thank you for reviewing. This is a warning that though there is not a lemon in this it does get heated and has sexual well references. As I have stated this story is now rated M. If this bothers any one let me know and I will continue to leave warnings and work out a way that will make it possible to bypass steamy parts. :) I don't own Shugo Chara.

Amu's pov

"Please... don't Ikuto." I managed to get out through my sobs. His lips had been trailing down to the top of my buttons up blouse. He yanked and the buttons flew off.

Everything in me screamed fight no matter how foolish that was. I tried again to beg as his lips sucked and nipped at the newly exposed skin. "Begging will only egg me on. You should have excepted it and listened."

"Look what your making me do Amu." His voice was rough and husky as he spoke against my skin. I cried out as he bit to hard it hurt. I should have avoided him after the first few times I met him.

I regretted feeling even the slightest bit of anything for this horrible jerk. Suddenly the preassure on my wrist were released. They instinctively went to cover my chest. I felt the bed dip as he got off.

The door was slamned hard as I curled on my side crying. I didn't even bother with trying the door. I knew I wouldn't be leaving here until he let me.

I must of fell asleep at some point during my crying. When I woke up Ikuto was back in the room. I pulled my knees up tight against my chest wrapping my arms around my knees to try to cover my chest. Though I could feel his eyes on my I couldn't bring myself to look at him.

This wasn't the first time that he's done something like that but... this was different he kidnapped me! My skin hurt where he had bit me hard it was and ugly purple already. "I brought you food. Eat." He commanded.

I wanted to protest but I was scared to. So I kept my gaze down as I took the plate from the side table. My hands shook and I had to force myself not to burst into sobs again. When I finished a half of the sandwhich I couldn't stomach anymore.

I felt like I'd vomit if I tried. I once again pulled my knees in tight as if it could protect me if I made myself smaller. I felt the bed creak as he climbed on it facing me. I kept my gaze down still.

I didn't want to look into his eyes because every time I did I felt something. I didn't want to feel it I wanted to hold onto my hatred to the idea that he was a monster. That would be impossible to do if I looked into those midnight blue eyes. So even when he spoke I kept my gaze down.

"Now then as long as you listen and don't try to fight me or leave then I won't have to be so rough with you." He said it as if I had forced him somehow to kidnap me and hurt me. Maybe in his sick twisted mind he believed that but I didn't give a damned. I had let this bastard get away with to much.

So I did the one thing I could I refused to look at him or speak to him. Maybe that seemed childish but I didn't care. He had forced me here forced kisses and his touch on me. So right now I held tight to the things he couldn't force me to do.

I heared him sigh loudly and I still ignored him even when he pulled me tightly to him. I remained stiff and wouldn't except his embrace. At least that's what I tried to do. Yet the gentleness that he held me with now had my resolve cracking.

He tilted my chin up and with my last resolve I forced my eyes shut. I felt soft butterfly like kisses on my eyelids, cheek, and lips. I didn't want to but like some siren his lips called to me. Making my mind blank.

Only when he pulled back did I realize just how stupid this was. I shouldn't be falling for this trap again! I tried to reason but as if sensing my waning emotion he once again softly kissed me. Before I could kill myself mentally I once again was lost to everything except this man.

I hadn't realized even that he had moved us until his lips trailed softly to my neck. It was only then that I realized he once again had me in that position and even though he was being soft and gentle I felt the panic rise once again. I began squirming and crying once again. His trail of hot kisses froze and he looked up.

It was only then that my gaze had met his almost begging me to trust him. His hands slowly glided down my ribs sending tingles through me as he still kept me locked with his eyes. "I won't hurt you... and I'm sorry that I did." He broke the silence his gaze flickering down to the mark he had left.

His fingers hesitantly reached out. I felt his soft cool touch as his fingers ghosted on the mark. I looked away feeling conflicted by every possible thing I felt when it involved this man. I only looked back when I felt his soft lips gently press against it.

It stung slightly but that wasn't what has cause my gaze to return to him. It was the fact that I felt something stiring inside of me. Heat coursing through my very being. Whimpers escaped against my command.

Only this time they were not whimpers of fear... they were of need. My body as if possessed moved wanting to feel more. I panted as he gently lifted me reaching behind me as his fingers searched for what he was looking for. He found it and before I could even blink my he had my bra off.

It was only as his hungry gaze roamed the planes of my exposed skin that the embaressment settled in. Tainting my skin red. Though once again through his touch I quickly forgot everything. His mouth sucking and kissing on my sensitive breast.

I felt helpless as in that moment I knew I was his. His soul called to me entailing with mine. As his hand captured the most sensitive part of me. My eyes snapping wide open as I moaned and panted.

I hadn't even realized what he had done until his fingers had made contact with that part of me between my legs that could send electric through me. I couldn't focus on anything as he continued to coax my body to sing for him. I shuddered as I felt the first wave crash over me. It was only when he had removed his touch from me and he reached for his pants that my brain kicked in.

Before he could get that zipper down I almost threw myself across the room. His gaze followed me but this time I knew better then to get caught so easily by it. I held my hands up when he made a move towards me. "S-stay away... please!" I whispered.

He didn't make a move to advance but his gaze remained unwavering. I was scared he would revert to the harsh cruel Ikuto. "For now... I won't do that, but your body and soul want me and our mine. Just as much as my body and soul want you."

I couldn't bring myself to deny it even though I wanted to. " Eventually you will have to give in." He finally said. His words weren't harsh though they sounded strained.

I heared the door close and so I went to recover the clothing that had been removed. I sunk back to the bed feeling upset and embaressed by myself. Yet even now that he had left the room my body would not calm down.

I laid on my side unable to rest as for hours now heat had been coursing through me. It was as if my body was painfully calling out to him. I cursed through my panting, just what the fuck had he done to me. I was so focused on trying to stop this that I hadn't noticed he returned.

"Like I said your body and soul want me. You are mine I knew from the moment I saw you. Now that your body is becoming more aware of it and our souls have touched you won't be able to deny it. I could take care of your arousal."

It was hell to focus with the way his voice affected me. "But I won't not until you ask me. Though just so you know the longer you wait the more intense that feeling will become." With that he left.

I couldn't take this much longer as no how I tried to lay any little movement caused my over sensitive body to cry out. It was almost painful and I couldn't bring my self to even think about what this was. I moaned softly as I went to turn to lay on my back again. The small movement causing me to moan again as my sensitive bundle of nerves throbbed.

"Your very stubborn you know." Suddenly Ikuto was on the bed but he made no move to touch me. "Your drenched from need every little movement is causing you to moan. You could touch yourself you know."

He said the last part sounding very ammused. "Of course it would do little to no good. Your body needs me." His voice became husky, his words causing me to moan.

My eyes warily snapped to him. His however lit up as he realized his words affected me. He leaned closer and I had to fight to stay still. As he started whispering in my ear.

"I could stroke that swollen clit of yours for you. Or maybe you would prefer my tongue." I couldn't even blush at the moment. My body with as he continued to speak of all the things he could do to my body

Amazingly I held back until he left. I covered my eyes mortified. I needed to get out somehow and away from him.