"What are you going to do?" I whispered.

"Oh, you will see," he whispered tenderly as his lips caressed my ear. My heart jumped into my throat, and my breath shortened at his words. His strong masculine scent filled my nostrils and his deep gruff voice sent shivers down my spine. God, how I missed his scent and the feeling of his body pressed against me. How I missed him. Derek never had such an impact on me like Ironhide did, yes I loved Derek but I never loved him like I loved Ironhide. Focus Sandra, focus don't let him fool you. He is trying to trick you. Don't let him win.

He smirked, watching my reaction.

"You like this? Don't you?" he said with a chuckle, his body pressed against mine, his hand still tangled in my hair to hold me still.

"No," I muttered under my breath.

"Liar. You should know by now that I can sense when you're lying," he murmured, his lips only inches away from mine. "My sensors are telling me this arouses you," he whispered, among my mouth before moving his lips over my cheek.

Ignoring his comment my gaze darted past him and toward the door. If I could just get to the door, maybe I could manage to get away I thought to myself. He turned his head and looked at the door before turning back to look at me.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you," he smirked, seeing my intention.

I felt my heart racing; I closed my eyes tight and deeply inhaled, trying to calm myself down. Alright Sandra, this is not happening; he is not really here. This is just one of your many sex dreams that you have about him lately. You will wake up any moment now. Come on wake up, wake up a voice screamed in my head. Why can't I wake up?

I felt his hand letting go of my hair and moving away from me.

Ironhide stepped back with a disappointed sigh.

"Sandra….open your optics," he said, softly.

But, I couldn't bring myself to open my eyes.

"Sandra, I'm not asking you. I'm ordering you. Open your optics now!" he commanded.

Reluctantly, I opened my eyes; I tried to look away, but he grabbed my chin forcing me to look at him. His demeanor was serious. His neon blue eyes burning into mine.

"Why are you fighting a losing battle?" he whispered, resting his head in the crook of my neck. I could feel his warm breath against my skin and, I began to squirm. I could feel him smile against my neck. "You cannot win. Even your body is betraying you," he continued.

"Ironhide please, let me go," I begged.

"No. I once promise you I would never leave you, and I broke that promise. When you were at the hospital after you sparked Selena I promise you I wouldn't leave you again. And I won't repeat the same mistake. You are my sparkmate. You belong to me," he said.

Hospital? He was in the hospital when I gave birth to Selena?

"You doubt me," he said cupping my cheek and kissing me.

My eyes went wide when I felt his hands slipping under my blouse. I slowly raised my arms up and pushed him hard in the chest, causing him to stumble a few steps back; I quickly made my way towards the door. I heard him growl in frustration as he ran after me. I grabbed the door handle, but before I could open the door, he caught up to me; grabbing me from behind he picked me up and threw me on the couch. I felt his hands on my waist again; he flipped me over so that I was on my back, facing him; I tried to push him off but he grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head.

"Do that again and there will be consequences," he whispered in a low firm voice as he captured my lips in a passionate kiss. After a couple of minutes he broke the kiss. "Admit it," he demanded, his eyes black from lust.

"Admit what?"

"Admit that you still love me."

"In your dreams Autobot!"

"I was very patient with you sweetspark, but now my patience came to an end. Admit it!"

"Go to hell!" I hissed.

"Fine, have it your way," he purred, as his hand moved over my hip, and then down my thighs. My back suddenly arched towards him.

"I rest my case," he mocked. "Admit it."

"No!"

"I can do this all night."

"Alright, you bastard, you win! I love you! I never stop loving you. Are you happy now?" I said closing my eyes.

He cupped my face with both of his hands.

"More than you could ever know."