I am so truly sorry for leaving this story for sop long but i just did not know where to go with this story but thankfully I do now and I hope that you will like it and don't kill me along the way. Well enjoy and please review.
Chapter 7: Cracks and breaks
It was Christmas morning and Reenie was sitting on a toilet seat chewing at her fingernail while her knees moved up and down. It was supposed to be a beautiful morning with all of her family over the same roof. They were meant open presents and they were meant to share laughter and joy and then go to Gemma's for dinner instead she was hiding inside of her brother's bathroom while hearing the children's laughter looking at a pregnancy test. How the hell did her life change so drastically over the last two months. It was starting to be so beautiful. She once again fell in love with David they were happy. They were even talking about moving in together and then it was went to shit. All because of the club and now she was here waiting to see if she was pregnant with Jax or not.
Four months earlier
Reenie was sitting in at the kitchen table drinking a coffee and reading over some work when she hear about a death that happen just outside of Charming. She looked up at the TV and cranked up the volume to hear the news woman say.
"A body was found just on the border of Charming. The body was not yet identified but from out sources the body was of a man that was a part of a supremacist gang called the Nords that were lead by a man named Earnest Darby. Or sources have stated that they had a long standing feud with a motorcyclist club Sons of Anarchy. Is it a beginning of a war that could be brought to Charming…" Reenie turned off the TV with a scoff.
Off course they will bring it back to the Sons. Like they don't have more enemies with the Niners and the Mayans. Why would the Club leave the body outside of Charming. They do not want that kind of heat that they hare getting right now. Off course it was not them. Just then David came to the kitchen wearing his uniform and gave her soft kiss and went to pour himself some coffee. They were happy together and she was falling in love with him all over again. Her and Jax stayed out of each other way and that was the best solution right now. She wanted to see where this relationship was going and wanted to see if it was the real deal cause even if her head was telling her that yes she was in love with David she was still longing for Jax but she fought it all the way through. It is not like they had a slightest chance at a relationship anyhow.
"So I was thinking if we were to move together you your house is much bigger." Reenie said looking at the papers and hearing David chuckle. They were together for two months now but they know each other very well and not to mention that they were together before as well but right now it was just a joke but it could be a reality. They were together almost every night anyway.
"I think we will need an even bigger place since you have so many clothes." David said and Reenie looked at him with narrowed eyes.
"I do not have that big of a closet. I have an acceptable amount of clothes." Reenie said walking to the kitchen and putting her cup in the sink. David snaked his arms around her waist and brought her close to kiss her on the nose.
"Okay whatever you say." David said and he kissed softly making Reenie moan a little, he kissed her forehead once more before letting her go and drinking his coffee as well.
"So what made you scoff earlier at the TV?" David asked and Reenie rolled her eyes at him. Nothing ever goes passed him.
"Apparently they found a body of one of Darby's guys outside of Charming and they are trying to pin it on the Sons." Reenie said and it was David who scoffed now. Reenie looked at him with narrowed eyes.
"You wanna say something?" She asked David who looked at her took a deep sigh and put his coffee cup down.
"Maybe they are into something. They have a feud that's spans over a decade. Your family and the Club are not saints you know and I will do a thorough investigation into this Reenie." David said and took his cup back and took a drink.
"They have other enemies you know. What about the Mayans and the Niners. If they did it and I am not saying that they did why would they bring it back to Chairing where the heat will be brought back onto them. Maybe for once the police would think and not blame everything on the Sons who kept this town crime fee for a long time." Reenie said getting agitated with her boyfriend who was onto Sons like no one else.
"Babe I just see them for what they really are. Yes they keep other crime away from Charming but they are the crime. Sorry that I am on the sons are awesome Kool-Aid but I see them for who they are. They are a bunch it criminals and you keeping the information that makes you a criminal as well" David said and Reenie looker at him with open mouth unable to believe in what he just said to her. David closed his eyes and put his coffee cup down.
"Reenie I did not mean to..." David began but Reenie stopped him raising get hand.
"I know what you meant David. You think that they are nothing more than criminals and just so you know that is my family and I will always stand by then no matter what anybody said about them. They have been doing the police jibs for years while they sat on their father asses so you can go out at night and not e afraid of something happening to you. If defending my family is a crime than that's the door." Reenie said taking her stuff and walking out of the doors and slamming the as she went. She was fuming at David at what he said and what he accused her and her family but most of all she was fuming at herself. How could she even think that they can be together. She belong and stands by a family that David hates and want them all behind bars? How could she even fall on love with a guy that will not be a part of her family? It was sad more than anything because Reenie fell in love with David. She wanted to be with him but she will not sacrifice her family to be with him. She just got them all back.
The whole day she was altering between being sad and angry but she tried as hard as she could to act normal for her students. They don't need her personal life to mess up with their studies but as soon as that bell rang Reenie was out the door and she raced to her car and toward the garage where she knew Gemma would be.
She parked the car and saw that none of the club members were in the garage which was odd. They were probably on a run or in the clubhouse probably trying to figure out who killed one of the Nords. She walked to the office and saw that Gemma was there a drinking coffee and reading a newspaper.
