A/N: So I finally got around to writing some more miyusawa but this is just my excuse to write smut trololol. So with that I forewarn you that this will have sex, obviously. Oh and also this is to the people who don't believe in Eijun being able to top. Because Kazuya deserves some much needed attention too right? I actually really like it when there are switches in love making. It shows a lot of trust between partners, sex is not about complete control (unless you're like both in agreement to that sort of thing), it is about putting your trust into one another and exploring each other to your heart's content in making each other feel good. Soooo yeah I leave this here. I already posted it on tumblr but figured I'd upload here too (edited).
He had driven hard all day and all night to make it home earlier than expected. He wanted the chance to spend their day off together. The ironic thing of it was, he hadn't really thought of when and how it all sort of happened. When Sawamura Eijun just sort of started staying at his place more often, how gradually, it sort of turned into a permanent thing and Miyuki Kazuya just didn't mind at that point because he liked it, he liked him. He didn't fight Eijun on it because it all just felt natural. That point from where friendship transitioned smoothly into a romantic relationship, or as smoothly as it could go with these two. Where Eijun wasn't simply Sawamura anymore, and how he enjoyed watching his partner get flustered and red as he softly whispered Kazuya's name, instead of simply saying Miyuki.
Eijun was still Eijun of course, so nothing much had changed aside from how overwhelming his feelings could be day in and day out, how he'd miss Eijun when he'd be out of state playing an important game with his team or when one of them would be home and the other would be out working. They were rare times when both of them would actually get to stay home at the same time. He never really understood what the term "home" meant, why people put such sentimental value into the word. Miyuki Kazuya used to call it a temporary shelter, until Eijun happened to enlighten him.
"Home? That's easy. My home is wherever you are." Eijun said with a wide enough grin to just light up the whole damn universe, or just Kazuya's.
Kazuya blinked in disbelief at how simple and yet cliché that sounded, but it made sense he supposed, especially for someone as warm and open as his partner.
"Of course your answer would be so plain and simple..." Kazuya said playfully in that all familiar tone that hardly failed to get a rise out of his favorite person.
"EH? You asked for my opinion! Are you making fun of me?!"
Eijun was mostly simple and to the point. That was one of the many reasons he found him refreshing to be around. There were no hidden secrets, no continuous mind games. He was obvious in his actions, easy to read, and not an endless maze like his own mind liked to be half the time. He dreaded the idea of ever having to deal with someone like himself, despite his partner not being a walk in the park either. It was easy reading the average person's mannerisms, what they liked, what they didn't like, etc. Although Eijun hated it when Kazuya would analyze him sometimes because then the arguments commenced.
"You're always just reading people but have you ever looked at yourself, Miyuki Kazuya?! You're being such a bastard thinking you know everyone like they're an open BOOK! And who cares if I'm easy to read! I have feelings, you know! You know, feelings? Those things you like to hide!" Eijun gestured wildly.
When he'd get angry, it'd be more than apparent. His voice not only sounded it, whether he was in your face or in the middle of muttering words, but he'd tighten his grip as he curled his hands and fingers into fists. His eyes would start tearing up out of sheer rage, and he'd clench his teeth ever so tightly. Everything was just out on display for him to digest. And in some twisted part of his mind he still found Sawamura Eijun amusing and beautiful in all his golden rage. It was fascinating to watch him, to study the multitude of reactions he'd have, but Kazuya would have to admit, despite the fights, and the annoyances, the multiple upsets and silent treatments, his favorite parts were when they'd miss each other so much that they'd make love to one another until they'd fall asleep, safely curled up in each other's arms with tangled limbs. Because that was their safe space, their place of inner peace.
