Chapter 15: Inner demons

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Same day (The Boss's POV)

I sit in my hotel room and wonder to myself, 'Do Fairies have Tails? Wait, why the fuck do I care? They could have udders for all I care, it won't make a difference, I'm still gonna clip their wings and laugh about it later… You know maybe this why I only have friends who beat people up for a living. I truly am a sadist nowadays. Oh well I'm ok with it. Hahaha!... Ok I really am dark.'

I'm broken out of my reverie as number Three and Four walk in, bickering as usual. "I told you, I HAD HIM CABRON! Honestly you are so stupidly overprotective sometimes. UGH! YOU INFURIATE ME!" She yells stomping on his foot.

He yelps and grabs his foot and starts hopping around, making hissing sounds causing me to start laughing at him, holding my sides because honestly this is too cute. She is in charge and he knows it, he is so whipped. He looks at me and pouts before turning to her and pulling her into a hug. He kisses her forehead lightly and says, "I'm sorry babe, I just really hate seeing you in danger and don't want any man to touch you, especially any man who wants to hurt you. I couldn't bear to see you hurt, sorry for making you feel like you can't protect yourself. I know you can I just love you so much I wanna be your knight in shining armor…"

"GET OUT NOW!" I yell my mood souring at the sight before me. They turn and break apart and apologize and quickly leave, out the door before I could even look up from my shaking palms. I stand up and grab the lamp and throw it against the wall, creating a massive hole as the lamp broke the wall cleanly, break the laws of physics probably by leaving the gaping hole in the wall. I then turn to the bed and flip it in anger and then rip the mattress in half, all the while creating a cracks on the floor where I am standing from the sheer pressure I'm generating from my anger. I then begin to punch the wall repeatedly until the wall falls apart and I am left looking at the bathroom. I walk in grab the toilet and throw it out the window, it hitting a fountain that was outside and creating a massive crater somehow. I then begin to destroy the shower curtains while destroying the rest of the shower with my magic. Finally I turn and punch the mirror, the glass from it lodging into my fist, causing blood to pour out from it, and I pause to look at myself in the mirror. What I see doesn't surprise me, I see myself crying and the look in my eyes are murderous, a look that usually means that anyone who comes near me is most likely gonna die a very painful and long death. I stop and stare at myself for at least five minutes wondering who I was looking at, was this the real me or is this the fucked up me life has force me to partially become?

I then hear footsteps and voices as I hear Fairy Tail Mages entering the hotel, 'Shit! Gottta move it!' I quickly grab a few matches and set the room on fire so they can't use my blood that I realized was everywhere in the room now and jump out the window, following the toilet, and land in the crater that was once a fountain. 'Ok seriously how hard did I throw that toilet?' I ponder as I climb out and begin to run to the sewers, as soon as I find the entrance and look around don't see anyone. I jump in and begin to walk until I stop and think, 'Where should I go? I need a quiet place, somewhere where I can be in peace and not be bothered by anything or anyone… Wait, I got it I'll go there.' I begin to walk to my destination and as I am walking I ponder to myself, 'Damn that was close, I need to be more careful. But how did it get that bad, I mean it happens sometimes, but never that badly. Am I finally losing control?' I stop thinking to myself as I arrive at the exit to my destination, I climb out and see the place I know is deserted and walk over to a place overlooking Magnolia, sitting down so I can meditate on what just happened.

'I know what caused that outburst, but I can't dwell on it, on her…' I fail miserably as all my thoughts turn to her, 'I miss her so much nowadays. I wonder if she is ok, I wonder if she will ever forgive me. I know she's strong, and she can handle and take care of herself, but still its like what Three said, I love her so much and I want to be able to hold her in my arms every day, be able to touch her, feel her hands run through my hair, feel her hair that I would run my hands through, I wanna smell her shampoo, I wanna be with her.' I begin to feel the tears that I had suppressed for so long escape my eyes and run down my face. And these tears were of conscious thought instead of being unaware like they usually are so I feel the weight of them even more. 'No I must stop this, I will be with her soon and when I am I will make up for my mistakes, I will never let her go again, I will protect her with all my strength so that I can always be with her. Be with her on a daily basis instead of a just every once in a while. Yes, I will be hers and she will be hers for the rest of my days.'

I am broken out of my reverie by small footsteps approaching me, the owner of them asking, "Are you ok, Boss? I heard what happened." Two said as she came and sat down next to me, I was still crying and she quickly pulled me into a hug, saying soothingly, "Shhh it's ok, you will be with her soon, I promise you that. I will do everything in my power to assure it."

