Chapter Eighteen - Realization

Now, I don't know about you, but epiphany occurs far too much for me. 'Oh. Yeah. That just happened. This is happening. This is my life now.' The worst thing about its occurrence is the timing. Sometimes, most of the time, it happens way too late.
Like how I didn't properly comprehend that... thing that happened until I'd say two hours later.
Literally nothing is better than staring at the ceiling and then BAM; reality hits you in your stupid face like a fucking thousand pound brick (which I guess is actually just a fat ass wall).

What does this mean? What are we? How? Why? When?

My mind is a jumble, which rarely happens like ever. I usually instantly have a witty comment to say after everything, but if you insulted me while I was in this state of mind, I probably wouldn't even notice. Or maybe I would notice, but I'd just have a pretty late (or ignorant) reaction.
I most likely would notice though, so don't fucking try anything.

I guess it's a side-effect. This happens to everyone after these types of situations, yeah? Everyone's stomach and nervous system feels as if it were tied up in knots at times? Even when they aren't nervous?

I know I sound stupid right now. Freaking out over something like this is childish. I'm just... really... Wow...

How can something so good happen to someone so not good?
And don't even try to pull the whole 'You're not bad, Lucifer' bullshit on me.
I'm pretty sure I'm one of the worst things to ever walk the face of this damn earth.

But enough complaining.
That was pretty fucking great. I'd even say it was one of the best things to happen to me.
I know this sounds all girly-ish and shit, but his taste is still lingering on my lips and I am so totally craving more.

Hi hello
I know this chapter is short af, but I tried.
I'm done with testing and important events and such, so now my only excuse is writer's block.
Meaning there's a chance I won't be updating regularly.
I guess the deal with this chapter was mostly the whole 'okay they kissed; now what?' thing because this isn't really the typical style I write in, so...
-cough- Anyways, tell me what you thought, blah blah blah
Still love all of you, especially you cuties in the reviews like you guys seriously make my day
Until next time~