I'm watching lots of Bella / Carlisle fanmade stuff right now. I put my favourites in a playlist and thought you would appreciate it. You can find the link on my profile side.
And I'm gone out of good fanfictions to read for myself. Has anybody any Carlisle fic recommendations for me? I think I know everything on here, though.

Carlisles feelings were all over the place. There had been only a few minutes left for him until he would've arrived in Forks, when his phone started ringing.

"It's Bella... She's on the road to La Push, she's having a car accident," Alice had told him.

"Where?"

"Right behind the treaty line. You'll be the first there, after that the vision starts disappearing. Oh Carlisle, please be careful."

He had felt her desperation in every single word and pushed the car to its limits. Why hadn't he bought a faster one? He had called 911 and kept racing through the forest road.

Now that he stood in the middle of the street in the pouring rain, with her crying form cradled to his chest, he could smell them. They wolves were coming.
A loud howl broke through the pattering of the rain and several answered back to it.

He kept standing there, searching with his eyes for the shadows behind the treeline and didn't move.

"Vampire!"

"Bloodsucker!"

"Kill him!"

"He's not allowed here!"

"SILENCE!" Sam growled at the voices in his head and bared his teeth. "He's carrying someone."

"Bella!" Jacobs voice cried in Sams head, when the rusty coloured wolf reached his side and its eyes fell upon the red truck.

"Don't," ordered Sam and stepped in the way, blocking Jacob from running over to where Carlisle Cullen stood with a quivering form in his arms.

Jacob started to protest, when there was a loud but calm voice: "I'm not here to fight! I came to help, she's had a car crash. The ambulance will be here any moment. Let me get her in there and then I'm yours to be punished!"

"He broke the contract!"

"He must die!"

"Don't believe him!"

"Silence now! I'll go and talk to him," roared Sam and after phasing behind the nearest tree and pulling his shorts on, which he wore knotted around his ancle, he stepped out of the darkness of the trees.

Carlisle stood perfectly still, when Sam, the leader of the pack, walked towards him. He knew they weren't going to hurt Bella in any way, since they lived to protect the humans, but still, it would be very dangerous for her to be around when a fight started.
She was drifting in and out of consciousness by now. Why did the ambulance take so long?

"Doctor Cullen," Sam greeted and starred him down.

"Good day! Are you alright with my proposal?" Carlisle pressed.

"Why did you come here? You knew you weren't allowed to."

"Are you so indifferent of her life?"

Back from the trees came a growl and the russet wolf, which Carlisle knew was Jacob, came running towards them.

In an instant he had laid Bella on the ground carefully and crouched over her defensively, hissing, ready to attack.

"Jacob! Stop!" Sam was furious. The wolf did stop, but wasn't going anywhere.

"We could have helped her. It wasn't your place to do so," Sam told Carlisle.

Carlisles features softened. "I knew what the contract said, but I wouldn't have been able to stay away."

"What does that mean?"

"I can't… she doesn't know yet and I'm not going to tell her." How could he tell them what he thought to be the reason for all of this?

"You tell or you die," spat Sam and Jacob next to him bared his teeth, ready to take the order.

"I know there is something similar happening to your kind... you imprint...," he said cautiously.

Jacob jumped forward with a howl, but Carlisle had been ready. He snarled and knocked him over, pushing him to the ground.

"JACOB!" Sam shouted and moved over, standing above them. "You WILL take my orders and you will NOT decide on your own like that!"

Carlisle let him go and was at Bellas still form in a blink. Jacob growled deeply, but kept lying on the ground, meeting Sams eyes with a furious glare.

"What does this mean," Sam asked after turning around again.

"It's called mates in our world. We can choose to stay away and that was what I did for the last weeks, but it's hard and when we're close to our mate and there is danger to him, we can't think properly. It's our instincts taking over."

Sam frowned, but seemed to understand. They could hear the sirens now and Carlisle swept Bella in his arms again, still watching Sam closely. When the alpha didn't make any attempt to stop him, he lowered his eyes to Bella and touched her face with the back of his hand, mouth slightly falling open.
"Everything will be fine, love," he whispered and inhaled the scent of her one last time.

Sam sighed and glared at Jacob before speaking to Carlisle: "Take her. You may follow the ambulance. I wont be so gracious, if I ever see you again on our land." And with that they were gone.

The ambulance rounded the last curve and Carlisle took off, running to meet it.
Everything would be fine…

Bella gasped and opened her eyes with a start. White walls blinded her and the monotone buzz of a neon tube hurt in her head. She touched her hand to her forehead and felt a bandage there.
Of course, she had again managed to hurt herself. Memories of rain and the road started to get into her head. And eyes. Pitch black eyes and a deep rumble of a growl.

"Bella, you're awake." No other then Carlisle Cullen came into view.

"Carlisle? I… did you get me out of my truck?" She wasn't sure about that. Her head felt still dizzy, but she remembered his blond hair and reassuring words.

The vampire before her looked puzzled for just the blink of an eye and then sat down where her legs were put under the blanket.

"Yes. Alice saw it in a vision."

"But… I was on Quileute ground."

He looked at her and then averted his eyes.

"Carlisle!" Why didn't he say something?
That was when everyhting came back. He didn't want her with them anymore. He didn't want to fight for her. Hell, she didn't want anyone to fight for her, but it wasn't her fault, was it?
She turned her head towards the door as if it was suddenly very interesting.
"Where is Charlie?"

Carlisle felt the air in the room shift. He wondered where her thoughts were going.
"The nurse called him just a few minutes ago. I told them I would stay until you woke up. I'm not working here anymore, so I'll go now. If you don't need me?"

"No, I don't," she said, not even looking at him.

He hadn't thought that an answer could hurt him as much as it did. This was it. She didn't want him there. He was sure now, that she didn't feel the pull at all. Maybe it wasn't really a mates bond, maybe he wasn't destined to find what Alice and Jasper or Rosalie and Emmett had.
With a last quick glance at her, he fled the room.