" This place hasn't changed at all" Alex said softly looking around.
" It hasn't past really long time since the last time that you were here, darling" the senator replied.
" Yes. You are right." Alex said sadly. All the memories of her time as sex slave were coming back, and remaining calm and playing along were the hardest tasks ever.
" Do you want me to call you Sasha, Alex or Alexandra?" the senator asked amused and sat down on the couch.
" For you, I will always be your Sasha, Daddy" Alex said seductively and sat down near to him.
" I love your casual look. Tank and jean. You are super hot." the senator commented.
" You used to destroy all my outflits in the past. So I put something on that you can take it off easily without me caring if it is going to be destroyed" Alex said like it was obvious.
" You were too expensive and you were only 14 years old, I had to make sure that I will enjoy every cent of my money" the senator apologized.
" I wasn't expensive, I was just the special force of the brothel. My speciality made me expensive" Alex returned.
" What do you mean?" the senator asked confused.
" Do you really want to talk about how the human traffic works?" Alex asked in surprise and disbelief.
" Come on, Sasha. I am not paying you now. We can chat a little. Warm up before the game" the senator pleaded.
" Fine. Inside the brothel, there are different teams with a speciality. The first days they beat you up and rape you until you collapse and then they place you in a team according to your tolerance. Well I could stand an extremely amount of beating so I was placed in the Special Forces. I had only one teammate. She died the first week, I was there." Alex said trying to keep her pain out of her voice.
" Special Forces?" the senator asked in disbelief.
" I took the most difficult cases. I was like the queen inside the brothel, when I was conscious, of course. All the girls tried to keep me alive because they were afraid of the possibiity that I might die and someone will have to replace me. None wants that." Alex said and smiled sadly.
" Explain, please" the senator pleaded.
" Special forces work with violent clients, lesvians and gangs." Alex said simply.
" Gangs? What do you mean gangs?" the senator gasped.
" Two or more men who want to take the same girl at the same time, or want to take rounds with the same girl and then make her choose the best one." Alex explained and walked towards the window.
" Who does that?" the senator asked in disbelief and disgust.
" Trust me a lot of people" Alex said and closed her eyes.
" Come back here. I didn't want to upset you." the seantor said when Alex didn't turn to look at him.
" You didn't upset me. I just don't like to talk about that." Alex replied firmly and took a seat.
" Fine. Let's change the subject." the senator said.
" Your friend was here this morning" the senator said.
" Friend?" Alex asked trying to show that she didn't understand what the senator was talking about.
" Nikita" the senator said calmly.
" Friend? Intresting choice of words in order to describe Nikita" Alex replied. She needed to play along.
" Someone rescued her" the senator added. He wasn't yet persuaded about Alex's motives.
" Too bad. Did you enjoy your time with her? Did she pain?" Alex asked like she didn't care at all about Nikita, like she wanted Nikita to suffer.
" She didn't scream as much as I wanted her to. What happened between you two? I heard that you have your issues again" Seanator said.
" Why do you want to destroy my mood tonight? Really? You want to talk about Nikita?" Alex asked in disbelief.
" If you aren't here to finish Nikita's mission, then why are you here?" the senator asked seriously.
" Finish Nikita's mission? I haven't talked with Nikita for weeks and I am not looking foward anyway. I am here because I missed the tension of our time. I am here because I need a hold on my past. A reminder of what I am. I am here because I missed you." Alex shouted offended.
" You escaped, Sasha! You escaped! You choose to run away from me" the senator yelled and stared at her.
" I didn't escape you, George Mayson! I escaped the death! You were the only one who cared about not killing me. You were the only one who stopped to have a check up on me when I was ready to pass out. I didn't escape you. I escaped those who let me bleeding to death, I escaped those who let me unconscious for days because of their merciless beating, I escaped those who raped my unconscious body! I didn't escape you!" Alex yelled in frustation. And she was telling the truth. For the first time this evening, she was telling the truth.
" Sasha..." the senator started.
" I can stand a lot. But I am human. And I have my limits. Since the first day in that hole, I was planning my escape. When I found the opportunity, I took it. I didn't escape you. When I was with you, I felt safe. Because I knew that I wouldn't die by your violence. I knew that I would leave the room alive, bleeding and bruised, but alive, not in a body bag." Alex cut him off.
" I didn't know." the senator whispered in shock.
" Can we finish the conversation now. I came here because I wanted to scream, not talk" Alex said angily.
" I have something for you" the senator said and walked behind his desk. He opened a drawer and took out a syrigne.
" Cetamene?" Alex whispered in shock and froze completely. She didn't know how to react in this. She hasn't taken this aspect into account.
" I know that you are clean now but if you want, it is here for you." the senator said and smiled.
" I have three reasons why I shouldn't take your offer. First of all, I know that Amanda loves to re-introduce me to the drugs. I don't want to take that pleasure away from her. She would love to drug me tomorrow" Alex said calmly.
