A/N A huge thanks to my special friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work, and my pre-reader sinfulroad69. Without them this chapter wouldn't be worth reading. This chapter is loaded I'm telling you, there's no lemon but there's a lot going on, but I have a feeling that you won't like the ending. Hope you enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Jasper's POV

I really wished that someone had written a how to book on pregnant ladies. It seems that I can't do anything right. I know that I really have no fucking clue as to what went on with pregnancy as far as emotions go and no matter what I do its the wrong thing to do or say.

When Carlisle called and told me that there was something that both Bella and I needed to see and to come to the main house, I wasn't really wanting to until he said that it would cheer both of us up and would make us happy. I got kind of excited, because I knew that we both needed some cheering up.

It wasn't that I wasn't happy and excited about the baby. It was that I knew Bella had been going through what Esme explained as mood swings and the feelings of loss, anguish, sadness and sometimes even despair that were coming from her were bad. I wanted only happiness for her. I understood her pain, I felt the pain to, not hers, but my own for the loss of Renee.

When we opened the door I already knew what we would see when we looked inside. The rest of the family was inside the nursery already. Unfortunately none of us took into account that the shock might be a little too much for Bella. She passed out after glaring at me and demanding to know if I knew about this.

I hadn't known anything. Come to find out that no one in the family knew about this, but I could see how it would fit into the plan to bring down the Volturi. They wouldn't be watching for something they didn't know was still around.

Standing there in front of us, was Renee. I guess the shock of seeing her mom was just too much and she passed out. Good thing I'm a fucking vampire or she might have gotten hurt when she hit the floor. As it was I caught her and then carried her to another room and laid her on the bed.

Felix was with her. While Carlisle was checking Bella out, Renee was explaining that none of the brothers had ever touched her. Yeah, they had demanded that she turn Bia over to them and then she had Bia put the memory of them ripping Renee apart into their minds.

Unfortunately for Felix, he had to believe it as well. Renee went on to explain that in the meantime, she met with those who were willing to do what is necessary to bring down the Volturi. They all understood that they did have one very important value. Order was pretty much kept because no one wanted the Volturi to come down on them.

Peter was the one to ask the question that I knew everyone wanted to ask, "Why couldn't you at least let us know the truth? Why didn't you at least let your own daughter know? The brothers believe her to be dead, why would you want her to go through that kind of shit?"

"Because then Carlisle would have known and we couldn't take the chance that Aro might show up and read him. I know that he could have also then found out about all of the deceit that he believes is the truth. That's why Bia was here. If Aro did show up, she was to put what she wanted him to believe into his mind. I had spent some time training her, but I knew that she would learn much faster if she was trained by her brother-in-law. It was only for a few weeks, I needed to meet with the others that stand with us when we bring them down.

At this point though we are only removing Aro and Caius. We need to have at least one kept in charge. He won't be alone though, but will be seen as the head of the Volturi. He will be a fair leader, as he feels that Aro and Caius need to be stopped. There will be others that will rule with him. I can't tell you who the new rulers will be yet, but I can tell you that it won't happen overnight.

Until the new rulers are ready to take their rightful places next to Marcus, there will have to be a board if you will. I was talking to some of the ones standing with us to make sure that those on this board will be fair and will rule without all of the bullshit. It will need to be strong and willing to take care of those that need to be removed shall we say.

I know that I should have told the family, but I couldn't, at least until I knew that Aro wouldn't bother with anyone here and I needed to get things ready. I would have stayed away longer, but when I knew that my daughter was pregnant, I knew I had to come back. I couldn't let my baby go through her first pregnancy without me. I will stay until the baby is born, then Bia, Felix and myself will need to leave and meet up with the others and start training with the gifted ones. I'm sorry for letting everyone think I was dead, but it was truly necessary at the time."

I had been listening to Renee and hadn't realized that my mate had woken up. The next few minutes was a very tearful reunion between mom and daughters. Bia had been brought into the room by Rose who had been playing earlier, but it was a very happy reunion.

Renee then explained everything to Bella and although she was still a bit upset, she understood. I thought that my mate would be angry, but the joy she felt over her mom being alive over rode it. I knew that had it been me, I would have done whatever was necessary to make sure the enemy was destroyed. This apparently had been one of those things deemed necessary.

I asked how Felix was able to get away and stay away from his duties with the Volturi guard. The answer was simple of course, being distraught over the death of his mate, he couldn't go on. He too was now "dead" as far as the brothers were concerned. It had all been set up without Felix knowing about it.

