A/N A huge thanks goes to my very special friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work, and my pre-reader sinfulroad69. Without them, this chapter wouldn't be any good. This chapter we hear from Bella and what has been going on with her. Its basically the previous chapter just in her POV. I did try to keep it from being a complete repeat but I needed to let everyone know her thoughts and reasons behind what she says and does. We also need to know what she's thinking and feeling about the Major. Of course the Major is still a very BAD vampire. Enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Bella's POV

I have been here in this place for four fuckin' weeks now. Several of the girls that are here now were taken the same night I was. Most of them are younger than I am, with one of them being the youngest in our group and she's fifteen.

Most of the girls do as they are told under the threat of being raped and killed in that order. Not me, oh no. That shit doesn't cut with me. Unfortunately they did find my weakness and so now I do as I'm told. Especially after Linda was bitten and then forced to be fucked violently over and over and she was/is a virgin.

I'll regret that for the rest of my life. She was sixteen. I refused to do what they wanted me to and she paid the price for it. I'm trying to make up for it by being more obedient and helping the other girls any way I can, including telling them to just do as they are told. I have also learned that if I cause a problem every now and then, it keeps the focus off of the other girls.

I'm sure that the Cullen's are doing everything they can and will eventually find me. I just hope that they can get me out of here, but the problem is that there's no fucking way I'm leaving the other girls here. I understand that they could never go back to their normal lives, they know too much.

Maybe Carlisle can turn them, or set them up so that they can live in peace at least. They shouldn't be made to stay here and they shouldn't be killed. Its not their fault that they know about vampires. I do know if the Volturi find out about them, they'll be killed for sure. The only sure thing for me is that I'm NOT fucking leaving them here, I don't fucking care what Edward says!

Yeah, so I fucking cuss a lot when I'm pissed. Although I have to tame my tongue and hold back when I'm with Edward or the Cullen's. I have slipped and Edward told me it was unladylike and for me to refrain from using that kind of language. At least here I can cuss all I want without having to watch who I might offend.

I have to say that I fucking hate what they are making us do. Basically they are teaching us how to bring pleasure to male vampires. They started out by teaching us the things that enhance the pleasure when giving blow jobs. I have to admit that the first few times I had to do it, I did vomit, especially when they came in my mouth.

I know that eventually we'll be taken by a vampire and we'll have to have sex. It will be a vampire that pays for a virgin. I'm more sad than scared though as I always dreamed about Edward taking my virginity through making love. Sadly that probably won't happen unless he hurries his ass up and gets here in time.

I'm more worried about the other girls. A couple aren't virgins and will be moved in a few days. Once moved they'll be for sale as sex toys. At least they won't be killed unless they disobey. I do my best to help each girl through what is happening and what is still to come. I also try to protect them by making them stay behind me and hug the ones I can reach.

Another "good" thing if you want to call it that is none of us have actually been touched. That privilege will go to the one who pays for a virgin. But once we are no longer pure, I'm sure the vampires working here will have their fun times. Jim makes sure that we stay pure until we are sold the first time.

Although we do have to remove the robes when doing anything to a vampire, they don't touch, but they do look. The problem for me is that when I disobeyed the first time I was knocked around and got some nasty bruises on my body. When they saw it wasn't gonna shut me up that's when they changed tactics and used harming the other girls to make me obey.

Another strange thing is that if we are "good" and obey completely, we are treated as royalty. We are basically pampered and well fed. The food is above excellent and yet they still watch that we don't gain too much weight.

When I was first taken I was kind of shocked at my own emotions. I actually felt fucking relief. I can't get married if I'm not there. I hadn't even realized just how much I didn't want the wedding shit until I was taken. I just hope that they didn't hurt Charlie, but I have no idea and they wouldn't tell me anything.

The only thing keeping me sane is those stupid fucking dreams I keep having of the same unknown vampire. Only now he's rescuing me and taking me away from not only this place, but from Edward. The last few dreams have been really scary. I watch as this vampire holds onto me by one arm while Edward grabs the other and he pulls. Edward keeps pulling until he rips my arm off.

He doesn't seem to care that he's hurting me. He only cares that someone is trying to take what he thinks of as his. I still can't see the other vampire's face, but I would recognize the hair and eyes, if I ever get to fucking see him. In some dreams he's touching my body and making me feel things that Edward never has.

I'm sure that Edward is missing me. He doesn't have me around to control. Do I still love him? Yes, I do, but the longer I've been here the more I realize that our relationship wasn't a normal one, even for a vampire/human one. I do love him, but I hate being told what to do, when to do it and what I can't do. But in order to become a vampire, I have to marry his ass first.

Back to the dreams, the only thing I do know for sure is that when I see this vampire, I always feel safe, protected and wanted. How fucked up is that? A dream vampire wants me more than the one who supposedly loves me. I just wish I could figure out why I keep having these dreams and if this mystery vampire is even real, which I doubt.

I was brought out of my thoughts when the door opened and in walked Jim along with another male. I froze after pulling the girls behind me except for the two youngest ones who were terrified. Like I said, I would recognize that hair anywhere. Blonde, curly and chin length. I wanted to pinch myself to make sure I wasn't fucking dreaming again.