Kazuya finally made it home as he kicked off his shoes at the entrance. The moment he stepped further inside, he padded quietly through the house, relying on touch and memory to guide him rather than sight. He didn't want to wake Eijun. He figured he'd surprise him. Amber eyes had adjusted by the time he got to the bedroom. That all familiar form that he's grown so accustomed to slept in the pale blue moonlight that worked around the edges of the curtains to enter the room. Eijun was lying on his side, his face towards the edge of the bed and the door. He had kicked off the blankets as he often did, and Kazuya couldn't help but softly smile. It was such a true talent that others had failed at, Sawamura Eijun had such a natural talent at making him go soft.
Eijun was sleeping in just a pair of boxers and amber eyes refused to leave the sight as Kazuya gently stepped across the room towards him. He knelt by the side of the bed and laid his hand down on the mattress next to a sleeping Eijun. Kazuya studied peaceful facial features for a moment. His chest pulled with emotion and he found himself grateful to be home. So those overwhelming emotions he kept thinking about, they got stronger the longer they stayed away from one another, but that was normal when you were way in over your head about someone. Kazuya reached up with his other hand and tucked a stray lock of hair behind Eijun's ear. A breathy murmur and a snuggle to his pillow were the immediate responses. Kazuya smiled and leaned in to kiss him. He gently took Eijun's bottom lip between his own and sucked.
"Hmm," Eijun murmured as he shifted a little more onto his back.
"Hey," Kazuya whispered against Eijun's mouth. He gave him another light kiss. "I'm home."
Eijun made a confused noise in his throat and an attempt to kiss back, but those gorgeous golden eyes that always made his heart flutter remained closed. Kazuya chuckled softly against the other's sun kissed neck as he leaned down to nuzzle him. "Hmm, is someone still half asleep~" He teased, raising his tone quite a bit.
Unfocused golden eyes slowly fluttered open and shut a few times. Then Kazuya could see the moment Eijun became conscious enough to recognize his presence as real. A sleepy grin spread across his adorable face and Kazuya would never get tired of seeing that look of sheer happiness. God damn he was tired but seeing Eijun's face light up, this small moment where in an instant it was all just worth it. He could come back to this exact moment and just let the feeling consume him.
A grinning Eijun threw an arm around Kazuya's neck and pulled him in close for another sleepy kiss, this one much less innocent. Eijun was still moving heavily, still fighting sleep, but it didn't dampen the passion that came through in his lips.
They pulled apart and Kazuya lay his forehead against Eijun's and tenderly stroked his cheek with his thumb. Then he realized he really needed to move his legs so he reluctantly pulled away to stand up.
"I thought you said you wouldn't be home until tomorrow afternoon," Eijun said, his voice still filled with sleep. There was confusion in it, but obvious happiness too.
"Yeah," Kazuya replied as he stripped out of his clothes. "But I drove all night to get here."
Eijun huffed, "You sped didn't you?!"
Kazuya climbed into the bed. "I wanted a whole day with you, Eijun," he murmured pleadingly next to his partner's ear.
He felt Eijun shiver before rolling over so that they were face to face. Kazuya wrapped Eijun up in his arms and pulled him close. The action was reciprocated wrapping as they wrapped themselves tightly.
"Yeah but—" He paused. "Hmm, just don't speed anymore you could die." Eijun said sternly as he pouted.
When Eijun voiced his concerns Kazuya couldn't help but have a bit of fun with it. He blinked a few times and chuckled.
"I'm being serious Kazuya! Don't laugh!"
"Sorry, it's just funny when you're the one scolding me. It's usually the other way around. I blame you though, you make me reckless." Kazuya said smirking.
Eijun suddenly felt his face heat up and he broke eye contact. He had no come back to that aside from his usual, "Smug bastard…"
A brief silence filled the room as Eijun simply tried calming down, forcing himself to not look at those all-knowing amber eyes that he felt were looking back at him now. God, he missed Kazuya. He wondered if the cocky bastard even knew how much he meant to him. The silence was broken after a small moment.
"I missed you by the way." Eijun's breathy whisper was warm against Kazuya's neck and it was followed by light closed-lipped kisses along the same spot.
