Chapter nine. I`m so happy with all the reviews and views from the last chapter. I hope this one explains a bit what`s happening. I don`t really want to rush the story. We all know Jake is a wolf but Sonia will find out in a more dramatic way later on. Hope you enjoy and happy reading.

Jacob was riding this way on purpose. He took every turn sharply with made me hold on to him tighter for fear I would fall off the bike. I could feel him shake with laughter every time he did it. We took the road to second beach, which was always deserted at this time in the morning. I had to admit that the speed and the vibration of the bike, not to mention having myself wrapped around Jacob`s strong body, was extremely erotic. Why did I still want him? There`s no denying that he`s hot but still, the guy was a prick. We came to a halt next to a small path the led into the woods. As soon as Jacob but the bike on the stand I untangled my arms from around his waist and got off. I took off the helmet and smoothed my hair out. I still wanted to look good, no harm in that right? Jacob swiftly got off the bike and stood on the opposite side, looking at me. His eyes roamed my figure before ultimately resting on my face. I stood there looking back and coughed awkwardly. Jacob snapped out of whatever day dream he was in and motioned for me to follow him. He led me to a up turned rowing boat and sat down. I followed suit and sat next to him, putting about two feet between us. I looked out at the green ocean with it`s foamy waves crashing upon the beach. The day was overcast as usual and the wind was beginning to pick up. I cursed myself for not taking my coat with me.

"Are you cold?" Jacob asked.

"It`s a cold day." I replied. How the hell was he not cold in that t-shirt? I studied his skin. He didn`t even have any goosebumps. He felt as hot as hell on the ride here too. Another mystery about Jacob.

"I don`t feel the cold anymore." He said simply, looking out the sea. He looked a bit bitter.

"The reason being?" I pressed. I was genuinely curious.

"Do you know our legends?" The question startled me. I wasn`t expecting that. Of course I knew the legends.

"My nana taught me them when I was younger."

"Did you listen to her?"

"Of course I did."

"Do you remember?"

"I`m pretty sure I do. They`re not that easy to forget." I laughed a little to myself. Jacob raised one eyebrow at me.

"Why are you laughing?"

"Because when I was little I told my nana that I wanted to be a spirit warrior. Like Zena warrior princess but I would be Sonia Quileute warrior princess. Sad huh?" Why did I tell him that? Now I feel so embarrassed. I snuck a peak at Jacob, who had a small smile playing around his mouth.

"And what did your nana say to that?"

"She said that that wouldn`t be the role I played. Only the men were spirit warriors. Which is so unfair you know."

"What role did she say you would play?"

"I don`t remember, honestly Jacob. There`s nothing more cooler than being a spirit warrior."

"Do you remember the story of Taha Aki?"

"Yep. He turned into a giant wolf to protect the tribe from a vengeful cold woman. Oh, and went awol after his spirit wife sacrificed herself to save him and the tribe."

"Do you...believe in the legends?" He asked slowly and carefully. Where was he going with this?

"Not anymore."

"You did before?"

"Yes. When I was younger it just felt so real. I was pretty obsessed for a while. I made my nana tell me everything she knew about our history until she snapped. I was convinced that the wolves I heard in the woods were spirit warriors. I wasn`t afraid when I heard them because I knew that they would protect me, mom and nana."

"What if I were to tell you that the legends are true?"

"I would tell you to sell it somewhere else."

Jacob swallowed, looked away and then looked at me again. I waited for him to tell me whatever was playing in his mind. I didn`t mind just sitting here in silence with him. It was a welcome break from all the arguments.

"Do you feel safe when you are with me?" That took me by surprise.

"Is that some sort of trick question?" I accused.

"No it isn`t. I want to know." He pushed. It seemed important.

"Yes, I know that you wouldn`t physically hurt me if that`s what you meant."

"How do you know I wouldn`t?"

"Because beneath the asshole persona you have taken on you are a decent guy. You always have been. I don`t know what`s changed you."

"Do you really believe that? After all the shit I`ve said to you and done to you? How can you still believe I`m a nice guy?" He stood up and stood in front of me. Fuck he was intimidating when he wanted to be.

"Because it`s true Jacob!" I said honestly.

"You`re delusional Sonia. You don`t even know me. Can you even judge my character?"

"La Push is small Jacob. Plus we`ve gone to the same school together all our lives. Don`t think I haven`t noticed you until that day you decided that you hated me." I snapped at him.

"Whatever Sonia." Urgh, he had to start another fight.

"Yeah whatever Jacob. What the hell do you want from me?"

"I want everything from you and I want nothing at the same time! I want...I need you to hate me!"

"You need me to hate you? You`re insane." I shook my head and stood up. Why the hell didn`t I just stay at school?

"Yeah well I hate you Sonia." He actually looked in pain when he said it.

"No you don`t Jacob." I was sure he didn`t hate me. I knew it deep down. I was confident of that.

"I do mean it. I love Bella, not you." Oh God! Bella. Bella. Fucking Bella.

"When did I ever say that you loved me? I never said it! And I couldn`t give two flying fucks about Bella!" I turned and ran as fast as I could away from him. What a jerk off! He should be locked up in some looney bin.

"Sonia wait!" I heard Jacob yell after me. Before I knew what was happening I was lifted into the air and held against Jacob with my back against his front.

"Don`t run away." He growled into my hair. I struggled in his iron grasp to no effect. Oh Fuck. Oh shit. I understood what he wanted now.

"Listen...Jacob...please..." I started sobbing. "Please don`t hurt me..." If he was going to rape me I didn`t stand a chance. There`s no way I could match his strength. Jacob released me immediately and spun me around to face him. He looked panicked, anguished.

"Sonia...oh shit...I`d never hurt you! I could never hurt you like that! Please believe me!" He cupped my face and made me look into his eyes. They were just as black as mine. Filled with pain.

"I don`t know what to believe when it comes to you Jacob. Why can`t you leave me in peace?"

"Because I can`t...and you don`t want me to."

"Bullshit." I sobbed, looking away from him. He dropped his hands from my face. He looked grim.

"I`ll take you home Sonia. Or back to school. Whatever you want." His tone was kinder now.

"I want to go home but my nana will be asking questions."

"Back to school?"

"Ufff, how many classes have we missed?"

"About two. Maybe three." I said nothing. I was thinking.

"We could go...I could take you to mine? Get my dad to call the school and tell them we can`t go today?" Go to Jacob`s house?

"What about my mom? She will go nuts if she knew I skipped."

"I`ll get my dad to call her too." Jacob suggested, kicking some sand with his foot.

"I dunno."

"It will be okay. I promise." Why couldn`t he be nice like this all the time? Even if it was probably faked. Plus I got no answers from him whatsoever! Just more questions.

"Okay then. Your house." Jacob nodded at me and smiled.

"But you better start answering some questions." I said to him as we headed to his bike.

"Whatever you want." He said sadly.

"Good." I said putting on the helmet and climbing on after Jacob.

"Hold on tight." He laughed and he started and bike and took off as fast as he could down the road. I squealed and squeezed my arms around his waist as tight as I could. He was definitely crazy.

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