He finally pointed straight at me and told Jim he wanted me. At least I thought that's what he meant, but Jim pointed to Starr, the sixteen year old blonde girl. It was then that a surge of jealousy went through me and I just yelled out, "No, take me!"

Oh shit! Jim was about to hit Starr when the blonde sex on legs spoke up in a very deep, yet soft velvety voice and told Jim he wanted me and then asked why he was going to hit Starr. He explained to him that it was the only way to keep me in line.

Of course I can't seem to keep my fucking mouth shut and just had to go and spew out why this vampire was here? Along with whatever was in my brain. Apparently my filter is off today. And of course he had to go and berate Jim in front of us, which meant one of us would pay.

Sadly Brenda was the one to pay. Jim smacked her hard enough to send her flying and cause her to bleed. I wanted to go rip the fucking asshole apart. He's a fucking vampire and he uses it to hurt and abuse humans. I realized that if I didn't lose that train of thought and change my expression that someone else could be hurt. I quickly got to my feet and went to stand in front of the dream vampire.

He told me to open my robe and while this is not a new thing to me, I felt like I wouldn't measure up to what he wanted. I found it interesting that I wanted him to want me and that made me pissed off at myself. I could feel the tears that were connected to my anger, start up.

When I didn't immediately open my robe Jim started to head over to Starr. I quickly turned so that only the blonde could see me and opened it up. He hissed and I suddenly felt sad and angry at the same time that he didn't want me, I wasn't enough for him.

When he reached out and drew his finger down my body, I almost lost it. It was cold, but not as cold as Edwards touch had been. He moved his finger slowly and I found myself wanting him to put his hands all over my body and that pissed me off even more. And when he touched my pussy, I couldn't stop the flinch. Not because I didn't want him to touch me, but because I wanted him to touch me more than he was.

When he pulled away I closed my robe and was shocked to see that he wanted me. I was told to obey and follow him which I did with no problem except that I was pissed off at my body's reaction to him. He took me to a part of the place I had never been to before and stepped into a room.

He told me to remove my robe and then he turned and at vampire speed took his own clothes off. I was frozen at seeing his body. He was fucking beautiful and when he turned around and saw I hadn't moved I guess he saw it as disobedience and reminded me of the fact I was supposed to obey him.

I couldn't help it though. While he wasn't overly muscular, I could still see his muscles ripple as he moved. His chest was one that you could see the muscles and boy did he have them. I wanted to run my fingers down his chest and then on down to his cock which was standing proudly at attention.

For the first time I wanted to suck a vampire's cock and I wanted it to be his. This really pissed me off more than anything else and of course I just fucking spew out of my mouth whatever was in my brain, without the filter again. Before I even realized what I had said, he had me over his knee and was spanking me. It hurt so fucking bad.

Once he was done, I knew I wouldn't be sitting very long for quiet awhile. He made me look at him and then told me that I would obey him and then went on to tell me that I would be giving him respect and I would be sucking his cock and that afterwords we would have a talk. He told me to just move my "red ass" down and get started.

I was pissed off and hurt that he would hurt me. So of course I was crying. He suddenly told me to go and clean myself up and take care of any human needs that I had. He also told me that when I came out I would be taking care of him.

I spent as much time as I could to try to get my temper under control. I didn't want to spew more shit out and get another spanking. That shit just fucking hurts and it hurts that he wanted to hurt me. But that's not the real reason I was pissed.

It wasn't the spanking that turned me on. When he was talking to me, I could feel his cock on my stomach and I wanted it further down south so to speak. I wanted to feel his body against mine with no clothes on. I wanted him to touch me and do what he had done to me in my dreams.

When I had looked into his eyes the first time, when I was still draped across his lap, I saw so many things. I saw loneliness, darkness, a sense of being haunted and being lost forever. I wanted to take it all away and fill it with peace, joy and love. I needed the few minutes to calm down.

Of course the asshole just had to be doing something that made my insides flip in a good way. He was stroking his cock and playing with his balls. That turned me on more than I would have thought possible watching something like that. I stood there watching and wanting him to touch me and for me to be the one touching him.

When he told me to come over and use my mouth for something other than just running it, I gladly did as I was told. I went down on my knees and was just about to give what I had hoped would be the best blow job of my short career when I heard noises outside of the door.

I was pushed aside and told to stay here. He quickly pulled his pants on leaving his shirt and boots behind. I went and grabbed my robe and put it on to cover me in case someone else came through the door like maybe Edward.

I had a feeling that he was the cause of all of this noise and I knew from the sound that it was vampires fighting vampires. Then I heard voices talking and although I couldn't make out all of the words, I did hear the words Edward and Volturi. Oh shit, what in the fuck did Edward do? I seriously wanted to rip his ass apart if he called Aro.

Didn't he realize that I could either be killed or turned by Aro? I was supposed to have already been turned. Stupid idiot, he never thinks things through and that's the one thing that always bothered me about him.

The door was suddenly thrown open and before I could ask I was thrown over the vampire's shoulder, but before I could react or even ask what the fuck was going on, I was suddenly very exhausted and fell asleep over this hot vampire's shoulder. . .

A/N Please let me know your thoughts. The next chapter, Bella and the Major will have their first real conversation and its probably my favorite chapter so far. It ain't gonna be pretty. A huge thanks to everyone who reviewed, and added this story to their favorites and alerts. Love you guys.