Aro had "seen" Felix walk into the flames of a fire in Demetri's mind. Somehow, they had managed to make it look like Felix had destroyed himself in the furnace that they had to destroy vampires condemned to death.

Once our child was here, they would take Bia and go and join the others who have chosen to fight with us. Then they would train with the gifted ones, including Bia. Renee said that once our child was about four months old then we would join them as well. Our son or daughter would then be trained as well. She assured us that the child would be like Bia and would appear much older by then.

Renee refused to tell us anything about our child, except that until we knew what the child's gifts were, that we should should be careful about making him or her angry. Although she assured us that that would be very hard to do as the child would be laid back and very easy going.

She also pulled me aside and told me privately that I would get my heart's desire, but she fuckin' refused to tell me any more than that. I have no clue as to what she meant by that as I have a long list of desires;death of Volturi, torture of Volturi, several kids, turnin' my mate, huntin' with my mate, makin' love to her as a vampire, kids, makin' more love, havin' her naked every day, well you get the picture.

Right now, I can't fuckin' wait until our child is born and I get to meet him or her.

Bella's POV

Mom says that I'll carry the baby about three and half to four months, but I'm not so sure. I lost complete sight of my feet after the first month. Its so fucking hard to do simple things like pick something up from the floor. By the second month, I can no longer reach my feet to even put shoes on.

Jasper is being sweet and helps me when I need it. At times though he's a little too helpful. He tries to carry me even when I'm just trying to go from one room to another. When I'm sleeping he usually has one hand on my belly and talks to the baby every chance he gets.

The first time he felt the baby move, he made everyone put their hand on my belly so they could feel him or her moving. He was so excited and just kept asking everyone how amazing it was to feel his baby moving. He is actually like a kid in a candy store sometimes. The first time we went shopping for the baby he was so proud that he was telling everyone we passed that I was having his baby.

When we went into the baby store he started talking to any female in there that had a baby with them. He mainly asked what it was like to have a new baby in the house. While it was sweet in the beginning, it started to bother me. I started to believe that he loved the baby more than he loved me.

Then came the day that Jasper was viciously attacked by all of the females in the family. I lost it when he came over and leaned down to my belly and told the baby he loved him or her and then left to go hunting with his brothers, without even acknowledging I was even there. He did come back to give me a kiss, but the damage had already been done.

I cried the whole time he was gone and the second he was back, it happened. He was thrown out of the house by Rose and Char and they followed him out with Esme and Alice hot on their heels. They ganged up on him, hitting him and throwing him around.

He asked Felix for help, but he told him that there was no fucking way he was getting involved and getting his ass kicked. My mom got in on it as well and I watched from the window as he was called a selfish jerk and hit by all of the ladies. Him being a gentleman, refused to defend himself.

Finally Felix had pity on him and stepped in telling the ladies that they needed to explain why they were beating him up. I saw as my mom whispered something to Felix and then he walked up to Jasper and punched him.

I couldn't hear what he was saying, but I'm pretty sure that he was realizing that he no longer loved me. He got an angry look on his face. I couldn't take any more and went and curled up on the bed. It hurt to know that he didn't care about me.

He started waiting on me hand and foot, trying to reassure me of his love for me, but he was so afraid of doing something or saying the wrong thing that he was walking on eggshells around me and that wasn't right either.

Mom finally sat us both down and explained that he needed to act normal around me and just be himself. Everything I was going through was normal and it would work itself out. She told him that for the most part it was my raging hormones that were out of control.

Once things settled for us, then Peter and Emmett decided to make jokes about me being fat. I ignored them for the most part, until one day when I just couldn't take their teasing any more. Let's just say that it was going to take a few days to repair the hole in the side of the main house where I had thrown them out using my gift.

When I reached the three month mark I was extremely huge. I couldn't even fit into maternity pants, they were way too tight, even under my belly. I had gained seventy-five pounds and I was bigger around than I was tall. It became too hard to lay down to sleep and so at night I would recline against Jasper sideways so that the pressure was taken off of my back so I could sleep.

He had to rub my back to help me relax. Mom said that it wouldn't be too much longer. I was getting more nervous as the time drew closer to the birth. Having to deliver Bia though was helping me, but because I had to do it, I was afraid to be alone. I was more worried that Jasper would end up missing our child's birth.

When I was a week into my third month mom started to practice everyday with me on breathing techniques that she had done while in labor. She told me it would help to make the labor go faster and easier. She made Jasper work with me as well.

By this time my whole body was swollen. It hurt to walk flat on my feet and so I was grateful for my husband who was still being very attentive towards me. He carried me around most of the time now. I was also drinking more blood than eating actual food. The baby's movements left bruises and the blood seemed to make it easier to withstand the kick from a mostly vampire baby.

