Are You Ready? Chapter 9: Discussing

"Ren…I am pregnant with your baby."

At that moment they were frozen in time, it felt like they're the only humans on earth. All they can hear is the wind and neither of them spoke only stare at each other. Ren was in a loss of words, he doesn't understand what's going on. He is not showing no sign of fear to his little lamb, but he has to say something, anything…to not make this awkward.

"What…are you sure…? I mean…I know we have done it once, but I…no-we were careful. Do you remember?" Ren question trying to stay calm as possible.

"I am sure…I don't exactly remember that night well. Bit of pieces of memory would come back to me, but not clear enough." Haruka squeezes her hands to stop shaking and gulped as she continues. "I know for sure because I took a test and the nurse was there and it was positive and…" She got cut off by Ren's man voice of his question.

"Does anyone else know? How far along are you?" His voice sounded frustrated as his aquamarine eyes are becoming serious as the sea.

"I am about four months along…few only know which is the nurse and Tomo. I am sorry I didn't tell you sooner, I honestly didn't know how and I was scared…sniffle." Tears are falling from the young composer face and she couldn't control it, she place her hands on her face and continue to sob away.

The saxophone player walk over to her and embrace her so tightly and her face bury in his broad chest. She can smell is sweet cologne it gave her comfort being close to Ren and finally telling him the truth was a weight lifting off her shoulders.

"I am glad you told me, I wished I knew sooner…Haruka…" Ren whispered. Hearing 'her' name made Haruka's heart skip a beat and felt happy. She has never heard him call Haruka her name before, only her nicknames from him. The STARISH member continue talking to her.

"I am sorry I put you in this position. I regretted my actions on that night, normally I can hold my liquor but…seeing you being so sexy made me want you so badly, and the look you gave me made me go wild and I couldn't hold back. That night made me realized something very important…" He look down too witness her beat red face and admiring her golden eyes sparkle under the moonlight. He lift her chin up and slowly place a soft kiss.

The ginger girl never felt anything so soft on her lips before it was like a marshmallow. She closed her eyes and continue kissing Ren. She felt a tingly sensation, and didn't want to stop.

They parted from the kiss and only stare at each other passionately. Then suddenly Ren place his hands on her belly, and he was in deep thought and was slient. "Is their…really a little person in there?"

Haruka giggle to Ren's comment and she place her hand on top of his and smiled at him, "Yes there is…it's hard to believe. I can't tell you how long, this has been eating at me."

"I should have known, I knew there was something wrong with you, but I couldn't figure it out. I was concern if it was about me...because you were avoiding me. But don't you worry I am here for you my little lamb." Ren grinned as he place his hand on her head.

"Thank you…I am glad you're here." Haruka whispered as she hugs him once again.

"No more stressing about this okay? I will handle it. Let's go back to academy." The saxophone player said as he wraps his arms around her as they walk back to the limo.

They arrived back to the academy and Ren kissed her on the forehead and watch her as she walk back in the girl dorms. Haruka arrived back to her room and was greeted by the anxious Tomo, and was immediately asked, "DID YOU TELL HIM!?"

The young composer felt sheepish and revealed a smile to her roommate and it made Tomo cry tears of joy as she hugged her best friend tightly, "Oh my gosh Haruka! I am so proud of you! Sniffle. Sorry for crying, I have been stressed about this situation, but I am relieved to know that you told Jinguji! Please tell me everything!"

"Haha okay Tomo, you just sit down and relax and I will make us some tea. Then, I will tell you everything." Haruka said as she place her purse on the table and went to their kitchen to make tea.

"Well I know it obviously went well, you're like glowing right now. Wait! Did you and Ren kissed?!" Tomo blurts out as she covered her mouth as fast as she can. Realizing that she shouldn't have asked.

The clumsy girly drop the cups as it shattered on the kitchen floor, and Tomo jumped to her feet and gasp of how red Haruka is on the face. The idol laughed as she grab the broom to help clean the mess.

The two girls were in the kitchen making tea and being overjoyed. Haruka expressed to her friend of how she can finally breathe again and try to be back to herself. But the one thing that bother the young composer was if Ren wanted to keep the baby or not? They didn't discuss it but…hopefully it can be solved soon.

Meanwhile…

Even though it was about to be midnight, Ren Jinguji couldn't sleep, how can he? He found out that his secret love is pregnant with his child. It shocked him tremendously. Honestly, he is scared but he would never tell Haruka that. Because he knows how work up she can get and he didn't want that for her. He sat on a bench and admire the rose garden. The view of the garden was lovely at night and it put Ren's nerves at ease. He knows what he has to do, as he grabs his phone out of his pocket and dial a number.

"Is there a reason you're calling me in this hour?"

"Brother I need to speak with you it's urgent. I am coming back home this cannot wait."

Author Notes: Hi everyone! I updated pretty early this time. Your reviews made me so happy and very excited to deliver another chapter to you all! Thank you for taking your time :) Continue voting for the gender of the baby if you haven't yet, so far girl is winning still! I can vision their baby and it makes me very excited. I know I have said this for my first chapter, but I am a huge Ren Jinguji fan! I love HarukaXRen X3

I will update soon as I can, college takes half of my time and playing Fire Emblem Fates, is my new game obsession XD It's honestly my favorite 3ds game I own! Lol sorry off topic...

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