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"spoken"

"Foreign Language"

'Thoughts'

#Place

Flashback / dreams

[Written]

~track of time~

(A/N)

{people from Tsuna's mindscape talking to Tsuna, Vice Versa}

Tsuna POV

I woke up a bit late today. It was already 7 by the time I'm awake. everyone has up by then, and I have no choice but greet them.

Sora-sama's and Riki's sudden hug still caught me off guards. But I then feel relieved when they said that I can still go out on my own.

They told me that they understand my situation and trusted me that I'll be doing fine like what I told them...

This feeling... It almost hurt...

to think that I lied to the people that nice to me...

{-Tsuna! oi Tsuna! are you there?} Henko asked snapping me out of my thoughs.

{ah yes? sorry, I was spacing out...} I said to him. {you were asking something?}

{Well duh, I was asking wether we're going to train again today or not...} He said, raising a brow as he continue, {how unusual of you to pacing out that long... are you alright?}

{Uh huh... nothing to worried about. Just me and my thoughts...} I replied. Then after looking my surrounding a bit I asked back. {So, where are we?}

Sweatdrop...

{How could you don't know?} Henko said thicked off.

{Well, I was pacing off, remember? I just let my feet walk by itself...}

{Teme...}

{Maa~! I's alright~ We can still look around and find his way back~} Kuro really sounds like Yamamoto rightnow.

{Don't worry. after looking a bit more, I'm starting to recognize this place...}

{Really?}

{Yeah...} 'Besides, how could I forget? This path... This bloody path that I used to passed is leading to That place...'

In cue I stopped my pace as I stared at the familiar gate...

{I-Isn't this place...?} Tsuna hides behind Shiyo and I can understand why he looks so terrified...

Afterall, among the others, he was the one that know this place the best...

'should I come in?' I questioned as I stared emptily to the door bell.

'I kind of missing her anyway, and Fuuta too. I didn't get to see his future self before. But really, should I come in?'

My thoughts got cut out with some chatters from my right.

"eh? isn't that-..."

"ah! Tsuna-nii!" It was the twins.

"-Chaossu Tsuna..." and Reborn...

"Domo... Decimo-sama, CEDEF chief" I greeted formally. I can sense rain and cloud from item that Toshi had in his pocket. 'wow so he has beaten Colonello and Skull? that's fast...' I commented in my head.

"Nonono! Don't call us that Tsuna-nii! Please call us by name" The two flails their arms as they said stimulatedly. Meanwhile Reborn smirked as he hopped onto my head.

"You did that on purpose didn't you?" He said. I just blinked, but inside I want to smirked back.

"y-you did?/meanie!" The two said. But I just keep silent.

"anyway, what brings you here, Tsuna-nii?" Tsuki asked.

"I'm lost..." I said. 'It's not like I lying here. I WAS indeed lost...'

"Really? well, since you're here would you like to come in?" Toshi asked, smiling.

"The kids has been longing for you, and so does Mama" Tsuki added.

{Well, should I?} I asked.

{It's fine, I think... I mean, it's just the kids, right?} Henko said, I can tell that he's unsure. My HI is ringing too. But I really want to enter and meet those people I missed.

'I'll just greet them and go. So it should be fine' I thought. Then I replied Toshi's question before with a small nod.

"Well then Tsuna-nii , Come on in..." he said again letting me in as the twins exclaimed 'tadaima' to the house occupants. Meanwhile I just muttered a faint 'sorry for intruding'

"Ara, Tsu-kun, To-kun... okaeri..." that bubbly voice...

Just then our eyes locked at each other. I don't know for how long have I stared, all I know is I snapped back to my senses the moment I hear a metal dropped...

My eyes widened in surprise when I felt someone's hugging me. "T-Tsuna-kun... Tsunayoshi-kun..." a sob can be heard. And I could tell right away that it's Nana-san.

It didn't take long before I feel wet on my shoulder.

"Sawada-san..." I called her. and I could feel her tensing.

"w-why did you call me that way, Tsuna-kun? Just call me like how you used to..." She said with a forced smile. perhaps from the shock.

'Eh? didn't they told her?' I questioned as I glanced to the twins, who's averting their gaze elsewhere sadly. 'I don't think they did... could it be that they don't dare to do it?'

I turned my sight back to her. I silently sigh as I thought 'well then... if they can't then I should...'

"Sawada-san... I think no one told you yet..." I said while softly unhand her from me.

"T-Told me what?" She asked back in shutter. Clearly she's anxious...

I stared straightly to her eyes as I continued, "That I have no memories in me..." I stated bluntly and I could see her eyes widened a bit as her lips parted in gasp.

"y-you what...?" She trailed but I just stared blankly.

"d-does that mean... y-you don't remember me?" She began to tear up once again.

"...Sorry..." as soon that escaped my lips, she fell down into a crying mess. The twins hurriedly approached their mother. I can hear them telling her about me...

while for me, I just stand there and stare. Seeing her cry like this isn't as hurt, it almost satisfying in a way, which I found it horrible. But I guess some part of me still want to revenge for what she did, despite I told her that I've forgiven her ages ago...

I hope that this kind of happiness will get lost... because it makes me feel terrible...

after some moment later she calmed down then faked a smile at me. Seeing that smile... a huge pang hit on my heart dead on. as I expected, it hurts alot...

"Sawada-san..." I called again, but words are stucked on the back of my throath, I can only gave her an appologatic look.

"It's okay, Tsuna-kun... I understand. You don't have to feel sorry. it's not your fault... I understand..." She said as she hugged me again, more warmly this time. It feels nice.

"-but please call me, Ka- I mean, Nana okay? It'll make me more at ease..." She said almost pleading. I could tell that she almost slipped 'Kaa-san' over there, but I guess she remember that I couldn't call her that way. and It's good that she didn't take advantage of my 'lost memory' state to call me that. I guess guilt also take part in here.

I closed my syes as I hugged her back, feeling at ease myself. I almose cracked a smile as I said.

"Nana-san, Thank you..."