Chapter 21: Hope you guys enjoy! Thanks so much for all the wonderfully kind reviews from the last chapter. You guys are great. So so great. Anyways! Happy reading and remember to review and criticize at the end.

It was easy to grow closer to Jacob after we had gotten our feelings out in the open. We are officially a couple now which was a bit strange for me. I had never really had a serious boyfriend before, I wasn`t that sure that I would make that great of a girlfriend but Jacob seemed to think otherwise. Well it was Friday evening now and I had finished my ballet class and was now crashed out on Jacob`s sofa, watching an old re-run of South Park, with my head resting on his lap with his fingers running slowly through my hair. It felt good, relaxing after a grueling day rehearsing for an upcoming Christmas performance of The Nutcracker. We were in his house on our own because Billy was at Old Quil`s place discussing council stuff.

"Jacob?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you miss hanging out...with Bella?" I asked quietly. Jacob was in some sort of strange mood today. A bit glum, not very talkative.

"Do you want an honest answer to that? Because I don`t want to fight with you." His response was all the answer that I needed. I sighed as I sat up and looked at him. His expression was hard to read but his eyes were soft.

"Do you think I`m being selfish asking you to not see her?"

"No...I know you don`t like her Sonia."

"That`s true, I don`t like her. I hate her actually but...if you promise that you are just friends with her then...I suppose I`ll be okay with you seeing her...as friends." When I had said this Jacob looked a bit annoyed.

"I chose not to see her anymore Sonia, not because you told me you didn`t want me to." He said gruffly, crossing his arms and fixing me with an angry stare.

"I know Jacob but.."

"But nothing! You are so hung up on her!"

"How can you expect me not to be?"

"Are you serious? Oh my God you are! What do I have to do to prove to you that it`s you I want now?" He laughed bitterly and shook his head.

"You can see Bella...and not let anything happen." I said quietly.

"You think that if I see Bella I will still want her?"

"That`s what I`m afraid of. But I don`t know what will happen Jacob. I just don`t want to lose you. Especially not to her."

"You could never lose me." He said with a note of finality in his voice. He flicked through the channels with the remote to show that he was done talking about the subject. I sat and watched him for a while. He was looking at the TV with a hard faced expression. I decided then I was going to do something stupid.

I got up off the sofa and went into his tiny bedroom. It smelt like Jacob. Musky, woodsy...so masculine that it made my heart beat a little faster in anticipation of what I was planning to do. I took of my leggings, socks and sweater and sat down on Jacob`s bed in my bra and panties. A million different things were running through my mind. Excitement, fear, lust, would he care if I didn`t have a perfect bikini wax? After a couple of minutes I heard Jacob`s heavy footsteps come down the small hall and stop at the almost closed door.

"Sonia? Are you okay?" He asked.

"Em...yeah." I said a little breathless.

"What are you doing?" He asked confused.

"Eh...waiting for you." I replied. That didn`t sound as sexy as I had hoped. I bit my lip as Jacob came in. He drank me in with his eyes, his face a bit astounded.

"Waiting for me?" His voice was low and husky. It sent a bolt of heat to my vagina, making me squirm a little on the bed.

"Yes." I said as I removed my bra and panties. Fuck I wanted him. I wanted to screw him every position imaginable. I wanted to suck his dick like a whore and let him pound me into oblivion.

"Oh...fuck me..." He whispered out, his eyes darting between my breasts and pussy.

"Which position?" I whispered back, making him lock eyes with me. In an instant he was growling and tearing off his cut-offs and boxers and had me pinned underneath him on the bed. My heart was racing, my breathing ragged as he assaulted my mouth with his own. Oh man...oh shit I was turned on like crazy. I moaned into his mouth as one of his hands sought out my vagina and rubbed along my opening and clit with a gentleness that went against his earlier aggressiveness. Oh...shit...that feels like heaven. I let out a small whimper of pleasure as he teased my clit with his thumb.

"You like that?" He asked in a broken voice.

"Uh huh...yeah...so much...I love it..." I groaned up at him. I arched my back as he entered me with one large finger, and moaned as he added another. Oh God yes...I felt a deep and powerful orgasm growing inside of me. Jacob caught on and realized that my whimpers and thrusting pelvis was to encourage him to go faster. He increased the speed of his fingers and the pressure of his thumb on my clit. I couldn`t hold it any longer...I can`t drag it out anymore...I felt my walls spasm out of control as they gripped Jacob`s fingers tightly. Oh yesssss...yes...yes...yes...yessssssss. I cried out in pleasure and tugged on Jacob`s hair with all the strength I could muster in my present state. As the orgasm and the spasming finally subsided I released my hold on Jacob`s hair and sought out his mouth. We kissed passionately, possessively, until I broke it and got up off the bed and kneeled on the floor. Jacob looked at me dark eyed. He seemed a bit different. I had never seen him look at me with such desire...such possession.

