Finally finally finally! I have been working on this for days. It is hands down the longest chapter I've ever written ever. Therefore I would very much appreciate it if you review. Also I think (don't quote me tho) I'm going to try to make longer chapters so that means I won't be updating as much. I will still update regularly. Also you should follow my fanfiction tumblr page if you aren't already. I have been starting to post excerpts from chapters, kinda like little promos, that way you get a feel for the chapter and you can send me asks about my fics. I promise I don't bite :) please enjoy and please review!
Toby followed Spencer upstairs. She might be mad but she'd already kicked him out and was trying to divorce him. What could she do that was worse than that? He walked through their bedroom door without knocking.
"Toby!" She gasped holding the dress she'd taken off over her half naked body. Toby was surprised by her sudden shyness, Toby didn't understand why, he'd been seeing her naked body for years. He supposed it was different to her now. Or maybe she thought he wasn't entitled.
"I want to hold you" Toby said firmly.
"Excuse me?!" She said still covering up.
"I know I don't deserve it, I know you want a divorce and you wish you never had to see me again, but ever since that retched night when you walked into my office all I've wanted was to hold you. I sat outside our bedroom listening to you cry for hours, my heart breaking, dying to hold you. I never thought you were going to divorce me, I never thought we were going to be over. I never thought I wouldn't get to hold you again. How can you doubt my love for you? How can you not see how much I love you? You are my wife, my lover and my best friend. You're crying and I want to hold you, I want to make it better. Can we just sleep in our bed again? And hold each other? Even if it's just us saying goodbye?"
Spencer was contemplating this.
"Please Spencer?" Toby asked.
"No" Spencer said finally. She didn't trust herself enough to not cave and have sex with him. She could see the pain go across his face. She knew he was hurting too. He turned and left Spencer alone in their room. She instantly regretted sending him away. After he left the room she stripped all her clothes off and then put on one of the lace nighties she always wore.
Toby was trying to get comfortable when he heard Spencer coming down the stairs. He figured she wanted water or some ice cream or maybe more of his lasagna until he heard the creak at the foot of the roll-away bed. He looked to see Spencer standing there.
"I want to be held" she whispered quietly. It was true. She hadn't been held since she caught Toby with his secretary. She hadn't let herself, she wasn't sure she should let herself now but she ached for him and the way he talked it seemed like he ached for her too. Toby eagerly threw the blankets back and opened his arms to her. She climbed in and snuggled in close to him.
"I love you" he said kissing the top of her head. He finally felt whole having her back in his arms again. They both drifted off to sleep quickly.
Spencer was woken by Toby's cellphone alarm at 8:00am. She groaned.
"8 o'clock in the morning Toby!" she whimpered "it's Sunday, for Christ sake"
She turned the alarm off figuring it was set before the accident to wake him up for the kids. The kids bless their hearts would sleep until noon or someone started making breakfast. Spencer snuggled back into bed with Toby, weekends were for sleeping in. He nuzzled her hair and rubbed her back half asleep still. When they were married Spencer joked the alarm was to wake her up. She had to wake Toby up because he could sleep through world war three.
Spencer woke up later and rubbed Toby's stomach to wake him. She thought maybe she'd surprise him with breakfast or maybe coffee but he was stirring already. As he opened his eyes Spencer planted a kiss on his cheek.
"Thank you for last night" she said. He looked at her and Spencer went in for a kiss on the lips but missed because he'd turned his head.
"Hey!" He said looking past her. She turned and saw the kids standing in the door. They both had furrowed brows. For a minute Spencer wondered idly if this situation was more confusing to the kids or her and Toby.
"You turned off my alarm!" Toby said sitting up quickly.
"Yeah...I didn't think...was it important?" Spencer asked.
Before Toby could get the words out the doorbell rang. Toby rubbed his eyes.
"That would be your parents" Toby said hanging his head.
"My parents?!" She shrieked.
"Your mom called last night and said they wanted to come over and see the kids" Toby said. "I set the alarm so I could wake you and the kids so you could get ready"
He could see Spencer starting to freak.
