Chapter ten. Hope you like it. I am so happy with all the reviews from all you lovely people. Happy reading.

When we finally got to Jacob`s house it was starting to rain. His house was just as small as mine but looked in worse condition. You would know that two men lived here. It was lacking a woman`s touch. We sped up to the porch and I entered the house as Jacob held the door open for me. I was nervous. I knew his dad would be thinking as to why his son would be bringing home a random girl in the middle of a school day. I squirmed in embarrassment as I remembered that Jacob would ask his dad to phone the school for us and then my mom. Would he get angry?

Jake? What are you doing home?" I heard Billy Black`s deep voice rumble from somewhere in the kitchen. "Did you talk to her yet?" Who was her? Me? Bella?

"Sonia`s here with me." He said in an almost warning way. He led me into the small kitchen and I was met by Billy Black`s startled and yet almost pleased expression. At least he wasn`t angry.

"Hello Sonia. Nice to finally meet you." He extended his hand and shook mine vigorously. It was a shame he was in a wheelchair and had diabetes. He was still quite handsome for an old man. Maybe my mom would like him?

"Nice to meet you too Mr. Black." I said as politely as I could. He still hadn`t let go of my hand and was looking at me like I was his birthday present. I pushed that creepy thought out of my head and forced a weak smile onto my face.

"I thought I told you before to call me Billy." Oh yeah, the phone call.

"Sorry Billy."

"Don`t worry. How are you?" Why wouldn`t he let go of my hand?

"Dad!" Jacob said pointedly.

"What son?" His eyes flickered to Jacob a bit annoyed.

"Her hand!"

"Oh right...right. Sorry Sweetheart. Would you like something to drink? Something to eat?" He beamed a happy smile up at me and wheeled towards the fridge.

"I no...I`m okay...but thank you." I stuttered out. I never stutter. This whole situation was so weird. Jacob sniggered from the corner he was standing in.

"He won`t take no for an answer Sonia."

"That`s true. At least have a drink." Billy offered. "Coffee, tea, soda, milk?"

"A glass of milk would be nice. If it`s okay."

"Of course it`s okay. Jake, I suppose I need to call the school." Billy said to his son.

"Emm yeah. Can you call for Sonia too. And her mom. Make something up like you had an emergency and you needed me to come over but I needed help so I took Sonia along etc etc."

I wanted the floor to just gobble me up I was so embarrassed. I was expecting Billy to start shouting at this stage. But to my surprise he just nodded his head and asked me for my moms number. Jacob sat me down in his cramped living room and turned the TV on for me. I sat there awkwardly with my glass of lukewarm milk in one hand resting on my knee and the other drumming nervously on the sofa`s arm. What the hell am I doing here? Jacob disappeared into the kitchen. I could hear his and Billy`s hushed voices.

"You didn`t tell her!" Billy boomed. I jumped a little and spilt some milk on my leg.

"Dad! Shush!" Jacob said nervously. They kept their voices low after that. Oh man I want out of here. Jacob returned with a can of soda and a bag of chips. He sat down next to me and I was engulfed by his heat once again.

"Is your dad mad that I`m here?" I asked him in a whisper.

"Did he seem mad to you?" He asked me cheekily.

"No but...doesn`t he think it`s weird that I`m here with you when we should be in school?"

"Nope." He answered in a bored tone, his eyes were glued to the TV.

"He`s really nice." I said honestly.

"I know." He answered just as distractedly as before. I noticed that he was moving his mobile around in his free hand. Am I that boring?

"You`re really lucky to have a dad like him." I said a little sadly. I knew Jacob lost his mother in a terrible car crash almost eight years ago.

"What do you mean?" He said accusatorily.

"That it`s nice to grow up with a dad that actually loves you." I said nastily back. Jacob nodded his head stiffly cleared his throat.

"Why do you hate me?" I asked him. Unable to hold it in any longer. He promised me answers. He stiffened and huffed out a big breath.

"I hate you because I want you. Plain and simple." What? What? What? What?

"There is nothing plain and simple about that Jacob!" I set my glass of milk on the table and faced him fully on the sofa.

"And you say that I`m the stupid one. I want you. I can`t control it and it`s driving me crazy. I love Bella but there`s you screwing it all up by...being you."

"Are you for real?" I was waiting for him to point at me and say "ha ha got ya!".

"Yes." He said seriously.

"So, you love this Bella chick. But you have some sort of a crush on me?"

"No not a crush. And yes I love Bella."

"If not a crush then what?" Part of me was jumping for joy that Jacob liked me.

"Some a helluva lot more than a crush. Something that is consuming me. And you. It`s primal. It`s destined." He might as well have been speaking in tongues for all the sense he was making. How did he know about my feelings though? Am I that obvious? Jacob moved closer to me on the sofa and I could feel his hot breath on my face. I wanted to jump him there and then.

