Okay so I hope you all enjoy this chapter! It's a piece of writing I use to get my writing mind going for my other R&I fanfic My Saviour so it's not exactly the best story but I like it and I hope you do to! Mainly going to be smut so if you don't like it then don't read.

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The tense silence that continued to encase the room was becoming unbearable for both woman as they both struggled to come up with something to say.

"Jane-"

"Maura-"

An awkward laughter was drawn from both women as they both began to speak. However Jane was the first to continue feeling this was her time to find the answers she had craved for years. "Why didn't you tell me you dated woman Maur?" The tone of voice conveyed Janes hurt and as Maura stared into her best friends eyes she swore she saw something that portrayed desire but shook it off as her own foolish fantasy.

"It never came up in conversation..." The obvious deflection didn't surprise the detective. Despite Maura not being able to lie, Jane knew she was the master at manipulating conversations to take a change of direction.

"Did you think I would judge you or something?" The detective pushed on, knowing it was the only way to get her desired answer. Maura's silence was the only proof Jane needed to gather her best friend up in her arms, engulfing her in a hug. Maura's shoulder began to shake as her body was wracked with sobs. Jane tried to calm the blonde down but nothing seemed to work.

"I didn't want you to think any different of me, you're the only friend I've got Jane." Jane just managed to understand the words as they were chocked out in between Maura's staggered breathes. The confession was painful for Jane to listen to. How could she possibly think I would think any different of her? I love her.

Placing her scarred hands to cup Maura's face, Jane brushed away the fallen tears with the pads of her thumbs. Maura's eyes were looking everywhere but at Janes face and so the detective did what she had wanted to do all along. Tentatively leaning in whilst stroking the blondes cheeks, Jane placed a long kiss on the blondes heavenly lips however Maura's body went ridged leading Jane to jump back as though she had been caught doing something sinful.

"Maur I am so so sorry, I shouldn't have done that! I'm just gonna go hom-" Janes words were sputtered out as she jumped from foot to foot in fear of the blondes reaction but was cut of by lips being latched onto her own. Janes hands instantly locked onto Maura's hips as the kiss intensified. Both of the woman moaned when Maura's tongue slowly licked along Janes plump lips. Regretfully, Maura pulled back from Jane slowly placing her hands on the dark haired women's chest.

"Sorry." The blonde rushed out as she tried to control her ragged breathing. Maura's head was all over the place as she tried to take in everything that had just happened. Why is she kissing me? She's not gay.

"Maura..."

"I think you should go Jane."

"Maura, we need to talk about this. Please." The detective surprised herself with this request as she was usually the one of the two women who avoided any kind of emotional talk.

"If you're too tired to drive home then you can stay in the guest room." Maura was trying desperately to avoid the conversation she knew would end with her heartbroken. The blonde tried to walk past Jane but her wrist was caught by a scarred hand, not enough to hurt the ME but enough to stop her from leaving.

"Jane." The tone of voice Maura used was one Jane had never heard used toward her other than when the pair had fallen out over Maura's father. Janes determination wasn't deterred by this though as she tightened her grip slightly.

"I am not going to be used as some kind of experiment for your sexuality or to feed your curiosity Jane so I suggest you let go of my hand." Maura's teeth gritted together as she tried to withhold the tears that wanted so badly to fall.

"Look at me Maura." Janes ordered gently as she moved to stand in front of Maura. The blonde couldn't help but adhere to her best friends request.

"How could you ever think I could use you like that? You know I could never hurt you like that. I love you... A lot more than a best friend should.." Jane peered into Maura's eyes waiting for Maura to realise what she was trying to say but it never did. "I'm.. I'm in love with you Maura." Jane whispered as her eyes became blurry with the tears that gathered in the corners of her eyes. The sharp intake of breath and the widening of Maura's hazel eyes was all Jane needed to know Maura understood loud and clear what she was saying. Maura twisted her wrist so she was the one now grasping Janes hand and pushed Jane up against the sink so her body was pushed against Janes as close as possible.

"I love you too Jane." Maura whispered in the most sultry voice Jane had ever heard as the blonde lent up to whisper in Janes ear. Jane released a deep groan as Maura's tongue dragged from the outer edge of her ear down toward her pulse point in her neck. "Oh god." Was all Jane could say.

"My names Maura, sweetheart." Maura chuckled against Janes neck as she continued her journey across Janes chest.

"Bedroom, now." Jane pleaded as Maura's hand crept down her front to cup her pulsing centre over her slacks.