"Hey, you run upstairs to shower and get dressed. The kids and I will distract them and I'll make breakfast." Toby assured her.
"Ok" she said.
Spencer and Toby had always been a team when it came to her parents. When they disapproved of them buying this house, Spencer taking a job as a PR agent, Toby starting his own business. They were always a united front. They had even lied about the divorce to them, telling them all the stuff people said to save face "they grew apart" and "life got in the way". She suspected that the real reason they were really dropping by was to interrogate everyone while they were under the same roof.
Spencer came downstairs 20 minutes later dressed in a black off the shoulder sweater and grey slacks. Toby was cooking up a storm in the kitchen. He almost on instinct poured Spencer a cup of coffee and handed it to her.
"Here" he said in a way as if he was going to say "honey" or "baby" after it and stopped himself.
"Thank you" she said. She reached up and ruffled his hair that was half sticking up.
"Breakfast is almost ready, sit and enjoy your coffee" he said guiding her to the table.
Toby served breakfast to everyone else before finally sitting himself down with a plate.
"You two are getting along well" Veronica said to Spencer and Toby.
"They're getting back together!" Lydia announced to the table. Spencer nearly spit out her coffee and Toby was coughing trying not to choke on his eggs.
"Lydia...honey" Spencer said trying to think of a way to explain it. Toby said nothing even when she kicked him expecting him to chime in.
"Is this true?" Veronica asked.
"No" Spencer said avoiding the slight look of dismay on Toby's face.
"Lydia you can't go around blurting things out if you don't know for sure they're true" Veronica lectured. Spencer was about to speak up as she always had strong feelings about her parents trying to parent her kids but Lydia once again interjected.
"But we saw them kiss!" She exclaimed "didn't we Sebastian, didn't we see them kiss?!"
Sebastian nodded and her parents stared pointedly at them.
"Lydia" Toby said "there are all kinds of kisses, hello kisses, goodbye kisses, I love you kisses"
"So what kind of kiss did you see?" Peter asked Lydia. She thought for a minute.
"A thank you kiss, because after mommy kissed him she said 'thank you for last night'" Lydia said nodding.
"I was thanking him for watching the kids last night" Spencer said innocently.
"Why should you thank him for watching the kids, they're his kids" Veronica muttered under her breath. Her parents didn't agree with the divorce and they blamed Toby, no matter how true it was, it didn't sit well with her that they solely blamed him.
"She was gonna kiss him again but daddy stopped her because we were there" Lydia said continuing to rat them out.
"I wonder what kinda kiss that was gonna be" Peter joked.
"A good morning kiss" she said as if this was obvious.
"How do you know that?" Veronica asked.
"Because they were still in bed" Lydia said. Her parents eyes bulged out of their sockets as Toby put his head in his hands.
"Ok, who's ready to get dressed?" Spencer said getting up from the table and pulling Lydia out of her chair.
"I'm not finished!" Lydia pouted.
"Oh yes you are" Spencer said carrying her up the stairs. Veronica excused herself following them. Toby helped Sebastian up to his room to get dressed.
"Dad?" He asked hesitantly. "I didn't think I should say anything downstairs but I saw you and mom last night, kissing, really kissing, that wasn't some lame thank you kiss, that was a real kiss. You haven't kissed like that since you moved out. Is mom not mad about the skateboard anymore?"
Toby sighed trying to think of a way to explain it.
"Mom wasn't mad about the skateboard" he said "sometimes people yell about one thing but they're really mad about something else"
He nodded.
"You heard your mom downstairs" Toby said "she said we're not getting back together, no matter how many real or fake kisses we have, we aren't getting back together unless she says"
"What's she so mad about?" He asked. It was the question he was dreading answering.
"You know how when you play games with Lydia, you get upset because she ignores rules she doesn't like?"
He nodded.
"That's kinda what happened, I broke a marriage rule, a pretty big one, and she's really really upset about it, so upset she doesn't want to be married to me anymore." Toby explained.
