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Chapter 5: Of Heroes and Cowards
It was a week since Reenie saw both Wendy and Jax hanging off each other and since she knew that she understood that Jax will not be hers. She was not gonna fight for him if he is not willing to do the same. She did it once and will do again. She was not a fool and will not make one of herself. For anyone. Not even for Jax.
She had another thing to worry about. Mainly her moving to another house. She found a small one bedroom apartment in quiet area with an affordable rent. She's still only a maths teacher. She was so exited to move here because as much as she loved her stupid ass brother and Donna and the kids if she hears another fight again she will lose it. Not to mention her brother having sex. It was disgusting and reminder her of her non existent sexual life, the last time having sex was two months before she moved here with her asshole of an ex boyfriend. Reenie chuckled and shook her head, maybe she will just go out and have a one night stand.
"What are you laughing at." Donna said plopping next to her on the couch looking tired.
"I need sex Donna. Thinking about going out and hooking up." Reenie said looking at Donna with miserable eyes. They were silent for a couple of seconds before they both burst out laughing. Opie came into the living room and looked at the two women and shook his head. He chose not to involve in their mess. He was too tired for this shit.
"Crazy women." he muttered and Reenie looked at him with narrowed eyes
"What are you muttering under there big foot?" Reenie said and Opie just showed her the middle finger.
"Yeah you walk away you big pussy." Reenie called after him making Donna chuckle.
"Watching you two no wonder my kids are crazy!" Donna said and both laughed.
"Well what can I say. I did not chose to marry my brother and have his kids." Reenie said and pouring some wine in her glass and pouring some for Donna and sitting back down enjoying the warm afternoon.
"I love daytime drinking." Reenie said with a smile.
"Well to be fair I did not chose to marry your brother. I found out I was knocked up two weeks before graduation and my parents made me chose either them or him. So I chose the older boy on a bike." Donna said taking a swing from her glass. Reenie looked at Donna.
"Did you ever regret your decision. Of choosing Opie, cause you know with him comes a lot of shit with the club." Reenie said ad Donna looked at her with a serious expression.
"I think about it from time to time and still the answer is the same. I don't regret my choice. I know that one day he will lead the club with Jax and I know that the peaceful days of SAMCRO will end some day but still. I have two beautiful children and loving husband that I am crazy about and that is amazing in bed." Donna said and Reenie hit her shoulder and laughed.
"I hate you. You know I am desperate foe sex and yet you rub it in. I really need to go out." Reenie said and Donna shook her head.
"Why hook up with a stranger when you can hook up with out own Captain America. I bet under that uniform he had some package and he is good in bed." Donna said shaking her head trying to imagine David in bed.
"He is." Reenie muttered and Donna looked at her with her mouth hanging opened in shock.
"How the hell do you know what is he like in bed." Donna asked and Reenie chuckled looking at Donna.
"You tell anyone and I will kill you and I mean it. Don't even tell Opie. You hear me." Reenie said and Donna nodded excitedly sitting on the couch facing Reenie ready to hear her story.
"Scouts honour." Donna said raising her finger making Reenie chuckle.
"Okay two years ago David was in town for training and we bumped each other in a coffee shop. We talked and talked and I we ended on a date. It all happened very quick we were having a good time and the next think I knew I was falling for him. He was amazing, he was funny and he was amazing in bed but when it came to it he chose his work and we broke up. Broke my heart the bastard and now he is here but I don't wanna go there again." Reenie said and Donna smiled sadly.
"Maybe it was just a bad time for you, you are both here. Maybe you should give him anther chance. I have seen the puppy dog eyes he was giving you. He has feeling for you still." Donna said and Reenie downed her glass and Donna poured them another.
"Fuck this. I don't wanna go back there. Maybe I should just give up on men and find myself some great pussy." Reenie said and Donna scoffed
"Fuck this. Women are more complicated than men. I rather just deal with a dick then a pussy." Donna said. The alcohol was taking effect and the statement sounded funnier than it should be. The girl were doubled with laughed on the couch when both Opie and Jax came through the living room. When Jax and Reenie make eye contact Reenie stopped laughing and got a hard look in her eyes and downed the drink.
"What are you doing." Jax asked trying to sound normal but he could not help but to look at Reenie and her lips and how me almost kissed her and how badly he still wanted her. He needed to keep his distance. He could not do it to Reenie or his brothers. She deserves better than an Outlaw biker.
"None of your business. I hope you are looking after the kids cause I am not moving from this couch today and I plan to drink much more." Donna said to Opie and shook his head and kissed Donna on the lips and kissed her forehead.
"They are fine and you take the day an relax." Opie said and Donna smiled gently.
"I love you Opie." Donna said and he smiled. Kissing her again.
"I love you too babe. You two have fun." Opie said to Donna and neither of them saw the longing looks Jax and Reenie were giving to one another. Reenie gave him and small smile that went straight to Jaxe's heart. He loved seeing her smile. He wanted to be the one to make her smile. Jax gave her a sad smile back knowing that it was best if they were not together.
"Well we need to get going. You ladies have fun." Jax said and they left. Donna did not see the exchange and looked at Reenie with an exited look.
"So tell me every detail. I wanna know what position was he best at. What was he the best at. Don't spare anything." Reenie could not help to laugh at her sister-in-law and her best friend. She shook her head but still told her everything.
