A/N Thanks to my special friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work, and my pre-reader sinfulroad69 for without their help this chapter wouldn't be worth the time to read. Now in this chapter we hear from Bella, and the Major gets his first lesson. There is a mini-lemon, and we find out some things that we didn't know. Hope you enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Major's POV

For the first time ever I actually felt lighter. I guess that talkin' about my past actually helped. I felt so fuckin' close to Bella when I shared what I have felt since I woke up as a vampire. It surprised me and she surprised me when she continued to hold my hands the whole time. I knew it was her way of tellin' me that she was here for me and that I didn't have to worry about her seein' me as weak. I also felt her pride in me for openin' up to her. Maybe now she'll let me fuck her.

She must have felt my lust for her because she started cryin'. She managed to sob out, "Is that all you want from me? To fuck me? I thought that I meant more to you than a good fuck."

I growled out, "No that is not all I want. You should know that by the fact that I just opened my heart and gave it to you. You need to understand somethin' darlin', when a male vampire meets his mate the first thing he wants and needs to do is to claim her and mark her so that every male she might meet will know that she is taken. We are possessive creatures. I think I have done quite well in the fact that I haven't taken you. It's so damn hard to NOT take you. You're beautiful and I can't wait until we can be together.

I will not take you out of anger. I want us to both want it because its the next step to makin' our bonds stronger and out of love, but I need you to help me understand how to love you. Now you need to explain about these dreams you told me about and how about you let me feel what you feel as you talk?"

She nodded and then smiled at me. She actually fuckin' smiled and then said, "You are already on the right path. Do you realize that for the first time ever you asked me instead of ordering me to do something? Thank you for that."

She sighed heavily and I understood that this was goin' to be hard on her emotionally. Still she kept her hands in mine and finally started talkin', "Okay, I'm going to start at the beginning when I first started having them. It was a few weeks before the wedding, which I was dreading at the time.

Edward had become more controlling and demanding. It took me having these dreams to help me to finally realize that he had essentially taken away my freedom to even think for myself. I wanted to become a vampire from almost the moment I found out what he was. I felt out of place as a human, but when I became involved in the world of vampires, I just knew somehow that I was destined to become one. I finally belonged.

I loved Edward deeply and I had begged him for months to turn me, so he agreed to turn me if I would marry him first. I didn't really want to get married, but if I wanted to be turned that was the condition. Once the plans were set in motion, I hated all of the shit that I was being forced to think about or do.

Then one night after making Edward go for a hunt while I slept I had the first dream. I will admit that I could never see your face. I only saw your eyes and hair. The look in your eyes that first time made me cry for some reason. You looked haunted, empty, lonely and deep down, even scared. I wanted so badly to hold you and tell you that you didn't need to feel like that. I wanted to comfort you.

From then on every night I dreamed about you. Some nights you were fighting. Others you were just standing there looking at me and as the dreams continued I started to understand some things about you. There were also nights that you would touch me, love me, make love to me. I would wake up some nights almost being able to feel your hands on my body.

The fighting was always horrible and violent, but when I saw who you were fighting it confused me at first. As the dreams continued every night, I saw that most of the time you were fighting yourself. Now that you have told me about your feelings and what you have been through emotionally I understand.

Some nights though you were fighting with Edward. The strange thing is that it was one of these dreams that made me realize that Edward never really loved me. I saw that you and him each had one of my arms and were both pulling, but then you stopped, just as Edward pulled my arm off, while you let go. The worst part is that Edward was willing to kill me before he would let me go.

There were other things that I saw. When I saw you standing there was a very huge dark cloud over your head. When I stood next to you, it was gone. Some how I was to be the one to make your life brighter. I fell in love with you and started trying to figure out a way to stop the wedding. When I was taken I actually felt relief because I wouldn't be there to get married to a vampire that only saw me as a possession.

When I finally saw you for the first time, well you felt what I was feeling. I was shocked that you actually existed. Sadly though you started the fight with yourself and I'm not sure that its ended yet. I was so hurt when you refused to be with me. You kept pushing and I pushed right back. I knew what buttons to push and I also figured that if I kept pushing them that maybe you would finally just take me and then you wouldn't be able to deny that we are mates.

I'm not even going to tell you how you pushing me out of the truck made me feel, but I'm going to show you. I also understand that out in public, especially around other vampires you need to be seen as a threat if they cross the line with you. I have no problem with that and all that it entails, but I do ask that you never push your emotions down and that you be free to be yourself, your gentle self that is private, with me.