"But after awhile mom tells me to get over it" Sebastian argued "that she's six and doesn't know any better."
"Well I'm not six and I knew better, you don't get to ignore rules when you're a grown up" Toby said "you shouldn't even ignore them when you're a kid."
"I think mom needs to get over it!" He said angrily.
"Hey! Don't you talk about your mom that way. You want to be mad at someone, be mad at me" Toby said.
Unbeknownst to Toby and Sebastian, Spencer was outside the room and had heard the whole conversation. She went back to Lydia's room where Veronica was getting her dressed.
"Guess what!" Veronica said to the kids excitedly when they were both dressed and back downstairs. "Grandpa and your Dad are going to take you guys to the toy store!"
"Toy store yay!" They said in unison. If it wasn't for their broken legs they'd be jumping up and down as well. Neither Toby or Spencer was fooled by this. Her parents had switched to a dividing and conquering strategy now. Their aim was to get them alone and pump them for information. At least Toby and the kids had each other. Spencer would be left here for a one on one with her mother.
Once the brood had left Spencer began clearing off the table. Her mother sat at the kitchen counter watching her critically.
"So you're just going to clean and pretend everything's fine?" Veronica asked.
"Everything is fine!" Spencer said.
"What's going on with you and Toby?" She asked.
"Nothing!" Spencer said. "He's staying here while the kids recuperate"
"And you two need to share a bed for that to happen? You need to kiss for that to happen?" She asked.
Spencer scrubbed at a plate ignoring her mom.
"What were you thanking him for?" Her mom asked pointedly. Spencer was insulted by the insinuation.
"We didn't have sex" she said hanging her head she felt like a teenager again and she despised it. "We just held each other, and it was nice, and for the record, I don't have to defend myself to you, he's my husband and I'll do whatever I damn well please with him!"
Her mother backed off slightly.
"You don't sound like a woman who's about to sign papers ending her marriage" she said quietly in an unassuming voice her mother rarely used. "Are you guys considering getting back together?"
"It's not that simple" she said tears streaming down her face.
"Lydia thinks you are, she told me, she says you're going to get back together you just don't know it yet" Veronica said.
"Lydia is six, she doesn't know what's going on" Spencer said.
"Do you?" Veronica shot back.
"He cheated on me, mom" she cried "I found him with his secretary's hand down his pants"
"Oh honey" Veronica said walking over to her and pulling her into a hug.
"It hurts mom" she sobbed "worse than anything I ever felt"
"I know honey" she said rubbing her back.
"How'd you do it?" Spencer asked. "How'd you forgive Dad?"
"My situation was very different, I found out later on, the issue had already been resolved, your father was never once unfaithful to me again." Veronica said thinking back.
"I don't know what I'm going to do" she said almost to herself. "I told him I wanted a divorce mom, that's not the kind of thing you say and then take back"
"Maybe not, but are you going to let your pride be the reason it doesn't work out?"
Spencer didn't say anything.
"Think of it this way" he mother said "he wants you back, but he'll get over that if you keep pushing him away, he'll date other women, maybe marry one, are you prepared to deal with that?"
*Meanwhile at the toy store*
They were pacing in the aisles. Each kid had three toys and they were still circling.
"Daddy I have to go to the bathroom" Lydia whined. Toby groaned. With all he and Sebastian had talked about he didn't want to leave him alone with Peter. Peter could weasel the whole story out of him. He sighed.
"Ok" Toby said.
When he returned 10 minutes later Peter's demeanor had changed.
"You cheated on my daughter?!" He asked loudly. A girl and her mother were down the aisle and glaring at them.
"No" he said "it was a misunderstanding"
"Mom said you cheated on her" Sebastian piped up. He had clearly witnessed the fight as well as the kiss.
"It's a misunderstanding Champ" Toby said eager to avoid the scene that was rapidly unfolding.
"She's smart and she's beautiful and she could have picked hundreds of men that would have been better husband and father than you" Peter yelled. Toby was incensed.
