A/N My friend OoJasper'sAngeloO did beta this chapter but this actually may not be the fixed chapter. So if there are mistakes then forgive them. There was a problem and I couldn't seem to find where the chapter went. Anyway, hope you enjoy this chapter.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Bella's POV

We left as soon as we were all packed up. This is the one time that I'm so fucking glad that the kids weren't babies any more. The RV was fully functional which meant toilet and running water. Jasper made sure to stock up the kitchen area with everything needed to fix meals for the kids and I.

I love the changes in him. He still is uncaring to the outside world, but his coven members who now includes Ethan, Beth and Carly, as well as his family, knows better. He has shared that even when he hunts humans now he is more compassionate in his kills, although I have noticed that its beginning to wear on him.

Every time he came back he was more subdued. It kept getting worse until he was just downright depressed. Peter suggested then that maybe he should stick to the very evil humans. He did much better after trying that and I told him how proud I was of him. He was helping to save lives by hunting the monsters. He still hunted animals as well, but mostly for the kids sake.

They could live without blood, but it seemed to dull their vampire abilities. Carly had helped a great deal with that part by going with Jasper to help with the kids, especially on the first hunting trip. Her parents went as well and it was probably the first time I felt left out. It was the one thing in the kids' life that I couldn't be a part of. It did help greatly to see it as some special bonding time between a father and his children. They all hunted before we left so hopefully everyone would be alright until we got to the Cullen's.

I'm still not sure how I feel about seeing everyone, except for Edward. I loved Carlisle, Esme, Emmett and even Rose, though I'm not sure about Carlisle as he still thought that I belonged with Edward the last time I had spoken to him. Alice I was really pissed off at. She seems to think that my mate is hers, but I know he's not. He's mine and no one else will ever hold his heart.

With Edward I always felt inferior, not worthy of him. With Jasper, I have only felt love. Oh at first he was just a fucked up asshole, but once he gave in and allowed me to love him and he loved me back it was magical. I have always felt loved, protected and even an equal although I know that we aren't. We are as far as each other goes.

He allows me to have opinions and even listens to me for the most part. There are times when he won't allow me to even suggest something, but its usually when he feels that I'm in danger or the kids are. He makes sure that I know how important it is to him that I'm happy and feel safe. He values my thoughts and feelings, even if he doesn't agree with them.

Edward never did. He didn't care if I didn't like something or didn't want to do it. My thoughts and emotions were always dismissed. He always said that he knew how to keep me safe. The problem I had with that is first there was James and then Victoria. Of course then there was Jim's goons who kidnapped me and killed my dad. How in the hell can he say that my safety came first when he wasn't there for me when I really needed a hero.

I had another problem. If he is deemed guilty of trying to separate mates then it could cost him his life. While I needed him to suffer for the stupidity that he committed that ended up costing the lives of at least ten girls, that included being brutally raped before being killed, I didn't really want him to die. Jasper explained that is the penalty for interfering between mates.

Another problem is that its up to the mates as to if they die and how. This is the only real problem between Jasper and I. He doesn't "give a flyin' rat's ass" if Edward dies. He wants to rip him apart himself. I on the other hand want him to feel what those poor girls were forced to feel for a very long time, but I don't want to stoop to his level and cause his death.

Either way Edward was in for a very rude awakening. Maybe once we were there he would finally get it through his fucking skull that I'm not his mate. I never was and I never will be. Unfortunately Jasper and I had to sit down with the kids and explain who Edward was to me. We told them everything including the fact that I almost married him and probably would have if I had not been kidnapped.

Their favorite part of the whole story was how their father swooped in and saved me. They just got so fucking excited about the fact that their daddy was a hero. Jasper being the asshole that he is just ate up their hero worship. He also made sure that they knew how he tried to hate me and wanted to kill me at times as well as the fact that he fought the mating bond tooth and nail.

