing, not even to us. It would cause the blood-lust to flare up if we saw it, but I have never heard of a vampire attacking just because the female was bleeding from her pussy.

Carlisle came up and told me that Esme was talking to Renee. She had called her to confirm some things for the wedding and when I yelled for Carlisle, Esme told her what was going on. I guess that they could smell the blood as well.

I could tell that Carlisle was listening to what Renee was telling us. It seems that Bella was prone to excessive bleeding during her periods. But it seems that if she is having a lot of stress, or extra stress that it tends to become so bad that it literally flows down her legs if she doesn't realize its coming on.

She also told us that she would have severe cramping, and said that she had a feeling that when Bella saw me with Athena, and wanted to kill herself that part of it was because she was about to start. She has had some bad PMS, which included depression.

Then she told us something that was really interesting. She said that while Bella can have human reactions to things like drugs, and alcohol she never had the side effects or in the case of alcohol she wouldn't have the hangover.

At least that was her conclusion. The Volturi had experimented with giving her and other hybrids drugs like heroin, cocaine, and other illegal drugs. While they would experience the high, they never had withdrawal symptoms. Even the ones that were given the drugs on a regular basis, and then suddenly was taken off of them, had no withdrawal at all.

I just had to know, "What drugs have they given her and for how fucking long?"

The answer came quick, "She was one of the lucky ones. They gave her heroin for a week, making sure they even overdosed her at one point. That was it. They just wanted to make sure that she would have the same reactions as the hybrids like me. While a normal human would have had withdrawal she never did."

"So, you're saying what exactly?" I asked.

"She doesn't have a hangover, she was going through what she sometimes goes through before her period starts. The mood swings are horrible, as well as her headaches and cramping. All of that usually starts almost at the same time as her periods and last a couple of days." came Renee's reply.

It turns out that Renee was right. Bella came to a few minutes after we had hung up. Esme, and Rose helped her get cleaned up and taken care of. Her pain hadn't lessened, but she was now aware of what was going on and I could feel embarrassment coming off of her in waves.

I could only imagine what it would be like to be a mostly human female and start your period in a house full of vampires that can smell it no matter what she does or where in the house she goes. Once she had settled and we were alone, I asked if she felt like talking about the wedding.

All I would tell her is that the family was working on getting everything set up. If she was up to it, we would be married by the end of the week. She asked if we could move it up to the weekend, as she wanted to make sure she was done with her period. I had no problem with that.

I clearly heard the conversation that Esme decided to have with Peter and Emmett. I know for sure now that I will NEVER get that woman pissed at me. She's fucking scary when she gets riled up. Her words to them was enough to send chills up my spine.

She got them together and told them, "I'm warning both of you right now, you will not be saying anything to Bella about what she did last night, or about what she's going through right now. Do you two hear me? If you even so much as breathe a word that might embarrass her, I will personally rip out your tongues, and keep them for a few years. Is that clear?"

I could feel their fear, and sent her some of my gratitude. Especially after Emmett was stupid enough to say, "Awww, I was so looking forward to making her blush. Can't I even say just one little thing?"

That's when I heard a loud smack, and Emmett complaining about being smacked hurts. Fortunately, this took place after Bella was given some pain medicine and fell asleep. Now was the time to make some calls and finalize the plans for our wedding.

Bella's POV

When I woke up I was feeling a little better but the cramps had shown up full force when I came to after passing out. Maybe I would have caught on if I hadn't drank so much fucking alcohol. I think that I was still slightly drunk when I woke up. At least that's what it felt like.

I was feeling hungry and then Jasper who has been waiting on me hand and foot told me that Esme had just fixed my dinner and would be bringing it up to me. I tried to explain that I could go downstairs to eat, but he said that with everything going on Carlisle wanted me to rest at least for today.

When Esme brought my dinner up she told me that Peter and Emmett would be leaving me alone. I just had to laugh when she told me the threat she used on them to get them to promise not say anything to me or make jokes. I realized then that everyone had been in the house last night when I was with Jasper.

