A/N It's 4:34 in the morning and I'm watching Phineas and Ferb. Did y'all know that their Platypus and I share a name? Perry. True story. It's not my first name though, it's my middle name. I used to get called a Platypus when the show first came out and it made me cry. Yeah. Anyway that's all I have to say. Thanks for clicking! Enjoy!

It's been three straight hours of Lillian's cries. I've been trying everything to calm her down but nothing is working. First I assumed she was hungry so I fed her but then her cries resumed. Then I thought she was tired and I tried multiple times to get her to sleep but on matter how hard I try she stays wide awake. Her screams are heartbreaking, and because I have no idea what she wants makes it even worse. I keep wishing Tobias will somehow magically appear, knowing what to do but then I remember that I screwed that up.

"Lillian, baby girl, please calm down." I say, starting to feel tears of my own. "What do you need?" I know asking her is hopeless but it doesn't stop me anyway. I decide to try getting her to sleep again and when I put her down in her crib she starts trying to reach for something. "Your duck. You want your fucking duck," I mentally smack myself in the head for thinking of it before. I pick her up from the crib and limp down to my car. Although I don't need my cane anymore, my legs sometimes ache and it becomes hard to walk.

I drive as fast as I can to my office where I left her toys after the encounter with Josh. Johanna had given my keys to unlock the entire building and I thank God for them now. I unlock the door and walk up to my office. Lilian's crying seems louder in this quite building but they almost immediately cease when I ben over and pick up her stuffed animal. I breath a sigh of relief when she finally goes silent.

"Thank God for that duck," I mutter. "You know, most people wouldn't drive ten miles at midnight away just to get a stuffed animal. You're one lucky girl," I tickle her stomach a little and she giggles into the ducks head. I laugh as I lock the building up again and head back to my car. I try and start it, but the engine just sputters then dies. I hop out of the front seat to try and see what's wrong. Nothing seems wrong from the outside which leads me to believe I'll be taking a bus home. Being out so late without Tobias is making me feel a bit nervous. Tobias's apartment isn't too far away from here, I suppose if I move quickly I could get there without too much trouble. I hear something click behind me and before I get the chance to get back into the car, I shoved against the hood.

"How the hell did you find me?" I tremble, glaring up at the atrocious man above me.

"You'd be surprised at how close my apartment is." Josh growls.

"Please Josh, I'm sorry. Please don't hurt me," I shudder.

"I'm doing nothing but giving you what you deserve for cheating on me, and lying to me." he pulls me back by my shirt collar then slams me against the hood. The back of my head throbs and all I can do is pray that he doesn't see Lillian. His green eyes bore into mine, nothing like the ones I met only few months ago. How much things have changed in just a few months. His hands wrap around my throat and he squeezes. I get the same feeling I did in the Weapons Lab and feel dread course through me. Black spots crowd my vision and my breaths become shallow.

"Josh," I heave. His face becomes distorted and only one things runs through my mind. I bring my knee up as hard as I can. Josh stumbles back and I struggle to catch my breath. Before he has a chance to come after me again I run around to the back of the car to try stall some time. I peek into the car and find that Lilian has fallen asleep tightly clutching her stuffed animal. Part of me is glad she's asleep but for some reason it makes me nervous. Josh regains his bearings and tries to come after me again. Before I can get away again, he grabs my wrist and pulls me to face him.

"Unlock the car," he rumbles.

"W-what?" I stutter.

"Unlock the fucking car," he demands. I reach into my pocket to grab my keys. He snatches them from my hand the orders me to the passenger seat. I'm to scared to resist.

Tobias POV!

Usually on the nights when I know sleep isn't coming, the only thing that keeps me from going insane is getting out of the apartment. Although it's not that small, the size seems to become suffocating if I'm in there too long. I walk down the steps of the building and out onto the dark street. The cold air bites my exposed skin, but I cannot go back up to the apartment to get my jacket. I don't really know where I'm heading but when I near the building where I work, I hear some people talking. It sounds like a boy and a girl and they appear to be arguing. I turn the corner just in time to see the guy force the girl into the car while he walks around to the drivers seat.

Josh.

He looks me right in the eye, the raises his middle finger while he gets into the car and drives. If that was Tris with him, that means that Lillian is most likely there too. Dread fills me when I think of Tris and Lillian with Josh. I sprint back to my building and get into my car. I don't see where Josh went but I follow as best I can.

I find his car parked underneath in the lot next to his apartment. I jump out of my car, not even worrying to take the keys out. I get to the door, but realize I need an apartment key to get in. What the hell am I going to do?

A/N I have no idea what I'm gonna do for the next chapter. I had an idea but then I though about it and it became stupid. Please tell me what to do because I have no clue! And btw, I'll probably not update again until next year. Sorry XD

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