Of course we also had to have the talk with them about me being turned. Since my plan had been stopped when the Volturi showed up at our doorstep we weren't sure when it would happen. The only thing we did know is that Jasper wanted to wait until we were away from the Cullen's before biting me. He didn't want Edward anywhere near me during that time although he said he didn't have a problem with me being around him during my newborn stage. Asshole, said he couldn't wait to watch me rip Edward's ass apart for coming near me.

Jasper did assure me that the kids being around wouldn't be a problem. While their heartbeats could be heard and they had blood, it wasn't appealing like true human blood is. Even Felix said that while he could smell their blood it was off. It didn't appeal to him at all. At least that made me feel better about being turned.

The kids were sleeping, but I couldn't fall asleep. We would be arriving at the Cullen's in an hour. I hated that and finally gave up and asked Jasper to help me sleep. I needed to be alert and keep my strength up. I already knew that there was going to be a huge ass fight. Edward would never let me go and I just hope that Felix can at least help keep the peace until the trial is over. My only hope about Alice is that she's smart and keeps her distance.

I laid down next to the kids and Jasper got behind me and wrapped himself around me. I drifted off peacefully. I had no nightmares, no dreams, but I was safe and so were my family. At least that was my deepest hope.

Major's POV

Once Bella was asleep I told Ethan to have Felix pull over. I wanted my children and my mate well rested before we got there. A whole lot of fucked up shit was gonna go down and I would not allow my family to have to face this being tired. It was only one am and they would sleep a full night. Fortunately Felix agreed. He had taken a likin' to the kids and Bella as well. He felt what a brother would feel for a sister towards my mate and was an uncle to Josh, Brianna and Katelyn.

Bella hasn't been really feeling right. She's been extra tired and sleepin' a lot. I keep askin' her to tell me what's wrong, but she just says nothing is wrong. The thing is that I know she's not lyin', but there is something goin' on. She just seems to be out of sorts at times. I have a feelin' that I know what's goin' on especially after the last few days right before the Volturi showed up. Char and Peter, as well as Ethan and his family took the kids on a short trip to go hikin' and shit at Bella's request. As soon as they were gone she was on me and demandin' that we have sex. Yeah, something was definitely goin' on.

The one thing I know for sure in this whole fucked up situation is the love my mate has for me. I'm not worried if she will change her mind. Her love is deep and while I know that I don't fuckin' deserve it I will cherish it as well as return it. I thought my world was complete when I finally fuckin' gave in and accepted that she was my mate. I was so fuckin' wrong on that, my world became complete the day our babies were born.

There is one other thing that I'm sure of, Edward Cullen was goin' to be a problem. I'm not really worried about him so much as the fact that Bella will have to face him and his idiocy, but I am concerned about the kids havin' to see and hear his mouth goin' off. They will have to hear his fuckin' mouth bein' used to slander their father, as well as his stupidity about their mama.

I wanted to just kill his ass. He'd hurt my mate and I couldn't allow his ass to live. Bella said that she wanted me to send him what the girls felt the last few hours before their deaths. The problem is that I have no clue as I've never encountered rape by vampire or even human. That was easily fixed though.

So when it was time I did go huntin' with the kids and then took them back home. Then I went into the nearest city to find me a rapist doin' the ugly deed. At least I never raped, I didn't have to. Yeah, so I have a huge ego. It took way too long for me to find one which was surprisin'. The problem is that I had to allow the bastard to do it in order to feel what the poor girl was feelin'. I needed to absorb her emotions.

I didn't wait for him to finish though. I grabbed him and pulled him off of her. I had enough and this asshole was now my meal. As soon as the girl who couldn't have been any older than sixteen looked at me I told her, "You need to run. Get away from here and do not look back. You should have been at home instead of out at night alone. If you look back I will have to kill you. Go on get out of here!" And she ran as if her life depended on it. It did of course. If she saw me feedin' off of him I would be obligated to kill her.

