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I know as Alpha I was supposed to be objective but one I was an imprinter and two I was male. Watching Leah and Ness go at it again, I was supposed to be paying attention to how well Nessie fought, how she was finally managing to hold her own against Leah.

I should be thinking about how many kicks she managed to land and how quickly she moved on her feet. I wanted to be able to tell her how proud I was that she was thinking defensively and finally countering all the moves Leah sent her way.

But right now all I could think was how damn sexy she was. My eyes were fixed on her heart shaped ass as she bent and twisted and I swear I didn't mean to notice how well her cargo pants hugged said ass.

And when she bounced lightly on her toes, my intention was to notice how quick and light she was on her feet, not how the action made her breasts bounce prettily against the material of her shirt. I promise tried desperately not to remember how those breasts had tasted in my mouth but… Meh, that was an epic fail.

When she was hot and her skin glistened lightly, her bronzed curls coming loose from her pony tail and sticking to the side of her face, I honestly wasn't trying to think about how good she would look sweating beneath me but it fucking happened anyway.

As she rolled to the floor taking Leah with her, I promise I wasn't praying that one day she would tackle me like that and sit astride me as she now did with Leah. All my good intentions disappeared and I wanted to whimper as Nessie groaned , the sound making a shiver travel up the length of my spine

Beside me Embry stared at them, an intense look of concentration on his face as he watched them tussling. Why couldn't I be more like him? Why couldn't I get my mind and my body out of the gutter and do what I was supposed to. I was here to make sure no one got hurt, least of all my Nessie and to give them pointers on their technique. Being an Alpha meant that I was supposed to suggest how they could shake things up, be better prepared. But all I could see was Nessie. My Ness. Hot, sweaty, gorgeous Nessie, rolling around on the floor making all manner of sexy moans and groans, sending my imagination into over drive. I shifted my stance to hide my growing hard on and turned my attention to Embry, who was still staring.

Managing to drag my eyes away from Ness I looked closer at Embry. I noticed he had a more a glazed look on his face than I had first realized and in fact, was that…drool? Elbowing him sharply in the ribs I heard his breath hiss out but his eyes stayed trained on Leah and Nessie.

"Is it wrong that I'm finding this such a turn on?" he mumbled out of the corner of his mouth still sounding dazed.

I slapped him upside the head without as much force as I would have liked.

"Hey that's disrespectful," I muttered back.

Nessie was my imprint and as far as I was concerned, I was the only one allowed to have those kinds of thoughts about her.

"You're right though," I conceded with a chuckle as another of Nessie's little moans met my ears and I was immediately reminded of the noises she made when my mouth was on her.

Embry grinned and snickered as on the floor, Leah and Nessie began to separate their tangled limbs and get to their feet. Clearing my throat I started forward and threw an arm around her shoulder, telling myself I was inspecting her for injuries. In reality it was just because it had felt too damn long since I had touched her.

"You okay? Hurt anywhere?" I asked glaring at Leah, as she winced slightly.

"I'm fine Jacob, I promise…so I did good huh?" she asked me her eyes sparkling with excitement.

I knew she was thrilled she was finally getting the moves but in the heat of battle her enemy wouldn't have an alpha watching her and warning the same enemy not to hurt her. Not that I ever intended to let her get anywhere near a battle, if we all did our jobs that would never happen.

"You did great" I nodded and dropped a kiss on her hair, inhaling deeply. She smelt warm and female and spicy and yet still so sweet. I felt my blood surge hotly again as inside my wolf raised it's head.

"So does that mean I can get my reward?" she asked sweetly, steering us up the porch steps and back into the house.

"Gee I don't know" I pretended to consider my options, shaking my head slowly from side to side.

"Please Jake, please…you promised…you said we could, if I could keep up with Leah you promised we could" she badgered, the arm she wrapped around my waist tugging a little.

"Well since you asked so nicely" I turned to call over my shoulder "Lee, you mind giving us some privacy this evening, me and Ness have a date"

Under my arm Nessie beamed at me and I felt like a conquering hero rather than a guy who had just agreed to spend the night watching chick flicks and eating junk food.

"Just don't do anything I wouldn't do Black" she hollered back, though she damn well needing have bothered, she knew we had super hearing.