Later on she was at the at the park sitting on the bench and eating a hot dog. It was nearing 11 pm and the Taste of Charming was coming to an end. She spend her day selling food from SAMCRO stand and watching Booby play with children as Elvis. She had fun and spend the day with Donna, Gemma and Luann. They had fun and joked around. She really missed this, and was glad that she was back here even if he heart was aching.
"Mind if I join." Reenie heard a voice that made her heart jump but she looked up and saw David smiling down at her. She nodded and move over letting David sit.
"How was the day for you? Grilled any criminals?" Reenie said looking at David who was also eating a hot dog scoffing.
"Yeah a couple hundred of hot dogs at the most but you know. I am all about giving back to the community." David said.
"Don't I know it." Reenie said with some accusation in her voice making David sigh.
"I know I was a dick for leaving you back then but I wanted to prove to my father that I could do this and that I did not have to fallow their path. It might be the worst decision case I could not stop thinking about you and now you are here and I cannot think that fate is giving us a second chance." David said taking her hand in his and Reenie did not pull away. She looked at him and at his hopeful eyes and felt herself getting lost in them.
"David…" She sighed looking away. She did not want to go back and have her heart broken again but she could not help to feel that this might be the thing to help her forget about Jax.
"I know it is hard for you and we can take it as slow as you like just tell me i still have a chance here." David said and Reenie looked at him and smiled. She could not deny that there were still some feeling towards him. She squeezed his hand and smiled.
"Okay." She said and David looked at her confused.
"Okay?" David asked.
"Okay we can take it slow. I need to get to know you again but okay." Reenie said and David smiled and hugged her.
"Okay I can take whatever I can. Can I kiss you?" David said hopefully and Reenie chuckled and nodded. David kissed her and she felt butterflies in her stomach and she felt the desire but she needed to take it slow. The kiss was short but it still left her breathless. She smiled and so did David.
"You need a ride?" David asked and she nodded. They walked hand in hand toward his car not knowing that Gemma was watching them.
Jax was about to leave the park when he saw David helping Reenie into his car. His eyes narrowed and he felt anger seep into him. How dare that bastard even speak to her? Jax though. He was angry yes. He was angry because that prick was using Reenie for getting into the club to take them down. He was angry because Reenie was too good to him. But mostly he was angry because he wanted Reenie but he can't have her.
So he fallowed them and saw that he took her to Opie's. David got out of the car and opened the door for her making Jax scoff.
"Fucking hero." Jax said under his breath and pulled his bike away from them and walked the rest of the way on foot making sure that he could not be seen and listened to what they were saying like a fucking creep.
"I'll pick you up on Saturday at 7." David said and Reenie laughed so beautifully that it gave Jax another reason to hate the cop. He was making Reenie laugh and he could not.
"I can't wait." Reenie said and Jax narrowed her eyes as David leaned in and kissed her cheek. Jax watched at Reenie watched him driving away and waving at him.
"So you are now dating a cop." Jax said leaving his hiding place making Reenie jump and clutch at her chest.
"Jesus Jax what are you doing creeping up on me like a fucking stalker?" Reenie asked breathing heavily looking at Jax like a deer caught in headline.
"You haven't answered my question. So are you dating a cop now? Trying to get on the good side of the law?" Jax asked and not even trying to keep the venom in his voice. Reenie looked at hi with narrowed eyes.
"Listen to me Prince of Charming. I am not one of your croweaters or one of the sweetbutts. I do not answer to you or any other patch so you can't boss me around." She said in a low and dangerous voice. She was fuming.
Jax looked at her and licked his lips. Her eyes were dark, her hair was all over the place. Her mouth was opened breading heavily and her chest moving up and down. She never looked more sexy then now. Jax cannot take anymore than that and stormed over to her took her face in her hand and kissed her. Hard
Reenie was stunned this was happening. Jax Teller was kissing her. When his lips touched her she felt the biggest electric current move into her and seep into her whole body until she felt she was like she was about to explode. He was a great kisser and she wanted to devour him whole. She wanted hi t know that he was hers.
Jax never felt something like what he was feeling when he kissed Reenie. Even with Tara it never felt this right. This good. Kissing her felt like this is where he belonged. Kissing her felt like he was home. He knew thought he could not be with her. He was too unpredictable. He was too dangerous. She did not that in her life. So he broke the kiss and rested his forehead against his and caressed her cheek. He broke away and looked at her.
"I am sorry. I should not have done that. This is a mistake. We cannot be together but please don't be with Hale." Jax said and Reenie laughed sarcastically.
"You know what you and David are so alike yet so different but you know what is the biggest difference between the two of you? He is not afraid to go after what he wants. You are a coward Jax Teller." Reenie said and walked away from Jax shaking her head and heading toward the front door.
Jax balled up his fist and cursed under his breath. This was not how this was supposed to happen. He was meant to make Reenie see sense that Hale was not for her yet he pushed her further into his arms. Jax was raging and needed to beat something up. Most likely that motherfucking Hale.
As on cue like Reenie knew what Jax was thinking.
"If you hurt him Jax I will never forgive and don't think you can tell who to see and don't see. I am not someone you can bass around." Reenie said and walked inside leaving Jax crumbling down in anger. This night ended in the worst way possible.
Well the chapter started light but ended on a heavy note heh. I have a few chapters planned but they were just a skeleton. The magic happens when I actually write and the first part of the chapter was not planned. Well it seemed that our lovely couple will have a hard time getting together. Well it is not going to be an easy rode. Well I hope you like it and please review.