Treacherous Chapter 5: I Will Possess Your Heart

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Jenn.

How I wish you could see the potential,
the potentialof you and me.
It's like a book elegantly bound but,
in a language that you can't read.
Just yet.

You gotta spend some time, Love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find, love
I will possess your heart.

I Will Possess Your Heart- Death Cab For Cutie

Bella's POV

I nodded my head. I felt a wave of nausea hit me hard, as my body finally realized there was alcohol in my system. I started to feel weak and dizzy. I quickly kneeled down on the ground and vomited on Edward's black shiny loafers.

I felt like an ice statue at a winter carnival as I kneeled on the ground staring at the vomit I had hurled on Edward's shoes. Even though my stomach now felt hollow and empty, I still felt sick and uneasy. I quickly grabbed my stomach and hoped with all of my heart that I wouldn't need to vomit again. I could feel my cheeks flush with embarrassment when I realized Edward was still standing above me. I gulped. Why the hell did I have to vomit all over the hottest man in the world? What would he think of me now? Would he still want to go out with me or even still be my friend? Why would he still like me when I had made a total fool of myself? I felt so embarrassed. I just wanted to go to my apartment and hide there for eternity so I wouldn't have to see Edward's face.

"Are you okay love?" He asked as he kneeled down beside me.

"I….ummm…yeah…I am so sorry…about….your shoes." I said trying to avoid his face.

"Bella, I don't give a damn about my shoes or anything else for that matter. All I care about is you. Now tell me are you sure you are okay?" He asked as he placed his index finger underneath my chin and turned my head, so I was now staring face to face with him. His eyes were filled with concern, and his mouth was in a tight frown.

"Yes, I'm fine. But your shoes….they look expensive." I said as I coughed and tried to stop my cheeks from turning into the colour of tomatoes.

"Bella, didn't you hear a damn word I said? I don't care that you ruined my shoes! I can get a new pair! They are worthless to me. But, you mean something to me and you are my priority. Use this to clean your face." He said in a stern voice as he handed me a Kleenex from his pocket. Why was he so angry? I thought he just said he didn't care that I had ruined his shoes?

I took it and used it to clean my face, feeling even more belittled and humiliated than I did before.

"Thank you," I said.

"Bella why were you sick? Do you have the flu?" He asked in a concerned voice.

"No, no I think I'm fine." I said as I started to stand up with Edward's help. Then, he leaned in closer and sniffed.

Suddenly, Edward's face turned from being soft and concerned to serious and angry.

"I guess I was so fucking turned on not to notice earlier. But Bella can you please tell me why you smell like alcohol, especially when no alcoholic drinks were being served at this party?"

I froze. He must have smelled the alcohol on my breath. I felt like a little kid who had been caught with her hand in the cookie jar.

"I…um…" For some reason, the words I wanted to say could not escape my lips.

"You were drinking with Jake correct?" Edward said as his fist clenched together, and I could see him biting his lip in rage.

All I could do was to nod my head. Why did I feel like a child around him? Why did I feel like I had done something wrong when all I did was to have a little fun? He was making me feel as though he was superior to me.

"You shouldn't be drinking, let alone with Jake. You don't know what could happen to you when you are under the influence. You know I don't like it when you're with him and being drunk is not acceptable! Damn it! You are mine!"

I could feel my head start to spin like a carousel as I walked slowly over to the railing and leaned over. I cringed as I started to rub my head.

"Look Edward, I'm sorry for everything, but right now I'm not feeling well. I'm going to get Jake and go home. We can talk about this later, that is if you're not too embarrassed to be seen with me." I said.

"Please don't say things like that, Isabella, I would never be embarrassed to be seen with you. You're beautiful. But, I hate to inform you that I saw Jake leave the party with a girl." He said.

Oh, crap. Thanks Jake for ditching me I thought.

"Okay well, I guess I'm going to head home," I said as I started to walk away. All I wanted was to get into bed, pull the covers over my head and hopefully forget this night ever existed.

"I don't think so, Isabella." He said as he grabbed my arm.

"What are you doing? I want to go home." I said not wanting to deal with Edward's intense behavior.

"I cannot allow you to go home by yourself, especially in the state you are in. I wouldn't be a gentleman if I let you go home alone. So please let me take you to my house, and I'll take care of you. If you take me up on my offer, I will forget you ever vomited on the very expensive loafers that I bought in Italy." He said with a sly smirk on his face.

Even though, I did want to go home so I could drown my sorrows, the thought of being looked after was quite appealing, and I secretly wanted to see inside Edward's mansion. Besides, I did want Edward to forget what I had done to his shoes and who could say no to his sexy eyes?

"Okay, ." I said as he wrapped an arm around me, and walked me to where his limo was waiting. Then, we drove to his house.

When we arrived, he helped me out of the vehicle and walked me to his door. I couldn't help but gasp out loud as I looked at the magnificent building in front of me. There were two columns outlining the doorway that made his house seem like a palace. Edward chuckled.

