Are you ready? Chapter 7:

"I am giving the baby away for adaptation."

Silence was in the bedroom, neither girl's move it was like they were frozen in time. Tomo couldn't believe what she just heard. The idol's eyes widen as she stares in the composer's golden eyes seeing how serious she is.

"W-What! Haruka you can't n-no! This isn't like you to even consider this…" Tomo said in confusion with slight anger.

Haruka knew that Tomo wouldn't understand her decision, but she has no other plan.

"I don't expect you to understand Tomo…trust me this may be the hardest decision I will ever make in my life, but I am not ready for this huge commitment." Haruka walk over to her bed as she sits and keeps acting serious.

"Your right I may not understand, "Tomo begins as she sits on the bed with Haruka and holding her hands, "You never consider Ren's feelings, what if he does want to keep the baby? He has rights to…please don't consider this yet. Tell him Haruka please…I am worried you will make a huge mistake."

The composer only nod as she stands up and walks toward her door, "I am going for a walk, don't wait up on me."

It's in the late afternoon, the students are about to make plans to go out of town, eat somewhere or practice music. Haruka is walking outside, she is walking toward her favorite place which was the rose garden, and it's a great place to have privacy and quiet. The young composer sits on a wooden white bench, feeling the nice spring breeze and admiring the roses' true beauty. Her relaxation did not last long…because she hears fan girl squealing.

"Oh Ren! Can we please go into town, and go shopping!"

"You have great fashion sense, we would love your support!"

"Or we can watch you get change in front of us!?"

"WEEEEEEEEE!"

Haruka stood up from her spot and see a lot of girls around Ren as usual…she watches how delight he is with all of them. It gives her slight pain in her heart, and she shuts her eyes trying not to cry.

'Why does this give me pain? Seeing him with all those girls…If Ren and I were ever-no it will never happen.'

The golden beauty is walking out of the garden, till the handsome Ren eyes caught her leaving and he wanted to hurry to meet up with her.

"Ladies, until next time you have my word. Farewell for tonight lovelies." Ren said smoothly.

The fan girls squeal of his statement and watch him walk away to the exit of the garden. Until one fan girl cross her arms having an attitude, "He always leave us when he sees Haruka Nanami…"

"Akane-san we have to do something!" Another fan girl whined.

This Akane is the leader of the Ren fan girl club, she controls everything. Her looks and brains made her the leader, she always proclaimed that she saw Ren first before entering in Saotome academy. Akane brush her long black hair to the side and reveal her devilish chocolate eyes to the girls, "Don't worry girls, we will get rid of Haruka Nanami one way or another. Ren is ours and not hers. Let's go back to my bedroom to brainstorm."

Haruka is almost back to the girl's dorm, till she sees someone hovering by the doors. Her golden eyes widen in surprised, "Ren…what are you doing here."

Ren Jinguij stares at the composer and gave her a seductive grin, "More importantly my lady," He began and walk over to her and stare at her down, "Are you avoiding?"

The young composer was red on the face and bounce like a frighten kitten and stammer face, "W-What o-of course not… I just been really busy that's all."

Ren's aquamarine eyes have concern but he is not the type to reveal his true emotions, but he feels something is up. He place his hands on her shoulders, and continuing staring at her, trying to read her. Haruka's heart is racing and she doesn't understand why that is.

"My lady."

"Y-yes!"

"…"

"Ren…?"

His hands slide off her shoulders toward her hands, they felt so soft to him and he didn't want to let go. To him, he feels like he knows Haruka better than anyone in STARISH. That one night that they share was beautiful, one of the best nights of his life and he couldn't let nobody know how he truly feels not the guys or Haruka.

The saxophone player let out a sigh then form a smile, "Would you like to go out to dinner with me?"

The ginger beauty blushed and shyly smiled, "Sure…that would be nice."

Ren gave her heartwarming smile, it made Haruka race even more she hardly ever see Ren give anyone a genuine smile. The handsome man lean in and gave her a gentle kiss on her forehead, "I am thrilled you accept. I will pick you up 7:30, see you then my lady."

Ren left the girls dorm and went back to the boy's dorm. Haruka watch his back go further away, she let out a sigh then smile again. She is looking forward hanging out with Ren maybe she can talk to him tonight.

"Nanami-san."

Haruka ears perked of the soft deep tone, and turned around, "Hijirikawa-san what are you doing here?"

Masato is crossing his arms leaning by the side edge of the building and spoke serious, "Why are you hanging with Jinguji?"

The young composer was shocked being ask by Masato, she gaze at the ground not daring to stare in his serios gaze, "I…um…we are only eating together that's all…"

The intelligent Hijirijawa only sigh with frustration, "Nanami I have been noticing that you're not yourself, and I want to know why. I have this feeling it involves Jinguji-I swear if he has hurt you in anyway…"

"N-no! Ren hasn't hurt me at all…I just been going through…something." She looks down her stomach and tightens her eyes not wanting to show no more emotion, "Hijirikawa-san thank you for your concern, but I must go. I will see you and the other's tomorrow for practice."

As Haruka is about to walk inside the dorm, Masato spoke once more in a concern tone, "Be careful with Jinguji, he will only bring you pain. All he cares about is himself only, and, no one else."

Listening for Masato's foot-steps walking away, Haruka crunch her chest as she closes her eyes, she wants to break down because Masato may be right, but she really doesn't want to believe him. All the young composer do is try to give Ren a chance.