A/N I need to say how sorry I am for not posting this sooner. It took me a week to get it written because I'm working everyday, and because this chapter turned out to be over 4000 words. But I think you'll be happy about me not cutting it off sooner as there is a lemon in this one. A huge thanks to jascat for her idea. Thanks to my special friend OoJasper'sAngeloO for her beta work, and my pre-reader jascat with whom this story wouldn't be here without them. Hope you enjoy.

I do not own Twilight or any of the characters.

Bella's POV

I had a hard time letting go of Jasper that night. Its been a few weeks since he told me the truth about what we are to each other. We finally settled into a routine after that because neither of us could handle more than a few hours apart. I get up, go to school and then he's waiting for me when I get to our meeting place.

We spend a couple of hours together, with me cooking dinner for Charlie. As soon as the cruiser pulls up, he leaves through the window. After dinner I clean up and then go upstairs where he is always waiting for me. He spends his nights here with me and his days are devoted to hunting.

I finally officially met Peter and Char. Peter, well I couldn't really think of any words to describe him. I think he must have been dropped way too many times on his head as a baby, but I have to admit that like Emmett, he was fun to be around at times. Other times he would tease me unmercifully about being clumsy or about Jasper and I not having had sex yet.

That always caused Jasper to attack him when he kept it up, but then Peter would laugh and tell us "women folk", as he called us, that the Major needed some form of outlet for his sexual frustration. That is until Jasper felt my guilt and shame and then sent it to Peter. He never said anything like that again. Although he still does make sexual comments, he's careful how he words it. He has become a big brother to me.

He actually sat with me once on a weekend and had "the talk" with me. I was so embarrassed when he started talking, but then I realized that he was only doing it because he was worried about Jasper. It seems that vampire males need to claim and mark their mates when they first meet them. Jasper and I have never done anything more than heavy kissing and light touching. Jasper was being distracted in a bad way and this was not the time for that. He had already been distracted enough to not realize that we were being watched.

It seems that when Jasper got back to the three that had attacked me, they were able to get some information out of them before ripping them apart and burning them. They had been watching both of us from a distance and Jasper being solely focused on me had no clue about it. So now I was either sticking close to at least two of them or I was with the Cullens.

Jasper was thinking about letting the Cullens know he was here, but he didn't like what might happen with Alice if she knew he was. So no matter what I still had at least two body guards that of course were never seen or even smelled by the Cullens. Little did we know that he would be exposed sooner rather than later.

It was actually the talk with Peter that helped me to decide that maybe I needed to push Jasper a little bit. We hadn't gone any further because Alice had told me that it was impossible for a vampire and human to be together and I had believed her, so I never pushed Jasper. That had changed after our talk and I tried one night to get him to "claim" me as they called it.

He refused to let it go any further, not because he didn't want me as he let me feel what I did to him, but because my father was in the next room and he wanted to hear me scream in ecstasy when we did claim each other. Unfortunately that only made me wetter. So he told me that if I could get away the following weekend I could spend it with him, at his place, alone.

I knew Charlie was going fishing the whole weekend so we made plans that I would pick him up in our usual spot and leave right then on Friday. Rose would come over sometimes when she could get away from the family and when I told her about what I wanted to see happen this weekend she took me shopping. Victoria's Secret of course.

The only problems I was having was with a new friend I had made. Lillian was horribly teased and taunted by just about everyone except for the Cullens, Angela and myself. Her views on certain things had made her an easy target for the bullies and just plain mean kids at school. I had been staying close to her so she would know that she did have a friend.

At times that meant that I would sit with her instead of the Cullens. I did notice that Edward was always paying extra attention when I sat with her. Although he would just stare off, I did catch him staring at Lillian a few times. I also caught him smiling and trying to hide it. I finally figured out that she was his mate.

I had then started making plans that would entail getting those two together in a room and talking. I talked to her and found out that she was indeed strongly attracted to Edward. She would never let him know it though, as she was shy and yet very determined that she would stay pure until her wedding night. In the meantime I was planning on becoming impure.

Jasper and I had made our plans on Monday and I swear that it took a whole month for the week to go by. At least that's what it felt like. I had started taking Lillian home as she had no car and her grandparents didn't really drive very much. She usually had to walk to school and back so I started giving her rides, even if it did cut in with my time with Jasper. She didn't live very far from school, so I didn't really mind at all.

