A/N I need to thank my special friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work and my pre-reader sinfulroad69 for all of her help. I love ya both. Alright now in this chapter Jasper is finally confronted about some truths. We find out just how far he's willing to go to prove how much of an asshole he is. I'm warning you now that you may get extremely pissed off at Jasper. My beta got so angry at him that she's hoping that he's gonna suffer. Anyway, hope you enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Major's POV

I don't think that I have ever been this fuckin' pissed off. And its all her fuckin' fault. I should have fucked her and then just fuckin' drained her ass, but then the fuckin' pain in my chest hits me when I think about doin' that. I haven't had one fuckin' second of peace since I first saw her and I can't fuckin' figure out why I can't just do that very thing.

I still can't fuckin' believe that I got so fucked up that I fuckin' kissed her. I had to watch as she flirted with every guy that would give her any attention. That fuckin' pissed me off and then when she went to the bar and ignored me, I had to get those guys away from her.

So I simply told them that she had an STD that was bad, but that she was wanting to fuck as many guys and give it to them since the guy who gave it to her hadn't bothered to tell her he was infected. I just sent a little belief to them so they would buy it. I had to laugh at how fast some of them ran out of there.

Of course she figured out what I was doin' and then homed in on a human that I'm guessing she found attractive. I could feel her lust comin' off of her and him in waves. There was no fuckin' way I was lettin' her leave with him. I had finally fuckin' had it and went over to take her out of here. I just went over and told her to come on we were leavin'.

She was drunk and basically said that since I wouldn't fuck her that she would let the guy have his way with her. That pissed me off even more and I wanted to grab her and get the fuck out of there. Of course the fuckin' idiot decided that he was gonna try and stop me. I just simply snapped his arm that had tried to take a swing at me.

Without another word she just fuckin' turned and walked out. I ran after her, she needed to understand that she was mine and no one was touchin' her unless I said they could. I grabbed her around her waist and pulled her to me. I gave her a kiss that I knew would curl her toes as the humans put it.

When I finally pulled back and looked into her face she was smilin'. Her face looked flushed and she was even more aroused. If I had been smart I would have taken her back to the motel room and fucked her then, but I'm apparently not that fuckin' smart, so I ran. I was pissed at her for makin' me feel all of this shit and I was pissed at Peter because he obviously knew somethin' and still wasn't sharin'. I was pissed at every male that wanted her and I was pissed at myself for kissin' her. This simple human girl has messed me up.

I spent the next twenty-four hours goin' between tearin' up shit and just sittin' and thinkin'. That is until I smelled her. I had decided to go for a walk and came across a scent that I knew I just had to follow, a female vampire. Hopefully she wouldn't be mated and then maybe I could get some fuckin' release besides my hand.

When I caught up to her she was just finishin' her meal. She was indeed alone and wasn't really headin' anywhere in particular. She was of the same frame of mind that I was, in bad need of some vampire fuckin'. I quickly invited her to our hotel room which was actually a suite with two bedrooms.

I had been stupid when I kissed Isabella. If I brought this female back to the room with me and fucked her then Isabella would know that she wasn't gonna get me to fuck her and she would leave me the fuck alone. This would let her know that I wasn't interested in her ass.

The female's name was Cassandra and she had dark brown hair. She had breasts that were big and I couldn't wait to drive my cock into her hot pussy while suckin' on her nipples. Yeah I was gonna fuck her brains out and get fuckin' Isabella out of my system. It was the stupidest move I have ever made.

Bella's POV

I didn't get much sleep last night. After that extremely passionate kiss, the Major disappeared. Peter and Char said that he had to get some of his anger out of his system. They took me home and the only reason that I let them was because I was hoping that the Major would come back to our suite and we could talk.

I had told Peter and Char both about my dreams. I also shared with them that I was pretty sure that I had fallen in love with the Major, even though he was a major asshole. Actually I think that there was a part of me that fell in love with him in my dreams, before I ever actually met him.

I actually still had dreams about him sometimes. Mostly it was him fighting and it almost always ended up being himself he was fighting with. The looks that I got from both Peter and Char when I told them this part let me know that they knew more than they were saying.

Both Peter and Char had become my friends and had more than once protected me from Jasper when I pushed his fucking buttons too much. Peter seemed to enjoy watching his friend lose his shit all because of a human girl, but he also knew the truth.

When I told them that I knew it too they both let me know that they would help me, but only in seducing Jasper. The other shit was my own doing. I wanted so badly to show the Major that he could be loved and in love without seeming to be weak, but no matter what I did he only seemed to get more pissed off. Of course all three of us knew why he got pissed off. He was denying the truth.

I guess that I would never be enough for him. If I could only get him to kiss me again then maybe he would give in. I had plans and part of those plans included being turned and then hunting down Edward and hurting him as much or more than he had hurt me. He deserved to feel the pain he caused when he fucking called the Volturi.

The main thing is that I want to show Jasper what its really like to be loved. I also want to show him that he doesn't have to walk around aroused all the time. I want to give myself to him mind, body and soul. I want to show him that he can be a better man, if you will. He doesn't have to be alone.