"If you think the outside is nice, wait to see you see the inside." He said as he opened the door.

I gasped out loud again. He was right. This place was massive and incredible. There were hardwood floors throughout the home that glistened when the lights turned on. There were steep steps going upstairs to the left and to the right was a large living room, where we were now standing. On the stone walls, I could see old, antique paintings of animals and elephants. Old sharp swords and weapons were also hanging on the walls. There was a large TV on the mantel above the stone fireplace. A leather brown sectional was placed in the middle of the room on top of a large brown and gray area rug that faced the TV. I could see he had large lamps that were shaped like elephants sitting on two glass end tables on each side of the couch.

"Wow, this is beautiful," I said.

"Thank you, Bella." He said as he smiled. Then, he made me follow him down the hall, and we were now in his kitchen.

My eyes almost popped out of my head. His kitchen was almost the size of my apartment. It was rectangle shaped and had stainless steel appliances along with dark oak cabinets and granite counter tops. An island that held a double stainless steel sink and dishwasher was centered in the middle of room and was partnered with four leather cushioned bar stools.

"This is beautiful too. You're so lucky to live here." I said as I tried to take it all in.

"Thanks. Would you like some ginger ale, to help ease your stomach?" Edward asked as he opened his fridge.

"Yes, please."

"Please take some Advil. It will help prevent a major hangover tomorrow." He said trying not to sound angry.

Edward pulled out a bottle of ginger ale, poured it into a glass and gave it to me. Then, he handed me the Advil.

"Thank you," I said as I took a sip of my drink and let the cool liquid ease the burning sensation I was feeling in my throat.

I tried to stop my mouth from opening, but I couldn't help but yawn.

"Let's get you to bed. Don't worry. I'll take you on a tour of the house tomorrow." He said as I followed him up the stairs. There were two hallways one to the left, and the other to the right. Edward took me down the hallway to the right. I couldn't help but notice all of the five rooms upstairs had their doors closed except for one which I imagined was Edward's room.

Edward's room was magnificent and was no exception to the rest of his house. It had a large king sized bed with a dark mahagony frame in the middle of the room. He had two matching end tables beside his bed. There was another fireplace on the right side of the wall with two leather chairs in front of it. I could see a large en-suite bathroom and a walk-in closet from the doorway. I could also see that there were elephants displayed everywhere in the room. There were pictures of elephants and little elephant figurines on top of the dresser. There was even a soft blanket of with a picture of an elephant on top of the blue comforter on his bed.

"So I take it you like elephants," I said as my eyes wandered all over the room. Why did he like elephants so much?

"Yes, I love them." He said as he opened one of his drawers and pulled out a t-shirt and boxer shorts.

"Why do you like them so much?" I asked.

"Who doesn't like them? They are the largest animals on the planet and are strong and beautiful. I know you didn't bring anything, so I have a t-shirt and boxers you can wear as pajamas. My bathroom is just down there." He said as he pointed straight ahead. It seemed as though he was trying to avoid talking about all of the elephants, but I was so tired, I ignored it.

"Thank you," I said as I walked to the bathroom which looked like something out of a home decorating magazine. It had a glass shower and a large Jacuzzi tub. Damn, I wish I was rich, I thought to myself as I changed into Edward's blue silk boxer shorts and a gray Nike T-shirt. I found my legs start to shake as I looked myself in the mirror. I was nervous that I was in Edward's house. I didn't know him so technically I was in a stranger's house, but there was also a part of me that felt safe in this unfamiliar home.

I walked back out and saw that Edward was getting my bed ready.

"Oh, you don't have to do that; I can sleep on the couch. This is your house, and I don't want to inconvenience you."

"Bella please don't be silly. You are a guest, and you are going to sleep in my bed. I'll be downstairs on the couch if you need me."

"Edward, you don't have to do this. I don't mind sleeping on the couch," I said feeling strange that he was giving me his bed.

"Bella, you are sleeping in my bed, and that's final."

I sighed and made my way into his bed. The silk sheets were soft on my skin, and I suddenly felt warm and comfortable.

"Thank you, Edward for taking care of me. You don't have to." I said as I started to pull the blankets over my shoulder.

"Oh, Bella of course I would take care of you. To be honest, as soon as I saw you, I knew I wanted to get to know you. You are so beautiful and different from all of the other women I have met. I already feel so close to you. I'm not sure why, but I feel you are already mine, and I will always be here to look after you." He said as he started to rub my knee.

"I know, Edward. I am starting to feel strongly about you too, but I have to admit that I am a little scared and confused because I just met you." I said looking into his perfect and loving eyes.

"I understand Bella, that's why I promise we will take things slow. But don't be scared. I will never hurt you. Now go to sleep and rest. I'll be downstairs if you need me." He said as he kissed my forehead. Before he left, he looked back at me and said.

"And don't forget, you will be punished for your unacceptable behavior." He said as he winked at me and walked out of the room.

