Tori

Tori hasn't heard from Jade in a week now. She should've told Jade about their vacation sooner because she fears Jade won't return to her. Yes maybe she's been going a little too far but Tori really wants a family. She explained the rules and expectations to Jade and Jade was expected to follow them.

Tori's just frustrated right now. Jade blocked her number so she can't get in touch with her via phone.

She's trying to apologize and take her girlfriend on a beautiful vacation. But Jade is stubborn and would rather stay at a hotel if she's even at one. Tori has checked almost every hotel in the area and Jade didn't check in. Where could she be?

Then Tori remembered that Jade is logged into her email on Tori's computer. Tori got up from her sitting position on the couch and went to the dayroom where her laptop is. She opened Jade's email and found out that Jade has received a call back from the runway show she auditioned for. Tori also noticed that the show is all the way in Thailand. Jade's isn't allowed to leave the country without her but she broke into Tori's safe and took her passport the night she ran away.

What Tori found next is even more shocking. Jade's old friend Beck is on the lists of models. So Jade is going all the way to Thailand with the boy that she cheated on Tori with. Tori's hurt she knows Jade is in a really vulnerable position right now. Tori fears she'll want to be with Beck. Jade told Tori she was bisexual but that she wanted to be with her.

So Jade must be living at Beck's house then. Jade's off to Thailand in three days she's going to try her hardest to find Beck before then.

Jade

Jade just got back from dance class. She turned down the audition for the commercial because she's rusty with her pointe shoes but she's getting back on track. Jade walked to Beck's condo and took the elevator up to his floor.

"Hey how was class?" Beck said as he opened the door for Jade when she walked in before pecking her on the lips. Jade doesn't really understand what's going on between them but she's happy and that's what really matters. They did sleep with each other but Jade doesn't really feel bad because if she goes back to Tori she'll probably be caned. The only reason Jade started dating Tori in the very beginning is because Tori reminded Jade of her mother. She cared for her and loved her. Jade eventually fell in love with Tori but now that she's with someone else that loves her and doesn't put her in diapers she doesn't know if she wants to go back to Tori.

"Good my feet really hurt though. I'm rusty" Jade said "And still need to buy a suitcase for the trip"

"We could go to the mall tonight or something if you'd like" Beck said

"Yeah sure" Jade said as she sat down on the couch next to Beck

Beck pulled Jade closer to him "I love having you here" Beck said

"And I love being here" Jade said though she can't help but think about Tori at the house all alone worried sick

"So did you break up with Tori?" Beck asked

"I don't know" Jade said "Yes I cheated on her with you but at the same time I don't feel as though it's cheating. I don't know if I want to be with her"

"Why don't you know? It sounds like you'd like to be with me"

"It's complicated" Jade said

"Why do you keep saying that?" Beck asked

Before Jade could say anything she got lightheaded all of a sudden. "We can talk later I'm tired" Jade said before getting up and heading to Beck's room

THREE DAYS LATER:

Tonight Beck and I are off to Thailand for the runway show. Jade unblocked Tori's number and told her I'd be at the house in an hour to hear her out. If Tori tries to make her feel guilty once Jade leaving. Jade wants Tori to talk to her like her girlfriend not her mother. She is not her mother.

"Are you going to tell her?" Beck asked

"Tell her what?" Jade said as she grabbed her purse

"Tell her that you might be pregnant" Beck said

"Beck that's highly unlikely we used a condom. It didn't break did it?"

"No" Beck said "But you threw up yesterday"

"I have a virus Beck this has happened to me before" Jade said "Now I have to go I'll see you later"

Beck is keeping something from Jade. The condom did rip and Beck didn't stop, Jade loves him he knows it and he wants her. If Tori gets Jade back it'll be just like last time and Beck will be nothing to Jade but friend. He doesn't want that so he ejaculated in Jade while the condom was ripped.

Jade drove to Tori's and the moment she got to the door Tori opened the door and pulled her into a hug after closing the door. "Oh my gosh! I was so worried about you" Tori said before kissing Jade's hair

Jade didn't hug Tori back she just held one of her hips. "We need to talk" Jade said

"Yes we do. Come sit" Tori said as she walked over to the couch

Jade decided to break the silence and start. "Tori I don't think this is going to work. I know you said there is no way to break the contract but I'm seventeen Tori. I don't want this and I promise you if I knew this is what you had in store for me after signing the contract I wouldn't have signed it. I shouldn't be thinking about pleasing you or trying to do whatever I can to please you I'm not your slave Tori. I understand you're my mistress and maybe I was into that before because you reminded me of my mother before we fell in love. I just…I don't want to do this anymore. I'm coming to get my things when I get back from Thailand"

Tori quickly wiped the tears from her eyes before saying, "Jade I love you and I'm sorry this isn't what you wanted. But I only extended it because you went to go see Beck and you know how I feel about him since you cheated on me. This isn't forever but I can never have kids and I really want them-"

"Then why don't you adopt?" Jade asked "I would've raised it with you after a while but if you want to get married I shouldn't have to prove myself by being your baby"

"I'm sorry Jade. You know how much I love you and I know I went to far. I need to work on my controlling side but I thought this would be a good exercise. We don't have to do this anymore. The moment you get back all the baby stuff will be gone I promise. I paid for us to go on a trip to Hawaii. We can work on everything there and work towards our road to getting married" Tori said

"Maybe it's too late though. If this is what you want you should find someone else to do it" Jade said

"Jade it's fine I don't want anyone else I want you" Tori said

"You don't want me" Jade said "And you're not going to want me when I tell you this"

"I know you slept with him again. It's fine you broke up with me" Tori said trying not to sound hurt "Just come home when you get back"

"Well I need to think about all this. I thought you would kick me out" Jade said as she got up "I have a plane to catch but I'll keep in touch with you"

"Will you call me when you land?" Jade asked

"Yes I will" Jade said before leaving

Jade and Beck were distant during the trip after the first two days after Jade made the discovery.

She's pregnant, she bought five test and four of them say pregnant and one says not pregnant. Jade is so confused.

She can't raise and a baby and certainly not one with Beck. She really hopes the negative one is true. Tori will most definitely not take her back but Jade can't kill the baby. She's always been against that but she doesn't want to give it up for adoption.

Jade feels that Beck set her up. Maybe he's not what she thought he was. He should've known the condom ripped and he probably did. He probably thought that if Jade got pregnant they'd be a perfect family.

The rest of the week was a blur. Jade didn't say a word to Beck she just said she'd call him later.

"I have something to tell you" Jade said to Tori as they ate dinner

"Jade I told you we can start fresh my love. It's okay" Tori said "Why are you crying?"

Jade can't speak they've already hurt each other enough but now she might pregnant and everything is going to change. "I'm sorry!" Jade cried into her hands

"What for? I don't like seeing you so upset" Tori said as she sat Jade on her lap and wrapped her arms around her. "Tell me what's wrong"

"I might be pregnant" Jade whispered "Beck lied to me. I understand if you want me out but I want to keep this baby. I can co-parent with Beck if anything but I want to raise it with you"

"Oh Jade I'm not mad you. You don't even know if you're pregnant yet how about we take you to the doctor?" Tori said "If you're pregnant I'll be happy"

"But it's too early" Jade said "And I'd have to co-parent with Beck"

"Its fine" Tori said "It's fine I promise"