" Sasha?" the senator asked in disbelief.
" It is Alexandra. But you can continue calling me Sasha, I don't mind, daddy" Alex replied playfully.
" What do you want?" the senator asked confused.
" I am in Manhatan and I have missed you" Alex replied softly.
" Missed me?" the senator asked unable to understand what is going on.
" You were my favorite client. I loved our times together. And of course I have missed you. I have missed your touch, your taste, your smell. I have missed your punchs on my stomach while you explode inside me. I have missed your handcuffs. I have missed your kisses. I have missed the wonderful sex that we have together" Alex said seductively.
" What about your boyfriends?" the senator asked and he found it difficult to keep his voice stable.
" Boyfriends? You are funny! The kids today are really soft, they are too afraid to make me scream or hit me. You are the only one who could make me scream out of pleasure and pain, daddy. You are the only one who can make beg for more beating. You are better than my boyfriends" Alex said calmly and felt guilty and disgust of what she was saying.
" I have missed you, too, Sasha. You are the only one who can play along with my tastes. The others usually pass out before the fun starts." the senator took the bait.
" So...?" Alex asked playing her part.
" You are wanted here. Amanda wants your head. It is not safe" the senator said. He couldn't stand to loose Sasha, now.
" I just want to be your little bitch for one last time. You can hand me to Amanda tomorrow. I won't go anywhere, you know that. I will be tied on your bed. Come on. This is my last wish, daddy." Alex said provoquing the senator.
" Fine. I will wait you in 2 hours. I will call Amanda tomorrow. Tonight is about us. I am going now to bring our toys. See you soon baby" the senator said and hung off the phone.
" I am going to need a drink" Alex said when she turned off the phone.
" You can't be serious?" Tom pulled himself out of the shock and yelled at Alex.
Alex didn't answer but stared at him with a gaze full of meanings.
" Oh my God. You are serious." Tom yelled devastated.
" I can't let a 7 years old boy to get involved into this mess." Alex said calmly.
" But Alex.. you can't... this act will kill you from the inside... Alex please" Tom tried to form a sentence.
" I will deal with my emotions after the mission is over" Alex stated calmly.
" What if he raped you?" Tom whispered.
" I am capable to protect myself. And afterall rape isn't his first option. His tastes are weird.. I am more afraid about the time before we enter his bedroom than after that. I would have to play along until I am in his bedroom." Alex explained.
" And what are you going to do until you get inside? Let him violate you?" Tom shouted.
" I will do what I have to do" Alex stated firmly.
" What about Sean?" Tom asked trying to reason Alex and make her change her mind.
" Something that he doesn't know, can't hurt him" Alex said and looked at Nikita.
" Nikita, you aren't going to tell anything to Sean, are you?" Alex asked worried.
" No. I am not going to tell him anything because you are not going to do whatever you plan to do!" Nikita said when she found her voice again.
" Nikita. Can I trust you that you aren't going to tell anything to Sean while I am not there?" Alex asked seriously.
" Nikita. Answer my question" Alex ordered.
" Yes. I won't ruin your relationship" Nikita said with watery eyes.
" Good!" Alex replied in relief.
" Alex, don't do that." Nikita pleaded.
" Guys, relax. I will be fine." Alex tried to reassure them and herself.
" Fine? This guy if I have got it well, he used to beat the hell out of you and I am pretty sure that your screams weren't a mix of pleasure and pain, but a mix of physical and emotional pain. You were raped and beaten up at the same time" Tom exclaimed with anger and disguise.
" And I am not planing to get raped again any time soon" Alex tried to calm him.
" Beaten?" Nikita asked in shock when she realised that Alex hasn't said anything about the beating part.
" That is a different topic... You need the file, so yes I will get beaten." Alex said and looked away.
" I am not going to let you go to that man.. " Nikita said firmly.
" I don't see exactly what you can do to stop me. You don't have a choice. This isn't negociable. I don't like how the things have turned around but I am not going to let Max become a target without a fight" Alex replied.
" I am not going to let you WHORE yourself to that man!" Nikita yelled and stood up.
" I didn't ask for your permission." Alex said coldly and exited the room. She slid down to the wall and let her tears fall. She didn't want to do that. She didn't want to be near this man for a minute. She didn't want to feel his touch ever again. But she had to get inside and assure Max's safety. She had to do that. She took a deep breath and went down in order to prepare herself for the meeting.
" Did you really have to call her a whore?" Tom asked with a tone of disapproval.
" I am sorry" Nikita whispered defeated and sat on the bed.
" No, Nikita. You don't get to tell her that she is a whore." Tom said angrily.
" I just wanted to shake her" Nikita defended herself.
" It isn't her choice. It never was. She was a slave, Nikita, a slave. She didn't ask for any of this. She didn't ask to be sold in the black market like a piece of meat, she didn't ask to be raped millions of time. And now, she didn't ask for a little boy to be involved. She can't let him suffer if she can do something and this is the only way to get inside and we all know it. She didn't choose that. I don't like what she is going to do and I know for sure that she hates herself right now and that it will kill her. But she will do it because she cares about you and Michael. So you don't get to call her a whore. " Tom lectured Nikita.