Now I was embarrassed. While I knew in my head that with vampires there is no privacy, I hadn't realized that everything between Jasper and I would be heard. I guess the alcohol made me not care. I would not be touching that shit again!

After making sure that I didn't need anything else, Esme left the room. Jasper helped me sit up, and then proceeded to feed me himself. I told him I was a big girl and could feed myself without making a mess, but he practically begged me to let him take care of me. I decided to just let him do whatever he wanted to do, until I realized why he was doing it.

I glared at him and said, "Are you trying to somehow give something back to me for what I did for you last night?"

"Yes, no, maybe. I just want to give you something in return. What you did for me was beyond anything I have ever experienced. No one has ever done that for me. It was a first, and I just want to show you how much you mean to me. I would have never asked you to do anything like that. I was fucking selfish to let you do it."

I couldn't stop the tears if I had to. That really hurt. I knew he was hurting badly and I also had been told that while the pain would still be there, he would at least feel some relief and it would be easier on him to be around me without having to be in so much pain.

"Shit, why are you crying?" he asked me clearly confused.

"You just basically told me that my feelings don't matter. I did what I did because I truly wanted to give you something special. I also understood that while it wasn't my body, and therefore, the pain would still be there that it would help you. I wanted to give you something from my heart, and apparently, it doesn't fucking matter if I wanted to do it. That's what I meant by laying down and taking it like a man." I explained as the tears came faster.

I was sitting on the bed and I felt Jasper get off and kneel in front of me. He gently took my face in his hands and lifted it enough so I had to look at him, "Baby, that's the most special gift I have ever received. I'm not saying your feelings don't matter. That's all that does matter to me, that you are happy. What I meant is that not giving you anything in return makes me a selfish bastard. I could have at least given you a few orgasms as well."

"No, you couldn't. I wouldn't have wanted you to. I want my first one to be when we are making love for the first time. I have never had one, and I don't want my first to be from your gift. So please just smile and say "thank you" and do not do anything to try to give something back. I needed to give this to you, just because I wanted to. To do anything else makes it seem like it wasn't a gift."

I think he finally understood, he kissed me softly and then said, "Thank you for something that is the most precious gift I have ever gotten, but I will make sure you have payback on our wedding night. Now, are you going to let me finish feeding you?" he smirked right after this and I knew I wouldn't say no.

The next few days were a mixture of packing, phone calls, and wedding planning. I wasn't allowed to know where the wedding would be held at or any of the details except that we would write our own vows. Jasper just kept saying he wanted to surprise me.

The whole family would be going with us of course, but then after the wedding the family would be moving into a ranch down in Texas. It was actually Peter and Char's place but they were having the ranch house enlarged to accommodate our rather large family.

Peter and Jasper made arrangements for Snow King to be taken straight to the ranch. They already had stables there, and had someone who would take care of him until the family could get there. He was leaving today, tomorrow was our turn.

After King was gone I was supposed to go with the girls to go shopping for my honeymoon. Alice told me that my wedding outfit had already been taken care of, and I would get to see it when we got to the place were the wedding would be held.

Most of the furniture had already been shipped off to the ranch so we were sitting on the floors and my bed would be a sleeping bag on the floor tonight. I was finally feeling so much hope and excitement for our future.

As soon as King was safely on his way to Texas the girls said it was time for us to be on our way. The plan was for an afternoon of shopping, then we would all come back here. They said I needed a bridal party, and that in the tradition of human weddings I should have more margaritas.

The men would all go hunting and wouldn't be allowed to come back until after I fell asleep or passed out whichever came first. I know I said that I wouldn't drink again but the girls loved seeing me loosen up, and since I didn't have to worry about a hangover and we weren't going out, even I couldn't see a problem with it.

What I didn't count on was Emmett asking me if he could talk to me in private. He told me that he just wanted a little "bonding time" with me as he called it. I couldn't really see a problem with it since I had to wait for the girls to get back from their own hunt anyway. I had never really had any time to really bond with the males in the family. So, I stupidly agreed to go with him.