"I want to taste you in my mouth...I want to suck that amazing dick of yours." Did I just say that? I had never sounded like such a slut. Jacob shook his head. What? He didn`t want it? Why not?

"Later...later you can do whatever you want to me...but right now my dick needs to feel that tight little pussy of yours..." I had never heard Jacob talk so dirty. It was hot. He grasped my arms and placed me down on the bed. He climbed on top of me and littered my face and neck with warm, wet kisses while his hands caressed my breasts and nipples. I moaned and pressed my pelvis forward onto his rock hard abdomen, inviting him in, asking him to do it.

"I need something.." He said from my neck, biting and sucking at the sensitive skin there.

"I`m on the pill.." I gasped out as he bit a little too hard.

"Perfect..." He whispered as he placed himself farther down between my legs. "Tell me if I hurt you...I want this to feel good." He said, looking into my eyes. I kissed him gently.

"I`ll tell you...I promise." He nodded and placed one large hand over my ass, tilting my pelvis up more while his other hand and arm supported his weight above me. I let out a singular grunt of surprise as his cockhead entered me. Wow...that was...wow. I huffed out a breath as he entered me some more. Christ...he was so big. It stung. It hurt. I wanted more. I clutched at his hips as he guided himself in farther. I groaned at the feeling. I looked up at Jacob`s head above mine. His eyes were fixed on my face. He looked down at me lustfully and gave me a weak smile and pushed himself in more, grunting. As he pulled out slowly he swallowed and then pushed in deeper and faster, making us both gasp. Oh fuck yes...it hurt a bit but not so much, I guess all my years of dancing and gymnastics did away with most of my hymen.

After a the first couple of thrusts he picked up the pace and before long he was making me scream with his ferocity and speed. He had his face screwed up in pleasure as he drove into with all he had to offer. Oh fuckkkk. Oh man it hurt but it felt like bliss. I never thought it would be like this, so...fulfilling. I took my legs from the bed and wrapped them around his waist securely as he lowered himself down on top of me so our bodies were pressed together. He was so hot and sweaty. I felt like I was on fire, not only on the surface but also deep within me, like I was coming to life with this one primal act, with the physical consummation of our connection. I took Jacob`s face in my hands and caressed his face. His mouth was slightly open and his face was a picture of undeniable pleasure. He opened his eyes and smiled a blissful smile at me. Cupping his large hands around my face he slowed down his thrusts and kissing me lovingly.

"My Sonia...my beautiful Sonia.." He whispered out after he pulled his mouth away and looked at me again. My heart ached at the sincerity of his words. I really did love him. Everything about him.

"I love you Jacob." I moaned out as he began to speed up again.

"I love you Sonia...so fucking much.." He grunted out quite aggressively. He brought his mouth down upon mine again.

After a while Jacob stopped and flipped me over onto my stomach, pinning my legs together with his powerful thighs and holding my hands just above my head. He was dominating me. It was a bit scary and awfully arousing at the same time. I lifted my ass as much as I could so Jacob could have better access. I didn`t want him to stop, I needed more of him. I felt his heat as he rested his body gently on top of mine. I felt like I was on fire, like all my senses were in overload. He entered me and I squeezed my legs tighter as he hit new spots deep within me that I had never known existed. While I was screaming into the mattress, Jacob released my hands and wrapped his arms around my waist and chest. He rested his head next to mine and as I turned to meet him he sought out my mouth and kissed me desperately. That did it for me, with the kiss and his hand that tenderly found its way to my clit I came again after just a few short rubs. How did he know what to do? What way to touch me?

"Oh Jacob...Jacob please..." I begged, not knowing what for.

"I`m gonna...come...Unngh Sonia..." He grunted into my ear. "I`m gonna come." I began to meet his thrusts at these words. I wanted him to come, I wanted to feel him come inside me. His groans began to sound more desperate as he eventually dug himself deeper inside of me and growled with a ferocity that belonged more to his wolf than to him. His hold on me tightened a bit painfully as emptied himself deep inside me. The growl subsided into Jacob`s normal voice as he panted and moaned into the back of my head. He was shaking a little while he released his grip on me. It took of strength to move my body out from under him as I felt like I had just ran a marathon. I lay on my side on the tiny bed while Jacob followed suit and lay down facing me. He wrapped a long muscled around around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I snuggled into his heat and closed my eyes. I was spent. Exhausted. My body was aching and I was pretty sure that I wouldn`t be able to walk right for a week at least. Jacob placed his mouth against my forehead and let out a deep shuddering breath of contentment. His fingers trailed absentmindedly against the skin of my waist and back.

"Are you okay?" He asked after a while. I nodded my head.

"Are you sure?" He pressed quietly.

"I`m sure. I feel great Jacob. I swear it."

"If I hurt you.."

"Don`t worry. How do you feel Jacob?"

"The greatest I`ve ever felt in my life." I lay down on my back and put my rested my arms behind my head. Jacob leaned over me and teased my nipples. "You are so beautiful." He cupped my small breast under his large hand, easily covering it. "Everything about you...I love your breasts."

