I felt something inside of me
I should have stopped, but let go free
And now it's all I seem to see
A failure I regret
In remission, once thought dead
I let it run throughout my head
I listened to the things it said
I failed to see the threat
It spun its web, I hoped and dreamed
'twas beautiful, oh how it gleamed
Golden, perfect, so it seemed
My mind made up, deadset
Now, with notions bleeding dry
Left to suffer, left to die
Not one tear shall leave my eye
An act I shall not let
I'll beat it back into my mind
Clear out the dreams it left behind
And clean the walls and floors, blood lined
I'll make myself forget