" Secondly, my favorite is heroine, no cetamene. Thirdly, I can stand much more when I am clean" she added in a provocative way.
" But I like you when you are dizzy" the senator said amused.
" I am sure that we can find a better, more intresting way to make me dizzy" Alex said and stood in front of him, with her hands on the desk.
" You are going to let me drink and beat you up?" the senator asked satisfied from Alex's response.
" Of course. I told you, I missed our game" Alex replied softly and she reminded to herself that it was for Max.
The senator stood up and took a knife in his hand. He touched Alex's body with that and stopped to her neck, near to her pulse point.
" Here?" the senator asked for her permission.
" Anywhere you want" Alex replied and pressed herself to the knife.
The senator pushed the knife to Alex's flesh and cut her deeply in three differents spots near to her pulse point. Blood started running out of her cuts.
" May I?" the senator asked to continue.
" You don't have to ask. Start the game" Alex said and took a deep breathe.
The senator closed the gap and hugged Alex's body, his hands moving up and down, cupping her hips and her breasts, his mouth on her neck ' drinking' her blood.
" You taste amazing" the senator took a pause and Alex moaned in response unable to form any kind of sentence without giving up her cover story. She just wanted to push him away and run.
" Oh God. I love you" the senator said in return to Alex's moans.
He lifted Alex up and slammed her to the wall continuing his twisted drink. After some minutes Alex pushed him away.
" I am starting to feel dizzy" she informed him when she couldn't control herself anymore.
" Do you want to move up?" she asked nervously. She wanted all of this to end quickly.
" Can we do and the next part here? Some screams only. Take it off" the senator ordered and pointed to Alex's jacket. Alex obeyed and was left with a white tank.
" What happened to your arm?" the senator asked curiously when he noticed the bandage.
" I had an accident" Alex said and felt senator's hands take off the bandage and reveal her wound.
" Screams?" Alex asked with fear in her voice when she realised what was coming next.
" Yeah" the senator yelled amused and pressed his thumb into Alex's sore wound and reopened it, blood covered his fingers and he yelled satisfied when she heard Alex screaming out of pain.
He took his other hand and punched Alex on the stomach. Alex fell on her knees groaning out of pain.
" Yes. That is something that I wanted to hear" the senator grinned and took out his belt from his pants. He started hitting Alex with force when he heard her asking for something.
" If you are going to hit me, do it with your hands, not with your belt. I want to feel your warmth" Alex said firmly and looked up at him, still lying on the floor.
Senator smiled and he kicked her hard on her waist. Alex screamed and arched her body in pain.
" Take her to my bedroom" the senator ordered his men and three men carried Alex's body into senator's bedroom...
" Oh my God, Alex. I am so so sorry! I didn't know. I am so sorry!" Nikita cried and let some tears to fall when she heard Alex's words.
" Alex. Hung on. Please. Why did you have to do that, Alex? I know that you want to protect your family and I know that this is the only way but you are going to get yourself killed" Tom whispered to himself with watery eyes.
" Did you know about Special Forces?" Nikita asked with grave voice.
" No. You can't just say to someone that you worked with violent clients, lesvians and gangs! Gangs! This world is so fuckingtwisted. It was already difficult for her to tell me that she was a sex slave when I asked her about her nightmares, she didn't tell me details!" Tom exclaimed angrily.
" Ooh... wait... Alex doesn't scream when she has nightmares, she is unexpected quiet... how do you know about them?" Nikita asked confused.
" What?" Tom asked in surprise. He hasn't realised that he said something that would cause him problems later until now.
" Omg! You were sleeping with Alex!" Nikita shouted in shock.
" Nikita.." Tom tried to defend himself.
" Don't you dare lie to me about that!" Nikita warned him.
" You should talk to Alex about that. I am not saying anything. I am not denying or accepting anything. Anyway, she didn't tell me any details about her time as a sex slave. I assumed that it was too painful. Obviously I was right. Who does that to an innocent child?" Tom returned their conversation back to the begining avoiding to talk about Alex's relationship with him.
" I did that to her. I am responsible for every scar that she has on her body, every beat that she took in her life, every rape that she lived. I am responsible" Nikita said devastated.
" Nikita, she doesn't blame you for any of these." Tom said calmly when he heard Nikita's pained tone.
" Why? Why is she always so forgiving? Why? The only thing that I have done to her, is causing her pain. She should have hated me. I am responsible for everything." Nikita cried.
" I don't know why she loves you, but she does and she doesn't blame you for any of these. So stop beating yourself up." Tom said firmly.
" But.." Nikita started.
" It is not your choice if Alex loves you or hates you. Now shut up and listen. Senator entered the room" Tom cut her off.
" So Sasha, are you ready for the explosion?" the senator asked while he entered his bedroom and unbuttoned his pants.
" You have already unbuttoned your pants. Why did you bother to ask me?" Alex said sarcastically and lied to the bed.
" I was born ready for that, daddy. Come..." Alex replied seductively.