"You got a lot of nerve for a man who knocked up his next door neighbor!" Toby yelled back. Peter was about to counter when a sales person approached them.
"This is a family store, you need leave or I'll call security!" She said in a firm tone.
"We're leaving" Toby said firmly pushing Sebastian in the wheelchair the store provided and carried Lydia leaving Peter with the basket full of toys.
"What about the toys?!" Lydia cried.
"Mommy and I will bring you back and we'll get them" Toby said.
Toby was already calling Spencer. Spencer pulled up a few minutes later and Veronica got out of the car as Toby and Spencer helped the kids into the car.
"What the hell happened?!" Veronica yelled at Peter.
"How dare you?!" Spencer said to her father.
"Sebastian told me..." Peter started to defend himself.
"I don't care! You had no right to say that, Toby is a wonderful father and he's a better husband to me than most of the married men I know, and that includes Wren" she said angrily.
"Thanks for a great day, dad" Spencer said sarcastically getting into the car.
They took the kids home. Toby rented movies and they ordered pizza and hung out in the living room. After the kids fell asleep Toby motioned for Spencer to follow him into the den where the rollaway bed was.
"Are you going to sleep with me down here again tonight?" He asked the hope evident in his voice.
"I'm thinking about it" she said in an aloof way but Toby was pretty sure she would.
"Thanks for defending me to your father" Toby said.
"Of course, everything I said was true" Spencer said walking towards him. Toby shrugged, if everything she said was true why did he live in an apartment across town?
She straddled his knees leaning down to kiss him. He pulled her into him as their tongues waged war.
"God help me, I'm so in love with you" she whispered before diving into his mouth again. Toby was running his hand up and down her back. Spencer let out a small sob.
"Ok, I'm stopping" Toby said. He wanted her badly but he wasn't going to rush or pressure her.
"I'm sorry" she whispered. He wiped her tears away, kissing her eyelids.
"I love you" he said "I'll wait"
Spencer crawled into bed with him, letting him spoon her. He kissed her temple and cheek before intertwining their hands.
"I'm not giving up on us" he whispered in her ear just before they fell asleep.
The next morning was hectic. They had to get the kids ready for school and Spencer had to go to work. Toby had decided to work from home this week so he could help with the kids and spend extra time with them. Plus because of the accident he was without a car.
Toby pulled Spencer aside while the kids were eating breakfast.
"I meant what I said last night Spencer" he said. "I'm not giving up on us"
"I know" she said biting her lip
"I want to go back to counseling" he said.
"You do?" Spencer asked questioningly. He'd never wanted to go to counseling but now he was willing. She contemplated before saying "you make an appointment and I'll be there"
He smiled. Spencer darted upstairs leaving him to wonder why. She came back down just as quickly.
"Do I look different?" She asked dramatically.
"You look just as beautiful as you did 5 minutes ago" he said. Spencer giggled a little putting her hands on his chest.
"Not even a little different" she teased.
Toby's face broke out into a huge smile as he realized she'd put her wedding ring back on.
"Baby!" Was all he could say his heart bursting with love.
"Since we're trying again I want everyone to know I'm taken" she teased.
"Is there someone in particular you are worried about?" Toby asked.
"Well, Levi, the guy I went out with on Saturday, he works in my office" Spencer admitted "I only went out with him to get him to stop asking, he kept insisting we were meant for each other"
"Mmmm" he said pulling her close.
"No" Spencer giggled a little "no hickey's, I'm not a teenager in high school anymore, you can't just give me a hickey to mark your territory."
"But they're so much fun to give and to get" he said as he hovered his mouth over her neck, threatening to bite. He licked her neck, using his tongue to tease her waiting for permission.
"Toby" she whispered and reached up to unclip her hair. "Ok"
Toby sucked on her neck leaving a red oval on the side conveniently placed where her hair would hide it. In a way it was the most intimate things they had done since the separation.
"To new beginnings" she said kissing him.
