I don't own Morganville.
Claire's pov
(A/N: this takes place in Claire's dream.)
The sky was clear, the moon shining bright. Myrnin and I were back in Conwy. He held my hand as we stood near that field of wild flowers. "It's so beautiful." I said.
"Yes it is..." He sounded like he wished to say more but the sound of birds interupted. It was loud and sounded as if hundreds of birds were crying out. I covered my ears and looked at Myrnin. Only he was completely frozen.
I shook him and tried to call out to him but he didn't move. It was as if he was a statue the birds cries had died down. I looked around frantically. Scared, everything in me yelled to run away.
I nearly smacked myself, I couldn't leave Myrnin here. I had to protect him. I tried to stop the damned tears but they flowed freely. It was only as I looked around that I realized Myrnin wasn't the only one that had froze.
Some of the birds that took flight had froze mid air. The hung there in the sky as if they were a decoration. Even the flowers that were blown slightly to the left were froze in a slight leaning position. The whole thing looked like a painting everything permanently frozen in time.
I was scared my eyes going back to Myrnins. I began to sob as I sunk to the ground by his feet. "It is but a dream there is no need to be afraid." Came the familiar voice of Chogan.
I stood up spinning around looking for him. His chuckle seemed to surround me, making it nearly impossible to find him. The only thing that gave it away was the movement to my left. I whirled around.
He slowly mad his way to me, his hand up. Much like the way Myrnin had showed me to approach the horses. I instinctively crouched protectively in front of Myrnin. I growled in warning and bared my fangs.
Yet he didn't seemed phased as he continued coming closer. He was so close now, yet I felt myself unable to move to attack. I still hissed and tried. Especially when his hands came out touching my face. Immediatly my hisses died down as I felt a odd sensation run through me.
I looked around now able to move. We were no longer in the field and Myrnin was no where to be seen. I could hear the sound of water. Looking around we had to be in a forest as we were surrounded by tall trees and bushes.
Chogan pointed forward. I was wary so I hesitated. Finally he placed his hands on my back gently pushing me forward. "I will show you the past." He said, continuing to push me forward.
As we got closer I could hear more then just the water. I was puzzled for a moment what was that sound. That is until I heared a very loud moan followed by a grunt. I stopped dead in my tracks.
"I'm not going to watch two people have sex!" I yelled when Chogan continued to push. He turned and that look he gave me made me want to smack him. He smirked and looked as if he was completely enjoying this.
I tried to ignore the fact that he was indeed handsome but it was hard with the way his eyes seemed to dance when he was ammused. Clearing my head, I tried to turn around to leave. I say try because as soon as I walked past Chogan I was suddenly lifted over his shoulders. I tried to struggle but even though I was a vampire it seemed my strength was useless at the moment.
All I could do is glare at the soft black wings that were in front of me. Instinctively my hand reached out and I hesitantly stroked the wings. It felt soft but firm. I heared him moan so I immediatly removed my hand.
I heared the water and the sounds of whoever was getting freaky getting louder as we got closer. I tried to block it out as he slid me down standing me back up on my feet. "Look." He commanded when I trained my mind on the ground.
He grunted when I still hadn't. My eyes widened as I realized I was seeing with my eyes now not with my gift. I blinked not sure how to feel about this. He took my chin and lifted it to his.
"Look." He said again and this time he grabbed my shoulders and spun me around. To face the scene before me. I intended to close my eyes not wanting to watch like some pervert as two people made love. Only I couldn't as my eyes widened.
There in the water wasn't two people making love. It was Chogan making love to a girl who looked like me. Only her hair was longer and there was something about her that was neither human nor vampire. I realized that this was Morrighan.
She panted as Chogan held her moving her against him as he buried himself in her. I fell back against Chogan's chest. My legs felt odd my whole body did. I realized with horror that as she moaned I would moan.
I felt weak as the odd heat filled me. I was horrified I tried to look away but I was unable to. I distantly was aware of the fact that the Chogan behind me had wrapped his arms around me. Supporting me as I began to write and cry out.
I was horrified as I felt the waves hit me and I trembled. I felt the familiar wetness between my legs and I thought I would throw up. How was this possible. "You are her and though you don't remember your body does."
I heared Chogan say softly. Another wave hit me and I cried out again unable to do anything as my body reacted to what was happening to Morrighans body. I moaned despite trying to bite my lip to keep it in. I finally looked away only to have Chogan force me to look again.
"Watch Ciqala." He said in a husky voice as he held my face gently but firmly. "I don't want to." I whimpered, scared.
I didn't want to watch and I hated and felt ashamed by what was happening to my body. My eyes widened as I felt the man holding me lean down his lips pressing against my neck as he held my up. I didn't have time to protest as I was hit again. I cried out it felt as if this one was going to break me.
I weakly shoved away. Yet he held firm I didn't like that it was his arms holding me and not Myrnins. "Stop fighting it!" He yelled angry.
"No stop I don't... " I wasn't able to finish as he spun me around and forcefully kissed me. "You are mine and I will get you back." He said harshly.
Myrnin's pov
"She's in her room." Micheal told me as I stepped through the portal. I nodded my thanks before I went to go speak with my love. As I got closer though I could hear odd sounds coming from her room.
I barged in to find her writhing around crying in her sleep. She seemed to be having a nightmare yet something was off as I could smell her arrousal. Despite that her whole body and face seemed contorted in fear. I quickly snapped out of it tried to wake her.
I shook her gently at first but when that didn't work I tried to shake her a little harder as I called her name. Finally she shot up but she was sobbing. "Myrnin!" She cried out clinging to me in a desperate manner.
I held her close trying to calmed her. I had never seen her this terrified. "Little bird tell me what's wrong." I said gently.
Whatever it was had terrified her but there was something else that I couldn't quite figure out. She gently pushed away and looked so sick. She bit her lip and the tears seemed to fall like rain. She didn't want to tell me and that worried me and angered me.
It was then that I realized what had happened. Not details but who had done this. "Chogan!" I snarled.
She flinched and I knew then that I was right. I tried to calm down as I pulled her close. "Tell me I promise I won't be mad." I commanded.
I knew it was a lie in a way. I would be mad but not at her as I could see she had clearly disliked and hated whatever had happened. She hesitated and I kissed her softly trying to calm her.
Finally she spoke.