I hated the way she was treated by everyone just because she believed a certain way. While I didn't necessarily agree with her, I wasn't going to be mean to her. She has as much of a right to believe in what she does as I have to believe in vampires. One thing that I liked about her is that even when her beliefs caused others to laugh and ridicule her, she never wavered or backed down.

She never pushed her beliefs either. She just stood her ground on what she wanted to do or not to do. She did feel much like an outsider, like me. I found her to be a very warm, caring and loving girl. I knew that she was perfect for Edward. Now I just needed to find a way to get them together without seeming to ambush them.

I knew that without a doubt, I was ready to give him all of me. He and I had talked some about this part and he had explained to me what being a mate entailed for a male vampire.

It was likely that he would end up biting me to mark me. I didn't mind, but he said that in no way was he going to allow the venom to work its magic and turn me. Not yet anyway. He wanted to wait until I finished high school first. He explained that he could just suck the venom out. That sounded kind of hot and sexy.

I asked him for a demonstration, but he groaned and complained about me killing him. It seems as if my hormones have gotten slightly out of control. Or it could be that my Jasper is just so sexy that I can't help myself. Either way it was now Friday and I was on my way to pick up the sexiest man ever.

He did take over the driving and asked me about my day. I told him that so far I have been able to be nice to Alice, but refused to allow her to talk about her "mate". I made sure to stay around the others and it seems that Jasper had spoken to Emmett and Rose and with their help I was able to avoid being alone with Alice.

We got to the house that he lived in with Peter and Char quickly. They were gone of course and it took him no time to grab my bag and have it inside. He was back to the living room where I was making my way over to the couch and had me in his arms kissing me passionately within a few seconds.

I reached up to his shirt and started to unbutton it. He reached out to stop me. I was confused as I knew about his scars and had seen them. The lights were on, so he was still worried about me seeing them. I hadn't realized how deeply he felt about them until now. I needed him to understand that they were a part of him and I loved him.

I told him, "Jasper please, let me take off your shirt. I've seen them and I don't care about them. They are part of you and I want you to know that they take nothing away from how sexy you are."

I quickly removed his shirt. I made him turn around and then sit down. I started running my hands over his chest, stomach and abdomen, touching each scar gently. Although I could see the scars it wasn't what I saw. I saw the sexiest man I have ever seen.

He started kissing me again only this time he put his hands on my waist. My shirt had ridden up a little. When his hand touched my bare skin I jumped.

"Did I hurt you? What's wrong?" He asked worriedly.

"No, I'm just a little ticklish." I told him.

He got that sexy smirk on his face, "Really?"

Oh shit! I shouldn't have told him. He got this wicked smirk on his face and then started tickling me. I tried to pull away from him, but he pinned me down. He finally stopped when I told I would give him anything if he would just stop.

"Maybe we should take this to the bedroom?" He asked.

I guess he felt my nerves, "Darlin', we don't have to do anything tonight if you're not ready. How about we just sit and watch a movie or we could play a game. I think Peter and Char got some games when they went shoppin' for human food."

"No Jasper. Its just that its my first time and you are experienced. I'm worried that I won't be able to please you. You deserve someone. . ."

He cut me off with a searing kiss. Then he let me feel what I was doing to him. We had been sitting and I was suddenly in his lap. I started to run my hands over his chest again. I loved how his muscles would ripple as my fingers would touch his bare skin. I was paying special attention to his scars. It hurt to know that he had been treated badly, finally I just had to tell him, "If I could Jasper, I would take each scar from you, as well as the pain you went through."

I looked up to see him just watching me, "If you only knew how good that feels. I might have a lot more experience darlin', but never have I felt so fuckin' good or so loved."

He got up and carried me into the bedroom. He put me gently on the bed, "Do you need a human moment? I can give you a minute if you need to."

"Well, in case you forgot I was supposed to wear something for you, remember?" I told him.

"Darlin', I'm a vampire, we forget nothing. So do you want to go change first? I can always help you if you need it," his voice was even huskier.

"No, I think I can get undressed by myself," I said.

"Yeah, but that is MY job, getting you out of your clothes," he smirked!

