Author's Note:
Ok, so I was thinking after I wrote my last chapter,
"Hey! Wouldn't it be cool to see what Fang thinks when all of this is going on? Yeah, that would be so amazing!"
So, I made this extra chapter.
You may not want to read it.
You may be one of those people who like to think that Fang was just joking and that Ember should die XD.
But if you're a true reader, then you wouldn't skip over this chapter.
Because who doesn't like seeing a story from another character's eyes?
Well, hope you enjoy. AND REMEMBER: REVIEWS!!!!!!
Extra Chapter: Fang
It took all of my will not to let my lips make any type of contact with hers. To push her to the ground and kiss her like there was no freakin' tomorrow.
I wanted to look away; try to stop what was inevitably going to happen, but I couldn't. Her eyes had captured mine and kept me there; made me inch closer and closer toward her. It was hard enough to keep my hands on the ground; to not let them caress her face and then roam into her hair, running my fingers through the strands. But then the sky opened up and it began pouring.
I didn't know where it came from, but it was out to destroy me.
It made Ember look so much better; the way her almost shoulder length dark wood colored hair dripped with water, running over her face, the way her lips parted open in slight surprise, and the way her wide bambi like dark brown eyes continued to stare, smoldering me, making me lose myself.
I could feel my heart racing in my chest, as if it was about to burst out and start running a marathon.
Seeing her like this, right here and now, was complete torture.
I had to have her.
Just a few more inches and my lips would capture hers.
Fang, no! yelled a voice in my head that almost sounded like Max. I hesitated, only for a moment, but that was enough to get my body to start working again.
"Maybe we should get home" I heard myself say.
Wait, what? No! What are you doing! You are so close, just do it! yelled my inner thoughts, but no matter what it said, I knew the situation was out of my control now.
It was too late.
Ember's eyes said it all.
She blinked once, as if to wake herself up from a daze, and seconds later, her brightly lit eyes that were filled with shock and anticipation dulled into something of disappointment before becoming unreadable. She nodded once, and all I could do was offer her my hand after I stood up from the ground, trying to catch her eye again and pinpoint her emotions. But she evaded my stare as she got up and immediately dropped her hand from my grasp before walking over to get the groceries that now lay on the ground. I went and picked up the remaining groceries and we began our walk toward the house again in total silence.
I, on the other hand, was screaming at myself.
You IDIOT! Look what you did! You hurt her, and now she probably feels rejected! You can't do anything right, can you? First, you let Max become one of them and trick you, AND THEN you mess this up! You're really stupid.
You can say that again.
Stupid.
One more time.
Stupid.
Yes, I am stupid.
Yes, I am an idiot.
And yes, I screwed up my first and probably last chance of ever getting that close to Ember again.
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