These chapters seem to be getting worse and worse DX

This goes to my friend Danny on smule :D Yay! I finally did yours!

DISCLAIMER: I OWN ANTONIO'S TOMATOES AS MUCH AS I OWN HETALIA, which translates as a disclaimer...SAD HUH?

It was a week and a half later when Nonno finally let me go outside - and my god! That was a huge mistake. A HUGE MISTAKE.

The autumn air caressed and messed up my hair once I was outside, shivering in a wool blanket that should've been damn warm enough to keep me from freezing my ass off. I guess it didn't help that I wasn't wearing anything but my underwear underneath.

AHEM! Anyways, my thoughts had seemed to clear as the cool air refreshed my senses. Yes, I loved Antonio but no, I couldn't stop my life just to be with him. I'd read enough romance novels to know heart break is inevitable.

Sorry love life, but you'll just have to wait.

Besides, I didn't want Lizzy to tell the whole school that we were dating, and/or ship us in her yaoi club. And now that I think about it - oh yeah - Antonio probably isn't interested. Love is blind - I obviously know that cliche - but it also seems to bring out the selfishness in others...Especially in me.

So to summarize that paragraph - My life was hard enough, I didn't need to deal with a damn boyfriend telling me to lose weight to look better for him.

And also - how many people in my grade actually date? I know Lizzy is dating Roderich from a grade below us. I personally don't understand why she likes him - he's a snob and lives for his music - but there must be something. Other than that, people seen to keep their relationships a secret.

I don't fucking blame them. Love is embarrassing.

I should know first hand.

But was it love? I still didn't know.

Tino had identified it as lust...But...He was probably in a bad mood when I called so...maybe he was exaggerating? Maybe he had misspoken in his anger.

Something about this counselor mildly bothered me - like an itch at the back of my neck. There was something about him...I vaguely remember the first day he came to this school - his back against the wall, those pale arms folded in distaste. The annoyed way he answered his questions to the way he ate his lunch - maybe he couldn't be trusted. But the stress of being a counselor should be able to take anyone down. Why wasn't he dead by now, to say it bluntly. It was like he was telling someone about my problems...When I asked it to be personal. It was like he was plotting something behind my back with other people...

But why?

What did I do to him to piss him off so badly?

I started to get up. No, I didn't know where he was but so what? I needed to find him and ask him.

Unfortunately, I had forgotten about the blanket which had fallen around my legs.

Fuck, it was cold...

"Do you need my assistance?" A cheery, accented voice called from the sidewalk.

Just my luck...

Tino was immediately forgotten when Mr. Sunshine and Tomatoes started towards me - a basket of that delicious red fruit under one arm and a math textbook under the other.

Did the tomatoes make him ay hotter? I doubt it. Besides, that's a stupid reason for thinking someone hot.

"When did you get here." I grunted, attempting to wrap the damn blanket around myself. Unfortunately, my limbs turned into jelly at the thought of Antonio standing before me.

Antonio smiled that breath-taking smile of his, making me feel more lightheaded than ever. "Just now, obviously. I heard that you weren't sick and I decided to bring some tomatoes to eat~!"

I sighed. Seriously Antonidiota? "I hate to break it to you but whoever said that was lying."

Antonio's smile wavered the slightest bit. "Anyways, you didn't answer my question ~! Do you need help~?"

I looked down at the blanket on the ground. My instincts must've kicked in because I immediately came to my senses and covered my almost bare body. I felt the blush creeping up my face as I realized what Antonio had just seen. "NO! I don't need help! Thank you very much not!"

"You are cute when you blush." He commented, taking a step closer to me. "Just like a tomato~!"

"Go to fucking hell!" I shouted at him.

Antonio just laughed.

I swore I heard Nonno call for me to come in and get a spanking or some other punishment shit.

For once, I didn't mind.

I'M SORRY IT SUCKED DX DON'T KILL ME.

I'm sorry this took so long DX I got stumped...Badly...DX I've been busy with Home is Where the Heart is and Hold On. Read those if you haven't already please :D

So the next chapter is in Antonio's POV with a little bit of a plot twist. :D Enter Lizzy's match making skills!

Thanks guys! :)