Peter did explain to me that because he hadn't really meant to kiss me that he would have some rage at himself to blow off. He would probably be gone awhile. They tried to get me to go and find some things to do, but without the asshole to piss off I just didn't really want to do anything. I did talk with them in order to figure out how to break through his tough shell that he had around himself. He needed me as much as I needed him.

It was later that evening that the shit hit the fan. I was in the living room talking to Peter and Char and playing Monopoly with them. I had to teach them and well, I might have told them some rules that I had made up myself. Hey they are vampires and us humans have to have some way of winning against them.

Suddenly the door was opened and Jasper came in with a vampire slut. He said nothing just came in, shut the door and was kissing her and had one hand on her breast and the other holding her to him. Then he went straight into the bedroom that he shared with me. He did stay with me at night sometimes.

He slammed the door and before I even realized I was crying I felt the tears falling. Both Peter and Char were by my side and holding me. I could tell they were talking in their vampire speed. I didn't need the asshole's gift to know they were both pissed off.

We could hear both the slut and Jasper. They were moaning and it sounded like they were wrestling. I knew exactly what they were doing. Char was trying to keep Peter from charging in there and doing whatever it was he wanted to do to him. The pain was so fucking bad, but I couldn't stay here. I refused to sit and listen to his ass while he was with someone else. I had to get out of here.

I ran out and was surprised that they hadn't stopped me. The thing is that all of my stuff was inside of the room he was using to fuck her, including his credit card. I just got on the elevator and as soon as I got to the bottom I ran out the door. I had no clue as to where I was going and I didn't really care. As long as I never had to see his ass again.

I had seen a park a few blocks away and headed there. It was dark and that was helping to hide the fact that I was crying. All I wanted at this point was to curl up and die. Edward had only wanted me because of my blood and now the one vampire that I was ready to give everything to had basically not only rejected me, but told me he had no interest in me in any way.

It felt as if my heart had been viciously ripped out and shredded. I had always felt that I wasn't good enough and now I knew it was true. I'm guessing that what I thought was true really wasn't, at least for me anyway.

The fact that neither Peter or Char had followed me showed that I didn't really matter to them either, or maybe they were just giving me some time to sort through my feelings. Either way I was now alone and without a place to stay. I would rather die than go back to that suite.

I was there only for about thirty minutes when I felt that a vampire was watching me. I don't know how I knew, but unfortunately it was the asshole himself. When he stood in front of me he spoke after a minute, "What the fuck are you doin' out here this late at night. Don't you know its dangerous for you humans. Let's get back to the suite."

"No. I'm not going anywhere with your fucking ass. You have made it clear that you don't want my ass so just fucking leave me the fuck alone. Go and fuck your slut that you just had to bring to MY room. Just leave me the fuck alone. I hate you and I don't want to ever see your ass again. I'll find another vampire to turn me and then I'll get back at Edward. So you don't have to worry about me any more. Maybe Peter and Char can help me find a male that will want me and if not, well they can turn me themselves." I yelled.

Before I had even realized what was happening he had picked me up and was running at vampire speed. We were back in the suite. He had taken me straight into the bedroom and then before I could even realize what he was doing I was on the bed and naked.

He was naked as well and was about to lay on me, but I couldn't get the memory of his hand on the sluts breast out of my mind and I tried to push him away. He growled at me and told me that since I had been wanting him to do it he was finally going to fuck me and get it out of his system.

Peter and Char who hadn't been around when we first came into the suite finally burst into the room to stop Jasper. They were talking at their speed so I couldn't understand what they were saying, but I did know that they were very pissed at Jasper.

He finally shot up off the bed and the three of them were nothing but blurs to me as they went flying out of the room. Char did yell at me to stay put for my own safety. I did as told, but I could hear them yelling and tearing shit up. It lasted for at least five minutes and then suddenly it was quiet.

Jasper burst back into the room and grabbed his pants and then yelled at me to get dressed, we were leaving. I asked where Peter and Char were, but he refused to say anything else except that if I didn't get dressed I was going like I was, naked. Before I could even move he had me scooped up, wrapped in the blanket that was on the bed and out the door.

The main area was completely destroyed and Char was sitting with Peter's head in her lap. I couldn't see anything else. We were out the door and to the truck before I could say or do anything else. He practically threw me into the truck and then went around to get in himself. His eyes were almost completely black and while I wasn't really afraid of him myself, I was scared for my friends.

He took off like the devil himself was on his ass. Neither of us spoke for a few minutes. I was really pissed off at him because he had fucked another female, did some damage to Peter and Char and then had tried to fuck me and then on top of that, had not allowed me to get dressed before leaving my friends.

Yep, I was beyond pissed. I realized that maybe I should just fucking tell him the fucking truth. Then maybe we could go back, I really needed to check to make sure that Peter and Char weren't hurt too bad. We also needed to talk and he needed to understand that I knew things about him that maybe not even Peter and Char understood. Then again, maybe they did.

