OKOK SO LIKE I SAID I WOULD, there will be a new character in this chapter, my OC, Jayy. He is the only friend Alex has back at home and knows everything about her. Oh and yes, I mentioned him in the previous chapter but didn't say anything about him till now since he didn't really come up, it was just Alex mentioning him. TY SO MUCH FOR READING THIS. :)))
*KAORU'S POV*
-icecream shop-
"Strawberry please" there she was, leaning forwards looking into the glass at all the ice cream buckets. Huge beautiful eyes widening more and more with excitement as the glass fogged up more with every breath she took.
"Jeez Alec, your eyes are about to pop outta your head" she turned around with a pout. Jeez, Hikaru will never stop teasing that girl. She was facing us, letting the glass finally clear up completely. She was squinting at him with a raised eyebrow.
"oh, let me enjoy the view in peace" he smirked.
"You're just like Honey-senpai" she glared, she hated being compared to others even if it was to point out a good thing, her glare was like Kyoya-senpai's, only scarier. OOOH, you're in some serious trouble now Hikaru, you might finally learn your lesson and stop teasing her.
"I'm sorry, I didn't quite hear what you just said, what was that?"
"ahh, no-nothing, K-Kaoru help, The Dark Lord Alec is trying to murder me" he leaped and hid behind me.
"Well then stop teasing her" I stepped aside and looked at him uninterested in his act.
*HIKARU'S POV*
I gotta admit it, even though she was satan like five seconds ago, she looks fucking adorable eating her ice cream, she looks so happy and carefree and just so cute. And as ALWAYS there's Kaoru just staring at her while smiling like a stupid idiot. I know he has had feelings for her since the beginning, he'll deny it but it's pretty obvious. And damn, I don't blame him, I mean like, that bitch is really pretty, she's sweet, caring, loving, amazing, AND FUCK DOES THAT GIRL HAVE A BODY. She's actually pretty hot. She has like the perfect body but usually most don't realize it because she decides to hide it by wearing baggy clothing and binding up her chest. What a waste I mean like LOOK AT HER, but then again who cares about that? For example, Haruhi, she doesn't have any but that doesn't mean she's not cute or anything, err well, not that I like her or anything. FUCK, WHAT AM I EVEN SAYING? MY FACE IS GUNNA EXPLODE IF I DON'T STOP IT'S ALREADY SUPER HOT AN-
" yo Hikaru? you okay? you seem pretty out of it and you've been completely ignoring everything I say" Kaoru's voice snapped me out of my thoughts, oh shit how long has he been trying to talk to me to? I hope it wasn't very long because he's gunna start to question me about it and I sure as hell don't want him to know what I was just thinking about. He'll kill me for thinking that way about Alex...
"Oh, really? sorry I was kinda thinking and zoned out" Well I mean at least i'm not really makin up any lies, it's the truth after all.
"about?" shit, what do I say? what should I say? I don't wanna lie to Kaoru but I can't just say 'oh you know Alex's body and how I-
"So guys, wassup?" She had finally finished her ice cream and had now joined our conversation "why so serious?" she looked at us with a huge grin.
"you worry too much" he grinned at her, ALL HAIL THE DARK LORD ALEC WHO HAS SAVED ME FROM BEING DECAPITATED BY MY OWN TWIN BROTHER, "I was just makin fun of stupid here for zoning out on me" he leaned in closer to her and whispered but made sure I could still hear what he was saying to her "I bet he was thinkin bout Haruhi ehh?"
"OH SHUT IT" I felt my face start to burn even more, he had been teasing me that for the longest time ever. Alex just smiled back at both of us.
"Well, if he likes her then it means she's a very special person so I don't blame him" she is…
*BACK TO KAORU'S POV*
"HEY, YA GUYS WANNA SEE AIKO?" a smile quickly made its' way onto my face
"YASSSSS" Hikaru quickly answered not realizing how loud he had just yelled, Well someone's excited to see her.
"okai~" she quickly pulled out the laptop she had in her backpack, WTF, how did we not notice the backpack she was carrying around. She quickly opened it, signed in faster than a human being should be capable of doing, and went on the website we used to video chat back when she was in America.
'Jayy'
"who's Jayy?" Both me n Hikaru asked at the same time with a frown on our face.
"The only friend I have back at home." she started laughing, jeez, what's so funny about it, and who exactly is he?
Hikaru turned away looking annoyed. I gotta admit, I was jealous, but I wasn't gunna throw a bitch fit because of it, stupid Hikaru, no need to act so immature because of it.
"He's takin care of Aiko for me while I'm here" HOW CLOSE ARE THEY EXACTLY? THEY'RE SO CLOSE THAT SHE EVEN TRUSTS LEAVING HER FUCKING BABY WITH HIM? Pfft. What could be so special about him anyways? He's just a commoner, a fucking loser just like everyone else back where she lives, she deserves better people than that. WOWOWOW, WHAT AM I SAYING? I'm acting like Hikaru now. I don't even know what he looks like...