"They`re a bit small." They were. I was a small B cup.

"They`re perfect, so soft." He bent forward and nibbled on one of my nipples. "So sweet." He licked around the rim before sucked all of it into his mouth. "I have been dreaming of touching them since the first time I saw you with no top on."

"Pervert." I tugged at his hair gently in reproach. He smiled impishly at me.

"Can`t blame me."

"Can."

"Can`t!"

"Can!"

"Can`t!"

"Did you really mean it when you said that you loved me?" I asked suddenly. Jacob nodded.

"Yes...I meant it. I love you Sonia Chesovi Mara." I was overcome with happiness. He really did love me! Oh man! I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him until I was out of breath!

"Wow...easy there!" Jacob chided playfully, running a finger along my lips.

"How did you know my middle name?" I asked curiously.

"I have my ways...my little bluebird." I blushed at that.

"Bluebird...I seriously think my dad was on crack when he picked that name." I snorted.

"Bluebird of happiness...of love. I think it fits you."

"Hmmm...do you know my confirmation name?" I wanted to know just how much he knew about me.

"I almost forgot you were Catholic. It`s Mary." I rolled my eyes at him. Of course he would know that.

"I not even going to ask how you know so much about me, Jacob Ephraim Black." I settled my hand on the wonderful curve between his ass and hip.

"Better not to know." He winked at me and I giggled.

"You were amazing Jacob...just now...you know. You made my first time perfect." He positively beamed at me with happiness.

"I did? Man...that`s good to know...great actually. You were perfect too. And thanks for making my first time the best experience of my life." He ran his hand through his hair, throughly disheveling it. "Man I`m hungry." I burst out laughing at that.

"What?"

"Nothing..nothing...so you`re hungry. You always are." I sat up and stretched out. I was aching. I gingerly felt my vagina. It was sticky with Jacob`s come. When I examined my fingers I found blood. So it looked like I hymen wasn`t as broken as I thought.

"You`re bleeding." Jacob said, taking my hand with bloody fingers.

"I`m not. It`s not unusual to bleed the first time."

"But there`s so much!" He sure was dramatic when he wanted to be. Part of me was touched though at how much he cared. I kissed his cheek.

"Don`t worry!"

"I knew I was too rough with you." He sounded ashamed.

"If you were I would have told you! Come on Jacob..."

"I can`t help it."

"I know...so food. Food...food.." I stood up and stretched out some more.

"Do you want to take a shower...with me?" Jacob asked, wrapping himself around me from behind.

"Do you really think I would miss out on a chance to soap that hot body of yours?"

"I am pretty hot." He laughed from behind me. I loved seeing him so happy. So carefree.

"Get in the shower teen wolf." I backed away from him playfully. He raised his eyebrows before crouching slightly and placing his body in such a way like he was getting ready to pounce. A wicked smile lit up his face as he watched me. Oh man! I`m in for it now.

"I`ll give you a head start...say five seconds to get to the shower first."

"And if I don`t get there in time?"

"You`ll find out."

"So time starts?"

"Now!" I squealed and made a dash for the door. I fumbled with the handle in my haste and as I got one foot out the door Jacob had already caught me and had me flung over one of his broad shoulders. "I win Sonia." He said, placing a kiss at the side of my ass.

"No fair, that wasn`t five seconds."

"You are just being a sore loser." He said as we entered the small bathroom. He placed me on my feet and his eyes were glinting mischievously. What the hell did he have in mind? When I looked down I saw the answer to my question. His cock stood rock hard and erect. The male body had always fascinated me. For me Jacob was the most beautiful man in the world. He was so vital, so powerful. He wasn`t perfect but his imperfections made him the more beautiful.

"I`m not exactly sorry I lost." I said honestly. Jacob smiled softly now.

"I want to be gentle with you now...not make love like before but...do other things...to make you feel good." He rubbed his hands down along my arms. I was touched.

"I would like that."

He turned on the weak shower and we stood under it in the bathtub. Jacob and I took our time washing each other. I sucked him off in the shower which was just an amazing experience for me as it was for Jacob. It was something different. We were getting more intimate, both physically and emotionally. The bond we shared was getting deeper as we felt more comfortable sharing parts of ourselves that we hadn`t shared before. The only topic we stayed away from was his mom and my dad.

When we had finally finished we went back to Jacob`s bedroom. He brought in new sheets as I toweled myself dry and made the bed afresh. He lay me down on the bed and kneeled between my open legs on the floor. Oh...okay...that`s what he wanted to do. It was something that I hadn`t done before. I still felt a bit tender down there but as soon as Jacob placed his warm mouth against there I felt instantly soothed. I knew what he was doing wasn`t to bring me to orgasm, it was just meant to feel good for me. I pulled him away after a while and eventually I fell asleep next to him. Listening to his heart beat next to me I had never felt so peaceful.

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