I'M SO SORRY!
I know I said I was going to update at least once every week but my charger broke and I had a lot of personal stuff going on so I had no time to worry about getting a new charger. I did not forget about this story and I promise I will finish this story no matter what. Thank you very much to those who reviewed, it actually really does help knowing how i'm doing with this story and i'm glad those of you who did, enjoyed this. And again, sorry for the really long wait, I will try my best to make sure this doesn't happen again. Thank you for reading.
*KAORU'S POV*
-Alex's room-
When we got back we quickly ran into her room and shoved her into the bathroom with the Ouran uniform, I already knew she'd hate it, but hey, it's worth a try. I really wanna see her in a dress.
"A LA CHINGADA CON ESTA COSA, ESTO NO, NI LO PIENSES, LIKE, WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, DO YA'LL REALLY EXPECT ME TO WEAR THIS NASTY CRAP?" heh, I didn't understand anything except for 'esta cosa' meaning this thing. The rest? Who the fuck knew? I'm pretty sure it was something along the lines of 'fuck no' n 'don't even think imma wear this'.
"Pleeeeeeeease? I just wanna see if it actually fits on you, c'mon at least so we know the size will fit"my ass, he just wants to see her in a dress. Bitch.
"FINE!" yessssss!
-7 minutes later-
"are you done yet? you have like three hours in there, c'mon I need to go do other important stuff" hah, SIKE, ya have nothing important to do my dear brother, like Alec would fall for that, Hikaru doing something important? pfft don't make me laugh. Hikaru has always been an impatient person.
"NO, I FUCKING LOOK LIKE SHIT, if what you gotta do is soooooimportant then go do it because i'm not coming out, at least not with this shit on" ugggggh just when we thought we'd finally see Alec with a dress
"Alex, will you please just come out so we can see you, you don't have to wear it to school or anything, we can get you the male uniform instead if that's what you'd prefer, or just take your regular clothes, we just really want to see, i'm sure you look great. And like Hikaru said, we also need to make sure that's the right size." I was pretty sure that wouldn't convince her well then, I guess I gotta get ready to deal with a very annoying and pissed twin brother of mine now.
-door opens-
I stand corrected, at least this saves me from hearing Hikaru complaining, thanks Alec.
"SEE, I TOLD YOU ALEC YOU LOOK FUCKING GORGEOUS, Kau, don't get mad, she's all yours i'm just being honest here, I KNEW YOU'D BE ABLE TO PULL IT OFF, unlike all those other girls at school who flirt all day while wearing that piece of crap, doesn't suit them, BUT YOU MY LITTLE SISTER, YOU CAN ROCK THIS SHIT AND ACTUALLY MAKE IT LOOK NICE" she actually did look really pretty in that dress. Hikaru had a point there, unlike all the girls back at school who did nothing but stupidly flirt trying to catch our attention, she actually managed to make the dress look good. The once gross yellow dress looked beautiful on her. It fit perfectly, with the exception of the chest area which did look a bit tight, accentuating her chest, need to keep that in mind when making her clothes. The dress clung very tightly to her waist, showing off her curves, there's only two things that can happen if she actually wore this to school, one: all girls would love her very much, or two: all the girls would hate her due to the jealousy.
"I'm older than you Hika…" he turned to glare at her but failed at the realization that she was already glaring at him because of what he had said about her, sending him behind me squealing. Alex never liked being complimented, she hated it, it's all bullshit, as she says.
"S-sorry, I kinda got carried away, I wasn't aware of what I was saying" HAH SIKE, you just likes teasing her.
"well, I hate it and will never ever wear anything as disgusting as this again, heard me?" we both obediently nodded but knew it wasn't true, she herself knew she'd end up wearing more things like this again. She then sighed and went back in to change.
*HIKARU'S POV*
We spent the rest of the weekend going in and out of stores, buying things for Alex since she wouldn't wear what we'd make for her, maybe we should ask her what she'd like and not just try to force her into short skirts and dresses, ehh. I could tell that as time was spent together, that idiot brother of mine fell harder for her. I was starting to feel bad since she was showing no sign of even being interested in him. She treated him, well, both of us like little brothers, especially him, with me she was a bit more harsh at times, but then again I am the one always playing tricks on her and making fun of her for everything she does even if there is nothing wrong with it. I just hope he doesn't get hurt. This is just like me and Haruhi, except I can tell she likes Milord, and she shows no kind of affection towards me, not even that of a brother. She actually is a bit harsh towards me now that I think about but then again, I can't control myself and get nervous and end up acting like a jerk so it is pretty much my fault.
Man, we spoiled the shit out of our Alec, that's for sure.When we got home there were loads of clothes, manga, anime, video games and other shit. I was honestly happy, but happier than her? I don't think so, she can be so enthusiastic and hyper, unlike when we first met her online, she'd just shyly sit down quietly and wouldn't talk unless asked a question, and that my friend, would only get a short response from her, it was impossible to carry a conversation with her. Man, I love Alex, she makes me so happy, she's also really cool to be around, I wish she was our real sister. It honestly feels like I've known her forever. I was a bit surprised to find out she actually does like skirts and dresses, the style we had chosen though was very different than from what she chose, I was also surprised to find out she didn't know any of her sizes since she had always just taken clothes from that one Jayy kid or got whatever looked like it would fit, who does that? No wonder all her clothes are baggy. Poor Alex, she was so tired she ended up falling asleep on our way back. Kaoru also fell asleep as soon as we got home.
