A/N A huge thanks goes to my very dear friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work, and to my pre-reader sinfulroad69. Without them, this chapter wouldn't be any good. We get back into Bella's mind with this chapter. It's kind of close to the last chapter but not to worry, I do my best to not repeat, its just we need to hear her thoughts as we go through the story. I think you'll like Bella even more after this chapter.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Bella's POV

When I first woke up I was confused. How in the fuck did I fall asleep. The vampire that had picked me up was almost as hot looking as the dream vampire, but almost as soon as I was over his shoulder, I fell asleep. I wonder if he has a gift?

When I woke up I had questions that I wanted answers to and others that I needed answers to. So back to my normal personality I started firing off questions. I couldn't understand how in the fuck I could just fucking fall asleep with everything going on, but my main concern was the other girls.

If the Volturi were on their way they wouldn't hesitate, they would kill every girl there, even if it wasn't their fucking fault that they knew about vampires. I can still remember the looks of shock when they found out what our captors were and even more shock when they found out that not only did I know about them, but I was engaged to be married to one.

When I asked them all of those questions I could see the one driving was watching me like a hawk even though he was driving. When he asked me how I knew about the Volturi I told him the truth about the fact that I had met them. Next thing I know he's slamming on the brakes and the truck is going all over the road. Stupid ass vampire driving!

Once the truck finally stopped he accused me of lying, the stupid vampire thinks that I would lie. I didn't have time for this fucking shit and asked them why I would lie. I did notice that the one driving did look at the dream vampire and he nodded his head like he was answering a question that I didn't hear.

Then he asked me how I had met them and managed to walk out still human. Then he started telling me about why they were here. I was their ticket for a fucking shit load of money. He then went on to tell me about what Edward had done in following them and what he had done to Edward. He truly was an idiot.

If he had shown up we all could have been killed. I guess he thinks he can handle anything and anyone because of his gift. I decided right then that there is no fucking way I'm going back, at least to Edward. While I still love him, I see now that he doesn't really care about me, just the control he has over me.

When I heard that it was Carlisle that called for help and not Edward, I knew right then that I meant nothing to him. I couldn't. Not if he was willing to let me die or whatever else might happen because he fucking thought he could save me when he didn't even know where I was at. Yet these three knew not only where, but why I was there and therefore knew exactly how to get me out of there without trouble. Or at least they would have, had Edward not called Aro.

I can't even begin to understand why in the fuck he would endanger not only me, but the other girls who were there. I quickly made sure that I understood what they were telling me and then told them to turn the fucking truck around so we could save the other girls and then told them that if they were planning on taking me back to Edward that they could just leave me with the other girls.

The dream vampire then growled at me and then said something to the driver. He pulled back out on the road and proceeded to head in the opposite direction as the compound. Of course my mouth had a mind of its own and started yelling at said dream vampire. I didn't care about me so much, but those girls were innocent except to be taken by assholes as sex slaves.

I basically told them to take me back and just fucking drop me off. Of course I had to call the vampire a few choice names and let them know that I still didn't know their names. I almost laughed when the driver introduced himself, his mate and the dream vampire. It was kind of funny and the expression on Jasper's face was funny as shit. He was clearly shocked and pissed at the same time.

He growled at his friend and of course my mouth once again took off without me. Next thing I knew Jasper had me by the throat. He threatened to kill me and leave my body by the side of the road. While it was a much better option than facing the Volturi, I wanted to see those girls saved.

I finally decided to keep my mouth shut, for now anyway. So for the next hour I just let my emotions take over. I was angry and worried and yet it wasn't my main emotion. I wanted to go and help my friends. I was feeling the sadness at knowing they would be killed and the way it would be done, without regard to their feelings. They would die scared and alone.

After an hour Peter finally spoke up asking Jasper what would be the harm in calling Carlisle and telling him about the girls and seeing if he would try to help them. He finally agreed and after I told him that I wouldn't be talking to anyone he dialed the number. I couldn't help myself and I smiled at him.

He just stared at me for a minute and I saw a tiny flicker of something that only lasted for a second. I saw it though and it gave me hope. The look was of one who had seen the sun for the first time after being blind. Like I said it only lasted for a second and then the cold look of a killer returned.

He called Carlisle and I could actually hear Edward yelling at Carlisle to be allowed to talk to Jasper or the Major as they were calling him. Somehow that name fit him better than Jasper did. He finally told Carlisle to either shut Edward up or he was hanging up.

He told him that I was with them, but that I didn't want to speak to them. I heard the Major telling Carlisle the events as they happened leaving out some details like trying to get me to give him a blow job and seeing me naked. I then heard Edward yelling again that he was demanding to speak to me.

