A/N I couldn't get this out of my head so I had to write it :). Warning this chapter is not suitable for children and minors so please skip it. You have been warned. For the rest of you, please enjoy.

Three and a half years later….

"And why are you going to the Autobot base?" Sam asked, looking at me.

"To pick up Selena," I replied, tying up my hair in a ponytail.

"Why doesn't Ironhide bring her home?"

"He can't. He has to train some new recruits. Something like that," I said, putting on my jacket.

Sam nodded before he spoke.

"How will you get there?"

"I don't know, by bus?" I said, turning to him.

"I doubt any bus goes there."

"I know that. I was kidding," I said.

He thought a little.

"Here…. take my car keys," he said, pulling out his car keys from his pocket and throwing them to me. "Just don't scratch my car I just waxed it."

"I'm a good driver Sam, thank you very much."

"Yeah? Tell that to the jardiniere you ran into," he said, starting to laugh.

"Anyway, I will be back in a jiffy," I said, closing the door of the apartment behind me.

I drove for hours; it turned out that finding the Autobot base was a lot harder than I thought. The guys did a pretty good job staying under the radar. Finally, after three hours of driving in circles I somehow managed to find their base. As I pulled up into the base, I saw Ironhide talking to Jazz. I cut the engine off and stepped out of the car. I made my way to them.

"I came to pick Selena up," I said, as I approached them.

"She is in my quarters recharging," he replied.

"Ok, I will just pick her up and I will be on my way," I said, turning around.

"You don't know where my quarters are," he pointed out.

"And are you going to tell me?" I asked, putting my hands on my hips. I wasn't in the mood to play games. I just wanted to pick my daughter up and get the hell out of here.

Jazz could feel the tension between us; the Autobots first lieutenant quickly disappeared.

Ironhide sighed.

"Down the hall second door on the left," he said, walking away.

I followed his instructions and I soon found myself standing in front of his quarters.

I opened the door and stepped in; I looked around the room searching for my daughter.

"Selena," I called her. "Selena sweetie, it's time to go home" I said, as I searched for her but she was nowhere to be found. "Selena…?"

Nothing.

Fear began to overtake me; where can she be? I quickly turned around and collide into someone. The person wrapped his arms around me, holding me tight.

"Whoa, easy there," a rough voice said.

I raise my head and saw Ironhide in front of me; he was in his Cybertronian form only my height.

"Selena…" I quickly started.

"Relax, she is with Bumblebee," he said.

"Then why did you tell me she is in here?" I snapped, pulling away from him.

"Because, I wanted to talk to you in private," he said, closing the door behind him.

"About what?"

"You know about what," he began. "I want to be with you; my spark wants you; you are my sparkmate," he said.

"Oh, good God, not that again," I whispered to myself in disbelief, throwing my arms up in the air. "I already have told you, I don't love you; the only reason I put up with you is because of my child."

"You mean our sparkling," he corrected me. "And you are lying," he said, in a serious tone crossing his servos over his chest plate.

"Whatever," I said, as I began to walk towards the door; he blocked my path quickly.

"Move Ironhide."

"Not till we talk."

"There is nothing to talk about it."

"Yes there is," he calmly replied.

"WHY ARE YOU SI INSISTENT! " I shouted, at him.

"BECAUSE! I DIDN'T PLAN ALL THIS, SO I COULD WATCH YOU LEAVE!"

Realizing what he had done, he quickly shut up.

"Excuse me? You planned this?" I said, shocked taking a step back. "This was just an excuse to lure me here?"

He did not say anything to that. I was mad no scratch that I was furious at him.

"Let me simplify it for you in terms you will understand. You and I will never get back together. Ever!. Thank you for proving me again that I would be much happier with anyone who is not you," I said, walking pass him.

Ironhide's optics narrowed in anger. The mere thought of her with someone else, made his energon boil with rage. The thought of someone touching her, kissing her, mating with her drove him crazy. She belonged to him; the moment he touched her, she was his and only his. He turned to her; his optics dark from jealousy and lust.

"YOU ARE MINE! DO YOU HEAR ME? YOU BELONG TO ME! ME!" He growled like an animal, as he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him, wrapping his one servo around my waist to hold me still.

"IRONHIDE…WHAT ARE YOU…. ?" I started, half shocked half scared, but he cut me off by crashing his lips onto mine. I tried to push him away, but I couldn't; he was much bigger and stronger than me. He pushed me up against a wall, his body pressing against mine as he continued to kiss me. Couple of seconds later he pulled away, allowing me to take a breath.

"Let go of me or I will scream," I threatened.

My threat make him chuckle.

"Oh, you will scream sweetspark; I will make you scream my designation," he purred, in a low whisper making my body to shiver in response.

"Go to hell!" I hissed, as I tried to free myself from his grip.