TIIIIIIIIIIME SKIIIIIIIIIIIIP
*ALEX'S POV*
I turned over to check my phone, 3:02am 29 unread messages, 17 missed calls, fuck, school starts in a few more hours and I haven't gotten any sleep, ugggh. WOW, hold up, back it up a bit, who the fuck is calling and texting so much, did something happen? I quickly unlocked my phone and checked my missed calls, missed calls:17 caller ID: dad . FUCK. All the messages were also from him, calling me shit and asking where the fuck I was and what'd happen when I went back, so sorry to disappoint you sir but i'm not going back, as soon as the twins want me out i'll find somewhere else, Gay Jayy and his mom did say I should move in with them so hah, in yo face fucker. Realizing I was talking to myself I smiled stupidity. I felt my throat go super dry at the thought of having to go back with my father and what would happen if i did. My heart started pounding faster and I felt a bit dizzy. I got up to get water and heard noise coming from Hika n Kau's room, crazy sleepers ehh?
I quickly got water and was on my way up the stairs when I thought I heard a weird noise, it must be the maids. I then remembered it was only about 3am, there's no way the maids are here at this time. I quickly walked towards the direction in which the noise was coming from, anyone else would've ran up and locked themselves in their room, me? nope, I gotta find out who or what it is. And then I wonder why people call me weird, heh. As soon as I walked into the yard I see Luna, "hey, little bitch, shouldn't you be asleep and not sneaking around making noise? N how tf did you get out here? Did you follow me?" I quickly picked her up and took her back upstairs with me to my room. I have a habit of sleeping in either my underwear and a long shirt or a sports bra with boxers, so sleepovers? not very convenient, better get to my room before i wake up the twins and they see me like this.
Honestly, I'm pretty excited about school. I hope they're not rich bastards who're fucking self centered. I'm finally in a school where I have friends, unlike back at home, everyone hated me and treated me like shit. I'd get beaten up pretty often, that's why I learned how to fight, if I hadn't I would have eventually been beaten to death since I was so weak. Hika and Kau took me on a tour of the school over the weekend so now I sort of had an idea of what is where, I wish I could have gotten my schedule then so that I would have known exactly where to go, but in terms of the music rooms, libraries, bathrooms and lunchroom, i'm good, and the school is fucking huge, I just hope I don't get lost while looking for my class.
"Alex? you up?" WTF why is Kau awake at this time? it's like three in the morning, the only reason i'm still up is because I was so tired when we got back from buying all my stuff that I fell asleep and now i'm not tired at all.
"yeh, come in" I quickly sat up and just watched him slowly and shyly make his way to my bed after shutting the door behind him. "sit down, and why you up so early it's like two in the morning"
"three" he corrected me, pointing at the alarm clock sitting on the small table next to the bed, right, I just said that and I still managed to fuck up, WAY TO GO STUPID! " and I heard you get up a while ago, you passed by our room and since you were up I kinda thought, why not? Hikaru's a heavy sleeper so he won't realize i'm gone."
"I just went for some water and found Luna wandering outside so I brought her in with me, sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up" I smiled at him trying not to make things awkward, and speaking about awkward I just realized what i'm wearing, fuck, please don't notice.
"No, no, no I was already awake, I also kinda fell asleep when you did since I was tired too" he was shyly waving his hands around like an idiot. Ahh, okay, at least now I know I didn't wake him up. I then got up to go sit down next to him at the end of my bed.
His face went completely red, then pale. He lifted one of his arms while I watched as it went from his side towards me slowly. Confused on what he was doing, I looked up to him, his watery eyes, looking down towards where I was sitting. My brows furrowed as I turned to look back at his hand, it was slightly shaking and a bit hesitant as it made it's way towards me. What the fuck is he doing? He's not going to touch me is he? Wait is he crying? ... FUCK. my head shot down to my thighs as I realized what he was looking at. His fingers lightly slid over my scars. The most recent ones were from a few days ago. NONONONO HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SEE THIS, THEY AREN'T SUPPOSED TO KNOW ABOUT THIS SIDE OF ME. I quickly got up and ran towards the drawers. They're going to hate me for this, stupid shirt must have slid up when I sat down next to him. I pulled out a pair of sweats and slipped them on. Not knowing what to do or say I stood with my back facing Kaoru.. Please don't hate me Kau, you guys are all I have. I could feel the tears rolling down my face. I can't face him like this. I can't just ignore him either, he deserves an explanation at least. Just play it cool Alex, you can do this, pretend it never happened and he might just go along with it in realization that I don't want to talk about it. Just a simple apology, uhhm just, 'sorry I didn't realize what I was wearing' and avoid any questions, switch the topic. Yeh, just do that and you'll be fine, I got this. I took a deep breath and was about to turn around when I felt arms wrap around me and my eyes went wide. Fuck. That was it, as soon as those arms were around me, I broke and started sobbing. Dad was right, i'm weak and good for nothing. I'm so sorry.
AN:
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