Everyone in the office gave Spencer curious looks, some eyed her wedding ring, a few asked if she'd done something because she seemed different. Spencer realized it was because she was happy. She was blissfully happy with Toby. She wouldn't have to think twice about a reconciliation if it wasn't for the trouble love making. Every time she tried to give herself to Toby that way, she flashed back to the incident and ended up crying. She wished it would stop, she wished she could get over what happened. Something wasn't letting her. She hoped she could figure it out at therapy.
"Whoo, did you and Levi get frisky?" Amanda, the girl that sat next to her at the office, asked. They were friendly but only in an office way.
"No" Stephanie, the girl across the way said coming over to examine. "That baby is fresh"
Spencer had tried being friends with these girls but they were in a different place in their life. Plus she had friends. Not that she ever saw them. Hanna and Caleb lived about 45 minutes away, Caleb worked as an IT teacher at a community college and Hanna ran and was co-owner of a little boutique. They had a 5 and 3 year old. They had never married, saying marriage wasn't for them. Aria was constantly traveling with Ezra, no marriage or kids to speak of. When they asked why they hadn't tied the knot, they jokingly responded "we'll sleep when we're dead!"
Spencer had been six months pregnant at the time and mumbled something about "who wants to be an old married couple" before tearing up and going upstairs saying she was tired. Emily and Alison were living overseas in Korea. Emily worked as a sort of village medic and Alison taught the children English and Math. They had adopted two children but weren't married. Spencer wondered out of all her friends how she was the one to become Suzy Homemaker.
"So spill" Stephanie urged. "Who gave you the love bite"
"My husband" she said giggly,
"Husband?!" They asked in unison.
"You got remarried already" Amanda added.
"Then why'd you go out with Levi?" Stephanie asked.
"Our divorce isn't finalized and now we're trying to work it out" Spencer said.
"So far so good" Stephanie said jokingly.
"Spencer" a voice called to her and she knew it was Levi before she even turned her head.
"Hi Levi" she said amicably.
"Saturday night was really nice and so I was thinking..." He started.
"Levi" Spencer said firmly. "You know how I was telling you my husband and I were separated?"
"Yeah" he said.
"Well we decided to try and reconcile" she said showing him the ring on her finger.
"Was the date really that bad?" He asked.
"No, the date was lovely Levi really, he's been trying to win me back for awhile and it's been really hard on the kids and so we're trying" Spencer said giving him an apologetic look.
"Well, I'll be here, when it doesn't work out" he said.
Spencer was about to say something nasty to him when an unfamiliar voice called.
"Delivery for Spencer Cavanaugh!"
"That's me" Spencer said with pride turning to see a delivery guy with a dozen red roses and a box of buttercream candy.
She signed the clipboard and pulled the note out
"To new beginnings" Spencer said reading the card aloud.
"Awww" Stephanie and Amanda said in unison. Levi had disappeared.
"There's a note on the candy too" Stephanie informed her.
Spencer opened it quickly scanning it before putting it in her bag.
"That ones personal" she said turning bright red. Spencer quickly dialed Toby's number.
"Hey baby" he said answering the phone.
"Hi" she said "I just wanted to thank you for the flowers and...the candy"
"You're welcome baby" he said "you're going to know how much I love you from now on baby, I'm not going to let you forget again"
"I love you too" she said before hanging up.
That night Toby made barbecue burgers and fries. As Spencer cleaned up Lydia insisted on ice cream but there was none in the house Toby said he'd run out and get some. He'd been gone ten minutes when Sebastian said he should get root beer for root beer floats. Spencer picked up the house phone and called him. A few seconds later she heard "Living Our Love Song" from Toby's cell that he'd left on the table. Spencer looked at the screen. It said "Home calling" and a picture of her and the kids from when Toby took them up to the mountains for a week this past winter. It was one of their last happy times as a family. They were bundled up and rolling around in the snow.
Spencer flashed back to her and Toby's last night in the cabin. The fire was going, they were naked in bed. They'd had sex and were in the in between time before round 2.
