I wish I had never started this. I don't want them to feel sorry for me neither to be hurt by my lying. "I have a brother. He lives somewhere else now, at college. And I moved here. I think you can guess why. This was the only place close to home I could afford."

"I'm really sorry Paige. Don't you have anybody else who can help you?" Sean asked.

I shook my head no. "My parents are dead." I laid my hand over Emily's which is holding my other hand. I looked quickly over to Sean, he's busy on his phone doesn't seem to notice. "Do you want to leave?" I asked quietly. "Are you asking if I want to escape this room, this street? No Paige, I don't care to enter a crap building like you call it or be seen here by my friends. Why would I if I have something great waiting inside?"

"Do you want to stay? I can give you my bed."

"I would like that. Let me call my mom first and talk to Hanna."

I slowly shuffled my way over to Sean. I fidgeted with his hands. "So." I started. "So sushi?"

"No thanks I'm good."

"Paige." He turned to look at me. "I understand now a little bit more why you're jumpy and off. But is there something else?" He paused to take my hands in his. "You can tell me, I won't go until you tell me too." I remained silent. I felt torn between desire and pure reality.

"You can't tell me there's nothing between us, we can grow strong from now on." He said. ... "I won't let you go until you tell me you don't want me this close to you. If you only could see how special you are." We stared at each other, it were the perfect words to seal with a kiss. I can remember a few fleeting memories. I know she's dead. My dad too. Nobody wanted me besides my brother, he did give his normal social life up for me. No other relative wanted to take me in.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to disturb." The voice of Emily made me turn around and pull my hands away. I try to imagine how things would go as soon Sean leaves, alone. "Hanna is staying the night, she has a lot of talking to do with Caleb." I slowly nodded, my eyes begging for her to say more. For her to announce she's staying with me. She slowly nods back, maybe telling me to make a move right here. Sean didn't move, he just looked at the girl who just walked in.

"Sushi?" I asked. "No thanks. I'm getting tired." Emily said.

"Oh yeah, we should go than." Emily widened her eyes at me when Sean spoke. I jumped up awkwardly watching Sean put his jacket on. "Emily's staying." I blurted out. I saw her smiling awkwardly at him.

As Emily walked out the room with some clothes I gave her to put on, I walked Sean out. With a hug and goodnight kiss I went back inside. This time I won't be able to just live in my mind, right now it will be real and it's up to me not to get awkward or to emotional.

"I got the bed ready for you." I said quickly finish changing myself. "Don't you dare get lost in your train of thoughts Paige. I know you better than you think, it's for the better if we share your bed." I swallowed at her words. I turned around to see her standing there in my shirt and shorts. "Whatever." I mumbled. I slid in after her, this single bed is very dangerous territory for the next 8 hours.

"I've wanted to this for a very long time." I heard her quietly say as she slid her arm on my waist and laid her head down on my shoulder. Her left leg was draped over mine, I laid on my back not daring to move. It took one movement, one maybe planned strategic move on her behalf, to plant an oh so light kiss on the corner of my mouth while positioning her to do brushing her knee against my center. Her boobs were pressed so close to mine. I quickly placed my lips on her, it was intense from the very first second. I'd lost it.

One of her hands came to rest underneath my shirt. "I was afraid this would get awkward." I mumbled against her lips. "Not at all baby." She giggled. Her tongue entered my mouth, I couldn't help to show her my pleasure by letting little moans out. My hips were bucking up against hers, she was holding my hips still. I didn't know what was happening in one quick movement I turned us around. I was kissing her hard, passionately with everything I am. I felt an ache form in my lower stomach, I straddled her not stopping my assault on her lips for one second.

She was the one to pull away first, only to start sucking on my neck together with tiny bites. I was panting heavy above her, eyes shut. Our boobs were touching, she tugged on my shoulders. She wanted to be the boss, I let her get back on top of me. I got scared, also very very determined to not let her stop. She was going back and forth on me so hard, I felt every single part screaming. My boobs were screaming to be touched, my mouth was screaming, and then my wetness is a total other story. It was so sexy seeing her sitting on me, dry humping the shit out of me. One hand on my shoulder one in her hair.

I heard her breathing coming much heavier, making me more excited. I grabbed both of her boobs, squeezing them. Something started to change, I locked my eyes with her. I tried so hard to keep staring in hers. I pulled her down and kissed her roughly. At some seconds the aftermath came into my head, the wrongness of coming here, the weirdness of tomorrow morning. The heaven of the night. My hands ended up on her ass, holding her closer to me.

We were moaning in each other's mouth, before I could finish my thoughts I felt my center wrapped in tight and wet heat. It felt like a connection not caring how dull this must have looked for outsiders. I wasn't freaking out by every starting touch the previous times, my mind was my body not. Well not the ones that came from her at least. Somewhere along the way I completely lost myself. Her tongue was in my mouth, it felt so good. The air under the sheets were getting hot, I was holding her. Afraid she would get away, but not too close to hurt her.

At the same time I let my mind process what was happening. I tried to concentrate on the amazing amazing feeling of this extraordinary development. Oh Emily. I definitely have a new appreciation for tongues. I turned my mind off and closed my eyes, pressing my head against the pillow she's not using yet.

"Hmmm." Escaped from my lips. "Relax." She whispered in my ear. I was happy with the turn of events, her wandering hands. I just wasn't ready to let her go. Concentrate Paige. And before long the rolling wave was building in my toes up to everywhere in my body.