I knew she was just trying to embarrass me in front of Ness. Glancing down I expected to see a hot rush of color on Nessie beautiful face and I was right but what I didn't expect was when my precious little Nessie hollered back.

"That doesn't leave us with a hell of a lot of options Clearwater"

I chuckled and heard Embry's snicker and Leah's exasperated huff before they phased and disappeared into the tree line, leaving us alone. Oh crap. This was going to be hard.

Dropping heavily onto the sofa, I smiled as Jake flung himself down next to me and my nose wrinkled as I got a whiff of myself. Ugh. God knows how I smelt to Jake with his super wolfy senses.

"I need a shower… a nice, hot, long wet soapy shower…rub away all my aches and pains" and then I moaned softly, as though it was the best feeling in the world.

I saw a funny look cross Jake's face and bit the inside of my cheek to hide my smile. He cleared his throat twice before he spoke and I felt him shift position beside me. Success, I hoped.

After our, um, encounter, last night I needed some advice, some girly advice about what to do next, where to go from here. I didn't want to talk to my mom or Grandma Esme and I didn't think Alice would want that many details, which left only one other female in my family.

Auntie Rose, would be able to give me the answers I needed. One quick phone call solved my problem, her invaluable advice ranging from "You've seen legally blonde haven't you…bend and snap kid" to "since he's more than likely a dog in heat, all you have to do is get him to think about sex and then he's yours"

These were the secrets to her success with Uncle Emmett? Mind you he was so besotted with her, I think he just gave in half the time to please her…and quite possibly himself….

So I had spent the day flirting, dropping things, moaning and groaning like an idiot to very little reaction from Jake. I was frustrated, thinking this was never gonna work when occasionally I heard his heart rate increase and his scent seemed to get stronger and he would shift pulling a weird face. Ladies and Gentlemen we have a winner.

"Want to help scrub my back?" I joked; truth was just the thought of Jake seeing me like that made my blood run to my cheeks but not in an altogether unpleasant way. Him seeing me barely dressed filled me with a combination of nerves and need. But there was no way I was ready for that, even if I was ready to explore our relationship a little further.

He looked horrified and for a second I was deflated but then he leaned over and kissed me, pressing his lips to mine possessively, his hand cupping the back of my neck to keep me close. Wow. When he lifted his head I was out of breath and panting.

"Go ahead and take your shower, I'll set up in here" he said softly and then kissed me once more, this time gently, softly.

As the water washed the dust and dirt away I mulled over how I came to be on this date. After my first disastrous days sparing with Leah, Jake had promised me that once I could hold my own I could have anything I wanted, anything at all. I knew he meant presents or money, or trips away and I thought long and hard about what I wanted and there was only one thing I could think of. Jake.

I wanted to be with Jake, like any other normal couple, wanted to hold hands and kiss and go on dates and go parking, go to the movies, make out. But instead I was forced to hole up here; waiting for a death sentence to strike me or the man I loved.

What I wanted most of all was a date, some time to be normal with Jake, to pretend we weren't waiting for impending doom. He had seemed a little puzzled when I told him but he agreed nonetheless.

So now here I was, getting showered, preparing for my first ever date. My first ever date with Jake. A million butterflies launched in my tummy as I washed the soap from my body. I was nervous, nervous to be spending time alone with Jake, which was stupid because it would be no different than any other time I'd watched movies with Jake. But it felt so different, everything seemed so carnal, son intimate now because I knew on dates there was kissing and touching and making out and getting to bases you were not supposed to.

As much as I loved kissing Jake there was still some worry about what would happen between us. I knew where this would to lead but I didn't know when or how. And that was where Aunt Rosie was supposed to help but bend and snap only got you so far. If I listened to anything else she had to say I would no doubt have ended up a sexual gymnast and despite what Leah said I had no intention of that happening…. Well, not yet anyway.

I smiled to myself at the idea that I could even be like that. Never been kissed until recently and here I am sick with nerves over a seduction that probably won't even happen…yet. But I couldn't deny the wildness I felt when he touched me, the need which over took me and it wasn't too much of a stretch to imagine that soon I would want to take that final step with him.

