Chapter 9: So Perfect
Her mind then soared with desire as he took the first lick. He licked her nubbin with his tongue swirling it slightly brushing against her entrance.
She moaned out loudly in pleasure and he gently pried one hand off the bed and lifted it to her mouth whispering, "Cover your mouth luv or I'll have to stop. You're being noisy."
Buffy shook her head as she regained some kind of focus, "Me noisy? I'm never noisy."
Spike chuckled knowing she had always insisted on that, "Well I guess if you call a grand piano quiet luv, then sure you're quiet. Now be a good girl and cover your mouth so I can get back to my bloody brilliant feast. Now hush you."
Buffy grew quiet and had to cover her mouth within seconds as he started back on his feast. He carefully licked her nubbin being sure to focus his attention on there until she was squirming. He wanted to get her off before he entered her to make sure she was ready but he also knew he needed to stretch her slightly so she wouldn't be in too much pain.
He licked and sucked and even nibbled her nubbin again and again as Buffy had to cover her mouth more and more. Even with her mouth covered, she was moaning out his name and how good she felt. She was soaring so high, she was afraid she would black out with pleasure.
Then all at once, she felt Spike's finger gently enter her and she grabbed the pillow from behind her head practically screaming out in pleasure as she started to shake. Spike groaned as he watched her orgasm and continued to pump his finger in and out of her bringing her to another earth shattering orgasm.
She suddenly went slack as she whimpered, "My God, is it always like that?"
Spike chuckled as he moved over her posing himself at her entrance, "Always. You haven't seen the best bleeding part yet my girl. Just wait."
Buffy smiled at him even through her lust glazed eyes as she felt herself trusting him completely. She had heard from Willow it would hurt for a few seconds and then get better. She had even read an article about how it should always feel good but sometimes it didn't. She knew Spike would make sure it felt good for her. She had no doubts about it.
Spike must have sensed her far away thoughts as he rubbed slightly against her whispering, "One last chance, you sure about this? There's no going back. You are only a virgin once pet."
Buffy held him tighter as her voice wavered, "Please, I can't wait anymore. I want you."
Spike chuckled slightly even as he strained, "Good cause I didn't think I'd bloody make it if you said no."
Buffy grinned and felt him brush against her entrance. He leaned down over the bed pulling out his wallet from his pants pocket. He carefully pulled out a condom and Buffy heard the sound of a wrapper being tossed into the garbage as he put it on her.
She watched intrigued as she asked curiously, "Does it hurt you to wear that?"
Spike shook his head, "No. I don't want you pregnant. I don't do unsafe sex luv."
Buffy bit her lower lip thinking to herself that she should tell him she was on the pill. Her step-dad had insisted she get it on since he kept claiming she had sex with Spike. Her mother had been horrified but Buffy hadn't refused. She had known there was a time she would want to have sex with Spike and here it was. The big moment she was waiting for.
She admitted, "I'm on the pill."
Spike smiled down at her, "Well next time we might be able to go without it but since I have it, we will use it. This will be perfect Buffy…ready luv?"
Buffy nodded as she felt him enter her slightly. She moaned in discomfort but the discomfort went away almost immediately. He repeated entering her slightly then pulling out a few times before she heard his words in her ear, "This might hurt for a second luv but I'll make it better. It will all be worth it."
Spike wasn't exactly sure how much it would hurt her but dreaded this moment. He took a deep breath holding her close wishing he could make it painless but knew sometimes pain was better if it was fast. He pulled out and closed his eyes as he pushed back into her breaking her barrier knowing at that moment, she would always be his.
Tears filled her eyes as he didn't move and waited for her to be ready. He kissed her tears away gently promising, "You have that barrier only once. It will never hurt like that again. I promise."
Buffy nodded as she felt the pain subside and she pulled him closer to her. Spike's heart filled with love as he heard her whisper bravely, "Go ahead and move. I'm ready."
He smiled down at her and started a gentle pattern of moving in and out of her. She was so tight he felt like she was sucking him in alive. After a few moments, she figured out how to use her inner muscles to add to his pleasure and he could have sworn he saw stars. He knew there was no way he would last all night as he had hoped.
He felt Buffy's nails claw into his back as she clung onto him. She was making the sexiest sounds that Spike had ever heard in his shoulder while trying to stay quiet. He was so close he was shaking as he lowered his hand to her junction to rub her nubbin.
That was all it took for Buffy to scream into his shoulder as she orgasmed hard. Her muscles squeezed him so tightly he ended up groaning out in pleasure. She flew into a second orgasm as he found his released along with her.
She clung onto him tightly as her heart continued to race. Her body continued to shake as the after shocks soared through her system. She felt him shift slightly and heard the sound of something hitting the garbage can bottom before his arms wrapped tightly around her.
She lay on his chest trying to regain control of her breathing and heartbeat as she felt him do the same. As her breathing returned to normal she whispered, "Am I too heavy?"
Spike shook his head, "No you're perfect. I told you we'd be perfect."
Buffy bit her lower lip lifting her head to look into his eyes, "So I was ok?"
Spike chuckled slightly louder than he meant to, "Were you ok? Bloody Hell Buffy, you were the best I've ever had and then some. You were bloody amazing."
So close your eyes
Buffy smiled as she rested her head back down on his chest, "That was perfect."
Spike agreed with her only whispering a, "Yes" before telling her, "Close your eyes and I'll stay the night as long as your mum doesn't check on you."
Buffy shook her head, "I locked the door so she couldn't without us knowing."
Escape this town for a little while
Spike smiled at her gently and she could feel his chest vibrating under her as he spoke, "Well close your eyes and get some rest. Let's escape from all the people against us and from all the troubles that Sunday might bring. Sometimes it seems that the whole bloody town is against us but for now enjoy the fact that you are officially 17. Happy Birthday Buffy, my luv. Was it a good birthday so far?"
Buffy grinned looking at the clock noticing it was indeed 12:30 am and she was definitely 17, "Perfect so far. Thank you. I love you William Pratt."
Spike chuckled at the use of his real name. She always did that when she was tired or really emotional, "I love you too Buffy Summers."
He kissed her nose, "Now sleep."
Buffy didn't need to be told twice as she closed her eyes falling into a peaceful sleep while Spike held her tight and she dreamed that he never let go as long as she lived.