Little Ty was asleep on Josh's lap, his feet in Caroline's lap as she rubbed his socked feet, he sucked on the pacifier in his mouth and drooled slightly onto Josh's arm, who didn't mind. Brendon was currently dozing between Dallon and Dark, everyone chatting quietly and taking pictures of the two. Pete was on his phone, planning for the party, and Mikey was in the kitchen.
He peaked his head around then and whispered to Pete, " Come here please?" And disappeared again. Pete winced softly and got up, he knew what this was about. Mikey mad wasn't a pretty sight, he was terrifying.
As soon as he got into the kitchen he was slapped, and then hugged. Mikey was suddenly glaring at him while holding Petes face in his hands. His face had tears rolling down, eyes angry and brows furrowed. His piercing glare sending Pete into shivers.
" Why didn't you come to me?" He asked, voice broken and raw. Pete wanted to cry.
" I-I-"
"-No. You listen to me Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz, I get that you think you aren't good enough. I know, baby it's hard I know. But what drugs are you fucking on to make you think you're ugly. You're the most beautifulest boy I have ever laid my eyes on, your kind eyes and your soft lips and your cute fluffy hair and your strong nose, cute smile, how don't you see that?" He said, tears welling up and his voice setting a cold tone. " You are not fat, no way in hell. You're built as fuck, muscled, and you have a six pack. How do you think you're fat? Not eating doesn't make you lose weight. Honey if you want, we can diet together. But there is no fucking way you aren't eating. Not in this family, not in this fucking family. I-I fucking promise you, you are the closest thing to perfect I've ever seen. I will remind you of that every fucking minute if I have to, just you fucking watch me."
" I-I can't." Pete whispered, tearing coming now. " I can't, I can't, I can't, I-"
" Yes. You. Can. Please Pete, try with me okay. One step at a time alright? I'll take your soccer away from you if you aren't well enough. This is making you sick, how are planning on playing big time if you can barely walk around?"
" Mikey I can't do that. I-I'm not good enough-"
" Pete shut up. You are good enough. You are better than enough. Trust me. You are my life, my soul. I want to fucking be with you forever. I want to marry you Pete, and I need you to be strong for us honey. Please. At least try with me, okay? If after a few weeks it isn't working, we can try something else. But Pete, you have to eat. You have to."
" I'm never going to be enough for you. You're perfect and I'm not."
" Pete, I am not perfect. Ask Josh, he knows I'm not." Mikey said, both of them smiling at that. " I'm thin, awkward, and I'm anxious. I have my faults, but you see right through them. You see the good in everyone Pete, why can't you do that for yourself?"
" It's m-my job to hate myself." Pete whispered, tears rolling down his cheeks.
" No it's not Pete. Someday when your band makes it big, and mine does too, I'll make you see how much people love you. I promise. We all love you, and we see the good in you."
Mikes: ROLL CALL! NAME SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT PETE
Peet: Pls no
Gee: T! Your light sense of humor, that always makes me laugh when I'm down and you always make sure your jokes don't offend ppl
Ray: Here, Your fluffy hair that you always put in a tiny pony tail for soccer, and the fact you show Mikey off like he's the bestest thing you've ever seen
Jishwa: here. You'll do anything for almost anyone to make them happy, even if it's above your level of capability. You'll try your best and won't give up.
Sirdarkofiplier: Still alive, You're crazy, but you make sure people know you're human. You're a hard worker and don't let your mental illnesses take that away from you.
Will: hey. You're not afraid of what people will think, you do what you want. Maybe you're self conscious about your looks, but you don't let that get to you.
Carl: HERE! You're so accepting of anyone no matter what
Jennah: HERE You're welcoming and make sure no ones left out
Dad: I'm here, the way you look at Mikey like he hung all the stars in the sky, and how you'd do almost anything to make him happy.
Markiplier: here you stand up for what you believe in and won't let anyone tell you what to do, you trust your gut even after all the dumb shit you've gotten into bc u take the blame when we need it
Jacky: You're such a family guy and its fucking adorable, and I really am proud of you for sticking to recovery, even when you're at your lowest you always make sure people r better than u r :)
Anteater: PRESENT! In general you're so nice to us and u would sacrifice yourself to make sure we are okay and happy. You're a great musician and you'll be famous someday so give me credit.
Ty: I'm big :) and I love how no matter how bad we can get, u always see the good in us and make sure we know we are loved
Dad: Brendon says he loves you because you're funny and give good hugs. He's still a bit little :)
Peet:
Mikes: If you have nothing to say its okay :)
Peet: thanks guys
Jishwa: Guys I'm tired as fuck I'm taking the guest room bed with ty deal with it.
Dad: Well fuck you guys
Ty: Have any lube?
Jishwa: Jesus kid
Ty: WELL hE JuST SaID jOsHuA
(Ended 12:58 am)
Yoooo sorry for such a small update, but I wrote two new Fics, I don't love you (ferard) and BS followers/follow me instead (which have a lot of band members) Both of them are darker but I put tons of effort into them and I'd appreciate it if y'all checked it out!
