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Misaki walked into his home, Usagi-san trailing behind.

"Nii-san, I'm home." Misaki announced, as Usagi swiftly walked right into the house and disappeared into the living room. Misaki followed him.

"Welcome home," Takahiro, who was sitting on the couch being embraced by Usami, replied cheerfully as his little brother entered the room.

Misaki stared in shock and immediately separated Usagi from Takahiro. No matter how many times he saw this scene, he could never get used to it. He couldn't get used to the fact that some random guy from England was living in their home and in fact loved Takahiro in that way.

Takahiro said that Usami was a high school friend but it didn't change that Misaki didn't like this man. He was too suspicious. Those purple eyes mesmerized Misaki too much. Every time he looked into them, he would feel like that man could see right through him. He felt like an open book.

Usagi-san lived in this house for only one month but it seemed like the other man understood Misaki way more than he understood himself. Plus, Misaki didn't like that closeness Usagi-san had with Takahiro.

Misaki looked at Usagi-san and rebuked, "Nii-san has a girlfriend so you have to stay away from him."

Usami stared into Misaki's emerald eyes. Misaki stared back but tried not to get drawn into those purple eyes that seemed to see everything. Usami said nothing. He simply stared till Misaki felt his face become flushed.

Usami then grabbed Misaki's shirt collar and said, "I'll kiss you if you look at me like that," then pulled his lips to the younger boy. The younger boy's eyes widened in shock as he struggled to get out of the older man's stronger hold, which only made it worse as the man wrapped his other arm around the younger's waist. Usagi-san's grip strengthened. Misaki continued to struggle for maybe only a second but it felt like hours. He felt like screaming for help but his voice couldn't come out.

Then, he felt the gentle hand of his brother push him and Usagi-san apart.

Takahiro looked at Usagi-san in horror and said, "Akihiko, I never care much when you put moves on me, but my brother has to stay clean from this stuff. Get your stuff, " Takahiro lifted his arm and pointed to the front door, "and get out of this house until you understand what you did. Even if you are my best friend, I can't tolerate such an action being done to my precious younger brother."

Usagi-san looked at Takahiro with puppy dog eyes as he walked out of the house, slowly.

Misaki fell to the ground. Takahiro then helped Misaki up as he apologized multiple times. Each time Misaki answered nothing. He was in too much shock. That was his very first kiss and all he could think was how disgusting it felt when it was forced upon him.

"I don't understand why he would go and attack you. Maybe," Takahiro wondered aloud, "he decided to go after you because he couldn't get me..." The older man's eyes began to tear as he hugged his younger brother, "Misaki, I'm so so sorry that happen-"

Misaki pushed Takahiro away with all his strength and with a trembling voice said, "Sorry, Nii-san, I-I-I didn't mean to do that. I j-j-just feel really..."

Misaki could't complete his sentence. He just couldn't tell his precious older brother that he felt disgusted when he touched him.

The next day (Ritsu POV)

Our first kiss was the best.

We sat on a bench under the trees in the park, silently. We enjoyed each other's presence and savored the moment. The rustling of trees and the chirping of birds kept the air peaceful and entertaining. We said nothing. He didn't look at me and I tried my best to hold back my secret glances to him. Then, during one of my "quick" glances, Saga-senpai looked at me. He gazed into my eyes and I gazed back. We still said nothing but we understood what the other wanted to do.

Saga-senpai lifted his hand and reached out to my jaw bone. His thumb slowly slid down to my chin. I knew what he wanted and he knew what I wanted. I blushed and closed my eyes, surrendering myself to my one and only lover. Then I felt a rush of warmth across through my body as I felt our lips touch.

It was an innocent kiss without much physical intimacy. Simply the touching of lips; but then, for me, it was the closest place I ever thought I would reached in Saga-senpai.

I thought we would be together forever. But, I was wrong. Saga-senpai didn't love me. Now that I think of it, he must have been a really good actor. He seemed like the perfect lover but it turned out that he only wanted my body.

Ring Ring Ring.

Ritsu groggily hit the alarm clock and grudgingly got out of bed. He got dressed for school while cursing at himself for having a stupid dream about Saga-senpai.