Now I'm going to let you feel the emotions that I felt when you pushed me out. I'm not doing it to be mean or to get revenge for your actions, I just need you to understand how deeply you hurt me. Peter and Char were right about one thing, a couple is always stronger for their love of each other no matter what they are facing. After that, I need to tell you some things about Edward that may help you to understand just how dangerous he is. I also need to tell you about Alice."

Immediately I felt the deep agony of what I had done to her. It almost equaled my own agony when I thought she was dead. She still clung to my hands though. It only lasted a few seconds, but it was enough to make me realize that never again would I be the cause of any kind of pain for her.

"In a few minutes I'm going to show you what love really feels like. Right now though I need to tell you about the danger fuckward can put us in. You already know just how far he's willing to go, without any care as to my feelings. He only cares that you have taken what he thinks belongs to him. I hope that you know I want nothing to do with him except to see him suffer for what he caused those poor girls to suffer.

There is something that I'm sure you don't know about. Alice is still very much in love with you. She told me all about the Major who seduced her, but had to keep his shirt on in order to fuck her. It scared her too much. She made me promise to never tell another soul about what she told me. She also said that she had a plan to get you to come back and stay with her and she involved Edward in that part. She didn't want Edward to know that she was still in love with you. She wants him to think that she's out for revenge for making her fall in love and then dumping her.

She was planning on going to the Volturi and telling them that you are her mate, making an official proclamation of that and therefore forcing the Volturi to tell you either stay and take care of your mate or die. I'm not sure what would happen if Marcus came and saw that she isn't your mate, but I have a feeling that it would be the cause of her death. While I'm not happy with her, I don't want her to die.

The kidnapping along with you not taking me back, I'm sure that she has already done what she was planning since it involved the Volturi now. I do know that Alice can see you, so we are probably not going to be safe for too long. I'm surprised that they haven't already shown up. That's about it, except for what I want to show you. Although I'm going to need you to promise me that you won't fight me on this. Please, I'll beg if I have to."

"I thought you were just going to show me what you feel for me?" Although my mind was still on how to best kill not only Edward, but fuckin' Alice as well now. She had endangered my mate.

She came closer and said, "Just let me do this and yes I'm going to show you not only how I feel, but give you your first lesson on love."

She kissed me passionately and then began pulling my shirt over my head. I let her and then I felt hope, maybe she was going to let me claim her. Then she pulled away and started trailin' kisses down my neck and chest. She stopped and using her tongue on my nipple started to lick, suck and nip. My dick was harder than it had ever been.

I went to start to remove her top but she stopped my hands and put them down on the bed. Then she pushed me back so that I was layin' on my back and continued to trail kisses down my chest, goin' down to where my pants were. She quickly undid the zipper and button and pulled them off, leaving me completely naked.

She started her trip back up my body usin' her pretty lil' mouth to kiss and lick my legs stoppin' when she was so fuckin' close to my balls that I could feel the heat from her body. She slowly made her way to them and taking each one in her mouth and suckin' while her hands were stroking my cock. I had to touch her and moved my arms to do just that.

She fuckin' growled at me and told me that she would stop if I didn't keep my hands to myself. She finally made her way to my cock and started lickin' and suckin'. I knew that I wasn't gonna last long and I did try to pull away so that she would stop. I wanted to be inside of her when I did cum. She had other plans though.

I found my hands rippin' and shreddin' the sheets as she was bringin' me more pleasure than I have ever felt. My whole body felt like it was on fire. Just as I was about to cum hard, I felt it. She was sendin' me her love for me. It was so fuckin' intense and it brought me the release I needed more than anything else right now. She swallowed everything I gave her. Now it was her turn.

As soon as the orgasmic high was over I tried to pull her into my arms but she backed away. She got up off of the bed and started to walk out of the room. I growled at her and asked her what the fuck she thought she was doing. Her next words shocked me, "That Major was me showing you what is called unconditional love. Giving everything you've got to someone without wanting anything in return. I just wanted you to feel what its like to be loved just because the one giving it wanted to."

"What about your needs? I can't just let you do that and NOT give you somethin' back. Please come back and let me take care of you." I was going to beg if I had to. I knew she was fuckin' turned on, I could smell her arousal strongly.

"No, if I let you take care of me then its not unconditional. When you can love me with that much intensity and not care if you can get something in return then we'll both be ready for the next step. I did that because I wanted to make you feel loved, and to feel good, I love you that much. I'll know exactly when it happens, so don't try to fuck with me and pretend that you're ready."

With that she fuckin' walked out the door, shutting it behind her. How in the fuck was she gonna know when I was ready? I'm not sure that even I would know. Women! How in the fuck do males survive them. . .

A/N Please let me know what you think. What did you think of the Major's lesson, and how do you think Bella will know? A huge thanks to everyone who reviewed and added this story to their favorites and alerts love you guys.