"Why Sam? I told you to call me and I didn't hear you. Did you plan this? Did you want this? Was he really worth it Sam?" All the questions where asked in a miserable tone in the normal happy Angel. If it was possible then Sam would cringe even more. He decided to be honest and open and tell Gabriel everything. Sam loved the Trickster with entire heart and soul and the Archangel would know that.
"To be honest things went quickly downhill from the moment we left from here. He zapped us to an expensive hotel and told me that he was going to convince me to sleep with him." Sam started and Gabriel immediately cut him off by saying "Apparently he convinced you otherwise you wouldn't stink of him." These words were said quite in a snidely tone and Sam winced before continuing. " I reminded him of the deal and he told me that at the end of the evening I wouldn't complain about it. Don't Gabriel, let me finish telling everything please." Sam pleaded when the Angel's mouth opened to say something again and he nodded.
"I told Balthazar that I was not interested and that I was done with him and that I would call you. I walked angrily to the door only to have a hand on my mouth and be pulled back with inhuman strength. Balthazar refused that even I would take this one chance away from him and promised me that I would be begging in the end for more." Sam took a deep breath and he looked away for a short notice, before looking back at Gabriel's hurt eyes. "In no time he put me on the bed bound with angel mojo and a gag in my mouth. I did my best to struggle but to no avail. He came to the bed while getting undressed and he got me naked as well. He touched my body and I tried to shout and scream, but it had no effect cuz of the gag. Because I know I couldn't do a thing I accepted my fate and went submissive. He told me if I kept quiet he would take the gag out."Sam said the last part softly, ashamed of himself. He looked away, only to feel a hand touch his chin and his head turned to look at the Archangel once more. Gabriel wanted Sam to continue and his face showed that. To be honest the next part was going to be the most difficult to tell, but Sam said he would.
"Balthazar was making me hard and when he believed I was ready he took me completely in his mouth. After awhile I was enjoying myself and I took his three fingers in my mouth and wet them. When he deemed them wet enough, he took them out of my mouth and put one finger against my ass. He moved slowly and added a second one. I tried to get his fingers out of me because I didn't want to cheat on you and only you should have me like that. He told me to stop because he would get what he wanted anyway and that I should just enjoy it. He added the third one and he brushed against my prostate and I may have said Gabe. He didn't like it as he reminded me that his name was Balthazar and not you. Then he told me to remember it because I would be screaming it later. He pulled his fingers out and replaced them with his cock." Sam said this professional as possible but all the while he was embarrassed. The brunette saw that Gabriel's eyes pinched together and he looked angry.
"I... I asked Balthazar to go faster, to do it harder and begged him to do so... After we both had cum...I realized what I just had done and how I had fucked up the best thing ever. Balthazar told me that it was his fault, but I denied it. I told him I didn't had to enjoy it, that I screwed everything up. Balthazar told me to tell you. I already was planning to do that as I want to be honest with you. I wanted him to take me back and told him that he would help us now. I told him that I would never forgive him and that I was planning to fry him, after the whole Raphael happening, in holy oil. And that's everything. I am really sorry Gabe and I understand if you never want to see me again." These words were spoken in complete misery. The Archangel looked at Sam and then went to sit down on a chair with his head in his hands.
"Ohh Kiddo, you really messed it up. I hope that you know that. Tell me do you feel anything for Balthazar. Anything at all Sam and don't even think about lying because I will see it all in a few minutes." Gabriel looked at the long human who immediately went to him and fell on his knees before his Angel. When he opened his mouth, he spoke the most truest words possible. "I love no one except you Gabriel. What happened with Balthazar was nothing more then a form of lust. One which didn't even compare to how you can make me feel." Sam looked straight into Gabe's eyes, as if to show him the truth of his words. It didn't made Gabriel stop his hand to place it on Sam's forehead to see the past hours that he spend with Balthazar. Sam didn't move, but he kept looking at the Archangel's face. After Gabriel had seen everything he looked at Sam grimly. When he finally spoke, the words were curt and commanding and Sam felt even worse then before.
"Take a shower Sam, you smell disgusting." After that Sam's hope just left and he stood up and went to the bathroom. Gabriel knew what his mate thought, but he wanted Sam to feel bad a bit longer. He snapped his finger and the was gone out of the room into the one where Balthazar , Castiel and Dean were in. The other Angel saw him immediately and showed a short look of fear in his face. Gabriel was honest to admit that he enjoyed that look and was in a record time in front of Balthazar. He didn't think twice before hitting Balthazar as hard as he could. He ignored the looks that Sam and Castiel gave. He grabbed Balthazar's shirt and glared at him. The next words that he spoke were full of hatred and disgust.
"Listen to me Balthazar, Sam is mine and if you are wise then you won't even look at MY MATE. You had him once and that's all you will get. He loves me and he's mine as I am his. Right now you're alive because you're useful against Raphael, but the moment this is over. You are mine. Now excuse me. My mate smells horrible and should be cleaned. Do not interrupt if you value your life." With that Gabriel snapped his fingers and was gone. Both Dean and Castiel looked at Balthazar who just told them to continue. He knew that he would get Dean over him later, but first he wanted to be glad that he survived the Archangel Trickster.
Sam was taking a warm shower while he leaned against the wall, trying to subdue his tears. He fucked it all up and there was nothing he could do against this. This was his fault and he was lucky if Gabriel ever talked with him again. He was so wrapped up in his thoughts, that he didn't noticed that a certain Archangel had joined the shower. Gabriel saw the misery rolling of Sam and he quietly hugged him from behind.
"Ohh Sasquatsh, I will not deny that I am disappointed at you. This has hurt a lot I will not deny that either. However you should know that my love for you has not diminished. You smell like him while you should smell like me. I hate that he touched you, made you moan for him. I think i should punish you after this shower for doing things like that. After all you are my mate Sam Winchester and like Hell or Heaven I am letting you go. You just need to be remembered who your mate is Sammy." The Trickster said while he turned Sam around to look in those emotional brown eyes and he pulled him down for a quick kiss. To show Sam that he would still be stuck with the Trickster Angel. What was meant however as a quick kiss, became quickly a passionate one and Sam softly moaned into the other man's mouth. Sam knew that Gabriel's punishment would be so passionate, that Sam would not be able to walk tomorrow without pain and that he would smell once more of only Gabriel.