"What are you thinking?" He asked her rubbing her belly and kissing her temple. She laid there in the silence for awhile before finally speaking.
"I thought I was pregnant" Spencer said. "I went to the drug store while you were at the store with the kids. I took a test, it was negative."
"Good" Toby said kissing her shoulder "the last thing we need is another kid."
Spencer rolled over wiping her eyes. She'd been trying to work up the courage all week to tell him she wanted another baby.
She never did tell him. She pulled herself out of the flashback. They'd started having problems shortly after that trip. Spencer rubbed her belly thoughtfully.
The next morning Toby and Spencer went to Dr. Collins office.
"Well I never thought I'd see you two here again" she said "but I'm glad you're here, tell me what's been going on"
They told her about the accident, him staying in the house, the kissing, the cuddling, the sleeping, the sex problem.
Dr. Collins nodded taking notes.
"You guys have been doing very well, it's a good sign you've gotten back to this place" she said.
Finally Spencer turned to Toby.
"I don't want there to be secrets between us" she said. "Remember the trip to the mountains? I told you I thought I was pregnant but the test was negative?"
Toby nodded.
"You said you were glad I wasn't pregnant" Spencer said "I wanted to be pregnant, I planned to tell you during the trip that I wanted another baby."
Toby hugged her.
"I'm sorry, I didn't know, I wish you would have told me" he said.
"I just don't want there to be any secrets between us" she said hugging back.
Toby went to speak but the doctor told them their time for the day was over.
The next week went along as it had been. Spencer and Toby slept in the rollaway bed together and would cuddle and kiss. Still they didn't have sex though. Spencer woke up the day of counseling and for the first time since they started sleeping on the rollaway bed together she didn't wake up in Toby's arms. She could smell breakfast cooking in the kitchen. She was startled to find her mother cooking.
"Where's Toby?" She asked.
"He had a solo counseling session scheduled before your together counseling" her mother said.
"Why?!" Spencer asked. Her mother shrugged.
Spencer went to the appointment walking in as Toby had his head in his hands.
"Toby what is it?" She said walking over and sitting next to him.
"I don't want there to be any secrets between us either " he said wiping his eyes "you told the truth last time so I guess now it's my turn"
"What truth?" She asked. He took her hands in his.
"I'm ready to tell you the whole truth about what happened between me and Jessica that night"
Spencer's heart began to pound. It was the first time either of them had said her name since it happened. He'd cheated on her. He'd wanted it. He'd been fucking her. Her mind jumped from conclusion to conclusion while she waited for him to speak.
"I knew she had developed a little crush on me" he started. "It didn't mean anything to me because I was and still am in love with you. I mean she'd worked with me for five years and I wasn't going to act on it. I told her to go home at five but she said she wanted to stay."
He took a breath.
"Ok, what else?" Spencer asked knowing there was more.
"She brought out a bottle of whiskey, said we should celebrate, the big client we signed. I figured what's one drink because I was gonna be working a couple hours yet."
Spencer pulled her hands from Toby's.
"You got drunk with her?!" Spencer yelled.
"No! I wasn't drunk, buzzed yes, drunk no" Toby insisted. "After talking to you, I was ready to go, you know, you know what you said"
Spencer blushed but was too upset to smile.
"I was hurrying with the rest of my work. I couldn't wait to come home to you and screw your brains out" Toby continued. "She came in and tried to pour more but I said no more, next thing I knew she was sitting in my lap trying to undo my pants. I told her to stop but she didn't and so I stood and pushed her off me but she still had a hold of me and that's when you walked in."
Spencer sat there processing. Toby got down on his knees in front of her.
"Baby, I should have stopped her, I should have nipped it in the bud, I never should have let myself be put in that position. I'm so sorry and I know I should have told you all this to begin with but I didn't want to lose you. I love you and I promise you that nothing like this will ever happen again."
"Spencer?" Dr. Collins prompted.
"Would you have told me? If I hadn't caught you? Would you have just come home to me and made love to me and never told me?" She asked.