I stepped from the shower, dried, dressed carefully in a button down shirt and leggings and was back down stairs in less than twenty minutes. My aunts would be horrified, I had made no attempt to wear any make up and had just tossed my hair up into a messy bun. Yes this was date but we were only staying in and watching movies, I didn't want to look like I had made too much of an effort.

The room was dark, only the lights from the television letting me see where Jake was sprawled across the length of the sofa, idly flicking through the channels. I smiled as I spied the large bucket of popcorn, super size bag of chips and bucket of ice cream.

"Are you going to shower?" I asked him as I perched on the arm of sofa.

"You trying to tell me something Ness?" he asked with a wicked smile.

I shrugged but said nothing, hoping he would know I was teasing. In all honesty I loved how he smelled, freshly showered or freshly phased, it was all good to me.

"Don't start without me" he smirked getting to his feet, planting a kiss on my head and I swear I heard him sniff my hair.

"You mean you expect me to wait High School Musical on you?" I asked cheekily. He sighed heavily as though in the grip of some deep sorrow

"Well if you have to start without me then start without me…see you in ten"

As soon as he left the room, I patted my hair and adjusted my shirt wondering if I should maybe leave some of the buttons undone, give him something to look at. But maybe that was being too obvious, like I was screaming come and get it big boy. In the end I settled for undoing the top two and revealing the barest hint of cleavage that couldn't even be classed as scandalous.

He was back in less than ten minutes and wore a loose fitting shirt and gray sweats. As he passed me by I caught a whiff of his freshly showered smell and my heart turned over inside my chest. Nerves blossomed inside me again as I thought this was it, my date was about to begin. I sat stiffly on the sofa as Jake settled in beside me, his long body stretched out in front of him. Everything suddenly felt so…charged. My heart rate kicked up a notch in response to his nearness, though an entire cushion separated us.

"You planning on staying there all night Ness?" he asked giving me a sideways look, the corner of his mouth kicking up.

"Maybe" I meant it sound playful but it just came out pissy.

Jake sat forward hunching his elbows on his knees and he looked me in the eye.

"Okay Ness, what's wrong?"

"Nothing"

He raised an eyebrow and my pulse jumped in response "Really…then why are you as stiff as a board and look as though you are about to face the Volturi rather than a movie night with me?"

I flinched as he mentioned the Volturi and it was only then I noticed just how rigid I held myself. Color flooded my cheeks when he crooked his finger at me and lent back against the sofa.

"C'mere Ness"

I didn't wait to be asked twice just scooted closer to the place I wanted to be, as he wrapped an arm around my shoulders and I let my head drop against his shoulder, well arm really.

"Better?"

I nodded against his skin as he reached for the remote and hit the play button and soon I was lost in the movie. Vampire I maybe but I was still female and a sucker for Disney Movies and a happy ending.

I watched her from the corner of my eye, paying her more attention than the movie. Stupid chick flick, I was more of a Zombie Land fan, maybe because it seemed to be the only supernatural creature I had yet to meet. But watching Ness, watching the movie was far more entertaining than anything I had seen so far.

Every emotion she felt flickered and danced across her face, her lips moving in time as she sang along, her voice soft, musical and lilting.

"It's hard to believe that I couldn't see, you were always there beside me, thought I was alone, with no one to hold but you were always right beside me"

I bit my own to counteract the need to capture hers and plunder her soft lips with my own as I thought about the possessive nature of the words.

It was harder than ever to give her the time and space she deserved, my entire body was now in tune with hers. The slightest signal from her would set me off, from the tilt of her head or the catch of her breath, everything she did affected me in ways I had never imagined even with the imprint.

Less than an hour later I came rapidly to the conclusion that she was trying to kill me having spent the last hour watching her nibble and lick her way through various sweet treats I'd set out for us. Though she didn't really like human food, she, like me, loved candy. My eyes were drawn to the way her pink tongue snaked out to steal some ice cream from the spoon she held. Blood rushed south as I pictured that tongue on me, licking me.

"That looks good, can I have some?" I asked trying to play down the fact my voice came out more like a growl.

Nessie smiled and slid the spoon towards me. I took it from her fingers, pulling her towards me and swept my mouth over hers. The taste of Nessie, only sweetened more by cake batter ice cream, exploded in my mouth and I groaned at the combination of heat and ice. Mental note to self, always eat from the spoon after Nessie. The moist heat of her mouth contrasted starkly with icy coolness of her tongue as her hands tangled in my hair and I hauled her across my lap. I wanted to howl as she inadvertently brushed against my straining hardness and my hips bucked slightly, the movie forgotten.