Kazuya was suddenly less tired than he'd been. "I-I missed you, too." Kazuya ran his fingers along Eijun's ribs before palming his hip bone and then slipping a fingertip beneath the waistband of his soft cotton boxers.
They lay like that for several minutes, wrapped up tight against one another, hands lazily taking in of all the skin they'd been missing for the few weeks apart. Sleepy, unhurried kisses were exchanged and they brushed their faces against one another. Then Eijun brought his hand to the side of Kazuya's face and deepened the kiss. As he did, he shifted his hips and their boxer-clad cocks ground against one another.
Kazuya half-moaned, half-gasped into Eijun's mouth and pulled him even closer. Eijun pulled his face away just enough to breathe, "Kazuya," against his lips before claiming his mouth with his tongue again. Kazuya swore that the more they kissed the better Eijun got at it because he was getting his breath taken away. He welcomed the hunger for more. Eijun's fingers curled tighter in Kazuya's strands of windswept hair and Kazuya dug his own fingers into the full, round cheek of Eijun's ass.
"Eijun," he murmured back, barely breaking the kiss to say it. He tried to hold his partner tighter to him, unsure if that was even possible. Kazuya's brows pinched together with emotion as he tried to convey everything he felt through his actions.
They rolled to the side and Eijun was on top of him, his thigh gently pushing against the hard heat between Kazuya's legs. Eijun shifted to give a little friction and Kazuya moaned into his mouth. Eijun then propped himself up slightly on his elbows, and pulled his mouth away long enough to really look at Kazuya. He'd would often get lost in the beautiful enigma in front of him. For all the snide remarks and cynicism his partner had, Eijun still thought he was a gorgeous sight, sharp edged and all. Eijun, of course, was aware that Kazuya would get fidgety at his long moments of silent staring and he had to remind Kazuya that he was allowed to stare, that all he saw was raw beauty.
Kazuya's eyes skimmed over his partner's face in the moonshine, taking in every line and pore that he'd not seen in person for weeks. Eijun then stroked a thumb along Kazuya's jaw and gave a soft smile.
"I just really love you…" Eijun muttered before trailing kisses along Kazuya's jaw and rolled his hips.
Kazuya murmured an appreciative sound. "It's because I'm good in bed," he joked, in a low, sleepy whisper losing his usual smugness.
Eijun snorted and let out a breathy laugh at Kazuya's neck which made him slightly squirm. "Well I'm the one on top right now so, HA~!"
Kazuya would have responded to that but Eijun then licked a line against his collarbone, almost in an attempt to shut him up. When he nipped at it gently, Kazuya's fingers wound into his mop of hair and Kazuya's head dug backwards into the pillow as he panted. Seriously, he could never get enough of how much Eijun amazed him. Everything he did, he did full-heartedly.
Eijun rolled his hips again, slow little circles meant to tease, and Kazuya began to come undone beneath him. Eijun was achingly hard and felt his partner reciprocate the sentiment. He kept up the movement of his hips as he licked and bit slow kisses along Kazuya's neck and shoulders. He had a lot of love to give, love that came in the form of heat and passion, of smoldering molten gold, and whispered confessions. Kazuya's hands roamed freely across the muscles of Eijun's back, pausing sometimes to massage at his hips, or to come up and pet at his hair, an affectionate gesture that he'd come to adore.
Eijun lifted himself a little and Kazuya's hands slid down to push at his boxers. Then Eijun reluctantly stopped his kissing long enough to kick them off and then remove Kazuya's in turn. Kazuya's came off much more slowly, though, as Eijun kept pausing to suck at his hip bones, lick at his abs, and breathe in the spicy and musky mix of his scent. After Eijun pulled the boxers away from Kazuya's feet and his partner's legs naturally fell slightly more open.
