Hey Lovely's. Sorry it's been forever since I updated. But anyways here's chapter 11.

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Ally's POV

I don't like this. Austin's here. I came to this camp to forget about him for a while and then he suddenly shows up. He doesn't need to be at a camp like this. He's confident and everything already. He said he had nothing better to do so he came to spend time with me. That is so not true.

He has tons of friends. Tons of people he can hang out with and tons of things he can do. But yet he still chooses to come here. What he's got something planned against me? Oh don't be silly Ally- he too stupid to think of something like that.

But you never know. For all I know he's trying to use me for his fun and then he'll leave me once he's done or has gotten bored. Well whatever happens I will not let him get too close to me or get too attached to me. I will stay away from him as far as possible.

I heard the bathroom door of the cabin open. Austin must be coming out of the shower. It was pretty late now and I wanted to sleep. I was sitting on my bed in deep thought the whole time. Ever since Austin got here my mood has dampened a bit but I will not let that effect my time here at camp.

'So Ally, I know you like listening to movies and there are movies here. Wanna watch one,' Austin asked. I do love listening to movies. I can't see what's happening but I can imagine. But I don't want to spend any quality time with Austin.

'Umm no thank you, I'm gonna go to sleep now. But you can watch it, I won't mind,' and with that I lie down and pull the covers on top of me, closing my eyes.

'Come on, why not. We don't have anything tomorrow. Tomorrow's the day we explore the camp more. So we don't have to get up early,' he says and I feel him sit down on my bed. Why is he sitting here, he has his own bed.

'No, I'm really tired right now, so I'm gonna sleep,' I try to say as nice as possible. He's still sitting there. 'You can still watch the movie, there won't be any difference if you watch it with me or without me,' I tell him.

I hear him sigh. 'Oh ok,' I don't know why but by the sound of his voice he sounded sad or hurt. Or maybe I'm mistaken. I feel him get off of the bed and then I hear a click noise. He must have turned the lights off.

I didn't hear any noises after that. Wasn't he going to watch a movie or something?

'Goodnight Alls,' I hear after a while. Oh he's going to sleep too. Why? I hope he doesn't think he'll disturb me or something.

'Austin, if you want you can watch the movie, I won't be disturbed,' I assure him.

'No, don't feel like it anymore,' I hear him. Doesn't feel like it anymore. What's with him?

Anyways I better head to sleep. I'm going to explore this camp with a couple of friends I made today. One of them wants to introduce me to her boyfriend.

'Ok well goodnight,' I say to Austin. I hear him say it back afterwards. Eventually I fall asleep.

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Its morning now and waiting outside my cabin until my new friends arrive. I wouldn't be able to find my way to their cabin because this was a new environment and I couldn't have gotten used to it in one day. So they told me to wait for them here. I got up a little earlier than usual. Austin's still sleeping inside. I know this because I heard him snoring before I came out.

'Ally there you are,' says my friend whose name is Carrie. I feel her hug me and I hug back. 'Hey Carrie,' I reply.

'Oh let's go look around. The rest of them will be meeting us soon. But first come, I'll introduce you to my boyfriend,' with that she guides to where her boyfriend is waiting.

'Jace this is Ally, Ally this is Jace,' I flash a smile.

'Hi Jace,' I say sweetly,' Hey Ally, Carrie told me about she made a wonderful friend,' he replied.

I smile at this. No one's ever called me a wonderful friend. Or even just a friend. But I'm not gonna get into deep thought now.

'Aww thanks Carrie,' I say to where I presume she was standing.

'You're welcome and- oh shit,' she says cutting herself off. I heard Jace ask her what's wrong.

'I forgot my phone, I'll be right back. You two talk until I and the rest of the group arrive. With that she left. By rest of the group she means the other friends we made yesterday.

'So do you know anyone here,' Jace asked. I say my head,' No, I don't know anyone. Except for my roommate, he goes to school with me,' I answer.

'Yea, I was a total loner when I got here. But then I saw Carrie and realized Carrie was here too. We didn't know that both of us were going to the same camp. We thought we were going to different ones,' I laugh at their little misunderstanding.

'You two are really funny,' I say making him laugh too.

'Ally,' I suddenly hear a familiar voice.

That familiar voice belongs to Austin.

Austin's POV

I have just woken up. I look over to Ally's bed and saw that she wasn't there. Where is she? Last night I wanted to watch a movie with her because Britney had once told me she liked listening to them. But when I offered yesterday, she declined because she was tired.

I went to bed straight way after that because I just didn't feel like watching it alone. Anyways, Ally, I've knocked on the bathroom door but there was no answer. So I went in and saw no one. Has Ally already gone outside? Is she lost? I should go get ready and look for her.

...