"You will, just not these clothes. Now will you let me go change?" I asked him.

"Fine, but if you need any help!" He smiled wickedly.

I made sure that I got the one outfit that I had planned on wearing for our first time. It was a red, all lace, baby doll set, with matching bikini panties, also made of all lace. While you couldn't see everything, you could see some skin.

After going in the bathroom and brushing my teeth, my hair and getting changed, I got a severe case of nerves. There was just no way I was going out there dressed like this.

"Darlin', I can feel what you're feeling. Do you want me to help you a little with the nerves? I will tell you though if you don't hurry and come out of there, well, I just may have to come in and get you!" He said seductively.

"Please." I squeaked out.

I suddenly felt calm flow over me. Then I felt confidence. I opened the door; he was sitting on the edge of the bed.

He still had his shirt off. His jeans were low on his hips. I was trying to put my arms over my chest. I finally got up enough nerve to look into his face. What I saw took my breath away.

He was looking at me with a look of awe, love and adoration. His eyes had practically bugged out of his head, and his mouth was hanging open.

Before I could blink he was in front of me. He took my hands and pulled them away from my chest and pulled them to his chest. Then he took his other hand and put it on my cheek and kissed me.

After a few seconds he pulled away and looked at me. He let his eyes roam down my body and then back up. When I looked into his eyes, they were black with desire.

He picked me up and carried me to the bed. He laid me down, then laid down next to me. He kissed me and then whispered, "You're so beautiful, but I really need to see all of you, now."

He looked me in the eye. I just nodded my head. He kissed me, then started moving down to my neck. He started to lightly suck on my neck, while his hands moved from my neck to my shoulders.

His hands then traced my arms, which were at my sides. Then they came up and went across to my collar bone. He was touching me lightly with his fingers as he moved his hands slowly down to my left breast.

He used the palm of his hand to lightly caress my breast then he used his fingers to lightly pull on my nipple. I moaned, which in turn caused him to moan.

The next thing I knew, my top was gone! I was laid bare for him to see. He pulled back a little so he could look at me; I brought my arms up to rub his chest.

He looked at me and was moving his hands over my body, paying special attention to my breasts. "You're so beautiful," he whispered.

"So are you," I told him.

He kissed me once more before making a trail with his mouth. He kissed, sucked and licked down my neck to my breasts. When he got to the valley between them he moved to first one then the other, lightly licking and sucking.

He flicked his tongue over my right nipple, going in circles around it, finally sucking it into his mouth. I couldn't believe the sensations that he was giving my body as he worked his magic.

He continued to suck, lick and kiss my nipples. I was loving everything he was doing to my body. My panties were soaked. I was starting to need some friction so I pulled my leg up and put it in between his legs. I could feel his erection with my leg, but I needed to have something touching me, so I pulled his leg up against my core.

He was not having that, he pushed me back onto my back and then continued with his mouth, making a trail down my body. He stopped at my belly button, looked up at me and used one hand to grip my panties, I just nodded.

He pulled the fabric away from my body and slid them down my legs. He then trailed his fingers back up my legs, up the sides to my hips, then back down, never touching where I wanted, no, needed him to touch me.

When he came close to touching me, but didn't, I whimpered. He looked at me,"Darlin', can I taste you?"

Again I just nodded. He licked his way down, but did the same thing with his tongue that he did with his fingers.

His tongue was just above my curls, his fingers were coming back up the inside of my leg. He then brought his fingers up and ran them up and down my folds.

"You are so wet for me." He whispered.

I moaned loudly. He moved his tongue down the side of my hip, down to my leg and came back up the inside of my leg. Then his tongue followed his fingers and he licked up and down my folds.

He found my clit and started licking and lightly sucking, I moaned again, causing him to smile against it. I could feel the tightening in my lower region.

Then he inserted a finger inside of me. He started to pump slowly in and out, while continuing to tease my clit. After a few more pumps he added another finger. I thought that I was going to come undone, but he wasn't finished.

I could tell that my orgasm was close and I was thrusting my hips towards his mouth. Then he added a third finger. I felt the tightening, then he curled his fingers. That did it, I came hard. As I did I screamed out his name.

He slowed down the pumps as I came down off of the high of the orgasm. He came up my body, kissing as he went. When he got to my lips he kissed me. I could taste myself on his tongue, but it didn't bother me like I thought it would.