He took the chance to kiss at Kazuya's thighs, slide his hands up Kazuya's toned legs to cup at his ass, (not that it was revenge or anything for Kazuya always doing it to him) and run the tip of his nose and the tip of his tongue along the muscles that led to his cock. Kazuya was squirming just a little, and the sounds he made had Eijun intoxicated and awake with adrenaline and desire. It was sexy and screw how great Miyuki Kazuya sounded when he grew needier by the second.
Eijun ran his tongue along the underside of Kazuya's cock, from base to tip, and Kazuya gripped the sheets beneath them. "Fuck, you're driving me crazy. When the hell did you get this good?" Kazuya asked, his voice dangerously low and filled with grit.
"Good. And I learn quickly, remember?" Eijun replied triumphantly before taking the head of Kazuya's cock into his mouth and sucking gently.
"Ah, shit," Kazuya groaned as he gripped at Eijun's arms that were holding Kazuya's thighs open and still. Eijun's mouth worked at Kazuya's cock, slowly, making them both wet with spit, with Eijun dragging his lips across the head and width of the shaft, giving wet kisses between long sucks at the full length of Kazuya's cock. Eijun glanced up to look at the disheveled mess and smiled when he saw his partner's head was now buried into the pillow. One of Kazuya's hands still gripped at Eijun's arm, but the other was over his head, holding onto the mattress.
Eijun pushed himself up and over Kazuya, and lay atop of him so that their pelvises lined up perfectly. He smiled down at his beautiful open-mouthed partner and sucked Kazuya's swollen bottom lip into his mouth, trailing his teeth over it, as he moved their bodies against each other. Kazuya groaned into Eijun's mouth, and Eijun's body shuddered at the smooth heat of Kazuya's cock sliding haphazardly against his own. Eijun pulled back, sheltering Kazuya's face with his hands and looked down at him.
"I want to be inside of you, Kazuya." Eijun spoke quietly, emotion tinging every word. His eyes searched his partner's face. None of this was planned. They both knew they were tired, and yet at that moment they both needed each other in an almost lazy, comfortable desperation.
Kazuya just smirked and nodded, before raising his face up to meet Eijun's again. Eijun's face had a hint of pink to it, but Kazuya chose not to comment. Kazuya shifted as he snaked one arm out towards the bedside table. Neither broke the kiss, instead both of them rolled on the bed so that Kazuya could reach over. While this happened Eijun figured he could take off the other's glasses in the process and put them aside too. He wouldn't want them broken, again. So Kazuya did just that, handing his precious glasses to Eijun. Kazuya then pulled out a condom after and lay it on his own chest, hissing slightly against Eijun's lips at the sudden coldness. Then he pulled out the bottle of lube, as he was soon pressing it into Eijun's palm.
Eijun took the bottle, but immediately lay it to the side. He moved that hand down, grasped at Kazuya's thigh and ran his hand along the side. Pulling Kazuya's leg up and over him, Kazuya's hands slid along Eijun's back. Eijun effectively wrapped himself up in Kazuya, practically willing their bodies to touch at every single point. They kissed deeply, the sounds of gasping breaths and skin against skin soon filling the otherwise silent room.
They continued for a while, teasing and loving and exploring, until eventually Eijun's fingers slid against Kazuya's ass again. Eijun felt Kazuya gasp and tighten at the contact momentarily and then felt him breathe out and relax at Eijun's soothing touches. The lube was grabbed and Eijun began with prepping his partner. He took his time, watching Kazuya's face contort into pleasured expressions every time Eijun pushed deeper and scissored his fingers through. Their bodies kept close, only pulling away if they absolutely had to for the task at hand.
Finally, Eijun relented, wanting more even as he was rapt with seeing Kazuya's body and face react to his mere touch. He placed the condom on hurriedly, and slicked himself up before reluctantly pulling away so he could maneuver his body. He slowly pushed himself into Kazuya, reeling from the overloaded sensations. Kazuya moaned and writhed beneath Eijun before wrapping his leg tighter around Eijun's hip, urging him to push further.