I'm finally ready and I close the door behind me and lock it once I'm outside. I take five steps before I notice Ally. Is she with a guy? She's already talking to guys. What if Britney was right? What if Ally fall in love with someone here? She can't. She just can't because what if they turn out to be douche bags or something. Yea that's why.

Ally can't fall in love with someone else. She just can't.

I walk up closer to them until I'm about five foot away. I can see them laughing. Why is she laughing? What could he possibly be saying that's so funny? (A/N That's what jealous Austin said when he saw Ally laughing with other guys in Proms and Promises.)

Before this goes on I interrupt by speaking,' Ally,' I see Ally and what's-it-face turn their heads towards me. I think Ally seemed to have recognized my voice.

'Austin,' she says making sure it's me. Though this whole time I did just glare at that guy.

'Yes Ally, it's me,' I say walking over to her and putting my arm around her,' whose your friend,' I say putting emphasis on the word 'friend.'

That dude was staring at me confused, probably wondering who I was. But then he extends his hand,' Hi I'm Jace.'

I firmly hold his hand and shake it,' Austin.' Then there's a moment of awkward silence.

'So uh Ally,' Jace says breaking the rather awkward silence. I was glaring at him the whole time, I don't think he noticed,' shall we go back to the others,' he asks.

'NO,' I say before Ally could reply. I think I said it a little too fast. 'I mean, I was hoping if Ally could go with me,' I explained.

'Yea you must be the guy that goes to school with her right Ally,' I see Ally nod,' Yea sure you two can go. We'll meet you at dinner okay and don't worry I'll inform Carrie about this,' he says.

'Yea, I'll see you then,' Ally says. I roll my eyes. Now they're gonna meet up at dinner. No, hell to the no. That's never happening.

I grab her hand and start leading her towards another direction. She did have her cane with her but I thought it'd be easier if I guided her by holding her hand. And she didn't argue about that.

Once the Jace person is gone, I turn to Ally. 'Why did you leave without me,' I ask as we start walking towards the beach area and it was completely empty.

'Because I had made plans to meet up with them last night,' she explains.

'You've already met up with a bunch of guys,' I ask shocked and a little pissed. I don't why but I pissed that she's met so many guys already. I mean it hasn't even been a whole day and what if the guys are assholes.

'What do you mean? Are you saying I'm not good enough to make friends or something?' she says. By the sound of her voice I can tell she's hurt. This also makes her let go of my hand and she starts using her cane to guide herself.

'No, I didn't mean that, I was shocked-,' I start explaining to her but she cut me off.

'What, shocked that I could have friends as well,' she says still a little hurt from my word. Then she continues,' Austin I may not be good enough to be your friend but there are other people who are willing to be my friend. I know you've always seen me as a loner and that's true I have been a loner my whole life so far but it doesn't mean I'll always be that way,' she finishes.

I'm sort of hurt by her words. Does she still not consider me her friend? I thought everything was fine between us. Guess not. I still feel really bad for hurting her so I decide to apologize.

'I'm sorry Ally, I really am. Please forgive me,' I apologize to her. She just nods her head and says it's fine. I can't really tell if she actually has forgiven or is pretending to have forgiven me.

'Let's sit down,' I say as we make it to a tree at the beach area. I go to help her sit down but she pushes me back a bit.

'I can't do it myself. It's not that hard to sit down,' she tells me before sitting down underneath the tree with a little help of her cane. I didn't argue with her, she probably gets annoyed that I help her with stuff. But I can't help it; I just sometimes feel the need to help her.

I take a seat on the sand next to her. There has been something that has been bothering me since yesterday. So I straight up ask her,' why have you been trying to avoid me since yesterday?'

'I haven't,' she replies immediately.

'Yes you have. You barely talked to me when I came yesterday. You didn't want to watch a movie with me when I offered. The day before you didn't hug me back when I said 'goodbye'and this morning you left without telling me,' I explain to her. I just want to know why she's avoiding me. It's clearly obvious.

'Why do you care if I'm avoiding you? If it's because you don't want to be lonely over here then don't worry I'm sure you will be able to make friends,' she tells me.

'It's not because of that at all. I just want to know, why,' I ask desperately. She stays silent, not answering me at all.

'Come on tell me,' I say and this time she sighs.

'It's just that I don't want to get involved with a guy like you. I'll only get hurt,' she explains to me. What is that supposed to mean? A guy like me. What about a guy like me?

'What that supp- ,' I start questioning her but then I get cut off.

'I need to go back to our cabin. Britney said she'll call me,' with that she starts to stand up. I stand up after her and take a hold of her hand.

'Here, I show you that way back,' I say and she sighs just nodding. In two minutes we arrive at our cabin and I unlock it and as soon as we get in, Ally's phone starts to ring. Just in time.

