Chapter 11: Emotional

Bella's POV

I had never felt such a sting mixture of emotions then I did right now. My heart broke into smaller and smaller pieces every single time that I saw my girls. They were so grown up now. I had missed so much. I should've been the one to comfort them when they were sad. I should have been the one they trusted with their secrets. I should've been the one to help them get through puberty. I should've been the one to show them all the love and support they deserved.

I missed so many things in their lives that I will never be able to get back and that hurts more then words could ever come close to describing. I hadn't been there for anything. Graduations, birthdays, and even their first periods. I had missed it all. If I could I would have drowned in a fountain of my own tears by now.

On the other hand I was just happy to see my babies again. My Renesmee and Casey. I was happy that we had finally found them after so many years of looking for them. I wish I knew who took them. I had a burning desire to make them pay for what they had done to us and to my daughters. There was an unrelenting anger burning inside of me that would not be put out until I found out what had happened that night my girls had gone missing.

I took a deep breath as Edward and I continued to walk together. Edward. Add my husband to the mix of emotions inside of me right now. Or rather he was adding to my already strong mixture of emotions. He had been acting very very strange since the day he found Nessie. Not at all like how you would expect a parent to react after finding their long lost children. No. Something was off big time. There was something that he was purposely not telling me. What was it? Who knows. It was an absolute confounding mystery to me. All I did know was that my husband's secrecy was passing me off to no end. Keeping secrets from each other was just not something we did.

We stopped when we saw Nessie and Jacob exiting a restaurant. I could tell that she had noticed us.

Suddenly Jacob grabbed her and kissed her by force. She pushed him away and then slapped him across the face before storming off.

I was overcome with fury at Jacob's actions. How dare he force himself on her like that! It brought back some very hazy human memories of when he did that to me so many years ago. The only difference was that I had broken my hand when I hit Jacob. My fury then is nothing compared to what I was feeling right now.

I know I scared Jacob when he saw me coming. I scared him more now then I did when I was newborn vampire that had just learned he imprinted on my daughter. No. That was tame compared to now.

"Bella I-"

I grabbed his arm as hard as I could and begun to drag him away. I ignored his screams of pain as I dragged him along.

Edward looked as furious I did but he left the scaring Jacob part to me.

"What were you thinking?!" I screamed as I threw him into the ground forcefully.

"Bella I-"

"You kissed her by force!"

"I-"

"How dare you touch her against her will!"

"I was just-"

"You were just what Jacob?!"

"He somehow got it in his head that Nessie wanted him to her" Edward said through gritted teeth.

"Jacob what the hell is wrong with you?!"

"Also he thought it would be funny to mess with us" Edward added.

I was ready to kill Jacob now. He kissed her against her will because he thought she'd like it and he wanted to mess with us?! It seemed that he did not once even think about my daughter. Only what he wanted and thought she wanted.

Just as I was about to kill Jacob Edward stopped me.

"You'll regret hurting him"

"I don't think that I will Edward"

He chuckled. "Maybe not right now but you will eventually. So let's get away from him before we both do something to him that he will regret"

"Fine" I said to Edward before turning to face Jacob. "But if you ever touch my daughter against her will again I swear I will not hesitate to rip your throat out. Is that understood?"

"Oh c'mon Bells you know you wouldn't-"

"Oh Jacob you have no idea what I'm capable of doing when it comes to my daughters"

We walked home slow on purpose just so that we could let off steam. It was probably at least two hours before we finally arrived home. A distance that would normally would've taken five minutes.

What I saw when we got home scared me. Everyone was gathered around with solemn looks on their faces. It really scared me.

"What's going on?" I choked out.

"It's Nessie. Something is wrong" Esme sobbed.

"What? What's wrong with her?"

Carlisle sighed. "Bella this isn't easy to say and I know I'm not a psychologist but-"

"But what?!" I nearly shouted.

"Well we were all out hunting when we came across the strangest thing. We heard Nessie talking. It sounded like she was having a one sided conversation of sorts so we tracked her down and hid nearby. Bella she was talking to two mountain lion cubs as if they were people. It seemed like she really believed that they could talk"

"So what're you saying?"

"Bella I think Nessie has serious mental health issues that need to be addressed"

I swore I actually defied logic and got dizzy and nearly fainted.

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