Damn. How could he get me so worked up with only a couple of words? Especially when he was still a stranger to me? What the hell was wrong with me? Maybe sleep would stop my mind from wandering. I turned over and closed my eyes, but they wouldn't close. They were too busy examining the unfamiliar room. Why did I let Edward take me to his house? I wasn't used to acting this way with someone I had just met, but I didn't know what to do. I tried to roll over to the other side of the bed, but I still could not fall asleep. I was feeling alone, and my heart was telling me to go downstairs and see Edward. So I did.

I slowly crept out of bed and down the stairs. I quickly saw Edward, who was sitting on the couch, watching TV and drinking what appeared to be whiskey. Even though my heart was beating out of my chest and I was starting to feel dizzy, I managed to walk into the living room. The floor boards creaked and Edward turned around.

"Jesus Bella, you scared me! What are you doing?" He asked as he put his drink down and stood up.

"I'm sorry. I just couldn't sleep. Do you mind if I sit here with you?" I asked.

"No, not at all! Please sit." He said as I walked over to the couch and sat down. He looked at me and put his arm around me, and I moved closer to him. His smell was intoxicating, and he felt warm and safe as though no one would ever be able to hurt me.

"What would you like to watch? Do you like The Big Bang Theory?" He asked as he pushed a piece of hair away from my eyes.

"I love that show! It's so funny!" I exclaimed.

"Yes, who knew nerds could be so cool!" He said as we started talking about the show. I couldn't understand why but I felt comfortable talking to him. I felt as though I had known Edward for a long time, and I liked that feeling. I watched as Edward grabbed his drink and sipped it but as he was placing it back on the table, a couple of drops of liquid fell onto the crotch of my shorts.

"I am so sorry, Bella." He said as he took a napkin from the table and started to pat down the area that was wet. Abruptly, he pulled away when he realized what he was doing. But, I didn't want him to stop. My body was on fire as though someone had lit a flame to my skin, and I needed more of him. I could sense he felt the same because he growled, leaned down and attacked my lips like a vampire sucking blood. He kissed me hard as his tongue moved across my own. I moaned in pleasure as I felt my clit start to moisten and burn with desire. Edward quickly took off his pants. I quickly followed behind, but he stopped me when I was only wearing my pink underwear and matching pink bra. Thank god I had decided to wear sexy underwear tonight.

"Damn, you are so fucking hot. I have never seen anyone so beautiful in my life. Even though, I want to fuck you hard right now, I said we would take things slow and we will. But, I also want to show you what pleasure can feel like when you are with me. So you will know that no one else will be able to make you feel this way." Edward growled as he pushed me down on the couch and kneeled in front of me.

First, he grabbed my right breast and started to rub it slowly. I moaned out loud as I felt the desire in my mound start to rise. Then he switched to my left breast.

"Oh, Edward that feels so good!"

My heart started to pound faster, and my eyes went wide as Edward took off his boxers. His dick was hard and thick. I couldn't help but wonder what he would feel like inside of me. Then he quickly positioned himself, so he was now kneeling in front of my entrance. He grabbed hold of his dick and started to rub my clit through the thin material of my underwear.

"Oh my god! Oh my god!" I cried as I felt his dick on my clit. It felt so good. I thought my body was going to explode as the desire started to overwhelm me.

"That's it Bella. This is how I can make you feel! I have control of your body now! Cum for me!" He growled as my body finally gave in.

"Ohhhhhh!" I moaned as I came.

"Ohhh, baby!" He cried out as he spilled his seed as it leaked onto my skin.

"Wow, that was amazing," I said as I tried to catch my breath.

"Oh, Bella if you thought that was amazing, then you will love what else I have in store for you. Now, let's go to bed." He said as he winked which sent chills down my spine. Then, we walked up the stairs. I quickly got into bed as Edward took off his shirt. I noticed he hadn't taken it off when we were downstairs. But, I shrugged it off as he got into bed beside me. I rolled over so that we were now spooning, and I closed my eyes. This time, I fell asleep.

I had only been asleep for a while when I heard screams. I didn't take me long to realize it was Edward who was screaming.

"No, don't get me! Leave me alone!" He was crying out. I quickly shot up in bed as I saw his body toss and turn in between the sheets. I turned on the elephant light beside me and was horrified to see tears running down his face.

"Edward wake up! Please wake up! You're dreaming!" I yelled as I shook his body to wake him up.

Suddenly, his eyes flew open as he shot up in bed like a bullet flying out of a gun. He sat there trying to catch his breath as I saw the sweat pour down his face. Then, he quickly got out of bed. As soon as I saw his back I thought someone had cut my heart open; it was that painful. His entire back was covered with deep serrated scars. They were deep wounds, going in all directions.

"Edward what happened to you?" I asked as the tears started to fall from my eyes.

Next few chapters:

Edward will find it hard to confide in Bella, which may place a strain on the relationship.

Don't worry still more jealous Edward to come! But gradually you will find out more about his past