Ally answers and starts talking to Britney. I take a seat on my bed and wait for her to finish talking so I could question her again.

After a few minutes, I see that she has hung up. 'So Ally,' I start off getting her attention.

'Yea,' she mumbles softly. I get up off of my bed and go sit next to her on her bed.

'Back at the beach, you said you didn't want to get involved with a guy like me. What do you mean a guy me,' she looks down sighing.

'Do have to talk about this right now,' she asks.

'Yes Ally, I wanna know,' I say practically begging to her to tell me. She stands up and walks over to the nightstand beside her bed. She places her cane next to it.

'It's just that,' she starts of and takes a really long pause,' I don't want to get close to a guy like you. A guy who's a,' she takes another long pause,' a womanizer,' she finishes making my eyes widen.

A womanizer. A fucking womanizer.

Ally's POV

'...a womanizer,' I finish off telling him why I don't want to be around a guy like him. I'm still standing near where I had put down my cane. I think I was standing in front of a wall.

Suddenly, I'm turned around and pushed up against that wall. I gasp as my back hit the wall. Two large hands are gripping onto my shoulders. I feel a minty breath on my face.

Austin has me pushed up against a wall with his face so close to mine. To be honest I'm kind of scared right now. I'm freaking out over what he's about to do.

'A fucking womanizer,' his anger filled voice booms into my face and his grip on my shoulders tightening slightly.

'You think I'm the kind of guy who gets into a relationship with a girl just to fuck them and then leave them,' he shouts into my face. By the sound of his voice I can tell he's angry.

To answer his question I just nod. Once I have nodded Austin's grips tightens so hard to the point it really hurts.' Austin please stop, that hurts,' I tell trying to remove his hands from my shoulders. After a while I feel his grip loosen.

He is breathing heavily,' why?' he starts off,' why would you think something like that huh?'

'Because I've heard people-,' I was instantly cut off, his face still close to mine. I can tell because his minty breath is right on my face.' You heard people. You heard people say shit and so you believe them,' clearly he's still angry.

I didn't say anything. I stood there silent, lips sealed.

THUD

I jump a little in the spot I was standing. Austin had just punched the wall right next to my head.

'Fucking answer me,' he voice raging. Not wanting to anger him even more I start talking immediately and a tear rolls down my eye.

'Yea I believed it. It's pretty believable. You're a bully Austin,' I start of my voice cracking a little,' you call people names, push them around, hurt others emotionally and physically, you're too shallow to even apologize, you want things to be your way so I wouldn't be surprised if someone told me you're a womanizer. That's why I believe and want o stay away from you. I'm scared of you,' I finish off sobbing.

Austin's POV

I listen carefully, while breathing heavily in anger as Ally explains why she thinks I'm a womanizer. I can't believe she thinks off me as some man-whore. She thinks I fuck different girls all the time and then break their heart. I can't believe that she would believe those rumours.

'...I'm scared of you,' she sobs out the last part with her lips quivering a little. My heart melts. She's scared of me. Does she really think I would harm her?

'Ally, why are you scared of me? Sure I've bullied you but I never actually hurt you physically,' I say to her. I'm trying to explain to her that I'm not gonna harm her.

I see a tear drop fall and she shakes her head. 'You have,' she takes a pause to sob,' you have. You did slap me one time because I didn't answer your question,' she barely sobs out. That memory finally pops up in my head. I have indeed slapped her.

I'm feeling so guilty right now. I feel so disgusted with myself. I believe it's wrong to hit a girl and yet I've done myself and I don't even remember. 'Look Ally,' I start, my voice starting to crack a little, 'I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I'll never do it again,' I finish.

Ally lets out a shaky breath and just nods. I'm not sure if she has forgiven me but I decide to move o0n to another topic. 'And Ally I'm not a womanizer. People always make shit up. The truth is I have never had a serious girlfriend. I have been on a couple of dates and kissed a few girls but I haven't done anything more than that. It just never felt right,' I explain to her.

She takes her hand and wipes away her tears then speaks up. 'I'm sorry, I shouldn't have believed in those rumours and shouldn't have accused you for something you weren't,' she apologizes sobbing a little. She didn't need to apologize. It's not her fault people say the same shit over and over again to the point where people might believe them.

'It's okay you don't have to apologize, 'I say bringing her into a hug. I'm not as angry as I was before. She hugs back and sobs in my chest. A few minutes later she pulls back.

'Let's go explore this place more.' I say taking a hold of her hand going outside. I told her that she didn't need to take her cane because I'm by her side.

At the end of the day we went back into our cabin. During dinner Ally and I sat with my sister and her friend. The group of people Ally made friends with had their dinner early so they were already in their cabins.

'It was a fun day,' I say as soon as we get inside our cabin.