I pull away and look at her, my tears finally stopping their escape as I sigh deeply, before saying, "Thanks Two. I'm alright but I am going to have find a new hotel to stay at with a new name of course and a new look, they'll be looking for me now." I say as she laughs lightly while rolling her eyes at me.

"Like they weren't before? Hahaha! You really are a simpleton you know that?" She says as I scoff at that statement.

"What? Can't a man think sensibly? The guild members will be looking for as will the police. And the beds were amazing, second softest I ever slept on…" I say, the last part almost a whisper as thoughts enter my mind again that I wish to repress.

Two notices and changes the subject, "We should probably get back, Three and Four were pretty shaken up by the look you gave them. They were pretty sorry about what they did." I nod and we both stand up and walk over to the sewer and enter. Luckily I chose a spot that was close to camp and we reach it in five minutes.

I walk to the camouflaged entrance and enter, my entrance causing the three team members gathered there to look up at me and stand up at attention. "Calm down this ain't the military dumbasses, sit down and relax alright?" They sit down and look at me. "Listen, I'm sorry about that outburst, I'm pretty messed up on the inside and the mushy talk triggered some bad memories. Sorry you had to see crazy me again."

"No boss it's our faults here, we know about you're past and yet completely ignore the facts and did that in front of ya. For this we truly our fault" Three says as Four nods in agreement. "I hope you can forgive us."

"Of course I can, this isn't the first time it's happened and it probably won't be the last. I forgive you, there does that help? Now Three go cook something you're the only one here that can and I rather not try your wife's cooking, it's awful." I begin to laugh and everyone's mood lightens.

"Yeah last time we let her cook I had the runs for three weeks… ugh, don't wanna go through that again." Five says earning a smack from Four and laughter from Three and I. Man I miss this, the laughter and the camaraderie, the fun we had when we first met, we've been so busy as of late that I had forgotten what hanging out with these guys was like. I remember the day we met so clearly it like I'm watching a movie.

FLASHBACK-Go back to chapter three, its from there where this picks up from

I looked at the three stunned people and ask, "So you gonna help me or not?" I ask as they look at me still dumfounded.

Then the one in front wakes up from his trance and asks, "What do you need help with. Tell us first and we'll decide from there."

I sigh but nod, "Ok I have some things that I need to get done. The first thing is we need to go to Magnolia and sneak into the town undetected. Then we need to kill someone," I look at them as they all, having awoken from their trances now, stare at me waiting for me to finish. "from Fairy Tail, a specific mage. I won't tell you who just yet but know she has to die, SHE HAS TO." I say the last part firmly and they nod in understanding. 'Good no questions asked kind of people, just what I need!' "Ok then from there we will take something from fairy Tail, and then use it to find a certain someone. His name is Zeref." I look expecting a look of surprise from them, but all I see are the harden faces of mages with no fear. Good. "Then we will kill him."

I see as their faces light up and smirks cross their faces, their de-facto leader saying, "You should have led with that, we know who he is even though me and my wife are not from here. And we must say we are not afraid of him. He is something that we cannot allow to live anymore, so we will help, if it means he dies." He walks up to me and offers his hand and I can't help but smile at him, happy that it went so well. "So when do we start?"

"Now let's go." I say as I turn to leave.

"Whoa there mijo! While we may have agreed to help you, we still don't know you. What's your real name?" The woman ask as I inwardly groan, why do women have to be so damn paranoid of random strangers soliciting help?

"Sorry but from here on out, we use codenames. Well actually numbers, in terms of power, except for me I am the boss here. And the woman with me is number two."

"Oh and what makes you think she stronger than…" The short stops talking as Two beigns to exert her magical power and suffocates the three. I hold my hand for her to stop and she does, the three look on in horror and the short one says, "I was mistaken, forgive me Boss."

The two with him look at each other and break out laughing at their friend's submissiveness, me joining with them as he did a 180 in less than a minute. Man this was gonna be fun.

END FLASHBACK

I smile at the memory and say as the food is served, "So guys we are almost done here, three weeks so remember we are going to attack one more person, but we are not going to mess them too badly, and five I'm talking to you here." I look at him and he pouts eliciting laughter from the rest of us. We are in the homestretch now, but before the maelstrom that is to come, we will have our fun at least. Before we begin the endgame to the plan.

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A/N: And scene, wow that was pretty revealing. If you didn't see it coming that the trio from chapter three were these guys from last chapter where the woman said cabron like in chapter three then I don't know what to say. Oh, well remember to answer the poll question and to answer either PM me or put it in the reviews. SO PLEASE READ AND REVIEW! ADIOS!