I was brought out of my memories by Katelyn. She was whimpering and strugglin' like she was havin' a nightmare. I immediately sent her some calm and she smiled and whispered, "Thanks daddy."

She opened her eyes and looked at me. I did the only thing I knew to do, "Come here baby."

She did as I told her to and I took her and got up to go and sit with her. When I had sat down and put her in my lap I asked her what her nightmare was about. She started to cry then and I calmed her down again. She finally told me, "I'm sorry daddy that I'm not being very brave right now, but there was something trying to hurt mama. I tried to help her, but I couldn't. Daddy, there was so much blood and I think it was mama's. She was hurting really bad daddy. She kept crying for you. Please don't let anything happen to mama."

I assured her that nothin' and no one would ever hurt any of them as long as I existed. I also told her that it was not bein' a coward to cry. It was a way of releasin' what she was feelin' inside and that cowards are those who run or get others to do their dirty work, just like Edward Cullen. I told her that I didn't expect her to be brave, just stand up for what she believed and never hide her emotions or try to suppress them. Her next words surprised me though.

"Daddy you are the best daddy in the whole world and I love you. I'm so glad that you found mama and you make her so happy. I just hope that when I grow up I can find someone just like you that will love me as much as you love mama."

She then snuggled into my chest and went back to sleep after I told her that I loved her as well. We spent the rest of the night like that, but way too soon for my likin' it was mornin' and the kids started to wake up. I had them come into the livin' area so they could eat something. Bella never even moved when they got up so she must have been more tired than usual.

I finally had to wake her up. We needed to get to the Cullen's quickly. The kings would be there soon and I wanted to get this shit over with and back home with our family. After Bella had eaten a little she said that she couldn't handle any more food. I told her to just sit with the kids and relax. I cleaned up and then it was time to go. From this point it would only take a few minutes to get there.

Bella started to get upset and ended up throwin' up her breakfast. I sent her some calm and it did help a little, but before we knew it we were pullin' up to a huge ass house that had to have had at least a hundred rooms. She said that she wasn't feelin' well. Her nerves had also kicked up a notch.

The Cullens along with Jane and Alec were standin' on the porch waitin' for us to get out. Felix got out first and warned the Cullen's to not approach unless specifically asked to. Ethan, Beth and Carly had left durin' the night. Felix agreed that they weren't involved except by bein' our friends and I didn't want them to be in danger because of us. I made them leave. We would pick them up later on our way back home.

Peter and Char got out first and stupid Edward decided to growl at them. Felix growled back and warned him to be careful as he might end up doin' the trial in pieces. Now it was our turn. I was goin' to go first, but Bella refused to allow me to go alone. Felix then came to help the kids down first. As soon as they were out Bella and I came out holdin' hands. Peter and Char were standin' in a way that the Cullen's couldn't see any of us very well.

As soon as we were out they moved to flank us. I guess they were gonna make fuckin' sure that the asshole wouldn't be able to hurt Bella or the kids. I wasn't worried about the kids though. Josh could keep anyone away with his shield. I had the kids come and stand with us. I knew that Edward was a loose cannon and the kids could easily be a target.

Sure enough as soon as he saw Bella he started with his shit, "Bella love, please come over here. You're safe now, he can't hurt you anymore. Come and join us and we'll protect you. I'll make sure that the barbarian won't hurt you. I'll protect you. Come love." He said as he held out his arms I guess expectin' her to run into them.

The next thing that happened hurt deeper than anything I have ever felt before. She smiled at him and then let go of Katelyn's hand and started to run to him. She was halfway there when she tripped. Peter bein' closer to her than I was did catch her. She started to fight Peter screamin' at him to let her go. She finally stopped, looked at Edward and then passed out. . .

A/N Please tell me what you think. Can you take a guess as to why Bella was going to Edward? We heard her before they got there, so why would she change her mind? Any thoughts about this? Thanks to every one who reviewed and added this story to their favorites and alerts. Love you guys.