I honestly should have known better. We are talking about Emmett here. He had me climb on his back after Jasper warned him to watch what he said to me. He flew through the forest and came out in an area I quickly recognized as the waterfall that Jasper has brought me to a few times.

I was momentarily distracted by the beauty of this place. I was going to seriously miss the beauty that had been the place were I started to get to know Jasper, as a man, not a vampire. When I turned back to Emmett he was sitting on one of the rocks, holding something in his hand.

He motioned for me to come over and sit next to him. I did so and noticed that he was holding a banana. Then he started, "Listen lil' sis, I know that you have never had sex before so I figured that this would be the perfect time to give you a few pointers. Who, better than me to give them to you."

He took the banana and using his other hand made a circle to represent me, and then added, "Now this banana represents Jasper of course. Wait, you do know what a cock looks like right? Peter told me that I might have to show you, but I think Rose might frown if I showed you mine. Anyway, what's going to happen is this." he said while moving the banana through the hole he had made with his hand.

He wasn't finished, not at all, "Of course this hole is your vagina. Now Peter suggested that I show you different angles and what to do to get those different angles. You do know that your first time is gonna hurt, but I can talk to Jasper to make sure he knows this and what to do to make it easier for you. Even though I myself have never been with a virgin, Peter has. Maybe I should have Peter talk to Jasper."

To say I was mortified would be an understatement. He described some things that made me turn beet red. He talked for over an hour and by the time he was done I think I knew not only every position to use for sex, but which angle the cock would be inside of me in any given position.

When he was done, he was so proud that he was the one to help Jasper and I have awesome sex as he put it. I just wanted to find a hole and bury myself in it. The only reason I even let him talk was because I knew if I didn't he would talk to me in front of everyone else. While I admit that having Emmett as a brother was going to be interesting, I just fucking hope that he wouldn't ever try to talk to me about sex again. My brain was now scarred for life at some of the shit he told me.

After he was done giving me a sex pep talk he had me climb on his back and he ran me back to the house. The girls got back a few minutes later and they took off before Jasper had a chance to ask me what Emmett had talked to me about. Right after they left, we did too.

We spent most of our shopping trip in Victoria's Secret and bought way too much stuff for my liking but they said they wanted to make sure I had enough to last a while since they were sure that everything I wore would be ripped off. Everyone picked out a few things each, including me and now they had a bet going as to which set of clothes would be Jasper's favorite. They made me promise to tell them whose choice he liked best.

Once we got back to the house, we all got comfortable and of course Esme had made a whole pitcher of margaritas so all I had to do was pour it into glasses that she had already put salt on so I only had to pour and drink.

The dirty talk started then. I told them about what Emmett had done including the fact that he made sure I knew about different positions, and how fucking deep or the angle of the cock would be in that position and how good or bad it would feel. By this time I had had more than enough alcohol to loosen me up, so I didn't feel embarrassed about what was being said. Rose was pissed at him of course but not because he was willing to talk to me about sex but because he should have never taken it upon himself to talk to me about something that would be embarrassing to me.

We talked about the fact that my first time would be painful. They also shared that if Jasper was smart, he would make sure that I had an orgasm before he tried to enter me. It would make it easier for me. They also tried to describe what an orgasm felt like.

By this time I was far too drunk to be paying much attention to anything they were saying. They turned on some sexy music and we danced. They taught me dances that I would never be caught doing in front of anyone but maybe Jasper in private. They shared how sometimes they would dance, and strip for their mates. It always drove them crazy with desire.

I fell asleep listening to some song called "Save a horse, Ride a Cowboy", and I dreamed of my own cowboy, and riding him. . .

A/N Please let me know if you liked this chapter or not. I really want to know what you thought of Emmett's talk with poor Bella. Thanks to everyone for their reviews, and adding this story to their favorites and alerts. I love you guys.