Between us we maneuvered as we kissed and I lay back against the sofa, with her straddling my stomach, only centimeters away from where I most wanted her.

"Jacob" she whispered as my lips left hers to steal across her skin, letting me taste the satin perfection of her skin as I nipped her jaw, the pulse point which pounded beneath her ear.

She moaned softly as I slid my hands slowly down her body, my mouth following the same path. I nudged aside the top button of her shirt and I sucked gently on the soft skin of her neck, thrilled when she whimpered and shifted on my lap. I couldn't help groan as she moved her head to give me better access and her shaky fingers came up to the buttons of her shirt, popping them quickly.

I could see the flush on her cheeks but knew it was more from her heightened desire than the embarrassment of being with me.

"Take it off" she sighed and I felt her tug against my shirt.

Breaking the contact with her skin, I stripped of my t-shirt in seconds moaning when her hands came into contact with the heated skin of my chest.

"Now mine" she said on a shuddering breath and I paused to look at her unsure if I should give her what she wanted.

I felt my insides turn to mush as Jacob stared at me, his eyes full of heat and need. Craving, needing I was getting used to it the more time I spent alone with Jake but right now this was something I had never experienced. I wanted to shed my clothes, to shed his, to feel his naked skin on mine, to let my hands wander unhindered across the perfection of his body. After what felt like an eternity and keeping his gaze on mine, he slid each button through the hole until, at last I was bare before him.

The intensity on his face made my stomach flip gently and in that instant I knew I wanted his hands on me, wanted him to make me feel the heat and wildness again. His eyes dilated as I gently arched my back, silently offering myself to him.

"Oh God Ness, Christ you're so beautiful," he rasped and his hand shook as it came out to cover my breast, his palm skimming deliberately across my nipple. I heard the raw moan of pleasure I made as though it came from far away as his mouth swallowed the sound as his tongue sought mine. I felt the touch deep inside me making molten heat flow between my legs.

"I can feel your heart racing Ness," he groaned against my lips, as he palmed me, cupping me, his fingers gently teasing me.

"For you Jacob, it's only for you" I gasped back.

He moved his hand slowly, teasing me, his finger, dipping and tracing the shape of my quivering breasts, sliding across my nipples, making them pucker and darken. My forehead rested against his as we watched him touch me, the sight making the fire burn more brightly inside me, making the coil of need twist tighter.

I whimpered, shifting restlessly, unable to be still as slowly his hands moved away from my breasts and moved around my body, sliding up and down my back. His large hand cupped my neck, the other moving further down the length of my spine, to rest just above my behind. His mouth covered mine again and I stiffened for a split second as his hand inched lower. I gasped as he cupped my behind, squeezing me gently.

I watched Nessie' s reaction through my lashes as I cupped her ass the way I had wanted to all day. Her eyes were soft and huge, a slightly surprised look in them. Had I gone too far? Worried I had pushed her I was about to move my hand when I felt her move, almost push herself onto my hand her breath catching where her mouth met mine. I felt her raise her hands hesitantly.

"You can touch me Nessie," I murmured. Fuck I would give anything for her touch right now. Timidly she stroked over my heart in an echo of the way I had touched her.

"I like this" she admitted breathily, her hands moving slowly down my body, tracing the shape of my abs with her fingernail. Fascinated she looked down as my body trembled and moved beneath her questing fingers.

The room was now silent, the movie long faded to black and even though we could both see in the near darkness, it seemed so intimate, so private. The only noise came from Nessie's soft panting breaths and my own rasping inhalations. For long seconds we kissed, our hands exploring each other's torsos, excitement rising in our mingled breaths. The soft mewling noises that spilled from her throat, urged me on and I closed my hands over her tiny waist, lifting her slightly.

Jake's growl as he took my breast in his mouth, vibrated against my skin and I felt his touch grow more possessive, more biting. I was lightheaded and having trouble breathing, the tightness between my thighs was increasing and instinctively I moved my hips. Lightening and heat splintered through me as I brushed against the iron hard heat of his hardness. The feeling was amazing and I could not stop myself doing it again, harder this time. Jake's hips moved under mine almost as though he couldn't help himself and I shifted position, bringing my core into direct contact with the hardness beneath his sweats.