'Yea,' Ally mumbles softly. 'I'm gonna take a shower,' with that she takes her bag and cane and finds her way into the shower. I take a seat on the bed and wait for her to finish so I could use it after her.

Ally's POV

Right now I'm in the shower. I've had a long, tiring day so I feel really relaxed right now. My thoughts drift back to Austin.

Today he told me that he's not what I thought he was. I believe it because there wasn't any proof. They were just rumours I heard.

But I still don't want to get close to him. I just can't trust him. For all I know when we get back to school he'll start treating me like shit again. The reason he didn't ditched me was because he wanted to be popular. So I'm pretty sure he'll bully me just so he can stay popular.

Another reason I don't want him getting to close to me is that he might find out all my secrets and tell everyone. And I don't want him knowing my deepest darkest secrets.

He already knows so much. He knows my mom died and my dad left me but he doesn't know that he beats me up and he knows I cut. I don't want him finding out about how my father beats me up or how I've been sexually assaulted. The last one is something I've always kept to myself. Suzy knows because she's the one that helped me but I know she has her lips sealed. And Dallas would never dare to tell anyone because then he would get in trouble.

So like I said I can't get attached to Austin I just can't.

I have finished with my shower and have gotten dressed. I exited the bathroom and find my way over to the bed and sit down. Austin tells me he's going to the shower now. I decide to go to sleep because I'm awfully tired.

I have my pyjamas on and I lie down and then throw the covers over myself. I close my eyes and try to fall asleep. Then I heard the door open. Austin must be finished with the shower.

'She must be tired,' I hear him whisper softly to himself. He must think I'm deep asleep because my back is facing towards him.

After a while I feel weight on the bed. Is Austin going to sleep in my bed? He has a bed of his own, why is coming here. I feel him wrap his arm around me and put his neck in crook of my neck. I'm pretending to sleep so I try and stir myself out of his grip but he just tightens it so I have no choice but to stay in this position.

Eventually I fall asleep.

Austin's POV

I get into Ally's bed to sleep. I don't want to be in my one because I like cuddling with Ally. She's the first girl I've ever cuddled with. It might be a surprise to some but I've said it before, I haven't taken anything further with a girl than kissing.

Earlier today I saw Ally with a guy. Who the fuck does he think he is? He can't just hit on any girl he wants. I can't believe Ally was laughing with him. Thank god me and Ally arrived at dinner late otherwise he would've wanted to sit with her. All I know is that I need to keep away from my All- I mean Ally. He just doesn't seem uh...he doesn't seem to be...to be...trustworthy. I fucking hate seeing them together.

I then think about Ally again. I know that there is a lot of stuff she's hiding from me because she's always been a secretive person. I've noticed.

There are a lot of things that she has said and it still bothers me.

Flashback...

'I said I don't need to tell you anything,' she tells me once again.

'Oh just tell me damn it,' I yell at her.

'BECAUSE I'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN. Ever since I went blind I have gone through so much pain. I got bullied at school, lost my friends and even my par- ah nothing. Anyways, when I was little I lost a friend that I trusted so much. That friend today bullies me so much, he even hits me. That's not all I even get abused by other people in school. I've been slapped, kicked, punched and even almost ra- ah nothing. The point is that I've gone through so much pain that I need something will make me feel good. So for that reason I cut myself. HAPPY,' she finishes fully crying.

End of Flashback...

That was the day discovered that she cuts and told her to tell me why. She said she's been slapped, kicked, punched and even almost ra- and then she stop right there.

Now I know she was gonna say something but suddenly stopped. What was she gonna say. It has got to be something worse than being slapped, kicked and punched. I know that for sure. But what could it be.

Also she had told e her dad left her. He left her. Where is he now? Does she even know where he is? Or is it something else she doesn't want people to know.

Another thing is that one day I was going to visit her and got there and the door was open. I went inside and saw her covered in cuts and bruises. How did that happen? I know someone must have done. I asked her who but she was too tired to answer me. But I never questioned her about it again because I'm hoping she'll tell me on her own. But I doubt she will.

On the bright side because the school burnt down every projects we were given got cancelled so we don't have to worry about it.

I sigh deeply and decide I should go to sleep.

Eventually I fall asleep.

Back in Miami at Cassidy's house.

No One's POV

'So Suzy,' Cassidy starts off,' you want to get popular like us don't you.' Cassidy and Kira were over at Suzy's house having a little talk.

Suzy instantly nods at Cassidy's words. This makes Cassidy and Kira smile.

'So if you want to be popular, why don't you start telling me Ally's deepest darkest secrets? Everything you know,' Cassidy says with an evil smirk on her face.

'Okay here's everything I know about Ally..,' Suzy starts with an evil smirk just like the ones Cassidy and Kira have.

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