"So what Jacob?" I started in a whisper, moving my mouth to his ear. "You want to fuck me real bad or something?" I saw his skin blush a little darker at this. If it was instinctual I didn`t know but, I had a feeling I knew how to turn Jacob on. What things to say. What way to touch him. One of his huge hands moved to my leg and squeezed gently. Causing me to basically cream my underwear with the sudden excitement. Seemed like Jacob knew what to do as well. I wanted to hump him right now on this tiny sofa. My clit was starting to throb painfully. Oh God.

Jacob brushed my hair delicately away from my ear and trailed his fingers along my neck. That felt so good that I had to stifle a moan. I could feel his lips and nose trail along my cheek and ear. I looked down and saw a huge bulge in his jeans. I was oddly pleased with the effect a couple of words could have on him.

"Do you know how good you smell right now? I know you want it too, as much as I do. When it comes to this.." Jacob trailed his free hand up my thigh and stopped short of my crotch "me and you want the same things. It`s just a matter of time." Stop it now Sonia. Stop it now!

"You are so sure of yourself aren`t you?" I whispered at his mouth now. So tempting. All I had to do was move in a little closer.

"I am sure." He chuckled a little, trying to draw my mouth to his. I turned and his lips grazed my cheek instead.

"How do you know I`m sure? How do you know what I want?" I challenged, biting and sucking on the lobe of his ear suddenly, which made him emit a faint growl from deep inside his chest. He pushed me down on the sofa with the weight of his body and looked me in the eye. He eyes read sheer, unadulterated lust and want. God knows what he saw in mine.

"It`s my job to know what you want. What you need. What you desire." He tried to kiss me again but I moved my head away. "Don`t play games with me." He growled playfully. He was loving it. So was I.

"So tell me Jacob." I shifted my body more under him and trailed a finger across the bare flash of skin exposed between his t-shirt and jeans. "If you love this Bella so much, why are you ready to fuck a little slut like me?" He cupped my face in his hands so I couldn`t move my head away from him.

"Because if I don`t kiss you I am going to go insane. If I don`t have you I won`t be complete." He slowly lowered his mouth onto mine. It was electrifing. It was right. It was perfect. It was..

"JAKE!" A voice screamed.

Oh GOD. Not HER! Jacob jumped off me like he had been dosed in ice water. I sat up on the sofa and shot daggers at the little moron who had just ruined the sexiest moment of my life. Jacob stood and faced Bella.

"What...what are you doing?" She started to sob. "With her." She pointed at me with a shaking hand.

"Bella..it`s not what you think!" Jacob started to apologize. Fucking jerk. Fuck him.

"It`s exactly what you think Bella." I said in a sweet honey voice. Jacob looked at me horrified.

"But she...what about...oh why Jake?" She sobbed again and fled the room.

"Why did you have to say that!" Jacob yelled at me like everything that happened was all my fault. He didn`t even wait for an answer before he shot off after the little bitch. I got off the sofa and and collected my bag from the hall with a deadly calm. Billy had wheeled out of the kitchen by then and was watching Jacob trying to calm Bella down by the open door. He looked up at me sadly.

"I`m sorry Sonia."

"It`s okay. Nothing to be sorry about. Well, it was nice meeting you."

"I hope to see you again soon." He said ernestly.

"I don`t know. Thanks again...for the milk, and calling my mom and the school."

"No problem. If you have any problems you come to me you hear." My heart bled a little by his kindness.

"I`ll see. Bye Billy."

"Bye Sonia."

I left the house and headed for the main road, passing Jacob and Bella without a backward look. I had no idea what I was feeling at the moment. I just felt horribly empty.

"Sonia." I heard Bella call after me. When I had turned around I was confronted by Bella`s attempt to slap my face. I stepped back quickly and she stumbled forward onto me, trying to grab my cardigan to steady herself. I pushed her roughly away from me and she fell smack on her ass on the wet ground. I was ready to kill her.

"Didn`t I say I would kick your ass if I saw you again." I said in my most menacing voice. I dropped my school bag and walked towards her. She was scared shitless. I could see it written plainly in her face. In a flash Jacob was between the two of us. Shielding Bella from me with his massive body.

"Don`t you dare hurt her Sonia!" He said quietly. But there was an underlying treat in his voice that made me pissed beyond belief.

"It`s between me and her Jacob." I looked at him in hatred. He did it to me again. He made me feel as worthless and slutty as the first time.

"Just go Sonia." Jacob said warily. I was hurt. He was choosing her over me. It hurt like hell.

"Until the next time you decide you want me? You won`t get another chance like you got today Jacob. You`ve blown it." Now it was his turn to look angry. And scared. I turned my attention to Bella.

"This isn`t over. You won`t have Jacob protecting you all the time." I picked up my bag and left. Of all the shit. I just had to do it again.

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