With his mouth on my breast, his tongue laving me, his teeth gently scraping, biting me I bucked helplessly. Following some ancient instinct I moved my hips in counter point to Jake's and felt the need inside build even more. Whimpers met my ears and it was a few seconds before I realized they were my own. I felt warm and wet between my thighs, so tender and sensitive that I knew if I carried on like this for only a few more minutes I would go crazy with wanting. Something had to give, I felt swollen and heavy.

Jake groaned as I pressed myself against him, thrilled at the way his hardness pressed against me in all the right places. The feeling was indescribable, overwhelming and I felt myself becoming carried away. I was spiraling higher and higher, building towards something I didn't understand but unable to stop moving against Jake.

My hard on throbbed with painful need as Ness moved above me, our mouths and tongues tangled as she rubbed her hips against mine. I moved my hands down to cup her hips in mine and thought briefly about stopping her but I knew she needed this, knew she wanted this. Instead I found my hands holding her, helping her move in opposition to me. I could smell the musk, the hot spice of her need; feel the heat and dampness of her even through my sweat pants. Her hands gripped my biceps, the nails biting into my skin as she gasped and gyrated over me.

"Fuck Ness, that's it baby" I moaned as she slid slowly along my length once more. My hands moved her slowly, drawing a low groan from us both where our mouths met.

"Jacob" she cried against my mouth. I could see she was almost mindless with need but didn't understand what was happening to her.

"I know baby, I know, it's okay Nessie…just go with it baby" I groaned against her lips, as she began to move quicker now.

Licks of fire spread up my spine, radiating from the place between my legs and I couldn't stop making soft panting noises. I was tense and on the edge of something so phenomenal that words could not describe all the feelings rushing through my body. Beneath me I felt the thick solid length of Jake pressing between my legs intensifying and soothing the ache all at the same time.

"Something's happening to me," I cried, as the knot inside me tightened impossibly and indescribable pleasure began to build.

I knew I was panting and gasping and making little whimpering sounds that would embarrass me later but at this moment I didn't care. All I could think about was the fact I half naked in Jake's arms, my breasts crushed against the heat and hardness of his chest, his large yet incredibly gentle hands cupping my hips, showing me how to move with him. I trusted him to keep me safe, to know how to help me through this. I could feel it coming, a tidal wave ready to sweep over me and I felt wild, out of control, unable to stop. And then I couldn't think, couldn't see, couldn't hear anything but Jacob's groans and encouraging whispers in my ear as I fractured into a million sensitive pieces. Blind and deaf with pleasure I went flying, coming apart with a raw moan in Jacob's arms.

All her life whenever there was a first experience for Nessie, I had been there. Her first tooth, her first words, her first steps, her first kiss and now her first orgasm. It fulfilled something deep and primal inside me to know that I was the only person to ever make her feel that way. Watching her break in my arms, her head flung back, her body bowed with pleasure, her breasts arched only millimeters away from my mouth, was probably the single most beautiful thing I had ever experienced in my life.

I loved the way she moved with such wild abandon, a look of almost concentration on her face as she moved awkwardly at first, then more quickly, shifting herself this way and that. She clutched at me, unaware of what she was doing, until at last she had cried out, her raw moans, almost sending me over the edge with her. And I held her, unable to stop the words which spilled from my lips, telling her how beautiful she was, demanding she come for me, telling her it was okay, I was here, for her, always just for her.

When she finally went limp and fell against my chest, her head tucked beneath my chin, I held her tightly. My hands stroked the long line of her back, soothing her even as I felt the after shocks moving through her frame.

I could feel dampness against the skin of my neck and I heard something suspiciously like sniffles. Despite the near savage need still running through me I managed to smile. Ah Nessie. I felt like a conquering hero, moved and haunted by the sight of her moving above me to find her release.

"Hey, Nessie, baby, you okay?" I asked softly and she nodded so vigorously that she almost bruised my chin.

"Do you plan on coming out of there sometime soon, so I can see your beautiful face?"

