Hey Guys.
Firstly, I wasn't able to update in forever because there was a flood here in New Zealand and there was no power so I couldn't update. But that was over weeks ago.
Second reason is that, I have had a lot of school work so I've had to finish them and then make time to write the stories.
Keep in mind that I'm not giving up on these stories. I will continue until they are finished.
Also this chapter is going to be short but I promise the next one will be long.
So anyways enjoy!
Ally's POV
It's midday when I have prepared everything for school. I don't have anything to do now so I decided to listen to a movie.
As I find my way over to the TV, there was a knock on the door. Who could that be?
I go and answer it.
'Hey Ally,' says the deep voice that I've been trying to avoid.
Austin.
Shock, panic and fear. These three words describe how I feel right now. Austin's here. The last thing I wanted was to face Austin and now that's exactly what's happening. After a while, I'm able to find my voice.
'Au-Au-Austin... what are you doing here,' I ask, my voice coming out shaky.
'I came to see you obviously,' he says chuckling a little.
'I stay silent after that, not knowing what to say.
'Aren't you going to let me in,' he says. I just slightly nod and move aside so he can come in. I close the door behind me and towards the living room with Austin trailing behind me. We both take a seat on the couch.
'So,' I start off, fiddling with my fingers,' why did you come to see me,' my voice is still shaky from before.
He chuckles again,' Am I not allowed to see you whenever I want.'
'I don't see why you would want to come see me,' I respond in a quiet voice. Honestly, I just wanted a day to myself.
I hear him sigh loudly. 'Well, I just really wanted to see you,' he speaks up after a while.
'Why,' I simply ask still fiddling with my fingers nervously. He says nothing. All that could be heard in this room is the sound of us breathing.
After a minute of awkward silence, he decides to speak up. 'Ally we have to talk about what happened between us,' he says in a quiet voice. I sigh.
'What's there to talk about? It was a one time thing that happened in 'the heat of the moment' and it was a mistake,' I tell him whispering the last part. Okay that was a complete lie. I don't think it was a mistake in fact I enjoyed every moment of it. And I know it wasn't just 'the heat of the moment, to me it was more than that. But I can't possibly tell him that.
He probably thinks it was a mistake himself. He might regret the whole thing. Deep down I wish what I'm think was wrong but I can't help but feel that he did it out of pity or because he felt sorry for me.
I f I tell him exactly how I feel, he might just laugh at me or even yell and say he never wants to see me again. I mean I used to try to avoid him all the time but I after yesterday, I couldn't help but feel something towards him. But I will never tell him that.
'A mistake. How could you call it a mistake,' he says. It sounds like his voice is cracking. 'Ally I- ,' immediately I cut him off.
'Austin I think it's best if we forget about what happened. I just don't want you losing your friends. Both of us can never be together and you know that. Our lives are completely different. You're a rich, popular boy that everyone loves while I'm a poor, loser that people could care less about. I know you must regret everything that happened between us and I'm sorry about that,' I tell him. I try as hard as possible to make it seem like I'm about to cry. The whole time my head was facing towards the ground.
'But Ally-,' I cut him off again.
'Also I don't think you should keep coming over to my house as often as you do. We have two weeks left until our project is due. When the two weeks have gone by, I don't think you should come by at all,' I say keeping my voice firm.
Before he can say something, I speak up again,' Austin, I'll be going out with Britney soon so I think you should leave before she arrives,' I say politely so I don't sound rude.
'Okay...I'll see you again,' he says quietly and leaves without another word. I really don't know how he's feeling right now.
Once I hear the door shut I know he has left. That Britney thing was a complete lie. I just wanted to spend some time alone, by myself.
I stay sitting on the couch for two minutes before completely breaking down and crying. I couldn't help it; thinking over what's been happening in my life just brings me to tears.
Austin's POV
I shut the door close and start going home. A mistake. A fucking mistake. How could she think like that? Didn't she feel what I felt? Never before in my life, have I felt something so right. When I'm with Ally I just can't explain how I feel.
Whatever happened between us made me feel so loved and special and she tells me it was mistake. I wipe away the single tear that rolls down my cheek. I have never cried over a girl before. What is happening to me? My mind and heart was filled with so many emotions.
AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY CAN'T ALLY UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I WANT HER? HOW MUCH I NEED HER? HOW MUCH I LOVE HER?
Why doesn't she understand?
The Next Day... (School Day)
'That time has finally come girls,' Cassidy says with a smirk one her face. Kira and Suzy evilly laugh behind her.
'This day is going to change Ally's life forever,'
The trio laugh and wait for the bell to ring.
Ally's POV
School today. I really wasn't in the mood for it. I sat in the hall waiting patiently for this assembly to start. I can hear students walking in and taking a seat.
Time went by and then finally, I heard the principle start talking and the whole hall went silent and started listening to the principle.
'So as you know part of this school was burnt down, so - ,' suddenly he was cut off,' Excuse we have something very important and we feel the whole school needs to see this,' by the sound of that voice, I could tell it was Cassidy.
'Umm...sure. Cassidy, Kira and Suzy have something to present to you guys,' the principle announced. It was then I got curious. What was Suzy doing with Cassidy and Kira, didn't she dislike them.
'We have a video to show you. Enjoy,' I hear Kira speak into the mike.
I sit waiting to listen to the video.
The video...
'Hey Dorkson, what are you doing here all alone,' I heard a deep voice say.
Not just any deep voice, the deep I heard when I was- NO! It can't be. It's not possible for them to have that video.
'Who are you,' I heard my own voice squeak out.
My eyes widen. It is that video. I need to get away. There's nothing I can do to stop this.
'Miss,' I call out to the teacher standing near me.
'Yes sweetie,' I ask gently.
'May I go to the bathroom,' I ask.
'Of course. I'll take you there,' with that she takes my hand and led me to the door. I look down and avoid everything else going on around me. There's gasp and whispers everywhere.
Just as we exit I hear a voice in that video coming from no one other that Dallas. And knew then, that everyone one will know what I've been hiding for ages.
'Listen Bitch, if you want what's fuckin best for you. You will shut the fuck up,'
I know its short AF and I'm sorry for that. But thanks for reading btw.
I promise the next chapter will be longer.
Also sorry for the EXTREMELY long wait.
If I was in your place I would be angry and really pissed as well.
Once again sorry!
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