Elis' P.O.V.
This has to be a dream. Had I really not paid attention to her so much that she let me go. I am such an idiot, if I could turn back time I'd do it all over again and be there. How is it that when a film goes wrong or I lose a position on a set I can get over it and I feel like i'll never get over her. I can't act like we never met like we had never happened or how I felt for her. How I do feel for her. I'd let some guy come in and take my place and the signs had been all there and it's because he would show up when I wouldn't. I had done so much to her recently and she'd stayed and I took it all for granted like she'd always be there. I'd forgotten she never had to be. I'm lieing here on my old bed thinking how I should let her go and surrender and be with him, but I don't want to. I can't but now there's nothing I can do. I didn't know life without her and I didn't want to. So I'd be some big film maker but none of that mattered without her. What's having everything without the only person worth sharing it with. The only person who knows me inside and out and whenever I need her she'd never let me down. That's all id done to her lately. Who was I anymore because I didn't want to be this guy anymore and being home made me see that. There's something that brings you down to earth by being home. All these new people wouldn't have stayed through half the things she had and even when we weren't together I knew all I had to do was call and she'd go through hell and back to help. I can remember the first time I met her. I'd already seen her but I had tried to act all cool and sexy in front of her. She'd seen right through me and despised me for being fake. I had let that wonderful person just walk away. I had let a known player take my place. She's my story and I should have been the one with her all those times not him.
I had lost it all…
Claires' P.O.V.
I had stopped at this dinky diner not far from Elis house. I plugged my phone in because after what happened to Ali I always kept it in my purse incase something happened to someone I loved and they needed me. I didn't know why I was being so stupid. He didn't want to see me I was sure but I just wanted to say goodbye the right way. To see his face without telling him I was scared and regretted every word. es I had fallen for Drew but if he really couldn't see how I felt then he didn't deserve to. He'd probably just play me like he did everyone else anyway and I had convinced myself he was better than Eli that Eli didn't care. Eli probably didn't care, he probably got home and realized he was glad to be rid of me. I had given him so many chances though. I felt like I'd done enough. Being with Drew had felt nice and was so much less drama but would it even last. Even if it had it would have ended up the same way this did. It would have had drama eventually and lost its nice feeling. It had always been such a whirlwind with Eli so many ups and downs. It had also had passion and I missed that fire it held. I had mistaken desire for something else with Drew. I realized now though I could only have so much pain and love and sparks with one person a little to late. It wasn't fixable If I had stayed it would have gone back exactly the same way in a few weeks I'm sure. I looked down at my phone to see texts from Eli. I mean it would have wouldn't it? Or had I just made a huge mistake…
Drews' P.O.V.
I had been convinced when Clare said she was done with him that they were over. I mean how could she not fall for me. I mean look at me. Then he'd shown up and I'd known I already won. It was when she said it though I saw pain in her. She still fucking loved him. She was supposed to be over him! I had been there through everything when he hadn't! He wasn't better then me so why did it hurt her. I just don't get it. I was outside drinking with some of the guys. I wasn't going to but I wasn't about to feel bad when I was just another chicks rebound. I'd have a line of girls tomorrow, just you watch. I felt so good right now after about my 6th drink. I would show miss vice president just what she was missing. I saw a girl walk past me. I didn't know her she must be from another school. She flashed a smile at me and I knew exactly what I was going to do. I walked over to her and sweet talked her a little. She didn't mind the liquor on my breath like Clare would the prude. The next thing I know I was in the woods pining the small brunette to the tree kissing down her neck and pulling her hair as she clawed down my back. She was so hot in that tight little dress. I would show her and Clare what a real man was.
Authors note: Yes, yes for those who like Drew I know I know! Lets be honest though that is Drew for you. He always fucks things up. I wanted to write true to the character. Sorry. :)