"I don't know" he answered honestly.
"That's time up for this week" Dr. Collins said. "Are we going to be seeing you next week?"
"Yes" Toby said when Spencer just walked out. Spencer was standing outside.
"I need some air" she said. "You head back to the house, I'll get a cab or something"
"I'm not just gonna leave you here" Toby said.
"I need time and space and air so I can think" Spencer said irritatedly. "Go back to the house and enjoy spending time with the kids"
Toby grabbed her arm. Tears starting to well in his eyes.
"Don't say that, don't say it like that" Toby said.
"Like what?!" Spencer asked.
"Like you've changed your mind about the reconciliation" he said "I can't lose you guys again, I can't go back to every other weekend!"
"Don't make this harder than it is" she said stalking off. With nothing else to do Toby went back to the house. He put on a brave face for the kids but they could tell he was upset.
Spencer walked for awhile, before she knew it she was outside Toby's office building. What possessed her to come here and what possessed her to unlock the office and go inside who knows. She went to Toby's office, she sat in his chair. She looked around not sure what she was looking for. Toby's screen saver came up. It was a slide show of family pictures. Sebastian riding his bike without training wheels for the first time. Lydia's first bath. Pictures from family vacations. She loved the thought that he looked at these pictures everyday. On a whim Spencer got Toby's business phone list, picked up the phone and called Jessica.
"What do you want you miserable prick!" She yelled into the phone when she answered.
"This is the miserable pricks wife and I want to talk to you" Spencer said venomously.
They met at the sports bar Jessica worked at, apparently firing her wasn't enough, Toby had torched her career too.
"You could be working in a lot of better places" Spencer said.
"Not thanks to your husband" she said "he said you divorced him because of what happened, that I ruined his life, so he ruined mine."
"You explain to me what happened that night and maybe I'll see what I can do to help you land a better job" Spencer said "and no cockamamie bullshit, I want the truth"
"Ok" she said rolling her eyes. "I had the hots for him, I mean you know he's hot and he was obviously sexually frustrated. I offered myself up to him practically on a silver platter and all he can do is whine about you."
"What do you mean?" Spencer asked.
"I have to get home to my wife, I'm a happily married man, I love my wife" she said in a mocking tone.
"He said those things? While you were trying to..." Spencer asked.
"Yes" she said annoyed "I offered to tell you that so he'd stop blacklisting me afterward but he said I would make it worse."
Spencer thought about this before sliding a business card across the table.
"He's newly divorced, loves ballsy women and can't find a good enough secretary to save his life." Spencer said before getting up.
"Thank you" she said.
Spencer got a cab and went home. Her mom, Toby and the kids were sitting down to chicken parmigiana when she walked in. She made herself a plate and sat down. They ate in silence. Spencer avoided Toby the rest of the evening. After the kids were in bed, Toby got settled into the rollaway bed. He doubted Spencer would be sharing it with him tonight. To his surprise she came down and Toby opened his arms to her. She took his hand pulling him out of the bed and leading him upstairs. She closed the door and undid her robe letting it fall to the floor leaving her naked in front of him.
"Yes" he breathed as Spencer pulled his clothes off and pushed him onto the bed. Spencer rode him as he kissed and sucked her breasts. She was going hard and they both were going to cum soon. The bed was squeaking the way it always did when they were doing it. They didn't worry about waking the kids. They both came as quietly as they could. Before she could even calm down Toby had her laying on the bed he began fingering her hole, first with one, then two, then three. Spencer was ready to scream bloody murder at 3 fingers.
"Don't wake the kids baby" he teased as he licked her clit. She took a pillow pressing it into her face and screaming as he brought her to orgasm again. He then climbed on top of her pushing into her. They kissed and intertwined hands as they made love. They took their time. They both understood they hadn't solved everything and they had a long way to go but they were a lot closer than they had been in months.
What do you think will happen next? Are Spencer and Toby hiding anymore secrets? Until next time my lovelies...
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