I asked him what in the fuck was I supposed to do about clothes. His answer, "Ask me if I fuckin' care? No never mind, I don't fuckin' care so just suck it up. I told you to get dressed, but you didn't so this is your fault."

That just made the anger go from anger to rage. I let him have it, "Excuse me but I am only a lowly human. I'm sorry if I didn't move at vampire speed to get dressed. You still could have given me a few minutes to get dressed. Now what in the hell did you do to Peter and Char? They are your friends, probably the only ones you fucking have. Now you fucking turn this fucking truck around and take us back. I need to make sure you didn't fucking hurt them too bad."

The last thing I heard was his very strong "NO!"

When I woke up we were in Montana. He told me we had about another two hundred miles before getting to the house. I was more than just in a rage, he had fucking put me to sleep and kept me asleep for hours upon hours. I knew this because my stomach was growling bad and I was starving.

He did pull over to the side of the road and let me pee. Since it was now turning colder because it was September I was quicker than I wanted to be. It was freezing here, as we were up in the mountains. I was really needing to find out if Peter and Char were alright, but he was refusing to even speak to me. Although he did seem to be calmer than the last time he did speak.

Finally after another twenty minutes of him not talking I had had it. I was gonna give it to him with both barrels and he had better hope there was something left of him when I got done with his ass, "You know what Major. You are seriously fucked up. First of all, what did Peter and Char do to you to make you pissed off enough to hurt them? They were your friends and they loved you. I hope for your sake that you didn't kill Peter."

His only comment was, "Shut the fuck up!"

I wasn't about to let that stop me. I was gonna tell him the truth, all of it, even if he ended up killing me which I was hoping that he wouldn't do, "You know what? Fuck. YOU. I have a few things that I need to say and I'm going to say them whether you want to hear the truth or not. There are things that I have been hiding from you and I'm pretty sure that you already know that much.

First of all, I actually knew about you before we ever met. A few weeks before I was taken I started having dreams. I thought they were just that, dreams, but apparently they were dreams that was showing me my future and who my future was with. Right before I was taken I had decided to break up with Edward. I found myself strongly attracted to the vampire that kept showing up in my dreams. I found that I wanted this vampire.

The dreams weren't always the same. Sometimes you were fighting with yourself, other times you and Edward were both pulling me towards yourselves until Edward actually ripped my arm off while you had let go. I understood that you would have rather let me go than to see me hurt.

Other dreams were of you making love to me. It was so real that I could almost feel your hands touching me. You barely had to touch me and I was ready for you to take me and make me yours. The dreams were very real and even though I didn't even believe that you existed, I found myself falling for you. I will admit that at the time I could only see your eyes and hair, never your face.

The times that you fought yourself, I finally understood that you would fight what we could have, what we are to each other. You don't believe in love because you've never had someone to truly love you, a female at least. You don't believe that you deserve love. Therefore you're an ass and cold. While you can feel the emotions of others, you have tried to push your own away.

I saw a dark cloud over you, but whenever I saw myself standing next to you, the cloud was gone and there was a light in your eyes. They weren't cold or empty, they had life and love shining out of them.

When I first saw you I knew that it was you that I had dreamed of. Even with you being an asshole I still found myself falling even more in love with you. I want you, not because I want to be turned or even to get back at Edward although that is part of it. The main reason I want you is because I love you. I need you to be with me. I need to show you that love isn't necessarily a weakness. Its a strength that can go further than any one can imagine.

With one, even you with your fighting skills, can only take on so many before its too many. With two, you can watch each others backs and always win. Being loved and loving someone else isn't a weakness, it's becoming all you can be with the help of someone who's only concern is your well being. I love you Jasper Whitlock and there's nothing you can do to stop me. Especially since we are mates.

Yeah, I know for a fact that we are mates, but for some fucking reason you don't want to accept it. I've seen you rubbing your chest at different times when you didn't know I was watching. I feel the pull and the pain in my chest too. It just probably not nearly as strong as what you are feeling. Its there though. I feel the pain more when you're gone. I just wish you would accept it and claim me as such."

He slammed on the brakes and we were in the area that was part mountain and part woods. As soon as we had stopped he threw the passenger door open and growled out, "Get the fuck out of my truck. I'm through with this shit. Get out and have a nice life."

With that he pushed me out of the truck. I fell into a rocky area and of course cut my leg on the way down. It was dark, cold and raining. I just sat where I had landed and watched as his truck drove out of sight. The worst part wasn't the fact that I only had a now wet blanket for cover, no, the worst part was that now my heart had been not just crushed, but ripped out. I have never felt so alone or so much pain as I do right now.

So I just laid my head down and waited for death to take me. I just hoped it wouldn't take long. . .

A/N Please tell me what you think. Thanks to everyone who reviewed and added this story to their favorites and alerts. Love you guys. Also, the posting of chapters may come slower than they have been as I'm back to working two jobs and only have one day off now. Next month its gonna pick up even more. I promise to keep writing, I'm just not sure how long it will take me to get a chapter for this story and Wounded Soldier posted. Please bear with me.