Oh how I just hate it
When a good thing comes my way
I don't know how to take it
I don't know what to say
Signs of the universe's cruelty
Showing how it never cared
By giving me the one thing
For which I'm not prepared
I've watched it all play out
A million times in the pitch black
Why my dreams were just delusions
Till I was an insomniac
I've wasted hours of my life
Thinking of how things could go wrong
And after countless sleepless nights
I was just fine all along
All the time I've spent preparing
And yet this is completely new
I've got exactly what I wanted
Now what am I supposed to do?