A/N Hey guys! So I now have a new review goal! Before chapter 20 I would love to have 200 reviews because that would make me very, very happy. So I'm watching High School Musical and decided to look up the actors now and whatever. And I found out that the guy that's like "I play the cello!" Got arrested for robbing a pizza parlor. Weird. That's all for now! Thanks for clicking and enjoy!

I stand in Lilian's room, dressing her into a dress that I had just recently boughten. Once I finish, I slip on her shoes and get myself dressed. Yesterday was the last day of my maternity leave so today I'm getting back to work like usual. Johanna had given me an extra week because of Lilian's problems. Until I can find a good daycare center, Lilian will have to come to work with me, which shouldn't be so hard because I mostly sit at my desk and she can either sit with me or sleep in her carrier. Johanna also gave me a couple extra breaks for whenever she needs to be fed or given her medicine.

Right before I leave my apartment, I grab the duck stuffed animal that Lilian has fallen in love with, and leave. The drive to work is short and as I'm pulling up to the building I see Tobias waiting outside for me.

"Well don't you two look gorgeous," Tobias says, then kisses me. Lilian giggles when he kisses her cheek.

"Looks like someone loves their daddy," I say and Tobias's smile widens. "We need to be getting to work," Tobias nods and walks me to my office. Lilian examines her new surroundings before getting bored and playing with her stuffed animal. I set up a little play area for her, which only consists on a blanket on the floor right next to my feet so I could reach her quickly if needed.

About two hours after arriving, Lilian begins to get fussy. I tried feeding her and getting her to sleep but she refuses both. I'm positive the crying is disturbing anyone around me, so I use one of the breaks Johanna lets me have and take Lilian outside. I bounce her lightly as I pace back and forth on the sidewalk. A couple minutes later as I'm getting ready to go back inside, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I whirl around expecting to see Tobias.

"Josh," I exhale in a frightened tone. His cold, green eyes stare into mine and are immensely different from the apologetic one's I saw last. Before he can say anything I turn to walk inside but he grabs my arm to pull me back. With one hand wrapped tightly around Lilian, I don't have enough strength to push him away and I'm to scared to scream for help.

"Why haven't you come seen me?" Josh seethes, getting way to close for my liking.

"Last time I saw you, you almost killed me so I didn't really want to see you again." I say which might've been the best idea. His eyes shift down to Lilian and I clutch her even closer than I though possible. Lilian places her head on my chest and tries to get closer to me.

"I didn't almost kill you. You got what you deserve for cheating on me." he says right in my face.

"Josh, please get away from me." I try to hide the fear in my voice my fail miserably. Without warning, he raises his hand and backhands me across his face. I gasp and stumble away from him. Josh grabs my ponytail and slams me against the wall then moves his hand to hold me against the wall by my neck. Lilian begins crying which makes Josh turn his attention to her. I hold her as tight as I can, desperate not lose another child. I hear the door in the building open and thank God, Tobias comes out. I don't hear what he says but within seconds Josh is pulled off me. I collapse onto the ground and try and catch my breath.

I look up at Josh and Tobias. Tobias has Josh's shirt collar in his fist but I can't hear what he's saying to him. Surprisingly, I don't see Tobias do anything to hurt Josh, he only appears to be yelling at him. Soon, Josh pulls out of Tobias's grasp and runs across the street to his car. Tobias then rushes over to me and helps me up.

"Are you okay, Tris?" Tobias asks, eyeing the red mark from where Josh hit me.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine." I say, no louder than a whisper. "Why didn't you beat the shit out of him?"

"I don't know," Tobias smirks. "Next time I see him we won't be walking away I can tell you that. Now come on, let's get you and Lilian inside." I curse myself for not checking Lilian before now that I do she seems fine, if not a little shaken up. Tobias wraps his arm around my waist and leads me inside. Bridgette looks at me worriedly but Tobias says something and she sits back down.

"I want to go home," I say suddenly. Tobias shifts his questioning gaze to me.

"Okay, I can tell Johanna and-" he starts.

"No," I interrupt. "I want to go back to Abnegation and see my Mom and Dad and I want to go back home." I don't really know where this is coming from but when I say it I know it's true. Tears spike the backs of my eyes and threaten to spill over.

"Oh Tris," Tobias sighs. His arms go around me go around me and does his best to hug me without squishing Lilian.

"I wish they could've met Lilian and Grayson." I cry. "I wonder what they'd think of me now."

"Tris, they would think any different of you. In fact, they would be so damn proud of you," Tobias stares at me vehemently. "Why are you thinking of this?"

"I don't know, it's just after everything with Josh I started thinking about what my Mom would tell me to do and what my Dad would look like the first time he held Lilian and what they'd do after Grayson." I start getting choked up again. "Sorry, I-I need to go." I turn around and walk out of the office building.

"Tris!" Tobias shouts following after me.

"Can you just leave me alone?!" I screech. Tobias halts to a stop. "I don't need you to pity me, alight? I'm just fine on my own,"

"I'm not trying to pity you, Tris. All I want to do is make sure you're okay." Tobias says in a slow voice.

"When am I not okay?" I laugh humorously. "I did just fine without you for sixteen years. I can handle one more night," I turn on my heel and stalk back to my car.

"Don't walk away from me Tris!" I hear Tobias shout behind me.

"And you can't tell me what to do either!" I yell while raising my middle finger back to him. He doesn't respond which leads me to believe he's already gone inside. I strap Lilian into her carseat and get into the front. As soon I close the car door the rest of my tears flow from my eyes without control. I start slamming my hands on the steering wheel while screaming "Fuck!" over and over. After only a few seconds I calm myself down and begin taking regular breaths. I look up into the mirror that Lilian is staring into.

"I'm so sorry you're stuck with me, baby girl." I say, shaking my head slightly. Of courses she doesn't respond just stares at me with her blue eyes identical to her fathers. I eventually break myself from her gaze and start my drive home.

A/N I kind liked this chapter, kinda didn't. I know all y'all FourTris lovers will probably come find me and murder me, but hey, you'll never find me XD. So a couple of nights ago I saw Mockingjay part 1 (again) with my real life best friend Abnegation Ravenclaw and it was the funnest night I've had in recent years. Y'all should really go check out her stories! They are so freaking good! Now time for the QOTC! What is your favorite Fanfiction on this site? I have so many! But my top are Relighting The Fire (Hunger Games-Post Mockingjay) by Macks655, When The Red X Is On The Door (Hunger Games-Post Mockingjay) by MadameBeth or Into The Night (Divergent Modern Day AU) by PurpleStar613. Wbu?

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