Hikaru crossed his arms. "you could've just brought her with you"
"Attitude Hika." she glared at him hard "don't you dare be fuked up to him, he's the only person I have back at home and there is no way in hell I'd risk losing him." jeez and now she's threatening us, great.
"sorry" I just looked down unaware of the frown on my lips.
"AYEEEEEE, kid, que paso? why you take so long? I told ya to call me when you first got there child."
"SHADDUP, no te hagas el muy importante, I got a life ya know? And it doesn't just revolve around you" she smirked and he started cracking up "ANYWHORE, guys, this is Jayy, a very close friend of mine from back home, Jayy, this is Kaoru" she patted my head and then Hikaru's "and this is Hikaru"
"Oi, BAKA, don't do that" Alex then purposely patted his head again so he just gave up knowing he wasn't gunna win this one.
"But Hika~" she pouted "Kau lets me, right Kau?" she smiled at me and I just smiled back
"whatever, ALEC" she tried glaring but ended up laughing
"Hika? Kau? Alec? Ayee, nice nicknames" he winked at her.
"No, only I can call them that and don't you fucking dare call me Alec unless you want a chainsaw up your ass and a shovel down your throat, pendejo, quien te crees?" she glared at him. WOW she can be even scarier than Kyoya-senpai AND honey-senpai put together goddammit. Jayy shrieked, fell off his chair and tried to hide behind it
"I-I see you haven't changed at all, you're still as scary as ever Alex" she smiled sweetly pretending she hadn't just scared the living shit out of us all, me and Hikaru had just frozen in place. We then smirked realizing what she had just said.
" I thought we were gunna see Aiko" Hika looked even more pissed than before.
"Oi, c'mere girl" he whistled but nothing happened.
"She's not a dog you dumbass" she sighed, "Aiko, c'mere baby" she then clicked her tongue a few times and not even a second later the small cute creature was in the screen purring. "HAII, how ya doin? Gay Jayy isn't feeding you salad anymore is he?"
"OH SHADDUP! Yo que sabía que no comía eso?"
"SMARTASS, does she look like a fuqiunn rabbit to you? good thing I brought Luna with me or else she'd be eating fuken arroz con leche" Oh, so she brought Luna? She's probably in Alex's room right now sleeping. Now that's a lazy rabbit, all she does is eat and sleep all day. Or is she a bunny?
"what?" Hikaru had some stupid confused look on his face.
"it's like some mexican rice pudding, right?"
"yeps" she smiled at me, Hikaru quickly turned to me with a confused wtf face.
"Kaoru?" shit, I should've told him before, he's going to get pissed.
"You know how I told you I wanted to learn spanish?" he nodded "well I asked her and she agreed to teach me a few words through text and when we'd video chat and you'd fall asleep" he then sighed.
"oh"
"OH SHIT, I FORGOT TO LEAVE SOME FOOD FOR LUNA, KAU, HIKA, WE HAVE TO GO BACK NOW"
"Why don't we just call home and ask the maids to do it?"
"Umm Hika? How many times do I haveta tell ya that I don't like other people going through my stuff?" and Luna won't take anything unless i'm there with her anyways."
"Oi, well sorry, it's not my fault that little fur ball is so picky" he waved his hands in her face
"Well Jayy, I gotta go now, I'll call ya later though, aight?"
"OI, the last time ya said ya were gunna call me ya took forever"
"well like I said, I have a life, unlike you, all you do is eat, watch tv and sleep, pinche lazy ass"
"your life is basically yaoi, bands n anime."
"shu-shut the fuck up you stupid gay child" she cutely pouted while blushing, causing us all to blush even more, especially Jayy who shyly rubbed the back of his neck and looked away, AGAIN, both me and Hikaru glared at him. "ANYWHORE byeeee gay Jayy, call ya later, PEACEKIES" she shut her computer, shoved it in her backpack and jumped up "let's go, my baby es waiten fer meee" she skipped the whole way home causing others to stare at us. Once in awhile some dude would whistle or yell something out to her, she'd just glare at them, man she was scary.
"Oi,... he gay? ya know, Jayy? he seems to like you but ya called him gay Jayy"
"Oh no, yeah, he's gay, so he doesn't like me, he's just pretty shy and gets embarrassed easily." I smiled, relieved he wasn't hitting on her.
"oh"
"hey look, that chick got some big ass tits, YO whats some pretty young lady like yourself doing here, it's dangerous to be alone here, ya know? there are pervs everywhere, want us to walk ya home babe?"
"if ya wanna live...fuck off" she was looking down, we were about to go catch up to her but she signaled for us to stay back.
"Ahhhh, tough one ehh? better watch that little mouth of yours, it'll get ya into trouble, smart ass"
"If I were you, i'd back the fuck away… dumbass" her clenched fists were shaking with anger.