I smiled wider when she shook her head fiercely and I chuckled, giving her a squeeze. I felt emotionally charged and my heart ached with the need to tell her how much I loved her and how proud I was of her. But my body ached with another much more pressing need. The heat, moistness and smell of Nessie's newly awakened body was having a very profound and painful affect on me.

"Nessie, please come out…I need to see you're okay" I knew I almost sounded as though I was begging but I had to see her face.

Slowly she pulled away from the crook of my neck and raised her eyes to mine. My heart swelled with love and I had to swallow past a lump of emotion in my throat. Her cheeks were flushed with her passion, her eyes soft and sparkling with her tears, her lips swollen from my kisses. I couldn't help but stroke my knuckles over the soft swell of her cheek.

"Hi" she murmured.

"Hi yourself" he said with a tender smile with made my insides melt all over again.

I felt wrung out, exhausted, boneless and limp and so very embarrassed. I couldn't believe I had made all those noises, Jake must have thought I was an idiot. Surprised he could look at me with such tenderness I blurted,

"I'm sorry"

One dark eyebrow lifted "What the hell for?"

"This" I gestured with my hand and rolled my eyes down towards our bodies.

"You mean what just happened? You're sorry for the that?" he asked and immediately I heard the hurt in this tone.

I shook my head frantic "Not for what happened, more for making an idiot of myself"

I felt him sigh and the friction of the movement of his chest against mine sent renewed sparks of pleasure between my legs. Incredible that even after that, I could still want him.

"Nessie, what the hell do mean making an idiot of yourself?"

"You know" I didn't want to have to say the words out loud but Jake just looked at me expectantly.

"No I don't know"

"I mean making all that…noise and thrashing about…I can't believe I looked so stupid, I'm sorry Jake it's just I couldn't help myself and felt so...wild and out of control and-" I babbled in a mortified whisper, my words lost as Jake's mouth captured mine and he kissed me, hotly, wetly, deeply.

When it was over he pulled his mouth away, rested his forehead against my own and said

"Don't ever apologize for how you act when we're together…that was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, ever" his voice was low and dark.

"But I made all those idiotic noises" I grumbled, still feeling like a fool.

"Do I sound like an idiot when I make those noises?"

"No" I responded immediately

"And how does it make you feel when you hear me like that? Do I repulse you?" he asked, his voice gentler now, more even.

"Never…it makes me feel like I can do anything, it makes me feel good that I can do that to you" I confessed, my eyes downcast.

Gently he crooked a finger beneath my chin and forced me to look at him

"Then why would you think it is any different for me? God Nessie, holding you in my arms, feeling your skin on mine, hearing the sweet noises you made…it was the sexiest thing in the world to me"

"Really?" I looked at him doubtfully, wondering if he was just saying this to make me feel better.

I squeaked when his hips bucked and pleasure shot through me as his hardness brushed against the exquisitely sensitive wetness of my core.

"Do you feel that Nessie? Do you feel what you do to me? Do you even know how much I loved seeing you that way…never feel your responses are wrong Nessie…there is no wrong, not between us" he told me.

I felt guilty; Jake was tight and hard beneath me. He had helped me find pleasure, release and yet he was still unfulfilled. I wanted to make him feel good, to make him feel the way I had.

"Can I touch you?" I asked shyly, squirming on his lap just a little. He groaned and his eyes closed briefly before his hands came to rest on my hips. This time rather than encouraging he stilled my movement.

"Nessie…not tonight baby…it's late and we both need our rest," he murmured though his tone was strong and sure.

"Please? It doesn't seem fair…I want to make you feel like I did," I confessed shyly.

He smiled and my heart turned over.

"Thank you…. but not now, it's too much Nessie" he told me.

"But what about..." I gestured awkwardly to his lap.

"It will go away if we don't talk about it," he said with a smirk.

"Are you sure…I want to do this for you Jacob, I know how hard this is for you"

"I thought we agreed not to talk about it" he said wryly and I flushed as I took in the hidden meaning in my own words.

"I'm sorry" I tried to sound abashed.

He looked at me sideways and pressed a kissed on my hair "Don't be Nessie…I can't help how my body reacts but I can stop myself acting on it…we have time Ness"

But we didn't. I knew that and he knew that. Time was the one thing we didn't have on our side and just like that my bubble burst.