The Major looked at me giving me an option which shocked the shit out of me. I shook my head no and then decided that Edward needed to hear why I was refusing to speak to him. I spoke loud enough that I knew he would hear me, "Edward, I refuse to speak to you after finding out that you fucking called the Volturi. Why in the fuck would you do something like that? You basically just signed my death warrant and that of the other girls that are left behind to face them alone. Now I want you and the whole family to go and find some way of saving those girls and I mean do it fast before the Volturi get there. I promise you if you don't even try to help those girls after putting them in danger like that, I will personally have the Major as you call him come and rip your fucking dick and balls off and burn them. You don't really need them anyway as you refuse to use them. Now get your fucking ass in gear and go and help those girls. I still can't believe you were stupid enough to do something like that. Just so you know, if you don't get those girls out safely, our wedding is off!"

He was yelling again and the Major growled into the phone. I guess Carlisle got him to shut up as the Major then told him that we were on the run and were hoping to stay out of the Volturi's sight. He told them to burn the place so that they wouldn't be able to pick up any scents, mostly ours. He then told him that once the girls were safe, to call him back and they would talk of returning me to them.

I fucking growled at that. There was no fucking way I'm going back to that asshole. Even though the Major is an asshole himself, at least he isn't a stupid one that does stupid shit without thinking about the consequences. I still can't comprehend why in the fuck Edward would do that just because he couldn't come with the Major and his friends.

Because he's a stupid boy that thinks he knows everything. I still feel love for him, but the respect I once had and even the wonder of him loving me is gone. He did that, he killed most of what I felt for him by first trying to force me into doing something that I never wanted to do in the first place, then putting others in danger because he thought he knew better. Of course he yelled at me for my language. He didn't even bother to ask if I was alright or if I had been harmed.

Apparently Carlisle agreed to the Major's terms and was about to hang up when Edward must have grabbed the phone. The Major growled out, "Don't fuckin' threaten me boy! Its not me that wants those girls saved, its your fuckin' mate. She practically demanded that we go back to save them. Now like I told Carlisle, once the girls are safe, we'll bring Isabella back to you. This is her doin' and actually if you hadn't been such a fuckin' whiny baby and not called the Volturi, she probably would be back with you right now. Instead you have just pissed not only her off, but me as well! Don't call me and Carlisle, if he does try to call me or follow me, I'll rip his ass apart and burn em'. You know me well enough to know I never make idle threats." With that he hung up.

Then he turned to me and said, "There, Carlisle said that him and his family would go and take care of the girls. They would figure out somethin' and make sure the Volturi didn't find them. They'll burn the place completely and hopefully the Volturi won't be able to follow our scents. Once that is done they'll call back and then we'll take you back home. That way you can be sure that it will get done. I just wish that Carlisle would let me just fuckin' rip that stupid boy apart. Either way you'll be back soon enough."

"NO! I refuse to go back to that asshole. Did you not even realize that he never even asked if I was alright or if I had been harmed? No, if you need the money that badly then you can take me back, collect your fucking money and then swing back and pick me up. You can drop me off somewhere if you don't want me around, but I'm not fucking going back to stay!" I yelled, I was pissed.

I saw something flash in the Major's eyes. Again, it was there and then was gone just as quickly. Actually it was more than one emotion, jealousy, pain, then wonder and then nothing. He was back to being cold. I fucking hated when he did that. All I could see when I looked at him was the dream vampire.

In the dream I saw him loving me. Being tender at times like when making love. Yeah I saw him make love to me and I could almost feel what he could do to my body. He was rough at times yeah, but like I said before there was always a dark cloud hanging over him until I saw me standing next to him. The cloud was always gone then. I thought about it and realized something else.

When I looked into his eyes when he was alone in my dream, they were empty, lonely, lost and yet wanting. When I saw him looking at me, I saw a light that wasn't there before. They sparkled and I saw life and maybe even love in them. It was then that it hit me and I knew that I was fucking screwed. I was falling for the Major and maybe I had already fallen.

Either way, I was so fucking screwed. He was an asshole of Major proportions. I had to laugh at my inside joke. He looked at me like I was crazy which I probably am for even liking his ass, which was really fucking hot by the way. He was fucking hot, but I sure as fuck wasn't gonna let him know that. I could feel my girly parts tingling with the image of him naked in front of me.

Suddenly he turned to me but said nothing. He just smirked at me like he knew exactly what I was feeling. How in the fuck would he know that? It was Char who had been quiet up until now that whispered to me, "I don't know what's goin' on in that mind of yours, but the Major can feel everythin' your feelin' girl. And by the look on his face I'm thinkin' that your feelin' lustful towards our Major." Yep! I am so fucking screwed. . .

A/N Please let me know what you think. I also hope that Bella made you laugh at least a little bit. Thanks to everyone who reviewed, and added this story to their favorites and alerts. Love you guys.