A/N Hey guys! So I'm super glad that some people actually like this story. I don't know how long I'm going to keep it going. It might only be a couple chapter or it could go up to twenty! So anyway, if you have any ideas, suggestion or criticism please review or PM me! Thank you and enjoy!
It's been one day since the fight and Tobias and we haven't talked let alone made eye contact. Well because I've been locked in our room for that time. But today I'm going to go out because I'm hungry. I finish getting dressed and putting on makeup and open the door. When I do, I hear Tobias in the kitchen probably making his own breakfast. I step out and remain silent. He places a mug of coffee on the island but I ignore it and start to make my own.
"Tris, what are you doing?" Tobias asks behind me.
"I'm doing voodoo magic to bring back my dead parents, what do you think I'm doing? I'm making my coffee, dumbass." I spit.
"I already made your coffee." Tobias tells me while I turn around to face him. I scrunch my nose and shake my head.
"I don't want it." I say. Tobias rolls his eyes and groans.
"When are you going to forgive me? I told you that I didn't mean anything that I said." he pleads. I abandon my coffee and turn my full attention to him.
"Then why'd you say it, huh? Do those thoughts just sit in that little mind of yours? Tobias that killed me what you said and I-" my eyes drift down to his left hand where his engagement ring usually sits. It's gone. "You're not wearing your ring." I say, my voice smaller and quieter.
"Neither are you." he retorts. I suddenly remember throwing it across the room.
"Does that mean-" I start.
"I think so." Tobias finishes. He doesn't seem remorseful at all. In fact I can't tell how he feels. I scoff and lean on the counter.
"Did we really just break up? After everything we've been though, we just now break up?" I ask even though I know the answer. "Over some stupid, petty argument we're going to break up?"
"What else is there to do, Tris? If a stupid, petty argument brings us to this, then what will a serious one do? I mean maybe we need sometime apart to figure things out, I guess. But I do have one question, why don't you want kids?" he says. I knew this would come up again. I take multiple breaths trying to force the answer out.
"I-I..can't tell you." I stutter.
"We've both been through hell and back together so why can't you freaking tell me this one thing?!"
"Because I can't have kids!" I shout. "I've never been able to but I've always some. But I thought it'd be okay because you've never shown interest in having some." I can feel tears burning in the back of my eyes and I do my best to hold the back. Guilt and regret crosses Tobias face. "I hoped I would never have to tell you because I though it would break my heart, and it sure as hell did." I shove past his shoulder and resist the urge to stomp his foot with my cane.
"Tris," he says behind me. I try to ignore the quiver in his voice.
"I'm going out. I don't know when I'll be back." I don't look at him as I walk out. I walk down the hall as fast as my weak legs will allow. The summer breeze warms my face once I step out of the apartment building. I spot Christina across the street holding Mathews hand. She waves at me, kisses Mathews cheek then jogs over to me. Her baby bump is small, almost nonexistent.
"Hey Trissy," she smiles coming to my side. No matter how hard I try she won't stop calling me Trissy, so I've just learned to accept it.
"Hi Christina," I say with a tight smile.
"What's wrong? You seem...upset." it's a curse she knows me to well.
"Tobias and I broke up," I say with a nod. Christina gasps and her hand flies to her mouth.
"Oh my God. Tris I'm so sorry." she wraps her arms around me and now I let the tears spill from my eyes. I try to focus on the noise around me such as cars and conversation, not the sound of my world shattering.
"Tris what's wrong?" I hear Mathew ask.
"Mathew, I love you. But if you want to keep your eyeballs walk away now." Christina warns. I laugh and pull away from her, wiping my eyes.
"It's alright, he can stay. And, Tobias broke up with me." I tell him. Mathew looks sorry, but he doesn't say anything. A moment later I see Tobias and Zeke walk out of the apartment and Christina eyeing the ground and biting her lip. "Don't throw that rock Christina." I say when I notice that she's staring at a large rock on the ground.
"Damnit." she mutters. I laugh and so does she.
"Wait, who's that?" Mathew says, pointing to a girl who walks up to Tobias and rubs his arm flirtatiously.
"I don't know, but I'm going to screw her up." Christina growls starting to walk towards them. I grab her arm and pull her back.
"Christina it's fine, I don't care." I say, trying to calm her down.
"Well I do," she crosses her arms and sighs. "I hate him."
"Yeah, me too." I say crossing my arms as well.
"Like, me too." Mathew says in a high pitched voice, clearly mocking us. Christina and I simultaneously turn and smack his arms. "Ow, God I was just agreeing." we all laugh again and I do my best to ignore Tobias obviously flirting with that girl.
A/N Good? Decent? I kind of liked it tbh. Anyway FourTris Lover suggested that Tris and Tobias start dating other people which is what I was thinking of doing. If you want that to happen, tell me! Thank you for reading! Ily and DFTBA!