"Jasper, please, I need you now!" I whispered.

"Your wish is my command. Are you sure you're ready?" He asked.

"Please, Jasper, I need to feel you inside of me, now!" I told him.

Without another word he stood up, removed first his pants then his boxers. I was watching him. My eyes got really wide when I saw his cock. I had seen him before when I helped him, but it wasn't erect then.

"Don't worry, I will take the pain away from you and I will go slowly. If you need me to stop, just tell me," he whispered.

He lies down getting on top of me. Placing his hands on either side of my head he gave me another kiss then used his legs to spread mine apart.

"Jasper, I know that you said you could take the pain away, or most of it. If I ask you not to, could you do that for me? I know that it's going to hurt, that is part of being with you. I want to feel it, for you; does that make any sense to you?" I whispered.

He nodded, "Are you ready baby?"

"More than you'll ever know," I said.

With that he reached down and lined his member up with my slit. He pushed in gently, a little at a time. Finally, when he had reached my barrier he stopped.

He kissed me and as he was kissing me he did one quick thrust and broke the barrier. I hissed in pain, tears started to flow down the sides of my face. He reached down to wipe them away.

After a minute I started to push against him, letting him know that I was ready. He started pumping slowly and gradually picked up speed.

"You are so fucking hot and tight!" He grunted.

I felt myself tightening again, I grabbed his arms as I had another orgasm, it wasn't as intense as the first one, but it was still good. He continued to pump in and out It was maybe a minute before I felt another orgasm coming about the same intensity as the last one. I again grabbed his arms and moaned his name.

"Damn, Bella that is so hot!" He whispered.

He reached down to grab my hips and lift them up slightly, to better hit my g-spot. I really came undone then; I had another orgasm almost immediately.

"Oh baby, I have never felt this good, ever!" He said in a very husky voice.

I felt myself tightening again and had another orgasm.

Then he spoke, "Darlin', I can't hold out any longer. You feel too fucking good!"

He started pumping faster, "Cum with me baby!"

He started pumping a little faster; I could feel another orgasm coming. Just as he did one last thrust, I had the most intense orgasm that I had ever had, so far!

I screamed out his name again as he roared with his orgasm. He kissed me deeply yet tenderly. He was panting as we stayed like that for a couple of minutes before moving.

Finally he pulled out. He rolled us so that we were facing each other on our sides. "Are you ok, I didn't hurt you did I?" He asked.

"No, you didn't," I said.

I started rubbing his chest and immediately he started to purr. After a minute he pulled away from me and got up out of bed. I whimpered.

He was back in a flash with a wet washrag. He proceeded to clean me up; there was blood so he wanted to make sure that it was all off. He was gentle and loving in his actions.

He put the washrag in the bathroom then came back and got back into bed. He pulled me up close to his body and kissed me.

I just had to know, "W. . .was that alright for you, I mean did you enjoy yourself?"

"Baby, that was the most incredible love-making I have ever experienced. I have never been with anyone who could have more than one or two orgasms in one session. You had several, a lot more than any other female I have been with. It was a turn on for me and a huge boost to my ego. I know you enjoyed it!" He told me.

He continued, "I can't wait to do it again. I just hope that you will be up to doing it again, soon!"

"Oh, I have a feeling that it will be sooner than you think Major!" I said, while running my hands over his chest and abdomen.

"As much as I would love to have my way with you again you will need to rest. You will probably be sore and I don't want you to hurt any more than you already are," he said.

"I am exhausted, but I'm warning you Major, I will be wanting more and very soon! Do you think that you will be up for the job?" I teased him.

"It will be my pleasure, ma'am. I am at your service. Just keep calling me Major, you can have me whenever you want," he laughed.

"Perfect, now let me get to sleep. I need to be rested for the morning," I told him.

I fell into a deep slumber, but my dreams were uneasy. I could see shadows and then blood. Lots of blood. If only I could have heeded the warning. . .

A/N Please let me know your thoughts. Hope it was hot enough. A huge thanks to everyone who has reviewed, I do read every one of them and I treasure them. It really does help to be a better writer. Also thanks to everyone who has added this story to their favorites and alerts. Love you guys.