" I didn't mean it. I know that it wasn't her choice. It was mine. I am the one who handed her to the chauffer who sold her" Nikita confessed.
" I know." Tom replied simply.
" You know?" Nikita asked surprised.
" I know Alex's history Nikita. We work together since the day she learnt that you killed her father." Tom said softly.
" What?" Nikita asked confused.
" You don't know what this team is, do you?" Tom asked.
" No, I don't." Nikita replied honestly.
" When you and Alex took different ways, you thought that Alex betrayed your goal to take down Division. She didn't. She found agents for differents agencies who had suffered from Division and we worked all together to take it down. She had Division's missions, we have the mission to stop Alex from completing her mission. When you reunite with Alex, our job was easier. We never stopped working change our goals but we kept being a team. We stpped terrorists attacked, we helped children, we tried to change the world. After awhile, the missions turned to be more personal and we realised that only together we can complete the personal missions. She helped us all to complete our missions. Now we are standing by her side until she completes her. She didn't want us to be involved but when she understood Amanda's plan regarding the munity, we persuade her to let us help her. So we kept going. She never betrayed your goal. She never switched sides." Tom explained to Nikita.
" What is your mission now? What Division did to you?" Nikita asked in shock learning the truth about Alex's team.
" I can tell you our mission and please don't ask me again. Division killed my parents and my sisters when I learnt the truth about them, as a warning not to expose them. I am NSA by the way" Tom said sadly.
" Have I hurt anyone of this team?" Nikita asked worried.
" Yes" Tom replied simply.
" Meredith?" Nikita gasped.
" And Alex." Tom mentioned.
" And Alex" Nikita agreed.
" What about the rest of the team?" Nikita asked.
" Someone else from inside Division messed up with their lives. They don't like anyone who was or is Division and they don't like you because you hurt Alex. They don't know the whole story. I am the one who knows the most as I was the first ally that Alex had. But I don't think that I know the whole story either. She tries to protect your name and she is not willing to share your bad times or anything that can make the other dislike you more. I don't get it but I have accepted it" Tom said.
" I don't know what to say" Nikita said honestly.
" I don't know neither. But I know for sure that you own to Alex an apology for calling her whore, when she comes back" Tom said and smiled softly to her.
They both turned around when they heard the door knocking.
" Come in" Tom replied.
" Tom, Alex asked me to give you those headphones. She said that you will be able to listen to her conversations through these if you don't trust her. It is one pair for each of you" a man said and handed them the headphones.
" William what else?" Tom asked when he noticed William's face.
" She said..." William paused.
" William speak it out" Tom ordered worried.
" That if you decide to listen to her conversations, you should know that it will be a little bitchy." William said and looked away.
" William? You know that you aren't a good actor" Tom said running out of patience.
" Man, you or Nikita, really pissed her off." William replied angrily.
" What did she say?" Nikita interrupted.
" She will play along like a good bitch. And that she can play whore's role really well, she had spent years studying it. You should be prepared for what you are going to listen." William said sadly and left the room.
" Good job, Nikita. Now, you send a pissed off Alex to a hungry client." Tom said in disbelief.
" Fuck" Nikita said.
" Do you want to hear?" Tom asked Nikita while he placed his headphones in his ears.
" Yes" Nikita said and took her headphones.
They put the headphones in their ears just on time to hear Alex groaning in pain.
" Are you ok?" the senator asked worried.
" Next time, I would love it if you could warn me that your welcome gesture is going to be a punch on my face, daddy" Alex answered softly trying to control her feelings. i don't believe that. I am letting this man violate my body again. I am so screwed up today. But I have to play along, for Max. FOR MAX she thought and forced a smile on her face.
" I have missed you so much. I have forgotten how much I loved to hear you groan" the senator said amused and satisfied.
" I have missed you too. I have forgotten how rough you can hit me and how hot you are when you do so" Alex replied seductively.
The senator slammed Alex to the wall and kissed violently. Alex had to close her eyes in order not to freak out and then she gently pushed him away.
" I have missed you so much" Alex said and kissed him softly feeling disgust by herself.
" But I want it as we usually had it. I haven't missed the sex in general, I have missed Our sex" Alex said challenging the senator.
" You want it tough. I want it tough, too. I want to make you beg me to stop the beating and take you on every surface in this house. I like the game" the senator return the challenge.
" Then let's play" Alex said calmly.
" Come inside." the senator invited Alex to move from the hallaway to the living room.
" omg. She is crazy. This man is..." Nikita yelled angrily hearing their conversation.
" She is on a suicide mission. How exactly is she going to put herself together after that?" Tom whispered in shock.
" Ooh, Alex. Please, be safe. Please" Nikita whispered.