Eijun dropped back down to his elbows and rocked into Kazuya as he let out a groan. "Feels...," he panted before sucking on Kazuya's lips again and slid his tongue deep into his mouth. "so...good," Eijun breathed against Kazuya's face.
Kazuya angled his hips up just right and Eijun could feel when he'd hit the sweet spot as Kazuya shuddered beneath him and dug his fingers into the flesh of Eijun's back.
"Eijun," Kazuya's voice came out wrecked and rough, higher than normal and stupid good looking bastard always had a seductive voice. "Just keep going."
"O-Okay," Eijun murmured again, overwhelmed with the sensations working their way through his body. He dropped his head down beside Kazuya's and shivered as Kazuya's breathy moans hit his ear some more. "Shit." Kazuya panted and gulped for air as Eijun's body sped up, wanting more, letting desire run its course. Eijun's hand closed around Kazuya, stroking him in a matched speed.
Eijun rose to watch Kazuya's face for a moment before kissing him again. Eijun's forehead was already beaded with sweat and he almost grimaced from the intensity of the feeling of Kazuya wrapped around him. Not just wrapped tight and hot around his cock, but with legs holding Eijun close and arms draped over his ribs and back. They kissed deeply, wanting to fill each other up in every possible way, wanting to consume one another with heated exchanges. Eijun's arms and legs shifted to pull Kazuya even closer, even as his hips rocked back and away just to plunge in again. Kazuya was home, with Eijun inside of him and he never wanted to leave again. He wanted to bask in the overwhelming and comforting heat.
Eijun's hand tightened and twisted, urging more sounds from Kazuya. He was rewarded as Kazuya groaned beneath him, and suddenly it was all Eijun could do to hold on. Their rhythm faltered momentarily as Kazuya shuddered beneath him, clearly close to the edge from the feeling of Eijun's cock hitting his prostate. They mashed lips, struggling to keep their mouths together as they panted and moaned and became entangled utter messes.
Kazuya looked at Eijun and cried out. "Almost…!"
Eijun brought his free hand up to cup at Kazuya's face and kissed him all over again. As he did, he squeezed with the hand around Kazuya's cock. There was a groan in Eijun's mouth as Kazuya's body tightened and trembled as he toppled over the edge. His cock twitched in Eijun's hand as he came, and Eijun was almost instantly there with him, calling out against Kazuya's lips, tears in his eyes from the intensity and it was a wondrous sight. Eijun's legs turned to lead as his whole body spasmed, his cock pumping its release into the thin layer of latex between them.
Kazuya growled as Eijun's hand finally released his cock, Eijun falling forward and over him. The room was quiet, but Eijun couldn't tell over the sound of blood rushing past his ears and their mingled heavy breathing. Shimmering golden eyes were nearly brimming with unshed tears, as fatigue and post-orgasmic feelings washed through them. He huffed against Kazuya's neck, shifting just slightly. Kazuya swallowed hard and Eijun watched, in a daze, as Kazuya's adam's apple bobbed. It was fascinating.
Eijun shifted to pull out of Kazuya, causing them to groan in unison, but kept his body held tight along his partner's. Kazuya's limbs remained wrapped around Eijun, but only hanging there, no longer gripping with any strength.
They both looked up at each other, watching one another, as golden and amber eyes locked stares. Eijun took a deep breath and swallowed.
"Welcome home, Kazuya," Eijun said in a whisper and small grin.
How Eijun managed to be sexy and innocent at the same time, Kazuya had no clue, but Sawamura Eijun was a wonderful contradiction.
Kazuya faced him, adjusting his head against the mattress so he could see him better. "Yeah, ha." He rolled slightly for a short, gentle kiss. "I'm glad I'm home."
End Note: I don't know if I'm really back to writing actively for these two. I've been writing for Hetalia a lot lately and I'm doing that 30 Day OTP Challenge along with juggling school, but I'll post whenever I miss these babies.