His metal fingers wrapped around my throat, squeezing it slightly, not to hurt me but to make me stop fighting him.

"Tisk, tisk, tisk now, that's not a way to talk to your mate. I'll have to teach you a lesson," he whispered, against my lips; his servos slide beneath me; as he lifted me up, my legs instinctively wrapped around his waist; he took me to his berth and pushed me down, he pinned both of my wrists above my head; he slowly lowered his body onto mine, careful not to crush me.

"Now, let's try this again shall we?" Tell me what I want to hear," he ordered, his voice deep and lustful; his optics black.

"Never."

He shook his helm at me.

"So…. Stubborn…." he said, tracing his finger across my lips before kissing me again. He slowly ran his servo up my legs, my thighs, my stomach, my chest. My body trembled at his touch. The only thing I could do is to close my eyes.

Ironhide thought about his options, he could A: take her by force or B: make her give herself to him of her own free will. He quickly chose option B. He also knew she loved him, but she was too proud and stubborn to admit it. Humans, he thought to himself, as he continued to run his servo up and down her body. Finally, his servo traveled to her shirt; she let out a small gasp as he ripped her shirt open, exposing her chest and stomach. He released her hands and lowered his helm to kiss her stomach, he slowly made his way up to her lips; he was surprised she didn't fight him or try to push him away.

"Ironhide…please, I'm with Derek now" I pleaded, my eyes still closed.

"Not anymore," he said, nuzzling against my neck.

"You can't do this."

"I'm already doing it."

He felt his spark burning inside his chest plate, it wanted his sparkmate and it wanted her now; his servo moved to his chest plate, there was a clicking sound as he opened it. He gently pulled her up to him, bringing her close to his spark. The moment her skin touched his chest plate, he let out a loud moan. It was not long before his spark started to beat in the same rhythm as her heart.

"Can you feel it?" He muttered, holding me close to him.

"Yes," I replied, as a warm feeling fulfilled my body.

"You know what that means?" he whispered softly, his lips touching the soft spot on my neck.

"Yes."

"Do you want me to stop?"

"No."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

A small smile appeared on Ironhide's lips as he laid me down on the berth.

"Good," he said, cupping my cheeks into his hands. "Primus you don't know how much I've missed you," he said, looking me in the eyes.

My eyes traveled to his; there was no use fighting it, he knew the truth. And I was tired, tired of everything, tired of the lies, tired of hiding. I wanted to be happy.

"I missed you too," I replied, wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me.

"I thought I lost you forever," he mumbled, his forehead resting against mine.

I shook my head.

"No. Forgive me for being stubborn."

"No," he said, pulling away so he could look at me. "I hurt you so much. I will never forgive myself for doing that," he said, with sadness in his voice.

"It's all in the past."

He smiled at me; leaning down to kiss my jaw, then my neck. He found my soft spot, making me moan. I brought my hands to his face, brushing lightly over his antennas.

Ironhide's body shivered at her gentle touch. Primus how much he missed her touch he thought to himself. His right servo slid to her jeans, popping the button, sliding down the zipper and pulling them off together with her panties. He slowly pressed one of his fingers inside of her, making her moan. She struggled to breathe as he moved his finger in and out of her, each time pressing deeper inside her. Suddenly he pulled his fingers out of her, grabbing her hips and pulling her towards him.

"I want to be inside you" he barely managed to say it.

She slowly moved her legs as a response; her knees were now resting on either side of his waist.

He lowered his body onto hers; pushing his rod inside. She arched her back and moaned loudly and uncontrollably as he pushed deeper into her.

He could feel every muscle in her body tense; she was close, and so was he.

"Ironhide…. I'm gonna … I'm gonna…" I panted.

He quickly moved his lips to hers, making her silent. With his last ounce of strength he pushed deep into her.

"AAAAHHHH….IRONHIDE….YESS…!" I screamed, throwing my head back as the orgasm hit me.

"AAH!" I screamed, as I woke up, covered in sweat. It was a dream just a dream I mumbled breathing heavily; I looked to the left side of the bed and saw Derek sleeping. He didn't wake up. Good I thought to myself stumbling out of bed and towards the bathroom. I turn on the sink and splash cold water on my face, trying to cool myself down. The dream was so vivid I could have sworn it was real.

"Are you alright?" Derek's voice came behind me.

I turned around and saw him standing there with a concern look on his face.

"Yeah," I said. "Did I wake you up?"

He shook his head.

"No," he said. "You sure you are alright?"

"Yeah," I assured him. "Come on, let's go back to bed," I said, grabbing his hand leading him toward the bed.

An evil smirk appeared on Ironhide's lips as he watched her sleep.

Note to self humans can overload in their recharge, that is if you give them the necessary stimulation.