Jasper refused to go hunt because he could tell that the pregnancy was getting harder on me and was worried about my health. Carlisle said that while he understood that the pregnancy was hard on me, at least the little part of vampire I had was keeping me from being hurt too badly. He had to keep human blood on hand for me, the animal blood did taste bitter to me now.

For Jasper, some of the others would bring animals to the house for him to feed from. He didn't want to take any of the blood that was meant for me. I felt bad for him as he was spending all of his time with me. I tried to get him to go hunting even just for an hour to spend some time with his brothers, but he didn't want to leave. He said that he just knew if he left that he would miss something.

I did talk him into at least going out in the yard and do some training with the family. Their fighting skills needed to be honed. The only thing was that I had to sit and watch so that I was close to him. He became very distracted if I wasn't where he could see me.

Mornings were the worst part for me. I would wake up needing a human moment and the pressure from the baby pushing on my bladder caused extreme pain in the area where my legs joined my body and my pelvic area. It felt like the bones in my pelvis was being split apart. The only relief was to empty my bladder. That was the one time I always insisted that Jasper carry me. Most of those times were spent with me crying from the pain.

It was on the last day of week thirteen that I started feeling uncomfortable. It felt like my pelvis was being ripped apart, while I felt the first contraction. I was spending most of my time laying down as I was uncomfortable no matter what position I was in and Carlisle was worried about how big I had gotten.

I put my shield up so that Jasper wouldn't know what was going on, at least not yet. I knew that labor takes longer with the first baby and I wanted to spare him at least until I knew for sure that it was labor and that it wasn't the braxton hicks labor that I had been having off and on for a couple of weeks now.

Jasper of course knew something was up as he couldn't feel my emotions. He also knew me well enough that I wouldn't say anything so he just watched me more closely than he normally did. I had to keep my face from showing that I was in pain. I knew that I would have to tell him, but I needed to make sure that these pains were real.

It was two in the afternoon when the pain changed. I had woken up with these pains before and that was the main reason for not saying anything. I had just eaten some chicken and needed a bathroom moment. I got down off of the stool I had been sitting on. I always had Jasper stand behind me and he would either rub my lower back while I sat on the stool or I would lean on him.

He carried me to the bathroom and I had my moment. When I wiped with the toilet paper I was shocked, but really shouldn't have been. There was blood on the tissue along with some mucus looking stuff. I looked at my underwear and there was blood on them as well. What puzzled me was that I couldn't understand how I could be bleeding and no one could smell it.

I told Jasper I didn't quite make it and needed more panties as well as a clean dress. He brought what I needed and I knew I would have to let him know that the baby was coming and soon. Once cleaned up, he helped me to through to the kitchen and I told him that I needed to lay down.

Carlisle was quickly in the kitchen looking at me. I was about to tell him that I was just tired when the most intense pain hit me and I doubled over. After a few seconds it was over and the whole family was in the kitchen staring at me. Shit.

Jasper had me in his arms and up the stairs before I could even register that I had moved. He took me to the room that had been set up for the birth and laid me down on the bed. Carlisle was there waiting and it kind of pissed me off that they were using their vampire speed not only to get me in here, but talking as well.

Carlisle then had me remove my panties so that he could exam me. He saw the blood and got a confused look on his face. Jasper was also shocked to see blood. My shield had come down so I knew that they should have smelled it. What was wrong with me, or was there something wrong with my baby?

After a quick pelvic exam Carlisle told us that I was dilated to a four and the baby was indeed about to come into the world. He had Jasper sit behind me and rub my back with each contraction and coach me on breathing. It was contraction number six that I felt as if a bucket of water had been thrown out of my body. The bed was soaked with bloody water.

Mom had come in, but said that when it was time for our baby to actually be born that she felt that Jasper needed to be the only one besides Carlisle to be here for that. I tried to argue with her, but I was being held by Jasper while Esme changed the bedding so it would at least be dry for me.

At ten minutes after eleven at night I felt the urge to push. Carlisle guided us into position and then had me push with the next contraction. I felt the baby's head come down and then out. Jasper was watching over my shoulder from behind me. While he was excited, I wanted to rip his balls off for causing me all of this pain.

I felt only a slight bit of relief once I knew that the baby, our baby was finally here. Then I felt it. Something was wrong, something was very very wrong. My worst fear was realized when I heard no crying. Then I heard Carlisle as he said the most fearful thing a new mother can ever hear, "Jasper, son, we have a problem". . .

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