I don't love him for heaven's sake!

Ritsu put two pieces of bread in the toaster and took out some milk then drank it straight from the bottle, after all, who would care if he was living all alone?

He then heard a ding for his toast. At the very same time, He heard his door bell ring.

Who would come to my house at this time?

Ritsu quickly grabbed a toast, bouncing it in between each hand (after all hit was hot) and walked to the front door. He put the toast in his mouth when he was sure he could handle it then promptly opened the door and putting his sandals on at the same time. He slowly looked up at the person standing in front of the door; he was holding a small box of, what Ritsu thought was, food. Once Ritsu saw a glance of the other man's face he dropped his toast and slammed the door shut in the other man's face. At the same time the man gasped and quietly said, "Ritsu."

Ritsu sat in front of his door and exhaled slowly; His heart was beating and his whole body was shaking.

Saga-senpai!

It's frickin Saga-senpai.

Ritsu then heard the man ring the bell multiple times while screaming out, "Ritsu! Oda Ritsu!" then then suddenly silence and the echo of footsteps. Saga-senpai was gone. He left and probably went back home. However, Ritsu's body was still shaking and his heart beat wasn't slowing down. His hands felt like ice his eyes teared and he felt alone, in an abandoning way. He felt hatred towards Saga-senpai but at the same time missed his loving touch, even if it was fake.

Then it occurred to Ritsu.

How did Saga-senpai know where I live? Why was he holding food? Where is he now? How can I avoid him? Is he coming back?

He kept asking more and more questions, never getting answers but rather piling up his fears, one on top of the other. He felt alone as if he was being concealed by fear. He didn't want to go to school today.

Ritsu jumped, the door bell rang again. His heart rang in his ears but immediately stopped when he heard the young voice of his kohai, Misaki, saying, "Ritsu-senpai, are you home?" The young brunett stood up, his legs still trembling as he held onto the door for support, and welcomed the younger boy into his house. Misaki smiled and came right into Ritsu's house with no realization of Ritsu's state. Ritsu breathed in and out, made his legs stop trembling and blinked away his teary eyes as he smiled back a reassuring smile to his kohai.

"How did you find my house?" Ritsu almost immediately asked.

Misaki made an embarrassed grin, "I found out from the school."

Ritsu almost wanted to ask him, why he came here, but refrained for it sounded unwelcoming. "Do you want a toast? I have an extra one."

"Ah, I can't just take your breakfast. It'll be rude...considering you only have one edible piece left." Misaki eyed the toast on the floor next to the door.

"That's true," Ritsu said quietly then grinned and said, "Then lets split!" Ritsu did so and gave half to his little friend who accepted it gracefully. They ate for a second in silence until Misaki broke it.

"The truth is, Ritsu senpai, I want to walk to school together with you today." Misaki shuffled his legs and shifted his eyes from Ritsu, "There is someone I'd prefer not to encounter on my own..."

Ritsu made an understanding smile, after all he understood that feeling of not wanting to be alone. In fact, he didn't want to go to school on his own today too. "Sure."

Misaki breathed a sigh of relief and stopped shuffling his legs. He looked right into Ritsu's eyes and smiled back his genuine smile that shined like angels in the sky. Ritsu felt his heart skip a beat and his face become slightly warm, but not in an excruciating way. He didn't feel awkward but rather safe. He also felt the need to protect.

Misaki looked at his watch and said quietly as though not to disterb Ritsu in his thoughts, "Its seven fifty, we should go soon."

Ritsu nodded in agreement and got up to take his bag and leave. The two boys walked to the door and proceeded to walk out. They smiled at each other and felt safe but that ended as soon as Ritsu saw the face of his ex walk out of the apartment next to him. Ritsu was apartment 306. The man who just walked out of apartment 307 was someone he knew well. It was Saga-senpai.

Ritsu's breath pitched and his heart rate sped up.

"S-sag-senpai."

The other replied with strength, "Ritsu!"

Misaki looked at both faces. Ritsu looked scared while the other seemed to be angry.

What is the relationship between them? Misaki wondered.

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