"Hey Gemma." Reenie said leaning against the door frame looking miserable. Gemma looked at her and raised her perfect eyebrow.
"Trouble in paradise?" Gemma said and Reenie gave out a big sigh and sat down opposite Gemma.
"Yeah kind off." Reenie said and Gemma put her coffee cup down and crossed her arms and looked at Reenie.
"Is it to do something with the body that was found this norming?" Gemma asked and Reenie chuckled. There is nothing that can be missed by her.
"Off course it has something to do with the body. He thinks that you guys did it and will hunt you down for it. His like a dog with a bone right now and I don't think I can stop him." Reenie said and Gemma leaned forward on her elbows.
"And what do you think Reenie. You are the one that is shaking up with a cop, fully knowing what the club does for a living and that they are far from innocent." Gemma said and Reenie looked at Gemma with a dad look.
"i was thinking that it should not affect me who I date. I am not part of the club and I don't know what they do everyday. i love you guys and I will always love you guys but I want to be happy to and I don't know how I can be happy without my man and my family getting along." Reenie said and Gemma looked at her with a sad smile.
"Well I know better than anybody that if you have a man that loves you and would do anything for you that would be enough. My folks hated John and the club but I did not care cause I had him and he loved me and gave me a family and two beautiful sons." Gemma said and Reenie looked at him.
"I cannot give my family up for a man Gemma. I love you guys too much to do that." Reenie said and Gemma looked pleased.
"Well then let me tell you some truth now sweetheart. I love you and Ope like you were my own children. I would do anything for you two and that is why I am talking to you because you are just as stubborn as your father and will do anything that you want but you need to hear it. You and David. It is a bad idea. Now listen to me and listen clear sweetheart. You may love him. You may marry him and you may have that picket fence and a couple of children and you may be happy for some time but you are still SAMCRO. You will be loyal to this club and he will always want to take this club down. You see now with the body found outside of Charming and how he reacted. His mind went straight to SAMCRO and you automatically defended the club and got into a fight. It may pass over or it may get bloody again you never know but no matter what he will want to destroy the club and he will use you but you are not a rat and he will blame you and he will resent you. And that is the truth my darling. So you better think hard and clear before you end up miserable and alone." Gemma said and Reenie went quiet and began to think about it and I brought tears to her eyes and what it meant for her and David. They will have to finish this before they hurt each other more.
"Fuck life is hard." Reenie said looking at Gemma who chuckled and shook her head.
"Yeah tell me about it, come one lets see what the guys are doing in the clubhouse and get something to drink." Gemma said and the two women made their way toward the clubhouse where loud voices were heard and along with cheers. Both women looked at each other and raised their eyesbrows. When they entered the clubhouse they saw that all the club members were all around Jax either patting him on the back or hugging him and a chorus of "Yeah Jackie Boy", "Go Jax my man" were heard over the laughter.
"What the hell is going on here?" Gemma shouted over the men to be heard and all looked at her and became quiet. Gemma looked at Jax who was looking at Reenie with a sombre and a sad look before moving his eyes to him mother. Gemma raised her eyebrow yet again wanting to know what was going on.
"What's going on is that Jackie boy here will be a daddy." Tig said and all the guys hollered again. Reenie felt like she was being submerged in water and could not hear anything. She vaguely remembered Gemma looking at Jax furious and then leaving the clubhouse.
Jax could not take his eyes away from Reenie when Tig just came out with the news of Wendy being pregnant out like that. He could not believe it himself when Wendy told him a week ago that she was pregnant. It was shock to him that he was going to be a father but it should not be a shock because when they fucked they were almost drunk or high or both at the same time and safety was far from the mind he was surprised that it did not happen before. When he took Wendy to the doctors and he hand confirmed that they were in fact expecting Jax felt fear like no other. How could he not fell fear? He was bringing a child to his world but he was also very exited. Yes he may only be 28 but he could be a father. He will be a father and he will make his child proud.
But looking at Reenie now and seeing the devastation in her eyes he knew that he made the biggest mistake in his life. It should have been her that was carrying his child. It was her that he should think about marrying and starting a family. It was always supposed to be her and now it was too late and he knew he made the biggest mistake of his life when he let her be with Hale. He was a coward and the biggest asshole that ever walked this earth and he will forever have to live with the decision that me might have let love of his life go.
Reenie tried to keep her face and keep a smile on her face as the club members were all happy that Jax will be a father. Inside she was dying as her heart broke. She had hope that maybe in few years that they could be together. That he will work his shit out and they would be together. Right now all that hope was destroyed. She had truly lost him forever.
To be continued…
Well what do you think about this chapter? I hope you like it. I hope that you will not kill me for making Wendy pregnant. Reenie is with David and they were talking about moving in together but their relationship began to crack. What o you think will happen now that he found out that Jax is going to have a baby? Will she stay with David? Or will she break up with him and how did she think she got pregnant by Jax? Read and find out and please leave a review. They give me life.