"I told you to watch your little dirty mouth or you'll piss someone off" he calmed down a bit and then wrapped his arm around her shoulders "c'mon someone's gotta protect you from those pervs around here while you walk home"
"I can protect myself, now get your fucking dirty hands off of me" he slipped his hand from her shoulders, down to her waist, grabbed her wrist with his other hand and pulled her against him, she smirked and looked up at him "idiotic bastard" he looked shocked, "you should've listened when I told you to leave, now… its too late. She twisted his hand towards his back and used her other hand to grab his neck, making him bend forwards and her knee came in contact with his face causing him to fall to his hands and knees. She then knocked the other dude over with one kick and kneeled on his stomach causing him to gasp for air "shhh, you don't want others to find out that a teenage girl beat ya up do ya?" both me and Hikaru were shocked, eyes wide, mouths open. They just stared at her, with fear in their eyes and in pain, "didn't believe me when I told you I could protect myself did ya? Now fuck off and leave me alone before I change my mind and actually kill ya both" they quickly got up and ran away as fast as they could..
"bastards." She wispered some other things under her breath that I wasn't able to understand. that was hot, err umm, cool.
*ALEX'S POV*
"bastards." when I turned around Hikaru and Kaoru were staring at me with their mouths open. I smiled at them and they quickly turned around blushing madly. Fuck if Jayy finds out he'll kill me, I had told him I would stop with all the street fighting after that one time I ended up in the hospital. I just couldn't stop myself they were pissing me off so much. I hope Hika n Kau don't tell anyone else, word gets out that Im here, there will be lot of drama and I don't want Hika n Kau getting involved with all this. Those pervy bastards better keep their mouths shut although it is most likely they'll find me later and bring more people with them. I just hope Hika n Kau aren't too mad at me for getting into a fight, NICE GOING ALEX, NOT EVEN A WEEK HERE AND YOU'RE ALREADY FIGHTING, idiot. "I uhh, umm, sorry, I just, like, they were really pissing me off, and… I just, I couldn't take it, I-" I started to feel ashamed, I looked down. What do I do now? I let those two assholes get the best of me and I accidentally showed Hika and Kau a side of me I never wanted them to see or even know about. Now they know and I'm screwed, I hope they don't hate me for that, I started to feel the tears coming. "I'm sorry, I-".
"ummmnm Alec listen, I know, well, we knew you were into fighting and that you were good at it, but, I never knew you were this good, it's kinda, heh, cool, mind teaching me sometime? OI I KNOW YOU SHOULD FIGHT HONEY-SENPAI I'M SURE YOU'D PUT UP A REALLY GOOD FIGHT, HELL, YOU'D BEAT HIM" I bursted out laughing, here I was worring, about to cry and he's telling me he wants me to fight someone else. Yeah I know I'm okay at fighting but Honey- senpai would beat my ass up, BAD. At least from what I have heard, he's a fucking martial arts master n I can't even beat up my dad, I don't stand a chance against him, or maybe it's because I'm scared of him that I can't beat him up, hmm, ehh, I don't know or care.
"YO what the fuck ya laughing at BAKA? what's so funny?" he looked both pissed n very confused
"nothing, it's just that, here I was about to cry, worried because I thought you two would now hate me but you're actually excited about it. And he'd surely beat my ass up really bad Hika, I don't stand a chance against him, yeah, you could say I'm good at fighting but I'm shit, thanks though"
"shut the fuck up, you're not shit" Kaoru quickly snapped, looking down with clenched fists, causing me to flinch, "and plus, with those skills, you'd most likely beat him, trust me."
"ah, thanks Kau" I smiled at him and hugged him in an attempt to calm him down, what upset him though? he blushed and looked away
"no problem, but don't fight him okay? just incase, I don't want you to get hurt" I could still see a light blush on his face. "And there's no way we could possibly hate you, we love you Alex, and always will no matter what" he hugged me back and for some reason, for the first time in a very long, long time, I did not feel uncomfortable being touched, I didn't feel grossed out by the feel of someone else's touch, I was not scared, nor did I feel the urge to pull myself away. We just stood there hugging for a few seconds, maybe minutes, who knows?
"OI LOVE BIRDS, GET A CAGE WON'T YA?" we quickly jumped away from each other, blushing. We then started walking back and were quiet the rest of the way back home.
Today hasn't been so easy. I have felt joy, happiness, comfort, sadness, anger, fear and many other things. Yeah I cried, I got into a fight but I had also met my best friends for the first time in person, they're my everything, so it was worth the fear, anger, sadness, and everything that came along. I honestly do not know what I would do without them, they have helped me get through so much, they kept me up when I was down. They were there when I needed them. They make my life so much better. They make life worth living. I actually feel comfortable around them. I feel comfortable being touched by them. Because of my father and everything he has done, all those times he has beaten me up, hurt me, made me feel like just disappearing, all that physical and emotional damage he has caused me, I can't handle any physical contact. Not only did it feel like I was going to be hurt, it also felt gross, disgusting, dirty, all because of him. He ruined everything, my trust in him, my trust in others, my self esteem, my confidence, my way of looking at life, my pride, my dignity, my love for myself, every good thing that I had, he ruined it, he ruined my life. He had done what no father should ever do to his child, what no one should ever do to anyone. It was that one day that completely ruined my life… Could I even call this man my father? I felt my eyes water and tried to think about something else as we made our way back. I'm just happy I have them right now.